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An Answer to Goodman Millers Lettre
Goodm: Miller.
We have received your lettre wherin you give some account how
far god has given you Repentance for your grevious & aggravated sin of
uncleanness, for which you were full five years since cast out of this ch:
was before ye ch:
Your lettre has been read the next sabbath after if come to hand viz
novemb. 3 & the church with thankfullness to God doe look upon it as some re
some
turn of prayer & as we hope fruit of Gods help ordinance yt has past upon you yt
^ in you
ther are any relentings & self judgings with desires to God that he would inable
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you to return to God hims by sound Repentance from whom you have greviously
Revolted: You doe in your lettre justify God & acknowledg that the cen
sure of Excommunication was deservedly inflicted upon you yea that you deserv
to be deprived of fellowship wth God for ever, & therfore not dareing to rest
in soe dreadfull an estate any longer (being awed by that place 28 prov 13)
you have made it your prayer to the God of mercy that he would grant you a
heart to be deeply humbled for ye dishonour you have brought to the name of God
your
ffor the violation of ye covenant you made wth God & his pp, & yt you have heer
by brought great reproach upon the glorious Gospel: you acknowledg also
by many
that yr sin was horrid not onely as to ye fact but aggravations, that it was wit
tinlgy & willingly not a sin of ignorance but against ye light of your own Conscience
not onely therby bringing guilt upon your own soul, but were an insturment to draw
her who is now your wife into the same transgression & did heerby alsoe
break the covenant of god that you were in with your wife now at rest caus
ing heart sorrow to her for all wch you desire that God would give you unfeined
repentance & a heart to mourne whilst you have a day to live; And indeed you
may find cause as wel as David did that your sin should be Evre hasten[ing][106] you to
humble you & to make you more watchfull over your heart & afrayd of ye plagues
of it then ever you have bin.
Now the relation you make how god has brought you to a sight of & repen
tance for your great sin Is in substance this: that whilst you were in
chains in ye prison you had great trouble of spirit to think what you had
done & wher you were, & god did then shew you that you deserved not onely
thes chaines, but to be in everlasting chains of darkness to all Eternity, in the
midst of those flames of conscience you took notice of that dreadfull Text 2 prov
18 wch caused you to conclude that yr was noe mercy to be found for such a
vile wretch as you, Sathan alsoe setting in did tempt you to think that it
was to noe end for you to hope for pardon; But you found some help from yt
Scripture resist the divill & he shall flee from you,[107] You were alsoe convicted
of the Evill of your heart that after you had gone soe farr from god that you
should be going farther soe as to question the never fayling compassions & grace
of that God against whom you had Sinned; yet at that time the lord was
pleased to give you some incouragemt from those Scriptures Jer 3. 12 13 11 math
28 this is ye substance of what you offer to us for satisfaction touching your
Repentance:
The church haveing (as time would permitt) considered your lettre doe by thes
give you to understand that as they were not hasty to cast you out if it could
according to Rule have bin prevented, soe neither dare they be ovre hasty to
loos you till they may have farther help to their Charity that your repentance
is soe thorow as that you shall alsoe be loosed in heaven without which
[106] “Ever hasten[ing]” is a conjectural reading.
[107] James 4:7.