Diary of Ebenezer Parkman, 1774

1774 January 1 (Saturday). How could I have imagined that So poor, weakly, and especially that So Sinful and unworthy a Creature would be Spared to this Day! That I am indulged with another New-Year’s Day Still! The divine Compassions, the divine Faithfulness and Truth do never fail. I desire with all my Heart, with all my Powers, to bless and praise His glorious Name. I endeavored to present Thanksgivings to God most gracious and merciful for His Goodness throughout my Life, a Life so wonderfully protracted! For the Favours of the Year past in Special. That there is so abundant Reason to bless that to such old Age I enjoy Such Health of Body, free use of my Limbs; though many Years ago I was very Subject to the Rheumatism, yet now have Ease, except Sometimes the Cramps ‘o Nights, and once in a while a Spasmatick turn of Pain, which has been very excruciating, but through the infinite Goodness of God is not lasting. I bless God for Relative Favour for His Goodness in restoring Mrs. P________ from sickness—and reviving to Such a Degree, my Daughter Baldwin; delivering and recovering my Daughter Cushing, when she bore a Second Son. And for public—What an invaluable Favour of our most gracious God that no less than 15 have been added to the Church this Year! And Thanks are due that the people have been so Succeeded in enlarging, repairing and decorating the place of public Worship. That we enjoy So many of our invaluable Rights and Libertys, Civil and Religious, notwithstanding the Grievances we are under, and it is a Day of awful Frown of God upon us for our great Sins against Him. Spent the Day in other Acts of Religion as I could consistent with my Duty in my Circumstances, and of preparing for the Sabbath which I turned into this Channel. Read Bennets Christian Oratory on Thanksgiving, renewed my Covenant with God imploring forgiveness of all my Sins, especially of the last year—by prayer committed my Self and all mine, all the accidents and Changes before me, whether I live a longer or shorter time, to an infinitely kind, faithful God. But O that I might be more deeply affected with the Shortness of my Time. Ah! How extreme Short, and how uncertain! O that God would please, of His infinite Mercy, to enable me to prepare for the awful Hour, which approches apace! That Death may not terrifie, but be welcome and joyfull to me! Jonathan Maynard having lived with me Eight months, and according to another Agreement after the first was out, left me this Morning; (having paid him upward of Sixty Pounds old Tenor). Mr. Nathan Kenny here to desire me to defer propounding his Wife, as he had thoughts to come in a little time himself. At Evening came my son William and brought with him his own little son; to our Joy.

1774 January 2 (Sunday). Bless God we may begin the Sabbaths of the Year. Preached on Ps. 24.3.4.5, the Application. P.M. on Isa. 63.7. Which O that God would please to fasten upon us! N.B. Prayers desired for Thomas Whipple of New Braintree (if yet alive), under a terrible Fever. His Father and Mother, Brother etc. gone up, Some yesterday, Some to Day. May the Lord appear for his Help!

1774 January 3 (Monday). My Son and grandson tarry with us Still. Visit Mrs. Parker again and pray with her. At Eve came an old, miserable man Ichabod Jones, he says, of Dorcester. He lyes by the Fire. A poor distempered, rheumatic, [Scorbutic?] Object. I keep his Horse also.

1774 January 4 (Tuesday). William and his little Billy return to Concord. P.M. I preached at Mr. Daniel Hardys on Ps. 119.126 to page [blank]. On God alone may we depend for a Blessing: O that He would please to add it! N.B. At Eve Mr. Beeton and his wife are here to See Mrs. Kelly, and they inform that at the Vendue of Miss Mary Bradish’s House yesterday at Deacon Woods, there was one Mr. Jones, who goes about as a Vagrant, Sings, makes Verses and is sometime Crazy—that this Man is expected to preach tomorrow at Mr. Beetons House. But I represented the sin and folly of it, and forbid it.

1774 January 5 (Wednesday). Mr. Beeton last Evening acquainted me that Deacon Wood warned the meeting at his (Beetons) House, for Mr. Jones to preach. I Sent for the Deacon, who came, and told me what he had said about this Jones’s preaching and endeavored to clear himself of any warning of a Meeting, but yet Seemed to Shew a Disposition to go and hear him if he did preach—nay and asked if I would not go too? I answered with warmth, and Shewed him the utter impropriety of it, and that it would be to his great Dishonor if he Should so Countenance what would be So imprudent, disparaging to the holy Ordinance of Preaching—that it would be a lifting up the Soul to vanity, etc.—and I must depend upon his wisdom and steddiness to Conduct suitably in the Affair. But what he will do I know not. We reckoned and he gave me a Note of Hand for what he owes me, Except an Error in the casting up. May the Lord grant me wisdom and steddiness at this peculiar Juncture among my Flock and Save them from Evil!

1774 January 6 (Thursday). I hear that Mr. Jones aforesaid preached at Mr. Beetons last Evening, and that though it was very Stormy, a great many assembled there: that Deacon Wood was there, and read the Psalm, that Mr. Edwards Whipple sat the Psalm. But I am at my own Business. Mr. Benjamin Webb came from Deacon Woods hither and acquainted me that Mr. Jones was there.

1774 January 7 (Friday). Am in my Preparations.

1774 January 8 (Saturday). Hear that Mr. Jones preached at Mr. Tainters last Evening. One Duntan was here at Dinner with us.

1774 January 9 (Sunday). I had prepared to preach on Ps. 92.12 a.m. but thought it would be best to wave that for this time. I repeated with Alterations both a. and p.m. Sermons on Joh. 1.12. Mr. Jones at meeting. One Town of Oxford dined here. After Exercises Mr. Joseph Harrington came in here. Said he was going to Mr. Timothy Warrins to hear Mr. Jones: I let him know that I could not approve of it, Since he was a stranger, had never let me know what he was, had not come to me, and that it was very disorderly for him to thrust himself in thus; and that it was very improper for him who was in covenant with me, to countenance Such irregular proceedings, and which were of Dangerous Tendency, by going to hear him. But he went that way notwithstanding as I understand many more did at Evening though a Cold season.

1774 January 10 (Monday). Am informed that Mr. Jones preached at Mr. Timothy Warrins last Evening. It is too severe Weather for me to go abroad. No one comes to Speak with me about the preaching stranger. Mr. John Kelly of Hopkinton Sick. Mr. William Pierce came here to inform of it; and desires me to go to him: but the Weather forbids.

1774 January 11 (Tuesday). Write Several Letters: particularly to Mr. Daniel McAllister: his Dismission with his Wife’s, to the Society of Myrifield (as he writes it), and at his Desire a Copy of our Church Covenant. I inclosed them in a Letter to Rev. Jones of Western, requesting Some Account this Mr. Isaac Jones, who preaches to my Neighbours. Read part of Dr. Watts of the Glorys of Christ. At Eve Breck and John ride in the sleigh to Shrewsbury, and return.

1774 January 12 (Wednesday). An exceeding Cold Season, yet my Son John is at the ministerial Lot cutting wood and sledding from thence. This Day, as I Suppose, Mr. John Marsh is ordained at Weathersfield. May his Soul be suitably apprehensive of the weight of the Solemn Charge, and May God most gracious Support him under it; help him in fulfilling, and in finally giving up his Account to God the Judge!

1774 January 13 (Thursday). Fine Day and good Sleighing, but I keep at home. Mr. Benjamin Webb came to see me. Tells me that Mr. Jones went from Deacon Woods to day, on foot, with his Bundle for Providence. Hephzibah Rice, who has lived here a Month, returns to her Grandfathers. Breck and Hannah go with her in a sleigh.

1774 January 14 (Friday). I keep close to my Studies. John with me to take Care of Barn etc.

1774 January 15 (Saturday). [No entry.]

1774 January 16 (Sunday). Preach two winter Sermons on Ps. 92.12. Mr. Benjamin Webb at dinner, and after Exercises. He lodges here. N.B. a Packet from Mr. More containing Letters and large pamphlet entitled “the Master Key of Popery,” by D. Antonio Gavin.

1774 January 17 (Monday). Visit Mrs. Parker again and prayed with her. Read Master Key etc. N.B. Breakfast at Lt. Bakers. P.M. Lt. Baker, Neighbour Newton and Silas Hill came; and my fat Steer being led home, they Killed him and he weighed, the quarters 480 and the Hide 71. Not well tallow’d.

1774 January 18 (Tuesday). Read Don Gavins Master Key. My son John is full of Pain, having Strained himself by lifting, at divers times. Uncommon cloudy and stormy Weather, and the snow is now very deep. Mr. Hancock, the Taylor, for Breck and John, came and works. Elias begins Virgil.

1774 January 19 (Wednesday). Deacon Wood and Mr. Thaddeus Warrin killed two Hoggs for me. One of them weighed about 300. (It wanted half a pound of it.) The other weighed 188.

1774 January 20 (Thursday). Read Master Key etc. Mr. P. Whitney and his Brother Lambert here. Mr. Whitney informs me that his Brother Briggs’s Goods are Seized and that he is gone off.

1774 January 21 (Friday). I bought a young Store Sow of Mr. Thaddeus Warrin, weighed 120 at 17 per pound. Mr. Edwards Whipple here with piece of Beef. Mr. Thomas Bond with Spare Rib. In my Preparations on Ps. 92.12.

1774 January 22 (Saturday). Extream Cold. Too Cold for John to Sled Wood (having already his Heels froze, and Benjamin Clark two fingers). Hancock at noon ceases work.

1774 January 23 (Sunday). Extream Cold. Could have but Short Exercises. A.M. on Ps. 92.12. P.M. on Joh. 1.12. N.B. Took Notice in Prayer, of the Death of Rev. Mr. Thomas Balch of Dedham, Aet. 63. O that this, and every Instance of Mortality might be awakening and quickening to Me! Miss Bradish dines here. N.B. Prayers desired by Mr. Hez. Taylor, who is sick of a Fever, at Mr. Jonathan Grouts.

1774 January 24 (Monday). Visit Mr. Taylor in his Sickness. Prayed. Mr. Grosvenor and young Mr. Frost there. Was at Mr. Bass’s (in returning) where was Mr. Hutchinson of Grafton; and Dr. Hawes likewise.

1774 January 25 (Tuesday). Visit Mr. John Kelley at Hopkinton being confined by Rheumatick Pains and Fever. Dined there. Prayed. N.B. Mrs. Kelly had fallen down Cellar and much lam’d herself. Young Mr. Frost at Evening. Mr. and Mrs. Spring made a kind Visit this Eve.

1774 January 26 (Wednesday). Breck, John, and Hannah ride in the Sleigh, to Boston. Breck has got Mr. Joseph Bond to go to the Ministerial Lot, breaking the way from Mr. Beetons, and Sledding a Load. Elias with my Oxen were there also. Mr. Jacob Snow, in Company with a Young man and two young women, came and dined here. At Eve John Fay here, and lodges in Breck’s Store. N.B. Mr. Stone sent me by his Son, Master Thomas, the Letter he wrote to Mr. Fish of Upton concerning his Conduct. Mr. Fish’s Answer and his Reply.

1774 January 27 (Thursday). The Day appointed for the Ordination of Mr. Chapman at Uxbridge. I desire to bear this Affair upon my Heart most tenderly before the Lord. May it please the Omnipresent, omnipotent and most gracious God, the God of Knowledge and who has the Hearts of all men in His Hands, to pity His own Cause, His own Servants and His people, grant Wisdom and Direction, Peace, Assistance and an happy Event! Remarkably Cold, Windy and tedious!

1774 January 28 (Friday). My lane, back of the Meeting House, So full of Snow, banked up, and blown compact and hard, that there is no passing but upon it. At Evening Breck and John returned from Boston.

1774 January 29 (Saturday). Mr. John Tyler here in his return from Uxbridge to Marlborough, acquaints me that the Ordination of Mr. Chapman was accomplished the Day before yesterday. Master Thomas Stone called here also, and I Sent by him the Letters which he brought me from his Father. Mr. Bradshaw from Boston—and tarrys with us. Says my Brother is in much the Same State.

1774 January 30 (Sunday). Preached a.m. on Joh. 18.18 by reason of the very Cold and difficult Season. P.M. on 1 Joh. 5.4 but carryed on the Repetition of the Discourse from Joh. 1.11 from p. 21. N.B. could not quite finish the Subject—no further than to middle of p. 27. After family Exercise at Eve Mr. Bradshaw and Breck went up to Mr. Jonathan Grouts, to see Mr. Taylor, who grows better.

1774 January 31 (Monday). Mr. Bradshaw leaves us, though cloudy, cold, and like to be a storm. Mr. Morse was here and paid me 4£ lawful Money on account of my boarding workmen at the Meeting House. P.M. Paid £3.0.0. old Tenor being Mr. John Maynards Demands for Making and Mending Shooes, except 3/ 3d. At Eve paid Jonathan Maynard Six Dollars More.

1774 February 1 (Tuesday). Preached at Mr. Jonah Warrins on Ps. 119.126. Finished the Subject; and may God grant Success!

1774 February 2 (Wednesday). It being a good Season for sleighing My Son John and I rode to Mr. Stone’s, Southborough but Mr. Stone was unhappily gone to Marlborough. We Dined with Mrs. Stone, as did Mr. Newell, a Candidate. I wrote and Sent a Letter to Mr. John Tyler School Master at Marlborough, that his Watch which he had lost, is found, and in my possession. Returning at Eve called to See old Mr. Abraham Gale at his Son Abijah’s. When I got home found here my Son Alexander and his Wife, with both their Children, Robert-Breck and Alexander, in a double Sleigh. Also Mr. [David?] Clark from Ashburnham to See his Son Benjamin—and he lodges here.

1774 February 3 (Thursday). Mr. Clarke left us. I perceive that Mr. Edward Barnard of Haverhil is dead. Help Lord! My Son Alexander having a good sleigh and two Horses waited on his Mother and me (it being stormy, Snowing fast, and too bad for his wife and Children to go home) to Mr. Eleazar Pratts, to the Funeral of a Child of his Daughter Mrs. Susanna Adams. Mr. Francis Whipple brought home my watch from Boston (the Chain having been broke), and Breck had sent it to Mr. J. Rowlstone at Boston to mend it.

1774 February 4 (Friday). Alex, his wife and Children sat out for home. Mr. Hancock, the Taylor, [is making?] Coats, turning a [block?] here for Breck and [Clark?], works here from Day to Day. Mr. Newell, a Candidate, dined here. Mrs. Kelly is taken into a Sleigh by her Daughter Beeton, and carryed to see her son John, who continues very low.

1774 February 5 (Saturday). Old Mrs. Kelly returned, with her Daughter Beeton, but She only called and went on Still with her Daughter to their House. P.M. Mr. Stone came to change with me. I rode to Southborough.

1774 February 6 (Sunday). Preached at Southborough on Ps. 92.12. a. and p.m. Returned at Eve. Mr. Stone preached here, on Luk. 24.45 a. and p.m. May God grant it may be the divine Glory and our highest Good and the peoples! N.B. Mr. Nathan Kennys Wife (Abigail) was propounded, and Mr. Stone baptized a Child of Mr. Thomas Bonds.

1774 February 7 (Monday). Read Mr. Cottons (of Plymouth) Essays on Baptism, and part of Mr. Robbins’s Reply. We had Expectations of Mr. Moore having heard that he was last Week at Oxford. Mr. Ephraim Ballad and a young man with him, from Boston, dined here. Says he saw Mr. Moore at Mendon last week, going to Oxford.

1774 February 8 (Tuesday). This Day I remember the Wormwood and the Gall, when it pleased God to take away the Desire of my Eyes, by the Stroke of Death. Thirty Eight years have rolled off Since; my soul is still humbled within me. And have need to be much humbled this Day when I reflect upon the little improvement of the divine Patience and Longsuffering whilst I have abundant Cause to bless His glorious Name that He has spared me through so long a Course, with so many Advantages and Benefits. May a gracious God pity, pardon and be gracious to me and quicken me to a due improvement of the Short, uncertain Remainder of my Pilgrimage, and that I may be ready when He shall see meet to Summon me also!

1774 February 9 (Wednesday). Many serious Reflections etc. etc. Have gone through the unhappy Controversie at Plymouth between Mr. Cotton and Mr. Robbins. It is a melancholly time as to the weather. A great deal of Snow has fallen to day, deep as it was before—but we have Some Wood.

1774 February 10 (Thursday). Bright, but so windy as to blow up Roads. Neighbour Joseph Bond with Team of five Cattle trys, with my Team also, to fetch wood from Brigham Lot. My Son John goes to chop, and young Nathan Maynard with him; but it was so tedious they broke off about noon; with Difficulty got two Jaggs part of the way; but they brought but one home though they joined all the Cattle to make one Team. Mr. Moore came from Oxford.

1774 February 11 (Friday). Though it is So very bad Stirring by reason of the deep snow, yet I rode to Mr. Parkers, whose wife is still living, but in a low Condition. Discoursed with her, found she had comfortable Hope through Grace, yet not clear. Prayed with her and the Family under their great Affliction. Called at Mr. Solomon Bathericks—talked closely with them—instructed them and expected them to Repent etc.

1774 February 12 (Saturday). A great Variety of Conversation with Mr. Moore, of the State of present Times at Rochester, Dartmouth, Plymouth, Newport etc.

1774 February 13 (Sunday). Mr. Moore preached for me, a.m. on 1 Pet. 3.18, p.m. on Prov. 13.4. A very difficult Season, nor could we well get to Meeting without Help. Lt. Bakers young man came with a Sleigh, and transported us through the deep Snow—and it Snows Still, all Day. A very thin Assembly: but may the Blessing of God So accompany the Exercises that we may not repent of our Pains who did assemble! And may God be very gracious to His Servant, and make him yet a great and rich Blessing!

1774 February 14 (Monday). Extremely difficult to get Wood; The Snow lately fallen and blown about into the Roads and Paths rendering them very impassable to the wood Lots: but, through divine Favour we have some Supply at the Door, which lasts us yet. Mr. Moore tarrys with us, and we are glad of this visit.

1774 February 15 (Tuesday). Lt. Baker had proposed to go with other Neighbours to get wood to Day, but by Tryal they found it impracticable. Sophy not well. Mr. Moore undertakes his Journey to Boston, designing to go home that way. Mr. Thomas Arnold and his Wife and Mr. Joseph Bond and his Wife here. Three of them dined here. At night came Mr. Caleb Wilder from Mendon on Racketts and lodged here. N.B. Hannah remains still at Boston.

1774 February 16 (Wednesday). Mr. Wilder left us.

1774 February 17 (Thursday). Mrs. P________ visits Mrs. Newton, who has been confined by a sore Breast. Mr. Benjamin Webb makes me a Visit. At Eve Doctor Crosby and his Wife here. Sup with us. Now first receive the royal American magazine, No. 1 of Vol. 1.

1774 February 18 (Friday). [No entry.]

1774 February 19 (Saturday). [No entry.]

1774 February 20 (Sunday). Preached a.m. on Act. 26.20, p.m. on 1 Tim. 6.12, “Lay hold” etc. O that God would give Success to the word of His Grace! Especially for my own Saving profit and Advantage!

1774 February 21 (Monday). A number of persons came and got wood for me at the Lot which is called Capt. Ephraim Brighams. Eight went to Cutt, viz. Messrs. Nathan Townsend, Benjamin Fay junior, Arthur Cary (from Deacon Wood), Joseph Keenes (from Lieut. Baker), John Fay, Richard Temple, Timothy Parker, Abel Tenny, from Mrs. Spring. And John Parkman joined them. The following Neighbours sledded, viz. Lt. Baker with two Teams, 4 Oxen apiece. Mr. Barnabas Newton with 4 Oxen. Capt. Benjamin Fays Team 4 Oxen, drove by his son Stephen. Deacon Wood sent a yoke of Oxen to join with mine, and Mr. Jonathan Grout drove them. They all went Twice; and Mr. Moses Nurse also brought one Load. In all Eleven Load. At night, the most of them Supped here. May God reward them and bountifully! And grant me Grace to improve the Benefit!

1774 February 22 (Tuesday). They that went for wood yesterday, So broke the way, and made it fit to Sled in; and the Cutters cut So much more than was brought home; that therefore Lieut. Baker in his generousness sent his Team and Man again to Day, also to sled Wood for me; and Neighbour Newton in his Goodness likewise, sent his Team and Man to sled up, what was left and what another Number of Cutters cutt, viz. Mr. Keene, John Fay hired, Stephen Maynard hired, Nathaniel Chamberlin hired, and Phinehas Brigham (son of Widow Hitty). To the Teams, add my own of 3 Cattle, and p.m. Dr. Hawes’ Steers instead of the Mare, and my son John drove. Breck also procured Mr. Joseph Bond to come with his 5 Cattle. They all went 3 times each—therefore brought 12 Load to day. P.M. rode to Grafton. Mr. Thomas Twitchell’s Company to Mr. Merriams where I lodged. N.B. Elias received of Mr. Taylor, Davidsons Virgil borrowed of young Mr. Frost of Mendon.

1774 February 23 (Wednesday). Attended the Fast at Grafton, preparatory to Electing a Pastor. Mr. Sumner prayed a.m. Mr. Hall preached on Dan. 9. I prayed p.m. and preached on Col. 1.11. Mr. Sumner also prayed after Sermon. The Church Stopped, and Chose Mr. Daniel Grosvenor. I hope we have had some good Tokens of Success for which the Lord be Praised—but O that it might please Him to forgive the Iniquitys of our holy Things! Rode to Westborough with Mr. Bowman of Oxford. N.B. John Fay has killed two Swine for me a.m. and cutt wood p.m. One weighed [blank], the other [blank]. Mr. Bond, hired by Breck, sledded two Load of wood, and Jonathan Maynard with his Fathers Oxen and mine, two more. 4 to day.

1774 February 24 (Thursday). Miss Suse Brigham lodged here last night; by her I Send a Letter I wrote to Mr. Cushing of Ashburnham to the Care of her Brother Elijah. John Fay works for me from Day to Day in cutting wood in the Brigham Lott—day to Day. And Elias a.m. sleds with our Team. P.M. Breck p.m. goes to Lancaster; and we have added to my oxen (instead of Brecks mare), Dr. Hawes’s steers, and his young man to drive. Mr. Joseph Bond sleds to Day likewise. They brought home, in all, to day, Six Load. N.B. This Day received a Letter, dated this very day, the 24th, from my Son Samuel informing us that last Saturday at 5 p.m. his Wife brought him a fine Son. For which great Favour (Mother and Child being in a hopeful way) Thanks are returned to our most gracious God and Savior and may the parents have Grace to dedicate their offspring to the most high, and to bring him up in the Nurture and Admonition of the Lord! And may His Handmaid Still obtain Mercy and Kindness from God to perfect her Recovery! John Fay and John P________ cutt out and Salted down the Pork killed yesterday. Mr. Stephen Cook brings me from Dr. Coopers, his Dudlean Lecture.

1774 February 25 (Friday). John Fay Still works for me. Mrs. Barrett of Hopkinton and a near Neighbour of hers, Mrs. Hall, make us a visit, and brought me a Letter from Mr. Fitch praying that I would Visit old Mr. Charles Simpson, who is dangerously ill. At Eve came Master Thomas Stone and Joshua Winter and both of them lodged here. Sorrowful Accounts of the Breaking of many persons, Traders and others, at this time. Especially Great Troubles have invaded my Neighbour Spring, who is now returned from an Excursion to Providence to trade off his Wares; but many Evils have lit upon him, which are too hard for him, as is feared.

1774 February 26 (Saturday). I was in great Expectation of Mr. Bowman, with my Daughter Hannah from Boston: and depend upon his preaching for me tomorrow, but he came not.

1774 February 27 (Sunday). Mr. Bowman has not come whom I hoped for. I had made Some Preparation but it was not completed. I preached a. and p.m. on Jude v. 21, first Clause, to p. 12, but with various Additions. I was Somewhat fervent but beg of God I many not only Strive with Others to be but may my Self be and Continue a Lover of God and an Object of his Love.

1774 February 28 (Monday). Visited and prayed with Mrs. Parker, who gives up Hope of temporal Life, but has, She trusts, good Hope, through Grace, of Life immortal. When I returned home my Daughter Hannah was come. Mr. Bowman and She came as far as Southborough on Saturday Evening but could get no further. He preached for Mr. Stone. P.M. Mr. Bowman made me a Visit (from Lt. Bakers) and Spent the Evening with us.

1774 March 1 (Tuesday). Through the Longsuffering of God we advance from Month to Month. P.M. preached at Deacon Wood’s on Eccl. 8.12.13. Which will God please to Succeed! And that We may both renounce the paths of Wickedness and may wisely fear God that it may be well with us!

1774 March 2 (Wednesday). In Compliance with the Request of Aged Mr. Charles Stimpson of Hopkinton as Communicated to me by Letter from Mr. Fitch and brought me by Mrs. Barrett on the 25th ult., I rode over to Hopkinton—but the Roads were so full of Snow, and the weather lowery, I chose to go in my Sleigh, and took Breck with me to drive. Called at Mr. Barretts Door—he and his wife were going over to Mr. Fitch’s. We proceeded there, and having taken Refreshment Mr. Fitch went with me in the Sleigh (instead of Breck) to Mr. Stimpsons, but it was difficult getting to the House, by reason of the deep snow. Mr. Stimpson I found in a very weak and languishing Condition; but in much Darkness and Distress of mind. Examined and assisted him as I could, and prayed with him and for him. He appeared to have good Tokens. I therefore endeavored to Strengthen and comfort, while I also admonished and Cautioned him. When I returned to Mr. Fitch’s I resisted all Importunity to tarry, but though it was about 6 o’Clock we hastened home, lest tomorrow Should be worse. We arrived at about half after Seven, and without Harm. Glory to God our Preserver. N.B. Mr. Barrett gave me Dr. Owen of the true Nature of a Gospel Church and its Government, a Quarto. This is the 2d part of the Design, the 1st part of which I have had some Years.

1774 March 3 (Thursday). Mr. James Godfry came to desire me to go over to Mr. Davis’s to marry his Brother Daniel of Lancaster, to Ruth Bellows. Went and officiated. Had unexpected plentifull Entertainment. I earnestly pray they may have the gracious presence of God with them and His Blessing on them. As Ruth has been so much One of my own Family I have great Tenderness towards her.

1774 March 4 (Friday). Both Breck and Sophy were ill last night, and droop today.

1774 March 5 (Saturday). This I conceive is a Day of Concourse at Boston, when the honorable Mr. Hancock, at 12 o’Clock delivers an Oration etc. etc. Mr. Jacob Biglow of Sudbury going to Sutton calls and dines. He informs me of the Death of the Honorable Lieutenant Governour Olivers Death. That he dyed last Monday, between 5 and 6 in the morn in the 68th year of his Age. I have known him from a Boy: always appeared Sober and pious, but his political Conduct has rendered him obnoxious to the severe Resentments of the People. May God Sanctifie this Death to all in the Magistracy—and may I have a right Estimate of Life, and be continually in preparation for Death!

1774 March 6 (Sunday). Master Taylor came in the morning and preached for me both Parts of the Day. A.M. on 2 Pet. 1.10. P.M. on Ps. 95.7. I prayed both before and after the latter sermon. May a gracious God accept and grant Success, for His own Name’s Sake: and for the Sake of the infinite Merits of Jesus Christ! I hope the Sermons were well received by the Hearers. The Lord make this His servant a great Blessing! He returned at Evening to his Lodging, though it rained.

1774 March 7 (Monday). Town Meeting. Mr. George Andrews Moderator. The Town Sent Messrs. Batherick and Thomas Bond to me to desire me to go and I went accordingly to the Meeting House and prayed with them. I understand the Affairs are conducted in Peace. D.G.

1774 March 8 (Tuesday). Went to Deacon Woods. Received of him £12.18 old tenor which was in full. Read to him some sentences of a Letter I this Day received from Mr. Cushing, concerning the Crazy Isaac Jones who preached a while agoe in this Town. In the Evening received a Letter from Mr. Thomas Kendal at Dartmouth New Hampshire, who had been at [Caguadraga?].

1774 March 9 (Wednesday). Wrote an Answer to Mr. Kendalls Letter. Lt. Baker paid me £100 old tenor which I had lent him last Nov. 27th and I paid him 4 Dollars for his fatting my Steer. Would have visited Several Sick, but it is exceeding bad travelling and Cold.

1774 March 10 (Thursday). Visit old Lt. Bruce whose Cancer prevails in his Nose and right Cheek and his wife who is very aged and dropsical. Discoursed and prayed with them. At Eve Mr. Seth Morse paid me thirty one pounds on the Account of boarding workmen at the Meeting House; but I gave him a Receipt in full, he promising to pay me the remainder (of a few shillings) hereafter.

1774 March 111 (Friday). Young Mr. Hutchinson going to preach at Concord, calls here. Sent by him a Letter to my Son William with an 100£ old tenor which he requested me to lend him. Last Evening heard of the Death of old Mr. Joseph Stratton of Waltham; may God Sanctifie this to survivors—to Me that I may be ever ready for the Awful Hour!

1774 March 12 (Saturday). [No entry.]

1774 March 13 (Sunday). Preached a. and p.m. on Act. 26.20. And may it please God to grant a Blessing to accompany what has been delivered! Especially to Me that I may be excited by the Holy Spirit to a true sense of Sin—what an Evil and what a Bitter Thing it is! Miss Mary Bradish dined here. Mr. D. Batherick informs me that Mr. Hannaniah Parkers wife dyed about 11 o’Clock a.m. She has lain in a low state about 4 Months. The Lord Support and direct his bereaved Servant, Shew Mercy to the Children, and make us all to know our End!

1774 March 14 (Monday). In the morning Mr. Levi Warrin came for Dr. Hawes in all haste, who went with greatest speed to Mr. Seth Morse’s wife and then came for me to go to her, being in a despairing condition and had taken some Coperas. She says what was delivered in the sermon yesterday, was directly to her. She had now no Business to stay here any longer—no Desires of Good etc. I discoursed and prayed with her—but she was little altered. In the Eve came young Mr. Hutchinson from Billy and brings his Note. He lodged here.

1774 March 15 (Tuesday). Mr. Hutchinson to Grafton. I visit Mrs. Morse, who is somewhat calmer, but far from Composedness. Reasoned with her and prayed. P.M. attend the Funeral of Mrs. Parker and prayed. At Eve came my Kinsman Nathaniel Bradshaw from Stoughtonham, and lodges here.

1774 March 16 (Wednesday). Mr. Fitch came, dined with us, and preached my Lecture from Ps. 92.13. Mr. Taylor after Lecture—understand he is published.

1774 March 17 (Thursday). Cousen Bradshaw returns home. Breck goes to Wrentham.

1774 March 18 (Friday). Breck returns, and acquaints me with his having hired a man to work for me, one Ware, for six Months.

1774 March 19 (Saturday). Mr. Hutchinson, going to Concord, calls and dines with us. Receive a packet from Mr. Moore, containing a Number of Pamphlets. Three from Mr. Robins of Plymouth: and two others.

1774 March 20 (Sunday). Communion Day. Preached a.m. on 1 Cor. 11.29. P.M. on Jude v. 29. Old Mrs. Kelly and Mrs. Maynard dined with us. N.B. Mrs. Kelly resides at Capt. Maynards. May God forgive the Iniquities of our holy Things and accept our Offerings through Jesus Christ!

1774 March 21 (Monday). Messrs. Francis Whipple junior and Joseph Bond here to desire Land to build Stables on back of the Meeting House: but this I could not now consent to at present, as might interfere with what Lt. Baker has already requested, respecting that spot. At Eve Mr. Thomas Stone.

1774 March 22 (Tuesday). Master Thomas Stone returns. Mr. Forbes came and Mr. [blank] May, Merchant in Boston. I visited Mrs. Morse again. Found and left her as dispairing as before. Carried and lent to her Dr. I. Mathers Sermon on Gen. 4.13, but she was not forward to have me leave it. It would do no good.

1774 March 23 (Wednesday). Mr. Forbes and Mr. Maynard go to Boston. I visited and prayed with old Lt. Bruce and his Wife. Went to Southborough Lecture. Dined at Mr. Stones. Mr. Smith there and Mr. Mathew Bridge who preached—on Isa. 53.10. Dr. Hemingway was among us: heard of the Sudden Death of the Rev. Mr. Thomas Jones, Minister of part of Woburn. O may I be ready also! N.B. Mr. Jacob Gibs requests of Mr. Stone and Me, that our Sermons at the Fast at his House, together with Mr. Fitch’s Some time after at the Same place, might be printed. Returning at Eve found Squire Dorr and Master Taylor here. The former lodged.

1774 March 24 (Thursday). A.M. Squire Dorr left us; and Capt. Maynard (a strange thing!) Visits us. My son John goes to Lancaster etc. to look for a place to Settle in. P.M. My Son Cushing came and lodges here. Brought the Books he had borrowed.

1774 March 25 (Friday). Mr. Cushing confirms what he had writ concerning crazy Jones the Preacher. Tells me my Daughter, and their Son George are grown better. D.G. He returns to Shrewsbury, in his way home.

1774 March 26 (Saturday). Mr. Nathan Kenny is under infirmity of Body and in Gloominess of Mind, Sent for me yesterday, but it was too stormy for me to go out. I was obliged to go today; found him very Sad; much afflicted with evil Thoughts—told me that however, he was not hopeless. I directed, Supported and exhorted him, as I could and prayed with him as the Sorrowful Case required. But by Such interruptions of my Studys, I was obliged to have the greater Dependence on Mr. Forbes return from Boston, and preaching for Me, as I have requested him to do.

1774 March 27 (Sunday). I preached a.m. on Act. 26.20. But not being well, I did not read publickly. And having none of the help I expected, I preached my Self, delivering p.m. with Variations part of a Discourse on Heb. 2.1. Appointed a Catechizing for Children next Tuesday.

1774 March 28 (Monday). Read Mr. Hutchinsons “Meat out of the Eater.” Eli Harrington here to be examined. Mr. Jonathan Newall visits and lodges here. N.B. Mr. Hez. Taylor finished his schoolkeeping last Saturday: am now obliged to teach Elias my Self.

1774 March 29 (Tuesday). Mr. Newall went to Mill-River. P.M. I went to See Mrs. Morse. Her Doctor from Andover, Mr. Daniel How, was there. Mrs. Morse was much the Same.

1774 March 30 (Wednesday). I carryed Mrs. P________ to Mr. Samuel Fays. It happened that he was not at home. We called also to see Miss Dilly Fay, who is Sick, and is poor. We went to Mr. Gleasons and I left her there, She declining to go with me to Shrewsbury. I dined at Mr. Sumners. Mr. Buckminster (the young Gentleman) was there. I persuaded him to preach in my stead, the public Lecture. He performed very agreeably and profitably. His Text 1 Cor. 5.8. I returned to Mr. Gleasons, and took up my Wife and came home in safety. D.G.

1774 March 31 (Thursday). I wrote to Mr. Ebenezer Rice of Annapolis. Mrs. Beeton came and Mrs. P________ had Discourse with her concerning her Mother. Catechizing at the Meeting House. I had but few Children. 33 Boys and 19 Girls.

1774 April 1 (Friday). Mr. Benjamin Webb from Marlborough, came to See Me. Mr. Cornelius Waters brings me from Dr. Wheelock of Dartmouth College a Continuation of the Narrative of the Indian School etc. Mr. Waters lodges here and gives me Some further Account of the College he comes from.

1774 April 2 (Saturday). Mr. Waters returns to Sutton, telling me I may expect Mr. Kendal of Dartmouth, here in a few Days. Read the Narrative.

1774 April 3 (Sunday). Preached a.m. on Act. 26.20 from middle of p. 27 to middle of p. 34. P.M. Went on with sermon on Heb. 2.1 but made Sundry additions especially in the Close. May God Succeed my poor imperfect Labours for both my own and the people’s Saving Benefit! But what a Surprize were we thrown into by hasty Riding, etc. for the Doctors, for me etc. Mrs. Morse unhappy Woman! has cutt her own Throat with a Rasor! about 1/2 an hour before meeting was done. I hastened to the House of Distress. Saw the horrid wound—about 2 inches long. Dr. Hawes tells me the Wind-pipe is cut about half through. She is alive and to appearance Sensible. Sits pretty still while the Doctor Sews up the Gashes. But I say very little to her, as she under the Operation least it should Set her a Bleeding. Dr. Ball came to Assistance. Many people were gathered in to behold the Sorrowful Spectacle. Mr. Morse requested me to pray. I found she was not against it “with respect to Mr. Morse and the Children, but it could do her no good,” as she expressed it. I prayed, when they had done what was necessary in the Sewing and Dressing. The Doctors tarry all night, as well as several to watch her. But I returned to my Family. May the holy, Sovereign God sanctifie this very awful Dispensation! Guard and restrain the Miserable tempted, frantic woman; Support and direct my poor Sorrowful Neighbour. Pity the Aged Father (Mr. Warrin) and the Surprized astonished Children; and grant us all the peculiar Grace necessary for us rightly to improve so remarkable and distressing a Providence!

1774 April 4 (Monday). Mr. Morse sent for me again, early this morning. I went over—found Mrs. Morse somewhat composed—and supping Some liquid Breakfast. By Desire of Mr. Morse I prayed. Her answer to me before I began was much the same it had always been. Elias goes with a Team to Mr. Whipples Mill. Carrys 21 1/2 Bushels first, afterwards Ten more, and two more Still. Breck assists in filling, loading, emptying etc. P.M. My Son John left us to go to Mr. Watsons at Oxford to work there. Mr. Mellen of Chauxit calls here. Acquaints me with Some of his Brethrens (the major part of their Church’s) proceedings.

1774 April 5 (Tuesday). Miss Suse Brigham here from Day to Day assisting Sophy in her work. Widow Snow dines here. P.M. preached at the Widow Newton’s, on Rom. 8.11. Earnestly pray it may please God to grant Success; as I would be thankfull for the assistances afforded, and beg the Sins of my holy Things may be forgiven through Jesus Christ. Hear that Mrs. Morse was very bad last night. May the Lord extend Pity and Compassion! And may She be restrained and restored! Have Some Difficulty about Mr. Silas Hills not discharging his Debt to me, yet he is about moving to Oakham.

1774 April 6 (Wednesday). Dr. Hawes here about Mr. Hills affair (who has moved away), but does not undertake in it. The Doctor dines here. Mr. Lorings Diary. Mrs. P________ has walked to Capt. Maynards. Elias is gone to Mr. Waters School, which I suppose begins to Day at the South School-House. P.M. was going to See Mrs. Morse—but a storm rising, thundering and it beginning to Rain I desisted. N.B. A poor old Beggar, who says his Name is William Salloy, of Suffield, here.

1774 April 7 (Thursday). Mrs. P________ did not return home last night, but came this morning. Mrs. Morse, I hear, has been raving lately, but last night and this morning is more Composed. At about 10 a.m. I went over—prayed with her. Her Expressions much the Same as heretofore. Mr. Tinney dined here. Mrs. Godfrey, who was Ruth Bellows, lodges here.

1774 April 8 (Friday). Mrs. Godfry here helping Mrs. P________ in some of her heavy work. Closely applyed in my Study—full of Concern about Mrs. Morse. O that God would be gracious to her and to the poor distressed Family.

1774 April 9 (Saturday). Breck, Nigh Evening, goes home with Suse Brigham. I am meditating and preparing on Jonahs prayer in the whales Belly—the rather on account of Mrs. Morse’s deplorable Case. The Lord pity her!

1774 April 10 (Sunday). Read Jonah II and preached on it. P.M. did not read publicly but preached on Jer. 4.1, going on with the Subject from Act. 16.20. May the Lord concurr. N.B. a new Alarm from Mr. Morse’s. The Sewing of the windpipe and the outward sewing are broke open by her Coughing—nor can the Doctor sew it up again. Went over at Evening. Prayed fervently with her. O that God would look upon her next to desperate Case! Her mind not altered to any purpose.

1774 April 11 (Monday). Lt. Baker came to me with an earnest Message from Neighbour Seth Morse in his great Distress for his Wife, who is not like to live but a little longer: for now he requests there might be a Fast kept on her Account and that it be without Delay—that it be tomorrow, notwithstanding the public Fast on next Thursday. I said what I conceived proper with respect to the necessary preparations. He would Send for the Neighbouring Ministers. And particularly the 4 nearest. Mr. Sumner and Mr. Fish. I objected against Mr. Fish—and let him know, it would give me inexpressible Disquietment. But he Said he knew they would peculiarly insist for Him; and entreated that in So extraordinary a Case, for the poor womans sake I would not refuse, that if we have any Mercy, and at Such an extraordinary Juncture etc. etc. The other Gentlemen named were Rev. Stone and Fitch; against whom I made no Objection—but as to all of us it would be very difficult, to be interrupted in our preparations for the general Fast. In fine I consented to attend, and Mr. Morse requesting that I would write to the Ministers I agreed with Lt. Baker to send to Mr. Stone; which he (Baker) could carry as he was going to Framingham to Mr. Sumner, and Dr. Flynt could take it; to Mr. Fitch, and Dr. Hawes could convey it: but I could not write to Mr. Fish to come. I thought however that considering the Extremity they were in, for Mrs. Morse’s Sake, hoping I Should speak to Him and bear Some Testimony against etc. I wrote Mr. Morse this word, that he might Send to him on this Extraordinary Occasion. At Eve I went there and Said a few things, and but few; She answered with as few. Prayed earnestly for her—ripened the Desire of the Fast tomorrow by divine Leave and Assistance.

1774 April 12 (Tuesday). Fast at Mr. Seth Morse’s, on account of his miserable Wife. Mr. Sumner came here, and going with me, he advised that not the least word of Opposition be uttered against Mr. Fish’s being there and officiating considering the present Extraordinary Circumstances. Mr. Fish and Mr. Fitch came. I began the Solemnity with fervent prayer. Mr. Sumner preached a Suitable sermon from Luk. 15.17. P.M. Mr. Fitch prayed and Mr. Fish (Mr. Morse insisting for it) preached on Mat. 9.12. May the Lord bless the word and accept the prayers, especially for this Miserable Object! Mr. Stone did not come. Mr. Morse told me last Eve that they could not well provide. I offered to for such as would come our way. Mr. Fish, Masters Phinehas Bowman and Cornelius Waters, also Old Mr. Seth Morse Eat at our House. At eve came Asa Ware from Needham to live with me Six Months for 78£ old Tenor or if after a Months Tryal he behaves and works well and deserves it, 80£ of like Money. Receive Letters from Mr. More [i.e., Moore], with Mr. Charles Turners Anniversary Sermon at Plymouth, Dec. 22, 1773, from Zech. 4.10.

1774 April 13 (Wednesday). Closely applyed—but can’t prepare for both parts of tomorrow.

1774 April 14 (Thursday). Publick Fast. I preached a.m. on Ps. 51.[11?]. P.M. on Isa. 1.13. May the Lord hear in Heaven the Supplications etc., bless the word dispensed, and enable us to walk uprightly! That to days, may not be vain [Objections?]! Mr. Thomas Kendal from Dartmouth College from Boston etc. came to Meeting. Lodged here also, and gave me account of his Cagnawaga Tour, and reception among the Indians. N.B. Mrs. Morse is delirious.

1774 April 15 (Friday). Rode with Mr. Kendal to Mr. Seth Rice’s, and dined there. Visited also the widow Martha Warrin. P.M. Mr. Daniel Forbes here. Our Discourse of Church Government. Bolton Affairs. Read him my Letter to Capt. Bailey and Mr. Longley. Seems to be more satisfyed by hearing it—but is not quiet. Disturbed that Persis Baker of Bolton is refused Communion with us etc. etc. Mr. Kendal returns and lodges here.

1774 April 16 (Saturday). Mr. K. goes to Master Waters. I visited Lt. Bruce and his Wife, under great Affliction and prayed with them. P.M. rode to Hopkinton. Called to See Mrs. Morse. She is in much the Same Frame of mind. Met Mr. Fitch. Went to his House. Lodged there. N.B. In the Night came men in pursuit of Thieves, who had Stole from Mr. George Aldrich of Mendon: having broke open his store the night before.

1774 April 17 (Sunday). Preached at Hopkinton on Gal. 1.15.16. At Eve at Mr. Barretts and lodged there.

1774 April 18 (Monday). Returning home called to see Mr. John Kelly who walks abroad; and Mrs. Morse who is more composed. Prayed with her. At Eve came Mr. Benjamin Bailey of Bolton, and leaves with me a summons to go to Court, on Mr. Goss’s Case.

1774 April 19 (Tuesday). The Association met here, viz. Mr. Stone, Smith, Bridge, and with them Mr. Whitney. Mr. Goss was at Court. Mr. Sumner was invited but his youngest Child is extremely ill. I was chose Moderator. Prayed and delivered a Discourse on Luk. 12.36.37. “And you your Selves like to men that wait” etc. O that God would please to Solemnize my Spirit and assist me in Complying with the Directions given; and that we each of us might be in actual readiness!

1774 April 20 (Wednesday). Rose early. Rode to Worcester. On my way broke fast at Mr. Sumners. N.B. Their Child very ill. At Worcester Judge Trowbridge told me the Goss case would not come on to day. Rode therefore to Mr. Maccartys, Mr. Isaac Pratts, and thence to Leicester. Dined there with Alexander. P.M. he went with me to Mr. Conklins. Drank Coffee etc. Returned to Alexanders and lodged there.

1774 April 21 (Thursday). Mr. John Southgate, Juryman for Lei’ster my Company to Wor’ster—hastened to Court. Mr. Goss’s Case was pleaded a. and p.m. Mr. Goss’s Ordination not disputed: and therefore I was not called to give my Testimony concerning it. Dined at Mr. Maccartys, with Mr. Morse and Mr. Lawrence of Winchester. Afterwards came Mr. Mellen. At Eve I came away from Court before breaking up. I grew weary and inclined to come home. Attempted and accomplished it, though not till 10 o’Clock. N.B. Squire Henry Gardner and Mr. Morse of Shrewsbury my Company part of the way. Mr. Sumners Child almost gone. Fear it will die to night. My Daughter Cushing came here to day. Capt. Jonas Houghton came before I got to bed with a Letter from Mr. Goss requesting, for the use of his Lawyer my Book containing the Results of the Three Synods; which I Sent accordingly by him. He went to Capt. Maynards for Lodging. Mrs. Morse, I hear, is worse. Benjamin Whitney came this Evening to desire me to go over to See her: She her self having wanted to see me.

1774 April 22 (Friday). Visit Mrs. Morse: found no great alteration as to the State of her mind, except that she is thought Somewhat more insane. Her Body is more emaciated and she grows weaker. The Doctor there, to dress the wound. It is externally very much healed up: the Hole not bigger apparently, than a Hazlenut might be put into. She said but little. Her swallowing not better, and Speaks but in Whisper and to be understood but difficultly. I prayed with her. I think it was not so much against her Will, as heretofore: but she was not rational enough to discourse much with. Tis feared she can’t continue long. An Object of Pity! May a Merciful and gracious God extend His Compassion to her in this miserable Condition! Have, at home, my Daughter Cushings Company. She is but feeble and infirm, yet is able to be about with Some Alertness. Elias to School daily to Mr. Waters.

1774 April 23 (Saturday). An earnest Message in the morning to hasten to Mr. Morse’s. It was feared she was dying. Her real Frame could not be known. I prayed with her. Alas for her deplorable Condition! I returned to my studys. She expired about 11 a.m. Mr. Morse himself here. May God direct and Support him! Eli Harrington here with his Relation. N.B. I take Notice he says in it, “that he is Satisfyed with the Discipline in this Church.”

1774 April 24 (Sunday). A.M. read Rom. 11.33 and though I had so prepared for p.m. on another subject that I intended to preach upon it, yet what remained of the forenoon Discourse could not be omitted, as the solemn Occasion (Mrs. Morse’s awfull Departure) engaged all our minds; therefore I went on with it, making a variety of Alterations. Admitted Eli Harrington into the Church. May God grant His Blessing!

1774 April 25 (Monday). Breck went for Mr. Morse to Northborough and Shrewsbury (as he had gone to Southborough on Saturday) for Gloves, Cyprus etc. in preparation for the Funeral. I attended the Funeral of Mrs. Morse. Mrs. P________ not well; and did not go. Nor my Daughter Cushing, not being able. A Great Assembly gathered. I prayed. After Funeral Mr. Waters here. I went up to Mr. Newtons about the driving up my son Baldwins and my own young Cattle, to Brookfield.

1774 April 26 (Tuesday). Sent up the Cattle to Mr. Newtons before Sun rise, but the Drove, to my Disappointment, was gone. Mr. Fitch of Hopkinton, his Wife and Child, going to Connecticut, come this way and dine with us. At Eve my son Baldwin and Daughter Betsy came and lodged here.

1774 April 27 (Wednesday). They sat out for Boston; and I send Elias with the Cattle. Ben Clark goes part of the way to help drive; but missed his Way in coming back from Shrewsbury, and did not get home till nigh night. My Daughters Cushing, Sophy and Hannah rode to Northborough and returned at Eve.

1774 April 28 (Thursday). I was obliged to preach my Lecture my self. The Text Gal. 6.4 to p. 9. It was well I preached my self, there being so very few at Meeting that a Neighbouring Minister would have thought perhaps, that it was not worth while to be at the pains to come from another Town to preach to so small an handful of people. A great many pews both above and below, had no body at all: there was but one, a young woman in all the womens Gallery, both in Front and side. I could not but speak of it in my Sermon; but told those few who were present, that I was glad of them and wished they might find happy Reward etc. Mr. Cushing from Ashburnham at Eve, and lodged here. N.B. Cousen Davis dined here, with her Child, her mother Maynard after Lecture and drank Coffee etc. with us.

1774 April 29 (Friday). Mr. Cushing and his Wife are detained here by the Rain. They tarried till after Dinner, and till past 3 p.m. and then, though wetting, they attempted to go part of the way. May God grant them a prosperous Journey, by His holy will! At Eve came Mr. John Piper who is newly come to live among us, and asks the privilege to communicate with us, as also that his Wife Mary, may; they being Members of the Church in Templeton.

1774 April 30 (Saturday). Nehemiah Maynard came and brought a Certificat of his Wife’s enjoying privilege at Northborough, requesting the like here. But his Certificate was lame; however, not so essentially as to reject it. At Eve Elias returned from Brookfield. Brought my Watch from Mr. Earl at Leicester. For a Chrystal, and enamelling the Figures 2/ Lawfull. Thus ends another Month. May God be praised for the Blessings of it! May the Sins of it be freely forgiven.

1774 May 1 (Sunday). Read Jonah 3. Preached on Exod. 14.13. P.M. did not read. Preached on Luk. 13.3. Administered the Lords Supper. Old Mrs. Kelly dined here. As did Deacon Bond, Mrs. Maynard, Mrs. Godfrey, Suse Brigham.

1774 May 2 (Monday). Young Mr. Hutchinson returning from Carlisle, calls here. Mr. Grosvenor has given a Denyal to the Call of Grafton. Mr. Hannaniah Parker was here and paid me £191 in Cash, and in notes 37.10.9.2, in all 228.10.9.2 old Tenor.

1774 May 3 (Tuesday). Mr. Fisher undertakes to do the work of my Fence against the Garden with Pales and to make two Cart and one Horse Gate, for one Guinea. And his Diet, I finding the Stuff. He begins to Day and Abel Tinny is with him. Breck rode to Boston. Mr. Eli Whitney here and talks with me about denying a member of (Walley) Bolton Church Communion. P.M. I preached at Lt. Bakers on 1 Sam. 25.32,33, which may God bless to our highest Benefit!

1774 May 4 (Wednesday). This Day was foul weather: yet I ventured to go to Northborough and dined at Mr. Whitneys. P.M. preached his Lecture from Gal. 6.4. Called to see sister Martyn—(where was her Daughter Minot) and Mr. Bass.

1774 May 5 (Thursday). Ezra Bellows came in haste to call me to go to his Brother Simeon’s, where was Mrs. Hannah Warrin (Wife of Mr. Daniel) in a dying Condition. I went and found her breathing but insensible. Prayed with them and exhorted them. Dined there. N.B. Mr. Ebenezer Chamberlins Discourse about Bolton and Church Government. Ezra Baker present also. In returning I called to see Lt. Bruce and his Wife. At Eve marryed Caleb Harrington of Waltham to Sarah Miller (Daughter of Ebenezer) and Joseph Hardy to Lucy Parker.

1774 May 6 (Friday). Mr. Fisher came again to his work; and had also Mr. Moses Sever to work at the Wall on which the new Fence is erected. Mr. Daniel Warrin came to acquaint me his wife was dead, to desire me to attend her Funeral tomorrow. Mr. Peter Coffin and his wife called here in their way to Brookfield. When we were at Dinner Breck returns from Boston. He tells me he went to see my Brother who is more and more infirm. An Awful Superannuation! O that I might be useful while I live, and ready and willing to die when God shall call! N.B. Received a packet from My dear Friend and Brother Mr. Grindall Rawson of East Haddam, of April 27 and May 2, which was very gratifying.

1774 May 7 (Saturday). I attended the Funeral of Mrs. Hannah Warrin, Wife of Mr. Daniel Warrin. I have had so many Interruptions of my Studys this Week, and different Calls of divine Providence one way and another that I could prepare but part of a sermon for the Sabbath. Mr. Hutchinson in his way to Carlisle, calls here. He designs also to go to Mr. McGregore at Nutfield.

1774 May 8 (Sunday). Read Jonah 4. I was obliged to use for the forenoon Exercise, chiefly Sermons 1 and 2 on Rev. 20.12, but preached from 2 Cor. 3.10. P.M. (having read Ps. 96) repeated with some alterations Sermon 3 on Rev. 20.22, that sentence, “the Books were opened.” N.B. Mr. Samuel Barrett of Hopkinton and his Wife, dined here. Mr. Fitch being absent, and gone to Connecticut.

1774 May 9 (Monday). Alpheus Rice, Son of the late Lieut. Eliezer Rice, and member of Providence College, here and dined with us. He wants Advice concerning his going from that College and entering at Dartmouth College in New Hampshire. At Eve came to the House Mr. Joseph Harrington, but after he had stayed some time, enquiring for me, my Daughter Sophy said I was gone from home; So he went away. I was apprehensive of what might be his Design in Coming, but God was pleased, in His Providence to over-rule this matter. D. Glor!

1774 May 10 (Tuesday). A.M. Read the Life and Sufferings of Lord Cobham by Gilpin, and made a Visit to old Lt. Thomas Forbush. P.M. Visit at Ensign Jeduthun Fay’s; his wife and Several of his Children having Signifyed to me their Expectation and Desire of it. The man was not at home; the Woman and Children conducted with much Civility and Courteousness.

1774 May 11 (Wednesday). Am engaged in my studys except the unavoidable avocations by a Variety of workmen on the new pale Fence. At Eve Suse Brigham came and lodged here.

1774 May 12 (Thursday). Suse works as a Taylor, for Mrs. P________.

1774 May 13 (Friday). Mr. Bradshaw came from Boston, having gone from New Braintry to buy Goods (with a Team etc.). My Daughter in Law Elizabeth with him. Having dined—drinked [sic] Coffee etc. they Sat out—fearing a storm. N.B. Received by them the papers of yesterday containing the Act of Parliament for blocking up the Harbour of Boston—and which is to take place on June 1 next. Also containing General Gage’s Appointment of Governor in the room of Mr. Hutchinson. May God most gracious behold our state! Rev. Mr. Jedediah Jewets Death pastor of the first Church in Rowley. May the Lord sanctify it to survivors!

1774 May 14 (Saturday). Closely engaged.

1774 May 15 (Sunday). Read Micah 1. Preached on the Subject of Repentence from Act. 26.20 but the present Text, Mat. 3.8 and finished that set of Sermons. May God add His Blessing! P.M. Read Rom. 1, and preached on v. 18. God grant we may all be thoroughly awakened hereby! N.B. My Son John came this morning. The Rain yesterday prevented his coming before. He has been to Lancaster. Mrs. Molly Taylor dined with us. She keeps school at Mr. Jonathan Grouts (or the School House near).

1774 May 16 (Monday). Town Meet to choose a Representative. Capt. Maynard is Chose again, and pritty unanimously. Read Dr. Watts on the Glory of Christ God man.

1774 May 17 (Tuesday). Mr. [Henry?] Quincy from Boston informs that Col. Hancock languishes—that his Aunt is very ill—that today General Gage enters Boston to take the Government of this Province. It is a very rainy season and our Business in farming is much retarded.

1774 May 18 (Wednesday). Breck Sends a Team to Providence and p.m. goes himself. Mr. Jacob Gibbs here to request my Notes of the sermon delivered at the Fast at his House last December that it may be printed. Tells me the Children he buryed were these following.

• Relyance, in her 12th year, dyed Nov. 25, 1773.
• Jacob, in his 10th—dyed Dec. 10.
• John, in his 19th—Dec. [1?]5.
• Sarah, in her 17th—Dec. 17.
• Jerusha, in her 14th—Dec. 22, the Day of the Fast.
• Lydia, in her 8th—Dec. 24.
• Elisha, in his 6th—Dec. 29.

1774 May 19 (Thursday). I walked up to Widow Brighams to obtain her Mare for next week but She is bespoke. Walked to Mr. F. Whipples—got an Horse there to ride to Shrewsbury, that is to Master Goddards and dined there. Agree with him to take to Board and Instruct Elias for 35/old tenor per week—and to begin on the Monday after the Election. When returned home, found Mr. Fisher was come for the p.m. and made the Bench of the little House, but not the Partitions from the rest of the House.

1774 May 20 (Friday). Mr. Francis Whipple came and neatly underpinned my front Fence. Finished a little before 11 a.m.

1774 May 21 (Saturday). Mr. Spring works at the little House to the value of 7/6 Old Tenor. Mr. Breck and his Lady came at Eve and lodge. Breck returns from Providence and Boston. Mr. Levi Willard came and lodges.

1774 May 22 (Sunday). Read Micah 2. Mr. Breck preached on Luk. 17.32, “Remember Lots wife.” P.M. read Prov. 6.6, “Go to the Ant thou Sluggard.” May the Lord bless these useful sermons to us!

1774 May 23 (Monday). Mr. Breck and his Wife left us to go to Boston. I rode to my son Williams at Concord. Had an Horse of Mr. Barnabas Newton. In my way called at Mr. Darlings of Framingham to see his aged Mother—of 96. They entertained me very kindly and generously. I called also at Mr. Lorings. But how observable the Change! Mr. Daniel son of Mr. Nathan keeps Tavern. The study and the Closet, so many Years improved for Prayer and other devout Exercises, is now used for Drinking etc. N.B. borrowed of Mr. Loring his Grand-Fathers 4to M.S. bound, and Alphabetical: and with a number of Extracts Miscellaneously. And Mr. Lord of Norwich’s half-Century Sermon. Lodged at my Son William’s where (D.G.) they are all in Comfort.

1774 May 24 (Tuesday). Rode to Lincoln, to Mr. Ephraim Flynts, where Sojourn My Kinsfolks, Mr. Samuel Procter and his Wife. Dined at Mr. Jacob Cushings at Waltham. Present their Mrs. William and her two sons, Dr. and Samuel. At Boston My Horse was committed to the Care of Deacon Sherbourn: I lodged at my son Samuels as did My Son Moore likewise.

1774 May 25 (Wednesday). We have One more Election Day. Thanks to God! Mr. Gad Hitchcock of Pembroke, preached on Prov. 29.2. I dined in Faneuel Hall. The preacher craved: Dr. Appleton returned. P.M. Attended the Convention. Dr. Eliot was chose Moderator and prayed. N.B. All persons I am with, in all Companys, lament and mourn for what is coming upon the province; and upon Boston in special. Visit Mrs. Surcomb who now dwells other where though I found her at the usual place. She shews me her House, where she now lives, Requests me to come again, that she may relate to me what Mr. S. did by Will, for her. I hasten to see my Brother—him I find in a woeful broken state; I can’t find that he knows me. I take Opportunity to talk with his wife of her Intemperance which is so much confirmed that I am full of Distress about it—and lay it to her, though it sadly disturbs her. Call to see my Cousen Nabby Tyler, as well as sister Rebecca. Visit Cousen Bradford, who is very weak and low. Meet Cousen Oliver, etc. Was at Brother Shaws and Loyds. Lodge at Samuels. Mr. Moore and Cushing lodge there also. Betsey Baldwin boards at the same place also.

1774 May 26 (Thursday). I went again to the Convention. There were not only a proposal made of address to Governor Gage; but it was voted; a Committee was chose to prepare a Draught. This was nevertheless not perfected; but by reason of Some [limitations?] from Court it was put off till further Time and Experience. A Fast in this Distress agreed, is to be recommended to our people through the province. In publick Rev. James Chandler of Rowley delivered from [Tim.?] 4.7.8, a very serious and Profitable Sermon. I dined at Dr. Eliots. P.M. went to the Convention. I prayed at the Conclusion of this Meeting. The Convention was adjourned to the Day after Commencement. Then to Meet again at the same place, viz. Master Lovells School. Paid Edes for the News paper. N.B. Mr. Gordon has Sent to England for Dr. C. Mathers Magnalia for me; and it is come. I receive it and payed him for it. 4£ old tenor. Lodge again at my Son Samuels. N.B. My Brother Shaw came there to See me. Mr. Moore lodges there. He has bought Shirting for me, for which I payed him 24£ old Tenor.

1774 May 27 (Friday). At Mr. Joseph Coollidge’s bought me a new pair of Gold Buttons, and paid him for them 8£ 6/. Undertook my Journey home. Called at Mr. Adams’s at Roxbury where I saw Mr. [blank] of Woodstock, who was blind and deaf. The way to Converse with him, was by writing in his hand. I dined at Mr. Gordons. Mr. Rowland of Providence there also. P.M. Rode to Needham and lodged at Mr. Wests; not venturing further, in unknown Roads at Eve.

1774 May 28 (Saturday). Came home in Safety, through divine Goodness and found all well. The Glory to God! N.B. In riding home, baited at Coll. Buckminsters and had Mr. Pain of Worcester for Company, to Mr. Stone’s of Southborough.

1774 May 29 (Sunday). Rode over to Northborough and preached there a. and p.m. on Mat. 25.10 from page 45 to 61 (or 62) and returned at Eve. May God grant Success to the word of His Grace! Mr. Whitney preached for me a. and p.m. on [blank].

1774 May 30 (Monday). My Son Elias left us to go to Mr. Nathan Goddards at Shrewsbury to board and to be instructed by him. I visited Lt. Bruce and prayed with him and his Aged wife. He waxes weaker and weaker. P.M. came Brother and Sister Breck from Waltham, and lodge here.

1774 May 31 (Tuesday). Mr. Breck and Lady leave us. I visited aged Mrs. Woods, who dwells at Sergeant Forbes’s. In returning called at Mr. Morse’s; but he was not at home. At my Arrival I found my Kinsman Mr. Thomas Loyd was come to see me in his Way to Blandford and with him his Daughter Nabby and his Sister Marshall, who are going with them. They lodge here. We are informed that probably this Day his late Excellency Thomas Hutchinson Esquire with his second son, Elisha, and youngest Daughter, Peggy, Set Sail for London.

1774 June 1 (Wednesday). Now begins a New and peculiar AEra: for this Day the Act of Parliament called the Boston Port Bill, whereby the Harbour of Boston is shut up, takes Effect. May God be pleased to Sanctifie this His holy Dispensation of Providence to this whole People! Rev. Mr. Putnam of Pomfret, returning home, calls here. He acquaints me that whereas he had Occasion to take up £750 old Tenor of Col. Brattle of Cambridge, Some time agoe, he was now enabled to go and pay it, by his generous people’s furnishing him gratis, with the money to do it. P.M. Miss Molly Taylor, who keeps School among us, and has had our little Sukey to tutor (the Widow Brigham offering to board the Child) made us a Visit. As did Mr. Aaron Hutchinson junior.

1774 June 2 (Thursday). My Neighbour Nathan Kenny under gloomy hypocondriac Disorders, I made a Visit to, and prayed with him. P.M. Mrs. Rachel Hide (lately Rachel Fay) was with me to be examined in order to her making a profession of Religion and receiving Baptism. I take some special Notice of the sorrowful Frowns of Heaven upon the Land, and upon the metropolis of this province in particular, in solemn Devotions etc.etc.

1774 June 3 (Friday). Closely engaged in my preparations. Read Dr. Thomas Newton on the Prophecys, particularly on Rev. 13.

1774 June 4 (Saturday). Sad news from Boston of the Troubles of the people there by means of the apprehension, they have of the Forces expected to block them up.

1774 June 5 (Sunday). Read Mic. 3. Preached on Rom. 1.18. P.M. read Isa. 44.5, occasioned by my being about to propound Mrs. Rachel Hide (lately Rachel Fay) to make a profession and to be baptized. May God be pleased to bless my poor feeble Endeavors!

1774 June 6 (Monday). Read [part of?] a Strange publication called “Infernal Conference,” of Dialogues of Devils, in 2 volumes, 12 mo by the Listener. Much Good to be got out of it.

1774 June 7 (Tuesday). Finish Vol.1. Visit Mr. David Andrews of Ipswich, Sick at his Bother George’s. The private meeting is deferred.

1774 June 8 (Wednesday). Mr. Stone dined here and preached my Lecture on 1 Joh. 3.5, a serious, profitable Discourse! The Lord bless it to us for our highest Benefit! Mr. Henry Quincy of Boston here. By the newspapers find that Boston Harbour is now blocked up by the Kings Ships.

1774 June 9 (Thursday). Visit and pray with old Lt. Bruce and his wife. Mr. Thomas and Sister Joanna came—they lodge here. N.B. I attended the Raising Mr. Benajah Brighams Barn.

1774 June 10 (Friday). The Company returned home. Cornet Brigham here in trouble about his Brother Jonas—but I would not meddle with it.

1774 June 11 (Saturday). Mr. Simon Tainter calls to See me, with his wife, having visited his F. Bruce.

1774 June 12 (Sunday). Read Mic. 4. Preached from Exod. XIV.13. Administered the Lords Supper etc. Mrs. Kelly and Mrs. Maynard, Miss Molly Taylor and Miss Susan Brigham dined here. P.M. Read Ps. 44. Preached, with many additions, the rest of Sermon on Isa. 44.5. Mrs. Rachel Hide, heretofore Rachel Fay, now wife of Mr. Noah Hide of Newton, made a profession, owning the Covenant and was in solemn manner baptized. May the Lord accept of her, and of us herein! And may Others beholding these Solemnitys, be excited to their Duty likewise, that God may be glorify’d thereby!

1774 June 13 (Monday). Town Meeting to consider a Letter from the Town Clerk of Boston and there is come also a printed Covenant for them to Sign, in which they are to join with Others, and Solemnly bind themselves to renounce all Trade with Great Britain till the Bill for blocking up the Harbour of Boston Shall be repealed. N.B. Little is said about supplicating the Throne of Grace on this Great Occasion. But they Chose a Committee to consider what is best to be done, and report to the Town. Squire Whipple here but hardly goes to the meeting. Mr. Gleason here at Eve.

1774 June 14 (Tuesday). Had Conversation with Dr. Hawes and Lt. Baker, two of the said Committee, on the present sorrowful State. N.B. The latter also offers to sell me his Land joining to mine South of the Road before the Meeting House. I have gone through both the Volumes of Infernal Conference, by the Listener. At Eve John came from Oxford.

1774 June 15 (Wednesday). Rode to Southborough, dined at Mr. Stones. Preached his Lecture on 1 Chron. 15.13, latter part. And read as a parallell Text 1 Cor. 11.29, which was largely explained and the Explanation confirmed. There were but very few at meeting by Reason of heavy Rain, with Thunder and Lightning at the very time of Assembling. The Lord bless the word to those few of us who could attend! The Rain continuing, I tarryed all night. Mr. Stone gave me (from Mr. Gordon of Roxbury) Mr. Joseph Allaines Serious Treatise on Conversion. A New Edition under a new Title, viz. “An Admonition to unconverted Sinners.”

1774 June 16 (Thursday). Returned home. Read Mr. Josiah Quincy juniors Observations on the Act of Parliament commonly called “the Boston-Port Bill.” Writ with Sp[ecia?]l Learning and Elegance. Sophy to Mr. Edmund Brighams to dine etc.

1774 June 17 (Friday). My Son John Setts out very early for Boston. N.B. John gave me last Eve Mr. Ezra Bowmans Note for Fourteen pounds L.M. for my Horse. P.M. The Committee of Correspondence was here; viz. Deacon Bond, Dr. Hawes, Messrs. Daniel Forbes, Hannaniah Parker, Thomas Bond and Joseph Harrington. Lt. Baker who was one, was gone to Boston. They came to hear my Sentiments of the Covenant which they had received from Boston and another from Worcester, which I, in part gave them. It was Said from among the Committee that they Should be glad I would be at the Town meeting, when they were to report. Mr. Edmund Quincy junior called here in his way to Symsbury. Old Mrs. Brigs of Rochester came to see us and lodged.

1774 June 18 (Saturday). Mrs. Brigs goes to Northborough to see her son Zephaniahs Wife. Breck goes to Brookfield and New Braintree. P.M. Coll. Buckminster and his wife came this way from Rutland. Capt. King, Representative of Sutton, calls and tells me that the Assembly is dissolved. This was done by his Excellency when he perceived the House was upon the Article of a Congress. Elias came from Shrewsbury.

1774 June 19 (Sunday). Read Mic. 5. Preached on Isa. [10?].3 a. and p.m. because of these times.2 Old Mrs. Kelly at Dinner and stays with us.

1774 June 20 (Monday). Mrs. Kelly lives here again. John returns from Boston but only from Col. Buckminsters this morning. I visit and pray with Mr. Samuel Fay, who is sick of a Fever. P.M. The Town Meet on the Affair of Signing a Covenant of Non-importation etc. A Committee came to me to confer about a Fast. They were Capt. Maynard, Capt. Ben Fay and Capt. Jonathan [blank]. Agreed that the Fast Should be next Thursday come sennight. Breck returns with Hannah from Brookfield. Young Mr. Hutchinson here and lodges to night.

1774 June 21 (Tuesday). I was by various Incidents Sadly hindered in going to Ministers Meeting at Southborough, but got there before noon. My not coming was the hindrance of Observing the Day as a Time of Fasting—but it was improved as a season of more repeated and enlarged Supplication on consideration of the public Distresses. Mr. Stones Sermon was on Prov. 16.7. A very suitable and quickening Discourse. May God bless it to all of us! To me especially! And may it please the Lord to be reconciled to us and hear our prayers! At Eve when I was got home came Mr. Charles Lawrence of Ashby to buy my Land there. I wrote by him to Mr. Cushing concerning it, and what offers he makes etc. Mr. Hancock, the Taylor lodges here.

1774 June 22 (Wednesday). I send Mr. Barretts Mather’s Magnalia by Mr. Beriah Ware. A Clock Set up in my West Room. Mrs. Keen visits us.

1774 June 23 (Thursday). Isaac Lamb and Hannah Williams marryed. Mr. Joseph Hancock works here one Day after another on divers Garments, making a Jacket for Elias, Breeches for John and Ware.

1774 June 24 (Friday). Hear that divers people conjecture that I have Signed the Address to Governor Hutchinson at his embarking, whereas I am very remote from it. Riply came from Cambridge and lodges.

1774 June 25 (Saturday). Riply to Brookfield. John goes to Settle at Lancaster. P.M. Breck goes to Lancaster with Mr. Levi Wilder. Mr. Hancock, nigh night goes home.

1774 June 26 (Sunday). Read Mic. 6 and made my Exposition of it very much by Assistance from Sermon on Mic. 6.2, though with many Omissions and Alterations. P.M. Read Ps. 105. Preach on Isa. 63.9 and delivered the whole of my Preparations which I have Spent much Time upon; for it could not be divided. I suppose I was Somewhat more than an Hour. After Sermon I gave the Church, as Such, an Account of what the Town had agreed to concerning a Fast next Thursday, on the Account of the public Distresses; and proposing it virtually though not directly to them, there was no Objection: therefore it was complyed with as I conceive.

1774 June 27 (Monday). Deacon Bond came and delivered me 4 Papers of the public affairs relative to Signing a Covenant etc. I copyed the Covenant with alterations. Breck returned from Lancaster.

1774 June 28 (Tuesday). Visit aged Mrs. Woods at Mr. Daniel Forbes’s. Went to Mr. Ebenezer Millers and Spoke to the women, since the men were not there, of my utterly disliking Mr. Millers or his son Harringtons attempting to buy the woody Hill north of my House since I had so bespoke it and depended upon having it. N.B. [Met?] Mr. Jacob Whitman of Providence, and 3 women with him, going to Stow. P.M. read vox populi, vox Dei. Thomas Bond here about the Boston papers, Covenant etc. Read him my Draughts: he Seems to fall in with them. He carrys back those I borrowed.

1774 June 29 (Wednesday). I rode to Southborough, it being Fast-Day there on account of the public Distresses. Mr. Smith Prayed at the Beginning. I preached on Isa. 4.5. P.M. Mr. Stone prayed and Mr. Matthew Bridge preached on Eccl. 7.13, principally the first Words “Consider the Work of God.” May it please God graciously to hear our fervent Supplications, Pardon our Sins, and teach us due Obedience to His Word, Especially Such a Day as this! Returned at Eve.

1774 June 30 (Thursday). This Day was Set apart for the purposes of Religion, a Day of Humiliation and Fasting, with Supplication on the great Occasion of the Public Troubles and Distresses. Mr. Stone and his wife came. I began the Solemnity with Prayer. Mr. Stone preached a.m. on Deut. 29.24.25. N.B. At the End of the Sermon he delivered his Mind concerning the Covenant that is going about the Country to be Signed in all places by all persons, on highest Penalty. May God add His Blessing! The same prayed before Sermon. P.M. which I delivered from 2 Chron. 14.11, not attending to the immediate Occasion of the Words of the Text, as to the Text itself and the Dutys now incumbent. No other minister came to my Assistance but Mr. Stone, but there was a considerable Number of Friends here at Noon, who came from Marlborough. Also one Mr. Knight (who learns [Latin?] at Mr. Goddards) came with Elias from Shrewsbury and was refreshed with us. And O that what we have offered might not be a corrupt Thing!

1774 July 1 (Friday). Mr. Fitch of Hopkinton returning from Connecticut (whither he had been to wait on his mother) and with him his Sister Wights son John (about 13 years old). They dine here and I agree that on July 14th I will (God willing) assist him in a Fast at Hopkinton. N.B. Mr. Daniel Forbes one of the Committee of Correspondence here. Shewed him my Remarks on the Covenant etc. He desires me to let Dr. Hawes (who is another) See some of my papers concerning those Matters. At Eve Breck goes to a Military Meeting at Lt. Bakers, who I hear, is chose one of the Captains, to settle their Affairs. N.B. All those Expressions in the public News Papers which are further irritating to Authority are my continual Grief, but I would willingly, heartily, promote what ever is lawful, constitutional and consistent with Wisdom and prudence under our unhappy Circumstances, and that is our Duty under our Christian Obligations to undertake for our Relief, and for the Restoration of our privileges and Liberties, that we may again enjoy under God our wonted Peace and Harmony with Great Britain.

1774 July 2 (Saturday). Received a kind, respectful Letter from my dear Kinswoman Mrs. Elizabeth Bradford dated June 25. Capt. Bradford being then at Havre Grace Newfoundland. I rode to Southborough and Mr. Stone came hither. I went to Coll. Brighams to see Mr. John Prentice Smith who is consuming. Prayed with him. N.B. Governor Gage has issued out a Proclamation against Combinations—Assemblys for signing a solemn League and Covenant etc. I lodged at Mr. Stones.

1774 July 3 (Sunday). Preached at Southborough a. and p.m. on Hos. 9.12, last Clause, “Yea Wo,” etc. Returned at Eve. As did Mr. Stone, who preached both parts of the Day on Heb. 13.1. N.B. Young Holland a Scholar is here with Elias, and lodges here.

1774 July 4 (Monday). Holland goes to Shrewsbury. Elias goes, but returns that he may go to work, and doth go p.m. tending Hay. Mr. Whitman of Providence and Daughter, also Dr. Throops and her sister Nightinggale with them, called here. Town Meet on the Affair of signing some Draught, for the public Relief. Old Mr. Whitney and Capt. Jonas Brigham are sent to me to desire me to go and assist ‘em, by prayer and advice. Went and prayed. After prayer the Moderator (Mr. Daniel Forbes) requested me to communicate to them my Thoughts, if I had prepared something etc. I told him I had made no formal Draught: but read the Introduction and some other parts of my Remarks on the Covenant from Boston. Also what I wrote at Bottom of the Letter signed William Cooper. Sundry persons urged my tarrying and advising them with respect to what their own Committee had drawn up, but I answered that I did not care to meddle with it; for I conceived it was not safe for me to do it, Safe either for me or for them, especially by reason of the Governors Proclamation. I craved the Liberty to retire; not but that I was heartily ready and willing to improve my small Abilitys to my utmost in their service. It was asked me whether I would read their paper if it were Sent Me. I did not refuse to do that in [onelay?] for them and I said I had no desire or Intention to offend any one of them all, not the least; but intreated, and challenged the Liberty of Briton and a New Englandman: and I prayed they would not be hasty in signing every thing; I could not advise to signing any Thing Seeing there was no immediate Necessity; Boston itself had not and their meeting was adjourned to the 19th. I conceived they would know better how to conduct if they waited a while, and had better perhaps till after the proposed Congress. I observed that there was not such an Alternative as was mentioned in the Covenant, viz. of Suffering Blood-shed or slavery, unless we would withdraw Commerce with Great Britain; for by the News from Newport it appeared that their Messengers to the Congress would propose a general Address and Supplication to the King from all the Colonys jointly. Before I retired I openly declared, for the Ease and satisfaction of all their minds, that I had signed no paper of Address or Recommendation of the late Governor and that I could not but take it ill that numbers of persons had been ready to take up a Reproach against their Neighbour. When I retired, they, as I understood went on to ripen for signing, and that many did sign. Capt. B. Fay here to speak about the Private Meeting expected to be at his House tomorrow; but considering the busy season it was put by till next month. Mr. David Spofford from Townshend here, and paid Interest 15£ old Tenor and 4 Coppers for a Months Delay: and 16£ of like money principal. Mr. Caleb Harrington here. I let him know that I design to have the Pine Hill back of my House; and pray him not to interrupt me in purchase of it.

1774 July 5 (Tuesday). Read some Political pieces against passive Obediance and non-resistance. N.B. Delivered Breck 4£ Lawful Money to be sent to Samuel as part of what John borrowed of him. And I wrote to Samuel but it was not sent.

1774 July 6 (Wednesday). Deacon Stone’s and Deacon Browns Wife, from Framingham for Leicester, here and dine. Continual Reports from Boston, and all Conversations are upon the Governors Proclamation prohibiting Combinations and Covenants against Great Britain. Read various Pieces bound with Vox Populi etc.

1774 July 7 (Thursday). Mr. Whitney of Northborough here and sollicits my Changing with him next sabbath. He brought me the last London Magazines for January, February and March. Messrs. Daniel Hardy, Edwards Whipple etc. here. The former is disturbed that I would not so much as read, at the late Town-Meeting, what their Committee had prepared to be signed. I gave him some Reason for my refusing: namely that I was aware that if I heard it, I must either approve or condemn it—but do which I will, I must of necessity be blamed. If I approved of their Draught, I must have exposed my Self to the resentments of Authority which I must teach all Men to avoid: for I must teach and injoin that “every soul be subject to the higher powers”—“to obey Magistrates”—as Rom. 13.1 and Tit. 3.1. If I Should dislike it, I was aware that they would not be easily turned aside notwithstanding from what they had done. I was not o’ mind to render my Self Obnoxious either way.

1774 July 8 (Friday). Wrote to my Kinswoman, Mrs. Elizabeth Bradford at Boston. Sophy to Dr. Crosby’s. Many Reports of the Forces arrived at Boston.

1774 July 9 (Saturday). Young Mr. Hutchinson going to Concord. I wrote to my son William to inform him of Mr. Charles Lawrence’s desire to buy my Land that yet remains in Ashby. Read a Letter from my Son Samuel in response to mine by Mr. Daniel Nurse—that at Boston and other Towns, they did not conform to the Governors late proclamation etc. that it was expected there would be a Congress, that they Should sit still till that was over, and then should pursue the Measures that would be agreed upon by that Body.

1774 July 10 (Sunday). I rode to Northborough and preached there a.m. on Mat. 25.10 from p. 61 to the End of p. 68. P.M. preached, by reason of the Troubles, on Isa. 10.3. Baptized Persis, of John and [blank] Wyman.3 Appointed a Fast there to be by divine leave, on the next Thursday. I returned at Eve. Mr. Whitney preached for me a. and p.m. on 1 Joh. 2.15.16.17.

1774 July 11 (Monday). Asa, though laid by on the 9th p.m., yet is at his business again today. He is mowing the rest of the Clover between the Garden and the Road. I assisted in opening the Cocks which had stood over the Sabbath. Then rode to visit the aged Mrs. Grout, who is very low. Dined there, and prayed with them. Visited also Mr. Joseph Grouts Family, who are called to Sing of Mercy of Judgment for Mrs. Grout has newly lain in, and is comfortable, but their Son Joseph is very weak again, and wasting. Breck has a large Company (Mr. Caleb Wilder and Wife, Col. Ingersol and two Daughters, Dr. Jenisons son and Daughter) who stop at the Store etc. Mr. Hutchinson brings a Letter from my son William in which he lets me know he has no further Dependence on my Land at Ashby; and he informs that all the Aggrieved Brethren in Concord Church come together to Meeting again. Blessed be God for this agreeable Reconcilement! Mrs. Keenes, Wife of Joseph Keenes, here to desire She might be put into a way of preparation for having her Child baptized. She acknowledged her low Education—but that she was baptized, for that She remembered well her being confirmed by the Bishop of Winchester.

1774 July 12 (Tuesday). [No entry.]

1774 July 13 (Wednesday). Was much employed in my Preparations for tomorrow.

1774 July 14 (Thursday). Rode over to the Fast at Hopkinton, Solemnized On Account of the present public Distresses. I began with prayer. Mr. Fitch preached a.m. on Ps. 85.9. A very suitable sermon. P.M. Mr. Fitch prayed, and I preached on Isa. 63.9.10. May God be graciously pleased to hear our Supplications and grant a gracious Answer to the fervent Requests of His people! May the Word delivered prove profitable in the highest respects! Great Numbers of other Congregations (I hear) observe this Day in the like solemn Manner. O that the Sins of our holy Things may be forgiven; and may it be such a Fast as God has chosen! The people of Hopkinton had a Meeting after the Exercises and Signed an Agreement which Capt. Thomas Mellen shewed me at Evening at Mr. Fitch’s. I returned home.

1774 July 15 (Friday). Mrs. Cushing and Mrs. Sumner from Shrewsbury, made us a Visit and dined here. As did Mr. Caleb Wilder of Mendon, and his Wife. In mid-afternoon came My Son Samuel and his Wife, with their Child, from Boston.

1774 July 16 (Saturday). Received from Mr. Fitch of Hopkinton a Copy of their Agreement Signed the 14th. Company very frequently interrupting I can have but too little time for my preparations. Yet attend as I can thereto.

1774 July 17 (Sunday). Both my son and Daughter with us. I Read Mic. 7. By what I wrote for Expounding which, and with assistance from Sermon on Mic. 7.9, I formed the a.m. Exercise. Elias brought in one Forsdick, a Scholar from Mr. Goddards, to dine with us. Miss Suse Brigham dines also. P.M. Read Ps. 77. and preached on Isa. 63.9.10. The Exercises were long, both a. and p.m., So that I became faint and weary. May God accept and add His Blessing!

1774 July 18 (Monday). My Son and his Wife and Child leave us, to return to Boston. I Send by him Dr. Newton on the prophecys, to Mr. West of Needham; my watch to Mr. Cranch, and some Relief to Cousen Bradford. Benjamin Clark troubled with pain in his stomach and lies by from Day to Day. The Town Met again on the Article of Signing the Engagement to break off the Commercial Dealings with Great Britain. They Send their Committee to Me to let me see what they have drawn up; and if I pleased in Order to my Signing it. I sent my Regards to the Town, with my Request, that it might be suffered in my Hands a little while for my Review, and I will make them Some Return before or at their next Meeting. Breck paints the Sign of blue Anchor for Deacon Wood.

1774 July 19 (Tuesday). Mr. John Prentice Smith dyed this morning at Southborough. I read Dr. [illegible] tons Julian. Mrs. Whitmore came to Springs.

1774 July 20 (Wednesday). Attend to my preparations. Nigh Sun Setting went (according to Request) to Mr. Springs, to Visit their Mother, Mrs. Whitmore. N.B. I understand that Mr. Brimmer of Boston is at Deacon Woods, with prizers of Mr. John Woods part of that Farm, setting it off to said Brimmer. I perceive by the public papers that Mr. Samuel Hunt formerly our Neighbour at Boston, Aged 85; and that Sir William Johnson, of Johnson-Hall, above Albany, and Superintendant of Indian Affairs; are dead. May it please God effectually to admonish me of my own Dissolution! We have begun the Rye Harvest; and are much favoured with good Weather. God be praised for it. May God grant to me to remember the Great Harvest at the End of the world! That I may prepare for it!

1774 July 21 (Thursday). Am engaged in my Study—O for the gracious Assistance of the divine Spirit for who is Sufficient for these Things? P.M. a Number of young women from Mr. Edmund Brighams and Mr. Gales visit etc. here.

1774 July 22 (Friday). Breck goes to Lancaster to carry John Saddle Trees etc. I send a Letter by him to Mr. Spofford of Townshend to bring my Money which he yet owes.

1774 July 23 (Saturday). Breck returns, and brings a Letter from my Daughter Cushing. Breck relates what John met with from a Thief who, lodging in the Same Chamber at Mr. Locks Tavern in Lancaster, picked his Baskets and carryed away two Pocket Books—but he has recovered them and the Thief is put into Worcester Jayl.

1774 July 24 (Sunday). Read Nahum 1. Preached on Exod. 14.13. Administered the Lords Supper. P.M. read Ps. 80. Preached on Mic. 7.9. Will the Lord graciously accept us and bless us! Mrs. Maynard dined here, as did [Perkins?] Bridge, and young Forsdick. At Eve came in Mr. Grosvenor, who had changed with Mr. Fitch the Day past. He Supposes Mr. Fitch has read to Grafton Church and Congregation his acceptance of their Call.

1774 July 25 (Monday). Was at Deacon Woods. I find he is under many Troubles and Difficultys by reason of his son John. Mr. Fitch returns to Hopkinton by us, and calls here. He Yesterday read Mr. Grosvenors answer at Supra. Mrs. Whitmore and her Daughter make us a Visit p.m. Mr. Whitney and Mr. Bass were here.

1774 July 26 (Tuesday). Visit Old Mrs. Grout and pray with her. Visit Joseph Grout junior and pray with him. Dine at Mr. Elijah Hardys. Visit Mr. Twitchel (Constable). He delivers me 40£ 14.4 old Tenor. At Benajah Brighams and at old Mr. Phineas Hardys. Old Mrs. Kelly goes with her Daughter Beeton to their House.

1774 July 27 (Wednesday). Was So indisposed I could not freely go on with my studys. Hear that Lt. Bruce’s Cancer has eat through his Cheek, and that magots are taken out from it. The purulent Matter runs down into his Dish, and hardly to be Separated from his Food. A deplorable Case! God be praised I am preserved from such Evil! May God Support him and prepare him for His holy Will! Dr. Hawes and his Wife p.m.—drink Chocolat (instead of Tea). The Doctor brought the Towns Agreement and left it.

1774 July 28 (Thursday). Transcribed the Towns Agreement for my own use. I cannot, as it is, like it: It is ill draughted. I made an Extract from my Account of the captivating the 4 Rices, to be inserted in Governor Hutchinsons History. P.M. visit Lt. Bruce and his wife: discoursed and prayed with them. His Cancer has so prevailed that it is a sad spectacle!

1774 July 29 (Friday). Sent by Mrs. Whitmore (who goes to Milton to day) to Mr. Thomas Hutchinson for the Memoirs of Phil. de Comines translated: and sent him my Account of the Captivating of the 4 Rices. Sim. Harry, a Free Negro, came (according to Agreement), and mowes with Asa and John McCullock, at the Interval, for me. Mrs. Kelly returned from Beetons.

1774 July 30 (Saturday). [No entry.]

1774 July 31 (Sunday). Read Nahum 2. Preached on Micah 7.9 from p. 16 to the End. P.M. Read Zeph. 3. Preached on Isa. 3.9, part 2d. Would Committ my feeble Endeavors to a gracious and Merciful God, on whom all Success depends.

1774 August 1 (Monday). The Town Met again on the Affair of Subscribing the Agreement. I am informed that my Son Breck found it necessary to subscribe. The people also contribute to the bearing of the Charge of the Congress. I sent my Quota thereto. I went to the Meeting House with a paper fit to be subscribed and read it to a Number of persons; but the Town were busy and did not call for it. See the [12th?] Day. Martin Piper, a Lad in his 12th Year, was thrown by a Colt, and his Head came down on a Rock, nigh Mr. Newtons. He was carryed in there. It was feared to be a mortal Blow. Mr. Newton came in haste for me. I went. He was delirious. Dr. Hawes soon blooded him. He bled well. Vomited Several Times—inclined to sleep; when any thing was given him, he cryed out bitterly, but could not speak. I prayed with him. What a Warning! Especially to Youth! But how great the Mercy he was not killed! His parents much distressed.

1774 August 2 (Tuesday). Preached at Capt. Benjamin Fays—on Act. 17.30. “The Times of Ignorance God winked at—now Commands etc. to repent.” Few attend—only 2 or 3 men. Call at Lt. Bakers to see young Piper. He is no better. Prayed with him. Brecks Mare unfortunately wounded in the near Eye by James Bellows.

1774 August 3 (Wednesday). Was at Dr. Hawes. Walked into Chauncy Meadows. An exceeding dry time. May the Lord pity us, and Send Rain! A Letter from Mr. Moore, dated July 6.

1774 August 4 (Thursday). Went to old Mr. William Nurse’s, and son Daniels (who had brought up Sugar from Boston for me) and at Mr. Eleazar Pratts. Called also to See Calvin who is but little better. He has not Spoke yet. N.B. Instead of the Agreement which the people have signed, I have drawn up what I think may be more Safe for me, if I shall be obliged to Sign any thing. At Eve my Kinsman B. Bradshaw of New Braintree, came from Boston and lodges here. I am much exercised with sore Eyes.

1774 August 5 (Friday). Mr. Bradshaw leaves us for New Braintree.

1774 August 6 (Saturday). Went to Lt. Bakers in the morning. Dr. Charles Russell, Dr. Flynt, Dr. Hawes, and a Number of Doctors besides being there on the Case of the poor Boy, Calvin Piper—(who last Evening began to recover his senses and to Speak—and is this morning composed and utters himself pertinently). It was feared the Trepan must be used: but it was first determined to take off part of his scalp and examine his Head. We began with prayer. Dr. Russel performed the Operation, and finding the grumous Blood, and that there was no Fracture, desisted from any thing further.

1774 August 7 (Sunday). Read Nah. 3. Preached on Gen. 3.15 a. and p.m. Read p.m. Gen. 3. N.B. I had endeavored to prepare on Rev. 13 but could not finish it. My Son John, who came from Lancaster last Eve, is with us.

1774 August 8 (Monday). Elias returns to his Books at Mr. Goddards. I visited Calvin Piper, Old Mrs. Grout and prayed with her, and her Grandson Joseph and prayed with him. N.B. dined at Mr. Jonathan Grouts. P.M. The Town met again upon some of their Liberty Affairs. My son Forbes and Sister Champney came and lodge. Dr. Crosby here at Evening.

1774 August 9 (Tuesday). Mrs. P. and I having the Doctors Chaise and Deacons Horse rode to Concord. Called at Col. Weeks’s and refreshed. Dined at my Son Williams. All well there. D.G. Lodged there. He had not done haying, but was nigh it.

1774 August 10 (Wednesday). We rode into the Town. My Daughter Lydia went also. Visit Master Minot. Old Mr. Hartshorn there. Dined at the Doctors. Mrs. Martyn was there also. P.M. Visit Mr. Emmerson. His Mother Bliss in a low State. Visit Thomas Whitney Esquire who is under a Dropsie. Prayed with him. Returned to my Sons and lodged there.

1774 August 11 (Thursday). Came home in Safety. Thanks to God. In returning called at Col. Weeks. Dined at Cousen Uriah Brighams. Visit Mr. Smith in Affliction. His negro woman, Happy, under a Dropsie. Called at Col. Williams’.

1774 August 12 (Friday). Mr. Putnam of Pomfret and his Sister Bethiah dined here. N.B. He gave me a further account of Mr. Darius Parkhurst of Pomfret (whom I saw at Mr. Adams’s at Roxbury last May) and his accomplishments though deprived of Sight and hearing about 11 AEts. Is now about 34. You must write in his hand, with your or his finger, to convey your meaning. Blessed be God for my sight and hearing! May I have grace to improve them! Have received the News Paper, Edes and Gill, which informs that May 20th last, the King gave his Consent to the Acts of Parliament which take away our principal civil privileges, viz. an act for better regulating the Government of the Province of Massachusetts Bay and New England. And an Act for impartial Administration of Justice therein. May God Sanctifie to us this heavy stroke! and help us rightly to improve such privilege and Libertys as remain!

1774 August 13 (Saturday). A most Melancholly time! By Drought as well as parliamentary Frowns. At Eve Elias came home.

1774 August 14 (Sunday). Read Hubas. 1. Preached on Ps. 110.3, latter part. P.M. Read Ps. 49 and Sung latter part of it. Preached on Mat. 25.10, last words, to the bottom of page 77. May God forgive my Defects and bless what has been delivered, for the awakening of all of us! Miss Suse Brigham dines here.

1774 August 15 (Monday). Elias returned to Mr. Goddards. Mr. Thomas Arnold here. Settled Accounts with him. A very awfull pinching Drought! May the Lord extend Compassion, and grant Rain. I visited Lt. Bruce and prayed with him. Hear that 1000 regulars are on their march to Worcester. And that Squire Whipple met with Difficulty at Drurys Mill at Grafton.

1774 August 16 (Tuesday). Attended the Ministers Meeting at Bolton. In going, though strictly I broke fast at home, yet joined with Mr. Whitney and his Wife in their Breakfast, they going over to Mr. Goss’s also. Besides Mr. Stone, Mr. Smith and Mr. Whitney, came Messrs. Harrington, Morse and Johnson of Harvard, so that we were Eight. Mr. Goss Concr. on 1 Cor. 11.2. Conversation (unavoidably) turned and engrossed us, on the Distresses of the present Times, and our Apprehensions of increasing Difficultys. N.B. Mr. Harringtons Account of Brigadier Ruggles (from Brigadier himself) of his Journey from Hardwich to [Lancaster?] being required to wait on the Governor at Salem, in Order to take the Oath as a Counsellor. Returned home seasonally, calling at Mr. Whitney’s.

1774 August 17 (Wednesday). My son Breck has caused Joseph Cullock to come to my work of laying Wall leading Northerly from the Store. Mr. William Williams’s Wife and Child, with Miss Anne Williams of Sandwich, made us a Visit, dined, p.m. drank (I hope undutyed) Tea. P.M. a great Fire broke out in Capt. Maynards Stubble of his Rye Field, Some of his men burning Brush there. The Wind was high, which caused the Fire to rage and prevail. I rode to the plain and alarmed them from the words Capt. Maynard Spoke to me. Many gathered, but through divine Favour the Fire was stopped. There arose also a Thunder storm and an heavy Rain; and which continued into Night. Our company lodged here. Moses Brigham came in the Eve for me to go up to his Grandmother Grout, who was thought to be dying. I went in the Rain. She was revived and conversed. Desired prayer. We prayed. I returned home in safety. D.G.

1774 August 18 (Thursday). Mrs. Williams and her Neece went to Capt. Maynards and took Sophy with them. Mr. Forbes and Son Eli came from Cape Ann—Boston and from Southborough this Morning. Cullocks are digging, sledding Great Stones for the wall. Mr. Webb here. Mr. Joseph Roberts came and lodged here. Alexander came from Leicester.

1774 August 19 (Friday). Alexander discovers his Trouble. He wants 60£ Lawfull to pay Mr. John Southgate. Mr. Roberts to Leicester. Cullocks at the Wall. Mr. Jonathan Grout came and informed me that his Mother dyed yesterday about 5 p.m. A gracious woman, as I hope, and gone to Glory. The Lord grant me Grace to prepare likewise. Wrote to Mr. John Southgate at Leicester to forbear Severity. Alexander goes to Framingham.

1774 August 20 (Saturday). Alexander returns from Framingham without Success: His Father Brown gone a journey. Mr. Ezra Bowman who bought my Horse, came and paid for him. His note is given up, on his paying £14.14.8 Lawful money to Breck in my behalf. N.B. Breck delivers 14£ 14/ Lawful to Alexander, by my Order. This I lend Alexander and have his promisory Note for it. The Letter to Mr. Southgate I write over again and add my Engagement that my son Shall pay him and as soon as we can raise his money. Alex goes home. P.M. I attended the Funeral of old Mrs. Mary Grout. She was 82 years old last January. I prayed at the House of Mr. Jonathan Grout, where the assembly was not small.

1774 August 21 (Sunday). Read Habak. 2. Preached again upon Mat. 25.10 because I was forced to break off the last Exercise abruptly. Proceeded from p. 77 to 83 with proper Omissions and Additions. An awakening subject, May God Sanctifie the Truths delivered, both to me and to His people! Mrs. Maynard dined here. P.M. read Heb. 13 and preached on Occasion of Mrs. Grouts Death, from the 14th v. with omissions and Supplements. Earnestly pray the word may be Sanctifyed to me, to others who are advanced in Life, and to the whole Auditory!

1774 August 22 (Monday). Catechized at the Meeting House. A.M. About 62 Boys. P.M. Catechized Girls. 26 and a little Boy. In all about 89 today. Young Mr. Hutchinson who preaches at Carlisle here. In the Eve Mr. Joseph Harrington here and tells of his being disquieted. I gave him what I conceived to be suitable Answers especially with regard to my answer to the Towns Message to me by their Committee.

1774 August 23 (Tuesday). Read Dr. Increase Mathers Angelographia. Mr. Caleb Wilder dined here: tarrys over night.

1774 August 24 (Wednesday). Mr. Wilder goes to Lancaster. I wrote by him to Mr. Whitney to preach my next Lecture. The Rain to Day prevented my wifes going to Brookfield which she tells me Mrs. Maynard and she designed to day. I was very much engaged, partly reading Bishop Burnets sermon on Oct. 31, 1714, from Ps. 2.10.11, before King George I by his Majestys Special Command.

1774 August 25 (Thursday). Read Mr. John Withers Whigs Vindicated; and I made Extracts. This with the Sermons above mentioned are in a Collection of Political Pamphlets bound together of which the first is, Vox Populi Vox Dei.

1774 August 26 (Friday). Mrs. P________ to Brookfield with Mrs. Maynard, the latter sending a Chaise here by her son Gott for her Aunt. I went to Lt. Baker to see if he could pay Mr. Asa Hills note. Mr. Spring makes a Box for my South Cellar Window. Two artillery Companys meet. One near the Meeting House; the Other at Mr. Morse’s. The Rev. Mr. Aaron Crosby and his New-marryed spouse visit us and lodge here.

1774 August 27 (Saturday). Mr. Crosby and Lady go to Shrewsbury. P.M. am informed that a great multitude, above 1500, assembled at Worcester and oblige Honorable Timothy Paine to renounce his Commission as a Counselor etc. And this afternoon they go from Worcester to Rutland, to oblige Col. Murray to do the like: but he is gone to Boston. Elias brings Forsdick.

1774 August 28 (Sunday). Read Heb. 3. Went on in my preaching on the final Exclusion by Christ, but from Luk. 13.26–29, page 83 to 91. P.M. read Ps. 95 and 96. Preached on Ps. 110.3. Forsdick and Miss Suse Brigham here. Mrs. Kelly not well for several Days. Letter from Mr. Moore.

1774 August 29 (Monday). Mr. Morse came here in the Morning, full of Earnestness, and lays before me the great Disquietment in Town by Reason of my not Signing something or other, if it were a Draught of my own etc. Rather than have such a Hubbub and uproar, I Conceived it to be my duty to Sign what I carryed to the meeting House on the 1st instant. Covering and directing it to Deacon Bond Town Clerk. P.M. Mr. Morse’s Training. Prayed with the Company. Returned home. Capt. Jonas Brigham here, and very fierce about our Rulers. N.B. Messrs. Caleb and Levi Wilder dined here. Miss Suse still with us. Mr. Webb, Mrs. Spring etc. drink Coffee with us. N.B. Accounts from different parts, esp. from Salem, Medford, Roxbury—that the people are resolved to have Town Meetings according to the old Method.

1774 August 30 (Tuesday). Lt. Nathan Brigham came with a Letter from Mr. Stone request [sic] my Assistance in a Fast next Thursday. Mr. Hezekiah Taylor dined here. The world is filled with amazing Distractions. We daily hear of Tumults. A Meeting at Worcester, of the Committees of Correspondence for this County. Mrs. Parkman returned from Brookfield. She relates the Great Trouble my Son Forbes was in last Saturday Night—by reason of the Disquietments of the people, and the [ministers?] Premonitions given [illegible]. N.B. My Son Ebenezer and his son Bradshaw (who has marryed his Daughter Mary) are among the high Liberty men.

1774 August 31 (Wednesday). The Cullocks, Joseph and John have finished my Wall nigh the Meeting House. Joseph has been 10 Days and John 8 Days besides this Morning till passed ten o’Clock a.m. and ask 20/ old Tenor per Day. Asa Ware has also assisted many Days with my Team. Mr. Whitney and his Wife, also the Widow Snow, dined here. He preached my Lecture on Mat. 5.16, “Let their Light Shine” etc. He presents me his Discourses on the late Fast, July 14. Mr. Webb, and Mr. Gleason with his Wife here after Lecture. Mr. Gleason was at Worcester last Saturday and saw what was done to Squire Paine: he relates many Occurrences of late at Boston, Roxbury etc. Write to Mr. Moore: and to my son Alexander. Breck goes to Lancaster, to an Entertainment at Col. Levi Willards. Elias came home from Mr. Goddards, though he went but yesterday. His master is gone to Uxbridge.

1774 September 1 (Thursday). This is the important Day of the Congress at Philadelphia. On this Occasion the people of Southborough keep a Fast. I went to assist them. Mr. Stone began with prayer. Mr. Fitch preach[ed?] on Ps. 85.4,5,6,7. P.M. Mr. Fitch prayed and I preached on Ezek. 5.5–9. May God graciously accept our Supplications and grant His Special Presence with His Servants, the Delegates from the several Governments, and Vouchsafe ‘em Direction and Instruction according to the weight and importance of the Arduous Affairs depending! Proportionable Wisdom and understanding are from Him alone. N.B. Met Capt. Ward returning from the Meeting of the County’s Committees, who met at Wor’ster on the 30th ult. who have drawn up Resolves that are to be printed. Mr. Edmund Chamberlin has Some discussion with me about a story, which Mr. Clois told his Father concerning Mr. Bridge’s defending his not signing from my advising him to stand out etc.—but which was very groundless. Mrs. Beeton carrys her Mother, who grows feeble and weak, home to their House.

1774 September 2 (Friday). This morning was ushered in with Alarms from every Quarter, to get ready and run down to Boston or Cambridge. The Contents Magazine of Powder at Winter Hill had been carryed off—namely [550?] Barrells; by Treachery; etc. This is told as the Chief Affair. 72 of our Neighbours marched from Gales (tis said) by break of Day; and others are continuely going. My young man goes armed, with them. About 5 p.m. Grafton Company, nigh 80, under Capt. Golding, march by us. N.B. Squire Whipple here. Says he is ready to sign etc. It is a Day of peculiar Anxiety and Distress! Such as we have not had—Will the Lord graciously look upon us; and grant us Deliverance—for we would hope and trust in His Name! We send for Mrs. Spring and her two Children to be here with us, while her husband is gone with the People. Breck returned from Lancaster. At Eve we have most sorrowful News that Hostilitys have commenced at Cambridge, and that Six of our people are killed; that probably Some at least may be of Westborough. Joshua Chamberlin stood next (as it is related) to one that was slain. We have many Vague accounts and indeed are left in uncertaintys about Every Thing that has occurred. Sutton soldiers—about 250, pass along by us—but after midnight are returning by reason of a Contrary Report. Mr. Zech. Hicks stops here. Breck is employed in the night to cast Bulletts. A Watch at the Meeting House to guard the Town stock etc. Some Towns, we hear, have lost much of theirs, as Dedham, Wrentham etc.

1774 September 3 (Saturday). Capt. Benjamin Fay came here between 2 and 3 o’Clock in the morn in much Concern and knew not what to do. After Light and through most of the forenoon, vague uncertain Reports. Sutton men that had gone to Deacon Wood, came back to go down the Road again. My son Breck with provisions, Bread, Meat, etc., Coats, Blanket etc., for it was rainy, rides down towards Cambridge to relieve Asa Ware, Mr. Spring, and others who were unprovided. About noon the Sutton Companys come back again and go home, Rev. Chaplin among them. So do the Grafton men. Mr. Abraham Temple relates to me, that he, having been as far as to Cambridge and himself Seen many of the Transactions, that there were no Regulars there, no Artillery, no body Slain—but that Lt. Gov. Oliver, Messrs. Danforth, Joseph Lee, Col. Phips (the high Sheriff) had resigned and promised that they would not act as Counsellors—that Mr. Samuel Winthrop computed there were about 7000 of the Country people had gathered into Cambridge on this Occasion—that it was probable, as he (Mr. Temple) conceived, that the Troubles would subside. N.B. When the Sun run low, Our Company returned (consisting of Horse and Foot about 150). With them were my Son and my young man—all without any Evil Occurrance. To God be Praise and Glory! I Suppose Capt. Maynard and those who were with him are returned also.

1774 September 4 (Sunday). Expected Mr. Taylor to preach for me for he said he would or Send his Brother if he did not go his Journey with his Brother Crosby, on Wednesday, but heard they were not going on Thursday. But he did not come, nor any body else to help me; whereas Such had been the many Engagements and interruptions of the last week that I was but in part prepared, though it was Communion Day. Read Isa. 53. Repeated a. and p.m. with Alterations Sermon on Eph. 1.7. Administered the Lords Supper. Mr. Zebulun Rice and Mrs. Maynard dined with us. P.M. I read Eph. 1.

1774 September 5 (Monday). Another Town Meeting, upon our public Difficultys—they agree to go to Worcester tomorrow, as it is expected that all other Towns of this County will, to prevent the session of the Court under the new unconstitutional Establishment—and talk of Superseding the necessity of Courts by resolving upon having as few Cases as may be, and by Choosing men from among our Selves that may judge and determine Causes. Squire Whipple and several others sign the Agreement. Mr. Webb dines with us.

1774 September 6 (Tuesday). A great Company march with staves and Fife, under Capt. Maynard, to Worcester. Mr. Cornelius Waters from Dartmouth College dines with us. Read Considerations on the present measures with the Colonies.

1774 September 7 (Wednesday). Breck gives me account that yesterday there assembled at Worcester 4722 Persons who were in arrangements under their particular Heads, leading each Town, but without Arms: Those Heads treated with the Judges and other Officers of the Court. The Court House was filled with Committees of Correspondence from each Town; and the Door fastened and guarded. The court walked from Haywoods Tavern to the Court House between the Ranks, with their Hatts off; and then back; a Paper being Read, Signifying that they would Endeavor etc.—but this not Satisfying, another was drawn, and Read Promising that they would not Sit etc. in that or any other Court—under the new Regulation by the late Acts of Parliament. I dont understand that there was any Disorder. The List stands thus,

• Worcester [240?]
• Princetown 60
• Palmer—38
• Uxbridge—156
• Harvard—103
• Sutton—500
• Westborough 200
• Hubbardston 55
• Westminster 120
• Rutland—150
• Lunenbourg 40
• Oxford Troop—40
• Athol—51
• Western—100
• N. Shrewsbury 100
• Royalston 39
• Winchendon—45
• S. Shrewsbury 135
• New Braintry 140
• Southborough 35
• Northborough 85
• Brookfield 216
• Chauxitt—200
• Oxford—80
• Douglass—130
• Leicester 180
• Oakham—50
• Grafton—210
• Spencer 164
• Petersham—70
• Holden—100
• Sturbridge 150
• Paxton—80
• Hardwick 220
• Bolton 100
• Upton—100
• Templeton 120
• 4722

N.B. This, except Worcester and Spencer, is the order in which the Companys Stood from the Court House and Southward, viz. Uxbridge first, Westborough Second etc. A few companys had Arms. Breck tells me also that those Gentlemen and others in the Town of Worcester who Signed an Address to Gov. Hutchinson before his going away, Signed a Recantation, which was read to the multitudes. Tis Said the people behaved with Silence, Decency and in good Order. Read Considerations of the late Measures of Parliament.

1774 September 8 (Thursday). Visit at Mr. Joseph Grouts. His son very low, but his mind in proper Exercise. Prayed there. Rode to Mr. D. Nurse’s and Mr. Childs to bespeak Cyder, which is very Scarce. P.M. rode to See old Lt. Bruce under his Cancer. Prayed there. N.B. While I was there Mrs. Beeton with her son and Team, removed her mothers Goods to their House.

1774 September 9 (Friday). Letter from Mr. Cushing concerning Ashby Land. Mr. Thomas Temple brought another from his wife.

1774 September 10 (Saturday). Yesterday a Deserter from the Army was Shott; as Samuel writes. Elias home.

1774 September 11 (Sunday). Read Zeph. Ch. 1, and delivered an Exercise for the forenoon upon it. Mr. Webb dined here. Read p.m. Col. 1. P.M. went with Sermon on Eph. 1.7 from page 16 to 28. And may God graciously accompany the Word delivered with His efficacious Blessing! A Letter from Samuel.

1774 September 12 (Monday). Elias goes up to Mr. Goddards to fetch his Books. Miss Hannah Fish here and dines with us. Mr. Webb leaves the Town. Visit Miss Hephz. Ward at Mr. Hannaniah Parkers, She being in Trouble of mind respecting her salvation. Visit old Mrs. Kelly at her son Beetons. Another Town Meeting about the publick Affairs, and state of the Province.

1774 September 13 (Tuesday). Elias goes to School to Mr. Cornelius Waters who keeps at the Bond School House, but lodges at Mr. Levi Warrins, where Elias is allowed to study. I attend to my preparations.

1774 September 14 (Wednesday). Mrs. P________ visits old Mrs. Kelly and at Capt. Maynards. I in my preparations. N.B. Asa in going to chop wood at the Ministerial Lot, sees Mr. Beeton who denys him Leave to cart through his place. My Son Breck sees Mr. Fessenden, who yields that we may pass through his.

1774 September 15 (Thursday). Breck setts out before Day for Salem. I am closely applyed in my preparations and this Evening desire seriously to Observe the great Goodness, Mercy and Longsuffering of God towards me a most unworthy Creature, in supporting me to the Close of another Year of my (alas!) too unprofitable Life. I would render to Him my most hearty Thanks for the preservations and [salvations?] and for the Favours and Bountys vouchsafed me through the Year: and I desire to be deeply humbled before God on the Account of the many Sins I have been guilty of imploring Forgiveness through Jesus Christ and Grace to prepare for the morrow.

1774 September 16 (Friday). This Day begins (through the Lords Longsuffering) my 72d Year. Spent it in Retirement. Jejun. and Prec. Vid. Natal.

1774 September 17 (Saturday). Closely applyed to my preparations. P.M. Came my Kinsman Bradshaw and with him my Granddaughter Molly (daughter of my Son Ebenezer) whom he has marryed. They have been to Providence to dispose of Potash and buy Goods—and to Stoughtonham to visit his Parents etc. Breck returns, having been to Boston as well as to Salem—tells me of the works which the regulars are carrying on at Boston Neck etc.

1774 September 18 (Sunday). Read Zeph. 2. Preached again on Eph. 1.7. P.M. read Eph. 2. Preached on Ps. 110.3 to page 22. A young schollar from Mr. Goddards, [blank] Wilkins, dined here.

1774 September 19 (Monday). Elias not well a.m., goes to School p.m. Mr. Bradshaw and his Wife left us in the Morning to return to N. Braintree. Rev. Joseph Willard of Mendon visits me. Dines here. Desires me to Change with him Oct. 2. I consent (D.V.). A Letter from my son Cushing, giving account of a gathering of people to the Tavern in Ashburnham and causing great Trouble to several worthy persons, viz. Squire Wilder and Deacon Willard; also to another Willard; Mr. C________ himself but narrowly escaping. Young Mr. Hutchinson, come from Bedford, informs that last Eve and this Morning there was gathering of people from Several Towns to Watertown, here they expected a Body of Regulars would come to carry off the Great Guns which had been moved there from Charlestown—but the Regulars which were in motion did not go to Waterton but to Dorchester neck, to entrench that important place.

1774 September 20 (Tuesday). The Committees of Correspondence meet by adjournment at Worcester. P.M. Messrs. Aaron Hutchinson and Pope of [illegible], made me a Visit. The former went to Mendon, the latter tarried here.

1774 September 21 (Wednesday). Early, and to Breakfast, came my son and Daughter Baldwin; and with them one Mrs. Livermore. My Daughter tarrys with us; the others proceed on their Journey towards Boston. Mr. Pope took leave. At Eve came Rev. Mr. Samuel Langton of York on his Journey to Farmingtown in Connecticut and lodged here.

1774 September 22 (Thursday). Mr. Langton proceeds on his Journey. My son Alexander and his Brother Gleason here and dine. Alex has been to Boston and is returning home.

1774 September 23 (Friday). My Daughter Baldwin with us, and not well.

1774 September 24 (Saturday). Capt. Baldwin and his Daughter Betsy came from Weston and dined late, here. His Wife so well as to go with her Husband and Daughter, I hope they may get as far as Alexanders.

1774 September 25 (Sunday). Read Zeph. 3. Preached a.m. on Judg. 2.10. Miss Suse Brigham dined here. P.M. Read Titus 1. Preached on Eph. 1.7, the last Clause. The Lord accept of my (as I hope) Sincere Fervency! Pardon my Pride and vain Glory, and all the sins of my holy Things; and grant Success!

1774 September 26 (Monday). In the morning went to Mr. Moses Nurse’s, and had Discourse with Mr. Nathan Kenny, who is in Glooms Still, and much to be pityed! I dined by Desire, at Mr. Seth Morse’s (to day Captain) and Master Waters, and others with me. P.M. The Company under Capt. Morse, and the Company under Capt. Edmund Brigham, met at the Meeting House and trained. By formal Request I marched to them and prayed with them. N.B. Master Waters walked with me. N.B. A Number of Boys under their Capt. Moses Warrin, trained also and behaved agreeably. After Viewing them Mr. Waters and Master [blank] May, the other school-master, were here, and, with others drank Coffee. Mr. Thomas Twitchell paid me £30 old Tenor.

1774 September 27 (Tuesday). A.M. Visit Miss Sally Gale, who wastes. Praid with her and the rather at the request of her Grandmother, who has been for some years confined from Public Exercises. In returning had the Company of John Walker, son of the late Mr. John Walker of Boston, but who was never marryed. P.M. Miss Sally Wilder, returning from Mendon to Lancaster, is brought in here. Breck accompanys her home. At Eve came in young Mr. Hutchinson from Boston. Afterwards Mr. Hall of Sutton and Mr. Grosvenor, of Grafton, returning from Ministers Meeting at Hopkinton, call in to See me. Mr. Hall informs that the Council at Chauxcitt last Week, broke up and were dissolved, without doing any thing to purpose, on their difficult Affairs. For which I heartily grieve. May the Lord pity their miserable state!

1774 September 28 (Wednesday). The two Mrs. Martyns made us a Visit—and returned. At Eve came my Daughter in law, Kezia. She came from Framingham, acquaints me with their distressed Circumstances by reason of John Southgate’s Demands upon them. She lodges here.

1774 September 29 (Thursday). Town Meeting to put them Selves into Order, in their Military. Kezia returned home. N.B. I heard there was a Letter come to them from Boston, concerning a Resolve and vote, denying the Regulars Supplys of stuff etc. to build Barracks in that Town—with which there were also alarming Reports—upon which I went to the Meeting to inform my Self, and manifest my Concern for the publick Safety, and was respectfully received. When I came out had discourse with Capt. Maynard about Beetons refusing my Team to go through his land etc. He promises he will take Care etc.

1774 September 30 (Friday). Visit Young Joseph Grout, and pray with him. P.M. Write to Mr. David Spafford—to Dr. Dunsmore etc. Thus ends another month. “So teach me, Lord, to Number etc.”

1774 October 1 (Saturday). Lieutenant Baker informs me that the Governor has by Proclamation forbid the meeting of the (appointed) General Assembly. Mr. Moses Nurse has informed me of what he himself saw done at Mr. Joseph Scotts on the Twin Dock, Boston, that is, the breaking the Lock of Scotts Cellar Door, by men from the ships, and carrying off Cohorns and Iron Balls, or shott—which tis said Scott has Secretly Sold to the Officers, for which the People are highly enrag’d. P.M. I rode to Mendon. On my Way, called at Rev. Mr. Fish’s. My Disgust with him was not sufficient to prevent this. Met Mr. Willard going to preach for me at Westborough. I lodged at Mr. Willards.

1774 October 2 (Sunday). Preached a. and p.m. at Mendon on Judg. 10.6.7.9.10.16. Which may it please God to succeed! Dined at Mr. Caleb Wilders room at [blank]’s Tavern. At Eve was at Squire Dorrs and found that his Mother was alive and well. I lodged there.

1774 October 3 (Monday). Sat out early for Boston. Journeyed to Dr. Corbetts at Bellingham. Took Some Refreshment there—and thence to Mr. Bucknams at Medway. Proceed to Squire Elisha Adams, where was Squire Lyscombe of Taunton. Dined with them. At Medfield, Mr. Enoch Adams’s. At Dedham, put up at Rev. Jason Haven’s: who went with me to Honorable Mr. Samuel Dexters. Lodged at Mr. Havens.

1774 October 4 (Tuesday). Mr. Haven has three Candidates that board with him. From Dedham to Mr. Gordons at Roxbury. He presented me with above forty Books—a Number of them bound, and a Number in boards, printed by the Society for promoting Religious Knowledge. Mr. Gordon is one of them. He goes to an Overseers meeting at Cambridge to receive Dr. Langdons Answer to their Invitation to be President. In my going into Boston I behold the formidable Trenches, the Banks raised up, the Encampment of the Soldiers, both on the Neck and in the Common. N.B. I called at Mr. Thomas Baileys, who buryed his Wife (my dear Kinswoman) last Evening. She dyed last Thursday at 4 p.m. May the Lord sanctifie this Breach to us! My Dear Brother is utterly incapable of due Impressions, or Sensibility of the Death of his dear Child. I dined at my Son Samuels. I made a Number of Visits to hire Money for the Relief of my Son Alexander. Mrs. Surcomb etc.

1774 October 5 (Wednesday). Having lodged at my Sons Samuels I went to Mr. Ezekiel Godthwaits, William B. Townshend, Col. Marshall and others. Dined at my Brothers. He was able to sit with us at Table. Where were also Cousen Bradshaw, and Cousen Nat’s Widow. Visit Oliver, Coverley, Sister Rebecca, Cousen Tyler, Bradford, Loyd, Coarser—also Dr. Pemberton, Chauncy, Cooper, Eliot, Mr. Quincy—Whitwell, Mrs. Shaw. Samuel accompanyed me to Fort Hill to see the Camp of the Welch Fusileers. Lodged at Samuels.

1774 October 6 (Thursday). My son hired 100 Dollars of Mr. McKey, for which I gave him my Note. Undertook my Journey home. Cornet Eaton of Framingham in Company. Called at Brother Browns (he is overwhelmed with Bargains and Labours and cannot help Alexander). When I arrived at home (through God’s Goodness) found Mr. Forbes and his wife here, who are designing to go to Cape Ann, after the next sabbath.

1774 October 7 (Friday). Asa Ware in getting over a Fence, wounds his Ankle by putting several Bones out and becomes lame. After Dinner I rode to Leicester and lodged at Alexanders.

1774 October 8 (Saturday). Alexander rode with me to Mr. Conklins, that I might See what Security my Son had given Mr. Southgate. We went also to Capt. Henshaws, who Shewed me the Remonstrance of the Congress of the County of Worcester to Governor Gage against the hostile Preparations on Boston Neck. I dined with Mr. Pope of Spencer at Dr. Frinks. Rode to Brookfield. Called to see Capt. Wit. Went to my Son Baldwins, where was a young school-master, Mr. Fisher Ames. Lodged at Mr. Forbes’s.

1774 October 9 (Sunday). Preached at Brookfield on Judg. 10.6.7.9.10.16 a. and p.m. on the present deplorable Times. And may God forgive what has been amiss, but succeed what has been delivered agreeable to His Will! N.B. Joshua Winter desired prayers that the late Death of his Mother. I returned to Mr. Baldwins at Eve and lodged. N.B. Mr. Forbes preached at Westborough on Mat. 23.37, “O Jerusalem, Jerusalem.”

1774 October 10 (Monday). My Son Baldwin rode to Concord to join with the other Members of the Provincial Congress. I rode to New Braintry—Mr. John Lambson my Company. Called to see my Cousen Sadler, who lives at his Daughter Matthis’s. N.B. a Child of one Gilchrist of two years old, their only Son, was Scalld yesterday Morning and dyed at Evening. Prayed with them. Went to my Son Ebenezers. Dined and p.m. Visit Mr. Ruggles. Rev. Benjamin Ruggles was ordained at Middleborough, Oct. 17, 1725, old Style. At Eve Mr. Ephraim Woods, late of Southborough, kindly came to see me. Mr. Bradshaw and his Wife live with my Son. They keep shop in Comp. I lodged there.

1774 October 11 (Tuesday). After Mr. Ruggles had broke fast with us at my Sons, I returned to Brookfield. Rode to Mr. Daniel Gilberts and dined there. Viewed his Mulberry Trees and Silk worms, Coons etc. Visited Several Friends—particularly Mr. Joseph Bruce. Find that Mr. Joseph Chadwick is chosen Captain of their Troop. Saw a foot Company under the Command of Capt. Joseph Gilbert. At Eve the friendly Capt. Hale came to See me. Lodged at Capt. Baldwins.

1774 October 12 (Wednesday). Took leave. At the earnest request of old Mr. Thomas Bartlett, I turned aside to visit him. Dined at Col. Henshaws. Comforted Alexander with informing him that I had hired and received money for him. Called at Mr. Maccartys, at Mrs. Stearns’s, at Mr. Sumners. Arrived in safety. Deo Grates plurimas ago. The Family that are here, are in some Comfort, but my Son Breck has waited on his Mother in her designed Journey to Ashburnham and is returned home. Asa is lame, but husks in the Barn.

1774 October 13 (Thursday). I visited Mr. Seth Woods, Sick of a Fever. Prayed with him. Visit old Lt. Bruce and prayed with him also.

1774 October 14 (Friday). Asa Ware’s Time being out, talked with him of helping me further if he gets well of his Lameness; which he consents to.

1774 October 15 (Saturday). I was forced to go up into the Street in the Morning, on a variety of necessary Affairs: Saw Capt. King and Mr. Edward Putnam of Sutton who were come from the Provincial Congress which Sat at Concord last Wednesday. Capt. Maynard and Dr. Hawes went for this Town. I am informed that they have Sent a Committee of 21 of their members with a message to General Gage. P.M. Mr. Hutchinson (late of Grafton) dined here, in his way to Carlisle.

1774 October 16 (Sunday). Read Haggai first, and preached from Exod. 16.21 but pursued my plan of Discourse on Ps. 110.3. Was fervent. May God forgive what was amiss; and bless what was agreeable to His Will! Mrs. Maynard dined with us. P.M. read Tit. 2. Preached again another sermon of a formerly delivered Sett from Isa. 55.1, for the Encouragement of all Such as are under religious Concern. The Lord Succeed it to that End!

1774 October 17 (Monday). The widow Mehitabel Brigham here to talk with me, She having been told I had heard that She did not allow her Children to be corrected at School. And I told her That I had certainly heard so, and for some years it has been said so. But she answered that That was neither her mind nor practice. At Eve the School-Masters Waters and May here. Wrote to Mr. Moore, and Send it to the Care of Capt. Ebenezer White of Rochester.

1774 October 18 (Tuesday). Went to Ministers Meeting at Marlborough. Mr. Smith prayed. Conversation on the publick, increasing Distresses prevented the Concio: but Sang the praises of God: Hymn 66. I returned at Evening in Safety. D.G. N.B. On the road at Eve, Saw Mr. Walker at Southborough, who gave me Account of what he met with at the Fortification at Boston—his Complaint—the Court martial, at which was the Trial of the Offenders; and the satisfaction given him.

1774 October 19 (Wednesday). Mr. Daniel Grosvenor was Ordained at Grafton: but as our Church was not Sent to, I did not go, conceiving that by this their Conduct, they did not desire to see me there. I spent the Day in Retirement. Not only on my own and their Account but that of the Publick; the Province, and particularly Boston’s. Breck and Elias went. At Evening came Mr. Nehemiah Porter, heretofore Minister at Chebacco; and Mr. Avery of Dedham, Candidate; and they lodged here.

1774 October 20 (Thursday). The Company left us. Young master John Barrat of Hopkinton here. I pity this Youth who has Such a thirst for Learning, So good Abilitys for it, but is So obstructed in his Endeavours after it.

1774 October 21 (Friday). A large Letter from Mr. Moore, of the 12th, relating divers Stirrs and Tumults, at Plymouth, Barnstable, and Dartmouth. Mr. Howard of Canada in Windham, who has been a kind Friend to the unhappy Mercy Maynard, called here to see me. Read Mr. Timothy Hilliards Fast Sermons.

1774 October 22 (Saturday). In the Morning we found the west Window of the lower West room set up, wide open: Brecks Desk open—the little front door open, with Signs of violence breaking it open; the little Lock is broke off: 3 front Drawers, drawn open, but nothing that We know of as yet, is missing; though the Cup-board where Stood my Silver Cup, and in it a Number of table spoons, Silver; also in another Cup a number of Tea Spoons, Silver; was wide open. It was doubtless a Thief, who wanted money, who entered the House: for no one of my Family knows any thing of the Matter, and the window was, no doubt fastened as usual; but a middle Square of Glass in the lower Sash was taken out, and laid away carefully; from the hole with ones Arm the Stick which fastens down the Window could be reached, and was taken away. God be praised no further Dammage was done: and May God grant Repentance to the Burglar! My Son John came last night from Oxford, but intends to go to Lancaster again.

1774 October 23 (Sunday). Read Hag. 2. Preached on Isa. 55.1, latter part. Administered the Holy Sacrament of the Supper. Master Waters, Deacon Bond, Mrs. Maynard, Mrs. Ruth Godfry dined with me. P.M. did not read. Preached on Judg. 2.10.11.12. At Eve in my Study read Dr. Pemberton on Eph. 2.8.

1774 October 24 (Monday). Training of both Companys, and of the Boys. I dined at Capt. Morse’s; as did Master Waters, and a Number of New Officers from Marlborough and Southborough. At Night Capt. Edmund Brigham here. They Supped here: were detained here till late.

1774 October 25 (Tuesday). Mr. David Maynard rode with me to Mr. Gershom Fays in Northborough. As we went, called at Mrs. Martyns, Mr. Whitneys, who requested my going to preach, and had publickly appointed the Assembly, and himself went; I called also to see old Mr. Townsend. We dined at Mr. Fays; Mr. Whitney and his sister, Miss Lucy, with us. I conversed with Old Mrs. Fay, for whose sake I went; She is thought to be upwards of 90, and has her Reason and understanding—but is deprived of bodily Sight. I preached on Ps. 31.5 and directed more particularly to her. May God be pleased to accompany the Word with His Blessing to her, to each of us, to all that heard it. Returned at Eve. N.B. Received a Packit from Mr. Quincy, inclosing a large letter on our political State, and Distresses; and a Pamphlet entitled “an Address to protestant Dissenters of all Denominations on the Approching Election of Members of Parliament,” Supposed to be writ by Dr. Priestley.

1774 October 26 (Wednesday). I am in some Concern that Alexander does not come for the Money which lies by me for him. Mr. Thomas Fleet, Flax-dresser, dined here.

1774 October 27 (Thursday). Visit at Mr. Abraham Bonds: where was Miss Hephzibah Ward (Daughter of Lt. Hezekiah Ward) who is not well in Body, but especially is very gloomy in Mind—discoursed and prayed with her. Visit also at Mr. Richard Barns’s. N.B. was at Mr. Timothy Warrins—but neither he nor Wife, nor son Timothy at home, but Timothy’s wife and Brother and sister. At Mr. Samuel Forbush’s—talked with his Mother who has a Cancer in her left side.

1774 October 28 (Friday). Send Elias to Leicester with a Letter to Alexander. Meets Alexander at Worcester going to Framingham—therefore returns. N.B. Mr. Asa Walker of Ashby here to ask Counsel about a preacher.

1774 October 29 (Saturday). Mr. Avery called and dined here. P.M. came Alexander from Framingham whither he had been for Money: but received only from his Brother Gleason. I delivered to him

• One hundred Dollars which I hired for him at Boston 225.0.0
• almost 24 Dollars received last night from Lt. Baker, viz. 53.0.0
• and 3 Dollars received from Mr. William Watson—and he had received 30 old Tenor 36.15.0
• This with the money I received for my Horse, delivered already 110.
• in the whole 424.15.0

Alexander returned home at Eve. Letter from Mrs. P________ at Ashburnham.

1774 October 30 (Sunday). Read Zech. 1. Preached on Judg. 2.10.11.12. Suse Brigham dined here. N.B. A Number of Gentlemen from the provincial-Congress, viz. Capt. King, Mr. Edward Putnam etc. at meeting with us a.m., not p.m. and therefore did not Stay to dine with me. P.M. I read Rev. XIII to 10th v. and my Sermon was the Opening and application of it. At Eve came my Son Baldwin, who was returning from the Congress; and lodged here. N.B. Letter from Mr. Cushing. My Daughter is yet about.

1774 October 31 (Monday). Son Baldwin returns home. Mr. Walley, afterwards Mr. Fish (they had changed yesterday), called here, and met together about noon; but neither of them stayed to dine here. P.M. Training of Alarm men at Lt. Bakers, their present Captain. At Eve 3 young Schollars sup here with Elias, viz. Crosby, Jonathan Fay and Moses Brigham.

1774 November 1 (Tuesday). Preached at Mr. Jonathan Grouts on Eph. VI.13–18. Which many the divine Blessing accompany, and enable us to take to us that whole Armour of God! There were but few that attended: especially but very few men. Only four: and but 3 of them that were Members and Supporters of these Meetings, besides the man of the House—viz. Capt. B. Fay, and Messrs. Nathaniel Whitney and B. Tainter. A great Discouragement! N.B. I had visited Joseph Grout junior in his Languishment—with [whom] I conversed and prayed: and there I dined.

1774 November 2 (Wednesday). Neighbour Joseph Green junior as a Mason, takes out my kitchin Mantle-tree, and puts in an Iron Bar instead of it.

1774 November 3 (Thursday). Mr. Green D[itt]o and goes away at night. Asks 40/ old tenor. Elias is greatly afflicted for his Cossitt Sheep, which is missing. He rides after Some Droves of sheep, fearing they have taken in his sheep. Proceeds as far as Natick—and returns uncertain. At Eve came Messrs. Thomas Bond and Levi Warrin to acquaint me with their suspicions that Moses Sever, who moved with his Family this Morning to Westminster, had stole and killed and carryed off the Cossitt. Mr. B. Tainter came also to enquire and confirm. Sent for Lt. Baker—who came—and agreed to pursue Sever.

1774 November 4 (Friday). Early in the Morning Lt. Baker and my Son Breck Sat out. I catechized at the Meeting House—about 50 Boys. P.M. catechized at my House—had nigh 30 Girls. May it be to good Effect! P.M. Breck etc. returned, and gave me Account of their overtaking the man Suspected of taking away Elias’s sheep. He confessed it, and to make Satisfaction he has Sent me a Note of Hand which Lt. Baker had given him of £ lawful Money, that So much might be taken out of it as be proper Amends for the Sheep and the Charges. Mr. Forbes and sister Lydia Champney came at Eve. One from Cape Ann, the other from Cambridge, and lodge here. Wrote to Mrs. P________ by Richard Barns junior. Town meet about their Military Affairs.

1774 November 5 (Saturday). Mr. Forbes and sister Champney to Brookfield. P.M. Dr. Barton and his wife (Mr. Moore’s sister)4 call here as they go to Vassalborough. At Eve I agree with Asa Ware to live with me Still. He thinks he made up the time of the first Agreement, the 17th of October. So that he now begins again on Oct. 18 and is to continue to serve me—Six Months: for which I am to give him fifty pounds old tenor So that for the whole year (if we live to finish it) he is to have £130 old tenor. Asa goes to Wrentham, designing to return in the forepart of next Week.

1774 November 6 (Sunday). Read Zech. 2 and for the Exercises a. and p.m. delivered two Sermons on v. 5 with varied Expositions and Applications. Read p.m. Rev. 13, v. 11 to the end. The last sabbath of the 50th year.

1774 November 7 (Monday). An Important Day! The Day that concludes the 50th Year Since the gathering the Church and Since my ordination. I desire to be duely affected with it. May the God of infinite Mercy pardon my many Offences, and blot out all my Transgressions! The Town met and, for what Reasons, they have not signifyed to me, they have not only not granted me my Wood, but they would grant me no support (as they are wont to call it). They have reduced me to the naked sallery of 55£ Lawful Money. At Eve Messrs. Daniel Forbes, Joseph Harrington and Eli Whitney were here and, afterwards Capt. B. Fay; and (the three former also) much on Several Things which they think the Church ought to take Cognizance of, which I was, my self, desirous they Should consider; namely the Case of Mrs. Eunice Rice, and Mr. Samuel Fays long Absence from public worship, and from Special Ordinances. But they added that there was a young woman from Bolton, now married and come among us, and it would be needful to see whether she might have communion among us. I was sorry to have these Things to interrupt my Mind this Evening—but I, nevertheless, consented that if they prepared for it, there might be a Meeting of the Church for these purposes: and I told them I was willing to gratfie them in any thing wherein I reasonably might. Capt. Fay informed me that the People desired we might assemble on Lords Days at 10 of the Clock in the fore noon for public worship.

1774 November 8 (Tuesday). Young Mr. Aaron Hutchinson here and dined with us. At Eve Mr. Moore came and lodged here. Asa Ware returned from Wrentham at Evening also.

1774 November 9 (Wednesday). John at Eve came from Lancaster. Alex Oliver from Brookfield. Mr. Charles Lawrence from Ashbuy, came to buy my Lot of Land adjoining to his. I sold it to him for 145£ old Tenor. He paid me 10 Dollars—and we signed an agreement about the rest, and that I would give a Deed when the rest should be paid. He tarryed with Breck, over night. Mr. Cushing and Mrs. Parkman came this Evening from Ashburnham. My Daughter Cushing was delivered last Friday, and through the Great Goodness of God has a third son. They have called him Henry. To God most High be all Glory and Honour!

1774 November 10 (Thursday). I have the Comfort of a Number of my Children and others with me, this Morning. But Mr. Moore and Cousen Oliver went to Boston. John and Sophy to Lancaster. Mr. Lawrence early to Ashby. Mr. Cushing after Dinner to Shrewsbury. Mr. Fisher and his Journeyman, mend the floor before the Kitchin Hearth and putt up Mantel shelf etc. I am continually hindred and prevented in my Studys—to my Great Grief.

1774 November 11 (Friday). Mr. Mellen of Chauxit here—informs me that a major part of the Brethren of his Church had voted his Dismission: and that he and the Brethren that abide with him have Sent out for a Council, of 11 Churches, to meet at his House next Tuesday, viz. the Church under the pastoral Care of Rev. Rogers of Littleton, Stone of Southborough, Webster of Salisbury, Tucker of Newbury, Whitney of Northborough, Bridge of Sudbury, Cummins of Billerica, Howard of Boston, Stone of Reading, Johnson of Harvard, Payson of Fitchbourg. He told me they did not Send for our Church because there was So much Connexion between many of our Church and the people of Bolton. P.M. Mr. Belknap came to See me. Sorrowful Avocations increase! Two Companys train at the Meeting House: which though I did not go out, yet occasion interruptions.

1774 November 12 (Saturday). Am under heavyest Troubles that I have (I think) at any Time been in, by reason of the unfitness of my Frame and unpreparedness for this Season’s arriving. I have so much desired to keep the Jubilee with Jubilation. But I am under the holy Frown of Heaven by the Disquietness of my People with me. This presses me sore, and deprives me of sleep. With the Various Interruptions of the Week, and the perplexities of my mind, I am but too brokenly and imperfectly prepared for the Services of the Sabbath. May God graciously appear for me and help me!

1774 November 13 (Sunday). God is gracious and compassionate, and allows me to see another sabbath. It begins the Sabbath of a New Year with us and a New Jubilee. The Lord be magnifyed! I am Somewhat Supported, and assisted, or I could do nothing. I went to Meeting Early—there was but one man (Mr. Thomas Frost) and 2 Boys there, yet it was past 10. I break off the public Reading; for I understand that one thing mentioned at the late Town Meeting as disquieting to some is my public Reading the Scriptures; though I have generally offered Something by way of Exposition—[or?] to open what was difficult therein. Preached a. and p.m. on the Acceptable year of the Lord, Isa. 61.2, with Such applications as were proper to the present Occasion. Master Jenison and Holland at dinner with us. P.M. preached on Ps. 23.6. May God help me to repair to Him, for this Grace that may qualify me for these invaluable Favours, and that I may have the Comfort of this Faith and Confidence in God! May I also resolve in the Strength of God that I will continue in His Service as long as I exist, and never desert His Sanctuary! Received a letter from Mr. Sumner requesting my help at a Fast.

1774 November 14 (Monday). Read Dr. Pembertons usefull and elegant sermons on “Salvation by Grace through Faith.” May they be blessed to my highest Good! Master Waters not well, and breaks off from keeping School.

1774 November 15 (Tuesday). A.M. visit Lt. Bruce and pray with him. Mr. Waters dines here. P.M. visit Mrs. Keenes, and Mrs. Piper—also Mrs. Baker after her lying in. Finish Dr. Pembertons Sermons. I thank God for them!

1774 November 16 (Wednesday). Though it was rainy yet Breck (who had been to Lancaster to wait on his sister Sophy there to work for John) returned from thence; and tells me that the Council which Mr. Mellen had called, could not get together yesterday, and embody, so soon, but that the Congregation of Chauxitt were together at their Meeting before them and Voted Mr. Mellen’s Dismission.

1774 November 17 (Thursday). I attended the Fast at Shrewsbury, South parish, on account of the Public Calamities. Mr. Sumner prayed, and Mr. Maccarty preached a.m. on Hos. 11.8.9. P.M. Mr. Maccarty prayed before my Sermon and I after. My Discourse was on Isaiah 63.9.10. May the Lord be graciously pleased to own and bless us! Hear the Prayers, accept the Humilliations, prosper the word delivered, and Smell a sweet Savour of Rest—that our Distresses may be removed! Returned home at Eve, and called at Mr. Ben Hows, and other Neighbours as I could.

1774 November 18 (Friday). Old Mr. Nathaniel Whitney dined with me. Our Conversation soon turned upon Bolton, and my (as he called it) withdrawing Communion with them. Mr. Elisha Goddard of Sutton, come from Boston, says that yesterday a Vessel from England brought News that there was a new Parliament. At Eve Deacon Wood here, and informs me that Mr. Whitney had been with him, asking him whether he would not go to Capt. Benjamin Fays this Eve, for there was to be a meeting there this Evening (though the Captain is Sick) to draw up and Sign Articles for a Church meeting; But Deacon chose to come to me. N.B. Mr. Whitney gave me no account of this meeting. I was much obliged to the Deacon for this Kindness and Friendliness. At Eve also came my Kinsman Mr. Alexander Oliver from Boston, who acquaints me that my Grand Daughter Coffin of Gloucester is Safely delivered; and Mother and Child in an hopeful way. To God most high be Glory and Praise. This is the first Great Grand Child I have been blessed with. May it be a great Blessing to its Age!

1774 November 19 (Saturday). My Kinsman Oliver returned to Brookfield. Sophy came home from Lancaster. Mr. Joseph White came with her and dined here. The News from thence is, that Mr. Harrington is in great Perplexity from the apprehensions that Some of the Members of Chauxit will offer them Selves to partake with them tomorrow at the Communion, when if they be not admitted a number will be offended, and if they are, Some will be like to withdraw. May the Lord Himself interpose! A 2d Letter from [Samuel?] Swift Esq.

1774 November 20 (Sunday). People did not come at ten. I went to meeting as Soon as there were any to begin with. Preached on Ps. 23.6. P.M. on Isa. 6.1,2. The said Mr. Joseph White and his Brother Josiah dined here. Read the Congress Proclamation and the Salem Petition for Contribution on behalf of the sufferers there by the late Fire.

1774 November 21 (Monday). Alex came early from home, to bring money he borrowed of Breck. Informs me that he has settled his agreement and Engagements to Southgate. Mr. Benjamin How came and plastered above my Mantle Iron etc. P.M. I rode to See a number of Afflicted Families, viz. Capt. B. Fay, confined by sickness; Ensign Fay and his wife who have lately been bereaved of their Brother Mr. Josiah Shattuck—Joseph Grout in his Languishment and prayed there. Returning home, called at Capt. Jonathan Fays to see Master Jenison. At Eve my son Baldwin came and lodged here.

1774 November 22 (Tuesday). Mr. Baldwin left us to go to the provincial Congress at Cambridge. At Eve Mr. Forbes came, and lodged here. He has met with peculiar Difficultys at Brookfield Since he left us last, but through divine Goodness, has escaped Extremitys that were threatned.

1774 November 23 (Wednesday). Mr. F. Setts out for Cape Ann. Breck to Boston. I rode over on Mr. Newtons Horse, to Northborough Lecture. Preached on Ps. 23.6. Few at Meeting. Visit Rev. Mr. Patten at Mrs. Martyns, riding for his Health—but is far gone in a Consumption. Visit old Mrs. Kelly at Beetons.

1774 November 24 (Thursday). Deacon Wood and Neighbour Newton Killed a Cow which I bought of my son Baldwin. They dined here: as did Mr. Caleb Rice of Marlborough. Read Extracts from general Congress.

1774 November 25 (Friday). A tedious Day—not only abroad, but the storm beats into the House. Yet through the Goodness of God we have many Comforts. May God grant His Grace to improve them!

1774 November 26 (Saturday). Lt. Baker was here with an Account from Mr. Asa Hill. He takes Opportunity to talk of the people’s Conduct towards me, and he professes his Sorrow for it, etc. We discourse also of Church Government, of the Conventions Observations etc. At Eve Breck returns from Boston. He brings me a Volume of Ordination sermons bound by Mr. A. Barclay, at 15/ old tenor.

1774 November 27 (Sunday). Went to meeting Somewhat after 10. Very few were there, only one man (I think) Mr. Phinehas Hardy, in the Seats below, and a Small Number besides. Preached on Ps. 110.3. P.M. From Jer. 46.10, former part, but went on with sermon on Isa. 61.2, page 37, 38, 39, and p. 91, 92 of sermon on Luk. 13.25 and onward. On God alone the Success depends. May my own soul be profited and all the Audience! Suse Brigham at Dinner and tarrys over Night.

1774 November 28 (Monday). She works here for the Girls. Read in Mr. Philips of Andover’s excellent Discourses on Joh. 5.40 and on Joh. 6.44. N.B. Mr. Daniel Warrin and Mr. Ben How here to set to rights a Misunderstanding of words, said by Mr. Warrin to have been spoke by me about the year 1753 or 4. And I hope we got it over. P.M. Training of the Company of Minute Men, and Capt. Morse’s Company.

1774 November 29 (Tuesday). Ezra Bellows came to request me to marry him to Ruth Harrington. I made a Visit to Miss Sarah Gale who languishes under an Astmatick Cough and other Disorders. Instructed and prayed with her. Dined at Mr. Gales. Dr. Ball also there. Heard that Lieut. Bruce was near his End. Turned my Course from going either to Marlborough or Southborough as I designed and went to Lt. Bruce’s. He was low, but calm—said but little, but answered as if he was in Hope concerning his state. Prayed with him, and took final Leave. At home, Capt. Ezra Wood of [Upton?] here.

1774 November 30 (Wednesday). Engaged in my preparations. Also wrote to my Rev. Brother Grindal Rawson of East-Haddam. Another Month finishes. May a gracious God impress my Soul with the swift flight of time, and the necessity of improving it to the best Purpose!

1774 December 1 (Thursday). Miss Suse Brigham here still. Mr. Daniel Forbes here and brings a Paper signed by Eleven Church Members to request a Church-Meeting to bear Testimony against the “Considerations of the Convention last Year, and against private Combinations and Signing Papers against a neighbouring Church etc.” (meaning I suppose what Our Association did with respect to Bolton Brethren when they had run to Exremitys in their Contentions). But Mr. Forbes said they had no Design to raise up any Contention, nor prevent the appointment of the Communion. At Eve Ezra Bellows and Ruth Harrington were married. Master Waters and Master May were present. These latter lodge here.

1774 December 2 (Friday). Mr. Nathaniel Whitney here. He judges it best to defer the Petition (to which he was the first signer) till after Thanksgiving. Suse Brigham goes home. Master May Sups and lodges here. Lieut. Bruce dies about 2 o’Clock p.m. He was nigh 81. Was born Nov. 27 O.S. 1693.

1774 December 3 (Saturday). Mr. Artemas Bruce here, to acquaint me with his Aged Fathers Death, and Desire that I would attend the Funeral next Monday at 12 o’Clock. Mr. Hutchinson going to preach at Carlisle, calls and dines. Mr. Isaac Adams also dines here.

1774 December 4 (Sunday). Preached a.m. on Joh. V.40. Which may God succeed! Master Jenison, and Maynard (of Framingham, an undergraduate), School-Master at Warrin-school House, dined here. P.M. on Occasion of Lt. Bruce’s Death, I delivered an Exercise collected from divers parts of Sermon on James 5.9, but read therewith v. 8, as being Similar to it. May I be duely affected with it, and prepare for the Coming of the Lord!

1774 December 5 (Monday). Attended the Funeral of Lieut. Bruce. His Widow is bowed down with Infirmitys, being 7 years older than her late Husband.

1774 December 6 (Tuesday). The Soldiers have a Meeting at Capt. Edmund Brighams. John Parkman from Lancaster at Evening.

1774 December 7 (Wednesday). Mr. Sumner preached my Lecture on Act 4.12, those words, “Neither is there Salvation in any Other.” May God grant Success! Consult Mr. Sumner with regard to the Petition which I lately received. He thinks that as soon as they are informed in true State of Things they will not insist. N.B. John returned to Lancaster a.m.

1774 December 8 (Thursday). Sermonizing. At Eve, by request, went to Deacon Bonds and marryed his Daughter Lucy to Timothy Parker. I supped there. N.B. I called to see old Mr. Warrin and his Wife, who are under very great Infirmities, but as to the woman, not greater, ‘tis thought, than She has been Exercised by for some Years.

1774 December 9 (Friday). Sermon—and my mind and Heart much impressed with the most important Things. May the Lord graciously Support me and direct me!

1774 December 10 (Saturday). Neighbour Keenes in Difficulty by Reason of the Illness of his Wife. Mrs. Lucy Sever, wife of Moses Sever, is here in Tears; and protests her Innocence as to her Husbands Stealing, whether the Cosset, or any thing else.

1774 December 11 (Sunday). I have spent my time so much on my forenoon preparations it provided Sufficient for two Exercises, but I could not divide it; and therefore delivered the whole in one. It was on Mat. 26.35. Administered the Lords Supper. May God graciously accept us, manifest Himself to us, and raise up in us a grateful Sense of His Goodness! May He also guard us against self-Confidence, arm us with Vigilance, and keep us in the Hour of Temptation! Mrs. Maynard, Mrs. Sever, and Miss Suse Brigham dined here. P.M. Delivered my sermon on Prov. 23.5. May it Serve to wean my Heart from this transitory world!

1774 December 12 (Monday). My Son Baldwin from the Congress (which was dissolved on the 10th) and lodges here.

1774 December 13 (Tuesday). Settle with him as to his fat Cow at 17d, Hide, Beef and Tallow. Pay him 4 Dollars and 9£ 10/ on Watsons Note, which I delivered to him to carry to Alexander and he leaves us for Brookfield. Joshua Hemingway from Mr. Cushings, came, dined and p.m. left us. Am engaged from Day to Day in My preparations. Dr. Hawes delivered to [me] a paper from the Congress to be read Publickly. The first part contains their Recommendation of Contribution for the poor of Boston and Charlestown; The second part was a Letter to me to recommend to my people Complyance with the Resolves of the general Congress.

1774 December 14 (Wednesday). Closely engaged in my preparations for the Solemnity approching.

1774 December 15 (Thursday). Thanksgiving. Preached on Isa. 64.5, in the Close of which I gave some vindication of my self as to my Conduct about the public State, with which the people have seemed to be offended. Read what I had received from the Congress, and added my Enforcements as is Requested of me therein. At Eve Mr. Spring and his Wife here. I rode over to Mr. Seth Morse’s and marryed him and Miss Lydia Belknap. Supped there. He gave me an half Guinea for my Service therein.

1774 December 16 (Friday). Visited old Mrs. Sarah Forbush who has a bad Cancer in her side, and a terrible sore in her Foot. P.M. by Request of Lt. Thomas Bond rode over to dine at his House. The Company of Minute Men trained and were entertained there.

1774 December 17 (Saturday). Read Cotton on the Keyes etc.

1774 December 18 (Sunday). Having Sent a Letter to Mr. Whitney to change, I rode to Northborough. Mr. Whitney did not receive it, but was gone to Worcester, that Mr. Maccarty might go to Brookfield for Mr. Forbes (who is still at Gloucester). Mr. Edward Brooks of Medford was to preach at Northborough, but he supplyed my Pulpit. I preached at Northborough on Judg. 10,6,7,9,10,16 a. and p.m. Lodged at Mr. Whitneys with Mr. Brooks. His Text here was Ps. 112.4, former part. N.B. Mr. [Potter?] and his Wife are gone to his Fathers at Roxbury, by the help of Some of his Relations.

1774 December 19 (Monday). Went to Mr. Samuel Allens. Dined at Capt. Maynards and called to see Mrs. Kelly at Beetons. Return home in safety—Thanks to God.

1774 December 20 (Tuesday). So Cold I could not visit old Mrs. Woods as I desired. My good Brother Stone made me a very Seasonable, Supporting Visit. Dined here etc. He brought the Chauxit Result. Read part of what he delivered on Thanksgiving. Mr. Thomas Twitchel pays me 45£ old Tenor. Miss Abigail Woods, a Tayloress (Daughter of Solomon deceased), works for Breck; making Cloths for him, but diets and lodges here.

1774 December 21 (Wednesday). A very cold time. I am obliged to keep House. Read Cotton of the Keyes. Breck goes to Lancaster.

1774 December 22 (Thursday). Am much engaged in my preparations. Am concerned about Breck who does not come home till night, it being difficult Weather, and the night dark—till at length he came with his Mare in his Hand, Strangely and Suddenly distempered. Has been obliged to Send Nehemiah Maynard to Mr. Job Carly’s—but he did not come.

1774 December 23 (Friday). Elias goes to hasten Mr. Carly. He came, dined. We killed a large Sow, and Mr. Carly uses it as a Medicine against the Mares Disorders. He designs also to give her Oyl of Turpentine. These being good Remedys against the Botts. He leads the Mare to his House beyond Northborough.

1774 December 24 (Saturday). My mind much exercised about appointing a Church Meeting—but several Things obstruct my doing it, viz. Mrs. Rice, a principal party, Should be sent to; or spoke with that she might be apprized of it. The Town are also to have their Meeting; and yet our Church meeting should not be deferred much further.

1774 December 25 (Sunday). A.M. on Ps. 89.47. P.M. on Joh. 5.40. Cousen Davis, and Miss Molly Badcock dined here. N.B. at noon I spoke with Mr. Daniel Forbes about the Church Meeting—and the difficulty attending my conferring with the Church to day, by reason of the weather (it being rainy etc.). He answered me that there was no hurry. I replyed, that then the Signers could not blame me for still deferring it. He answered again, “O, no.” I asked him to come to see me. He said he would. Mrs. Sarah Forbush grows worse.

1774 December 26 (Monday). Could not visit old Mrs. Forb. by reason of the storm. I was closely engaged in my studys and Devotions, as the times are very dark and difficult in Church as well as state. The Lord pity us!

1774 December 27 (Tuesday). Mr. Smith kindly visited me, under my Anxietys. He dined here, as did Mr. Benjamin Willard, Clock-Maker. P.M. Mr. Edwards Whipple and Master Waters, who tells me he lives at Mr. Fish’s. Sophy and Hannah went over to visit Mrs. Davis, Fessenden etc.

1774 December 28 (Wednesday). Jejun. and Prec. May god graciously pardon and accept, through Jesus Christ!

1774 December 29 (Thursday). The Snow is so very deep that one Hezekiah Haden with two strong Teams going to Boston was stopt at Deacon Woods, and cant get along with his Loads. A Number of Neighbours come with their Teams to his help and break the way with great Difficulty. Elias goes with my Oxen as far as Andrews’s. Deacon Wood was in here, acquaints me with Capt. Brighams uneasiness with me that I don’t appoint a Church Meeting—whereas we cannot be ready as yet for one.

1774 December 30 (Friday). Town-Meeting to See whether the Town will accept of the Association of the Continental Congress; and how far they would comply with the Resolves, Address etc. of the Provincial—and choose one or more persons to represent them at the Congress proposed to meet at Cambridge next February. I took this Opportunity to Send a Paper to the Town (Since I could not bear the Cold so well as to attend there my Self, as I wanted to), Signifying my Concurrence etc. and endeavouring thereby to remove mis-understandings concerning Me, who am heartily Set against Despotism and Oppression etc. N.B. Mr. Daniel Forbes is here, and is smooth; is Satisfyed with what I do about the Church Meeting. But at Evening Messrs. Eli Whitney and Jos[ep?]h Harrington were here contesting and disputing with me, though Such an Evening as I could not Spare, and I told them I was not willing to maintain any Controversie with them about Church Government. They insisted to know whether I held that the Pastor had a Negative upon the Brethren. Upon which I told them I never had exercised, for I never had Occasion in all these Years to exercise that Power. They Said they Should be offended with me if I held that a minister had it. Upon which I Shewed them Dr. Cotton Mathers Magnalia—the 30 Cases by 17 Ministers at College Library, Venerable Higginson and Hubbards Testimony; Mr. Wise’s Book on Church Government etc. besides these, the Platform. They acknowleged the old Books—for I handed down Mr. Cotton of the Keyes, old Dr. Mathers First Principles—Order of the Gospel etc. etc. etc. But say these Brethren, “mayn’t they Err?” Why, yes (I answered): but they might see what Strength we had for our Defence etc. etc. May the Lord sanctifie these altercations, and prepare me for His holy will!

1774 December 31 (Saturday). So deep and drifted is the Snow that Hezekiah Haden, with 10 Cattle in his two Teams, and though helped by neighbours as he trys to pass the Roads, that he gets no further towards Boston than Dr. Parkers in Southborough, he returns back. Through the Long-suffering of God I am brought to the Close of another Year. The Occurrences of it have been very remarkable: Especially by the Changes in the Civil Government—Governor Hutchinson gone to England, Governor Gage in his Room. The General Court is moved to Salem, which is made the chief Seat of Government. The Counsellors made by Mandamus. General Court soon dissolved. The Company of Cadets resign and are disbanded: Boston port blocked up by men of War: the Common, the Neck, and Fort-Hill have 5 Regiments. The Continental Congress, and the Provincial meet, one at Philadelphia Sept. 5, the other Concord and Cambridge. The Towns in Confusion by Reason that the Superior and Inferior Courts cease. Mobs and Riots; Whigs and Torys—as if our Happiness were nigh to an End! O God save us!