Diary of Ebenezer Parkman, 1726

1726 January 1 (Saturday). Besides my making my preparations for the approaching Sabbath, I have little to remark concerning this Day, as it looks as if very many kindred and most of my Dayes have rolled away without anything worth noting upon them. Some are left Blank because of the Confusion I am put into by Diem perdidi; or because with all my Desire to Improve my time, I prove but of little importance either to Myself, or anyone Else. I had through the whole of this Day crowds of imperfect Reflections upon the Consumption of Time and the misimprovement of my Talents. Late in the Evening when I had finished my Sermons, as my manner has often been to look into Myself and view the State of my Heart, that I may be in some Measure prepar’d for the Holy time and solemn Employments coming on; at this Season, I say, my Thoughts run more free from those Confusions and interruptions just mentioned, than in the Day, but were chiefly engag’d upon my grievous Neglect of the Affairs and Concerns of my Soul and preparations for Eternity, and particularly upon my omission of this Method of keeping a journal (or Diary) so long as I have. And I regret that when I did make a Business of it, there was so much time and pain spent in Vanity. I fix’d a Resolution to prosecute other Aims and purposes, and to confine myself more severely and strictly to Studies of Grave and Serious Subjects, to Enquirys into my own Deportment, and to such observations on the Demeanour and Conduct of these as that thereby I may learn the most Suitable regular method of forming my own Thoughts and Actions.

1726 January 2 (Sunday). My Early Thoughts were upon the Revolutions of Time which will, none knows how soon with me, be swallowed up in Eternity, And upon the wondrous Grace of God in Continuing the Day and means of Salvation. Our Entertainments for this Day was raised from 1 Cor. 16.22. Mr. Nehemiah How1 and Mr. Joseph Wheeler2 din’d with us. The Evening Reflections were much the Same as Last Night.

1726 January 3 (Monday). I began, in a Serious Manner, with the abovesaid purpose of numbering my Dayes; and I beseach God to aid me by his Holy Spirit, that I may do it aright, and that I may apply my Heart to true Divine wisdom. And there is so much and more need of Dependence upon God, because I am very suspicious that without Such preternaturall power and assistance lent me, what through my wretched Inconstancy, Inadvertence and want of Resolution against which would interrupt the Affair, would either altogether Drop or loose its principal Design.

1726 January 4 (Tuesday). I went to Mr. Bakers,3 Captain Fay and to his Brothers. At the Captain’s we were much engag’d about the circumstances of my delivering my Quit Claim to Mr. Elmer’s4 Land to Captain Goddard,5 etc.

1726 January 5 (Wednesday). My Chief Concern lay with the 1 volume of the Occasional Papers and with Sir Matthew Hale’s Contemplations.

1726 January 6 (Thursday). Captain Fay (with his Team), Mr. Charles Rice,6 Mr. Miller,7 Mr. Grow,8 Mr. Baker, Mr. Campbel, Mr. Samuel Fay’s Son, and an hand from Rice, came to Cut and Sled wood for me.

1726 January 7, 8 (Friday, Saturday). Prepar’d for the Sabbath (that is with the Preparation made in the former part of the Week). I bought a Bearskin Muffler. Mr. Rice was with me about keeping his Man.

1726 January 9 (Sunday). A.M. Our Contemplations were on Job 28.28, and p.m. on John 17.3.

1726 January 10 (Monday). Neighbor Clark dress’d Flax for me, and his Son thrash’d Oats. Mr. Rice brought his Mare to my Stable. Mr. Whood sent me a Peacock and Peahen.

1726 January 11 (Tuesday). I rectified Sundry of my Accounts.

1726 January 12 (Wednesday). A Spaniard, Oko Smiths, of Valencia came and offered himself to my Service. In the Evening I rode abroad to Captain Byles9 who Complain’d much of Pains and Lameness. I pay’d him for four Barrells and a powdering Tub made for me. Thence I rode to Neighbor Brighams10 Whose Son and Daughter were ill. N.B. This Morning my Peacock dy’d.

1726 January 13 (Thursday). Hannah Warren11 had my Man [sic in Walett—should it be Mare?] to go to Boston.

1726 January 14, 15 (Friday, Saturday). Prepar’d for the Sabbath.

1726 January 16 (Sunday). I preach’d upon Col. 3.2. I observ’d a general delinquency in our people in coming to meeting, through which I am oblig’d to wait near half an hour or altogether, as it has Sometimes prov’d before I could begin the Exercises of Evening.

1726 January 17 (Monday). Last night was Exceeding Cold. This Morning One of my Summer Piggs I perceived was frozen to Death. Mr. Barrett12 came to see us, and with Heavy Tidings of my Fathers being so very ill that my Brother by him sent me this word, that there was Ground to fear My Father would never go abroad again; and therefore it was much desir’d I would immediately go down. Hereupon I went first to Mr. David Maynards and then to Mr. Pratts13 for an Horse, mine being not yet returned, but I succeeded not till Eleazer Pratt14 went to Mr. David Goodno’s and Obtained His. My Walking so far in the Cold, together with my Troubles and fears, and the Worries of my Mind, were such that I felt very uncomfortable, and I had an Uneasy Night, a bad Cold and grievous Head ach. And a Tedious Journey at this Season in Prospect, Besides the Melancholly Expectations of what I was altogether unprepar’d for.

1726 January 18 (Tuesday). Three quarters after nine in the Morning, I mounted from home upon a very poor dull Horse, which was another Affliction to meet [to me at?] this time. At Mr. David Hows15 I saw Mr. McKinstry16 of Sutton with his friend Briton. Very Snowy. In Weston I met my own Beast and it much rejoic’d me to Change. I got to Father Champney’s17 in good Season to have gone to Boston, But the Storm was so violent, the wind very high and no less Cold, and very Slippery Riding, Besides that I was so tired and faint that I was necessitated to tarry all night here, though my Resolution had been very Strong to have seen my Father if alive before I left. Father Champney was very melancholy and Dejected, a great Alteration from a few Months ago.

1726 January 19 (Wednesday). I got into Boston before noon, and joyfull to tell, my Father I saw Sitting up and in some Hopefull Way. Soli Deo Omnipotenti Gratias ago maximas qui hodienas preces matutinas audiebat et a tanta miseria et Calamitate quanta involutus fui Eiexit. I visited Mr. Thatcher in the Evening. Mr. Webb18 came in, and the Conversation turned upon the Kingdom of Christ, the calling of the Jew, etc. I observ’d Mrs. Thatcher19 to discourse with a great deal of pertinence and Solidity as well as Zeal upon the Side of the millenists. By and by Madame rose up and to Mr. Webb we’ll go if you please Sir from the Jews to Spanish and Polish at which game [?] they play’d till near nine when I left them and went to Captain Boyse’s20 to see Cousin Dorcas Bowes. He was presently very Earnest about the Late Transactions at the wedding of Miss Sarah Champney21 to John Lowell,22 who were married the 23 of Last Month. To Day Mr. Lowell ordained at Newbury.

1726 January 20 (Thursday). Mr. Gee23 preach’d the publick Lecture on Psalm 122. I went in the Afternoon to Mr. Lewis’s to see Mrs. Edward’s, but she herself was so ill with a broken Breast, and her son was apprehended to be dying, that therefore I could not see her. Captain Storey24 convers’d with me about his Sons living with me. His words were these about the Conditions of our Discourse. ‘Take the Lad, Sir, Till about May, when I expect to return from Sea, but if it please God to prevent me, if you like the Boy keep him till he is 15 or 16 years old, when I would have him to put to apprentice. All I Desire is that you keep him warm, and feed him Suitably. Instruct him Christianity. My main Expectation and hope is that you’ll give him Education proper to such an One. Let him Serve you as he is able, impose not on him those heavy burthens that will either Cripple him or Spoil his Growth. But in all regards I am willing he should Serve you to his Utmost. Upon my Consenting to this he said he has no Hatt. Let him have one of yours, and if it should so happen that he doth not remain with you I’ll pay for it.’ Upon all which I got him a Hatt at my Brothers and took him with Me at the Entrance of the Evening. It was very Cold and for the Sake of the Boy I was forc’d to call in twice by the way to Cambridge. We got up to Father Champney’s in good Season, but very Cold.

1726 January 21 (Friday). It was near Eleven before I could Mount for home. I Stopp’d and Din’d at Captain Brintnalls,25 and got home before Day Light in. Engag’d in My Preparations for the Sabbath, which were now to Begin.

1726 January 22 (Saturday). I was bound very Strict to my Study, and very little time for Reflections or Meditations.

1726 January 23 (Sunday). I finish’d my Sermons before meeting time which were a further prosecution of my Thoughts upon Col. 3.2. It was a very Extreme Cold Day, Especially the forenoon. Captain Fay din’d with me.

1726 January 24 (Monday). I visited Mr. Thomas Newton26 who had been ill some time. I am thankfull to Mr. Pratt who came to my Family to assist them in my Absence, and to see what might be done for their Comfort, and today came himself and went to Mill for me. Much foul weather, frequent Snows.

1726 January 25 (Tuesday). In the Evening I was full of Reflections upon my Negligence and in Trouble upon that account. The Circumstances of my Family are such that I can’t avoid innumerable interruptions and impediments as it has prov’d all this winter, that I have been much obstructed in my Studies. I pay’d Mr. Goodeno 15 shillings for Labour in last Hay time.

1726 January 26 (Wednesday). I visited Mr. Jonathan Howard27 who has been ill. His Mother likewise was Some little time agoe much afflicted with a Tumor in her Throat. Returning I call’d in at Mr. Eager’s28 and supp’d there.

1726 January 27, 28, 29 (Thursday, Friday, Saturday). My Time was these Dayes taken up with Enquiries into my Subject for Next Lords Daye’s Sermons and preparing them.

1726 January 30 (Sunday). Our Text was Heb. 10.25. Forenoon particularly was very Stormy and a great deal of Snow fell.

1726 January 31 (Monday). In the Evening I went down to see Lieutenant Forbush29 who yet remains in Sad Circumstances and much pained. I Entertained My Self with St. Augustine of the City of God with the Notes of Ludovicus Dives. This Book to my Conceiving is of Superiour Value and usefullness.

1726 February 1 (Tuesday). A Clear Day, except the first part of it, but the wind very high and blew the Snow about very much, Especially towards and in the Evening Exceeding Vehement and Cold. I read likewise the account given of Madame De Maintenon by the Guardian.

1726 February 2 (Wednesday). This morning was bitter Cold. We have hitherto had a very Severe Winter as we have Scarcely had for many Years. I began my preparations for the Sabbath. I read the notes of Rescomen on Horace in part.

1726 February 3, 4, 5 (Thursday, Friday, Saturday). I was Employ’d upon my Subject consulting Dr. Merlock, Mr. Charnock,30 etc.

1726 February 6 (Sunday). I preach’d on Heb. 10.25. In the morning I was put into great confusion and astonishment while Engag’d in the first prayer, to Such a Degree that it was with much difficulty that I proceeded, for I Entered upon the Sacred Employment with trembling and fear from the meditations I had all the morning upon my unworthyness and Sinfullness, my Slothfullness, negligence and unprofitableness in the most Exalted Trust and with Some of the highest Advantages. And the lively apprehension hereof so fill’d and possess’d my mind in the Holy Exercises that I could Scarce regard anything besides. I consider it as a righteous Castigation of God for my unfaithfullness to him in the great work to which he has called me, and I would humble myself before him and Implore his pardon through the Blood of Christ, and his grace to quicken and assist me. Both at noon and at night I Sadly reflected hereupon and offered prayers to God for Reconciliation and mercy.

1726 February 7 (Monday). Neighbor Clark31 related the management of the Church of Stow in the Case of Richard Temple, a Member thereof. We got out a parcell of grain that was so full of Tares it was Scarce fit for use.

1726 February 8 (Tuesday). I was abroad at Mr. Oliver Wards and reckoned household with him. In the Evening Mr. Thurston32 and his wife were here till it was Late. We reckoned etc.

1726 February 9 (Wednesday). I was at Mr. John Maynards33 about noon. In the first of the Evening came Mr. McKinstry of Sutton and Mr. Walker,34 one of his parish and they lodged with us.

1726 February 10, 11, 12 (Thursday, Friday, Saturday). I was chiefly taken up with my Sermons. Very pleasant weather because thawing.

1726 February 13 (Sunday). I again preach’d on Heb. 10.25.

1726 February 14 (Monday). I rode to Marlborough to Mr. Brecks.35 We walk’d to Mr. Woods.36 I paid up my account with Mr. Woods. We went into Mr. Amsdens37 and Mr. Thomas38 came in. My Full purpose was to return home, but Mr. Breck was so very Urgent with me, Since I had not been there for the Space of 3 months, that I tarried there all night.

1726 February 15 (Tuesday). After Dinner Mr. Breck appointed to go to his Daughters with me. I went to Mr. Edward Rice’s39 Shop and there, taking leave of Mr. Breck, I rode to Williams’s40 To see Mrs. Williams,41 it being the first of my being in Town Since she was married. Returning home I call’d at Captain Wards42 to warm me it being Cold and to spend a Little time in Conversation with the Captain but he had taken a fortnight ride into Connecticut.

1726 February 16 (Wednesday). I read Dr. Mathers Directions to a Candidate of the Ministry which pleased me very much.

1726 February 17 (Thursday). I read Ned. Wards Trips to New England and Jamaica, p.m. The Evening I Enter’d upon my Sermons on which the reading Mr. Watts43 Guide to prayer Employ’d the 18th and 19th Dayes.

1726 February 20 (Sunday). I preach’d upon Gen. 12.8.

1726 February 21, 22, 23 (Monday, Tuesday, Wednesday). I was oblig’d to Strict attention and Study. I sent Mr. Ward to Mr. Barretts but he was from Home, and therefore no Dependence to be had upon him.

1726 February 24 (Thursday). We had a Lecture upon 2 Cor. 5.17.

1726 February 25, 26 (Friday, Saturday). I us’d utmost Diligence to prepare myself for the Approaching Solemnity, yet I was somewhat put to it to finish before I went to Bed on Saturday Night.

1726 February 27 (Sunday). It was very Stormy and Consequently few Communicants to be Expected and ‘Twas not without much Difficulty that my Wife surmounted the Wind and Snow. But I hope we all had much Reason to rejoice in the presence of God that we Enjoy’d at the Holy Supper of the Lord, which I administered, having preach’d upon Psalm 84.1. In the Afternoon I again Discours’d on Gen. 12.8. Our Exercises were very short.

1726 February 28 (Monday). I rode as far as Mr. Warrins and Mr. Amsdens. Mr. Amsden, upon Occasion of his Horse and a great number in the Neighborhood besides, and in every Town about us, gave out various Reflections upon the Sad Mortality and Destruction of Horses; and the sore visitations in the Extream scarcity of Corn and Hay at this Juncture, through which Multitudes are sorely Distress’d.

1726 March 1 (Tuesday). Mrs. Whood and her Son with a Sled came and fetch’d away their Hay out of my Barn.

1726 March 2 (Wednesday). Mr. Cushing came to see us, and Mr. Woods of Marlborough was here at the same time. A Swine (given us by Mr. Holloway44) kill’d for us by Neighbor Clark and David Maynard. Mr. Cushing Lodg’d here. He gave us an account of Mr. Elmer and his Enfield People, etc.

1726 March 4 (Friday). He Returned Home. I in part prepar’d a Sermon.

1726 March 5 (Saturday). I went on with my preparation till Noon, when I rode to Shrewsbury, and Mr. Cushing rode back my Horse to Westborough.

1726 March 6 (Sunday). I preach’d at Shrewsbury upon John 12.26 a.m. and p.m. Captain Keyes45 over to see Me.

1726 March 7 (Monday). Mr. Cushing came in the morning to Me. We went over to Mr. Keyes’s, where we had a strange Report about Mr. Breck’s going to Merchant Wood’s. Old Mr. Joslin46 of Marlborough, a very grave and good man buried there. I wrote to Boston by Lieutenant Leonard47 of Worcester. I return’d home.

1726 March 8 (Tuesday). Mr. Williams of Marlborough here to ask me to preach Mr. Brecks Lecture next Thursday.

1726 March 9 (Wednesday). I went to Captain Byle’s and to Mr. Brighams to see his dau’ter in Law who continues Sick. At her Desire I pray’d with her. Mr. Brigham came home with me to prune my Trees. I went over to Neighbor Pratts to the Raising of his Barn.

1726 March 10 (Thursday). This morning, though not very good weather, I went to Marlborough to Lecture, But Mr. Cushing both pray’d and preach’d notwithstanding I was sent to, for I was not very well and I was glad I could persuade him. His Text was Mat. 11.12. We went down to Mr. Woods and it became very Stormy and rain’d hard. Mr. Thomas was with us with many of his diverting amusements and adventures in London. Mr. Woods presented me a Girdle. Mr. Cushing Lodg’d with me at Mr. Brecks.

1726 March 11 (Friday). Captain Brigham48 came in and gave us all an Invitation to Dinner with his Troop the last Tuesday of this Month. When we had din’d we left Mr. Brecks. I return’d home by way of Deacon Rices.49 It was most Tedious Riding by the breaking in of the Horse. We were run into some Difficulty about going to Mill through it being So long Stormy. But William Clark on the 12th went for us. Neighbor Clark brought Three Cows and Mr. Oliver Ward an Horse to my Barn.

1726 March 13 (Sunday). My Text this Day was Math. 6.6.

1726 March 14, 15 (Monday, Tuesday). There is Need of again and again Remarking the Extream Difficulty and Distresses of People For themselves and their Beasts for want of Both Corn and Hay.

1726 March 16 (Wednesday). I was abroad at Mr. Increase Wards, Captain Fays,50 etc., about my Spring Business, to hire Labourers, and make Enquiry after a Man to Live with me.

1726 March 17, 18, 19 (Thursday, Friday, Saturday). I further pursu’d my Subject of Secret worship and accordingly

1726 March 20 (Sunday). I preach’d on the same Text as Last Sabbath. Jason Badcock an illegitimate born Child presented by Mr. Joseph Wheeler was Baptiz’d. That I might warrant this practice by Suitable Defence thereof I consulted our gravest New England Divines, Increase Mather, etc., First, and then Foreign most Judicious as van Mastericht (as well as those of our own Nation) Ames, etc.

1726 March 21, 22, 23 (Monday, Tuesday, Wednesday). I made it my Business to Enquire into the State of the Land and to Study the Causes of the Divine Judgement and what God is Demanding of Us by his Severe hands upon us. It is a Distresing time. Multitudes under heavy Sufferings for want of Hay for their Creatures.

1726 March 24 (Thursday). A Publick Fast. My Text was Jas. 12.4, a.m. and p.m. I Labour’d hard. When Exercises were over my mind was possess’d with it that God would be favourable to us this Year Ensuing.

1726 March 25, 26 (Friday, Saturday). Very Strictly Engag’d in my Preparations.

1726 March 27 (Sunday). I preach’d upon Ps. 25.11.

1726 March 28 (Monday). About This Time Neighbor Green51 was urgent with me to sell him part of my Land.

1726 March 29 (Tuesday). Mr. Rice Sundry Times visited me upon account of his Mare. Mr. John Pratt with me about my Meadows, etc.

1726 March 30 (Wednesday). No whither can one turn but the Calamity of the times are felt, Everyone Complaining and Lamenting. My Neighbor Clark though a foreigner I could not but Commiserate, and I actually did put forth Myself to my utmost to succour him Every Way, By Grain, Hay, keeping Creatures, Money, etc. O Miserere Deus! Corn was Sold at Oxford for 8 shillings per Bushel, and in other places.

1726 March 31 (Thursday). I rode down to Captain Wards to Engage Robert Henry to Live with me and I did so and Silence Bartlet, one for 23 t’other for 8 pounds per Year.

1726 April 1 (Friday). William Wilson of Concord, a poor Shiftless man Lodg’d with us Last night, and about the same time Simon Tainter52 (who had been with me some time agoe) was with Me in a very Heavenly and Devout Time, Conversing of his State and preparations for his admittance into the Communion. I was upon My Preparations as also the 2nd Day.

1726 April 3 (Sunday). I preach’d upon the Same Text as last Sabbath, Ps. 25.11. John Whood of Hopkinton at Dinner with us. He rode home his Horse which I had had to keep.

1726 April 4 (Monday). One of Mr. Ward’s Cows went home. What man would not think it worth Noting that [he] has Seen the mighty Contests and Brawlings that are often made about the most inconsiderable things of this kind, and the Reflections cast upon the honesty and uprightness of those of Sacred Character (because they ought to be Examples to observe), if there is not a peculiar preciseness and Exactness in making up the minutest part of an account.

1726 April 5 (Tuesday). Silence Bartlet came to Live with us. Two of Neighbor Clarks Cows went away. My Hay growing very short, or my Tenderness towards this man would not have suffer’d me to Send them away.

1726 April 7 (Thursday). Mr. Rice’s Mare went away after Lecture. I preach’d this Day on 2 Cor. 1.12. I very Eagerly expected Mr. Barrett,53 having sent to him in good Season, but (as it has happened these Three Times with him) I was disappointed.

1726 April 8 (Friday). Another of Mr. Wards Cows was Sent home.

1726 April 9 (Saturday). This Day the Last of Mr. Wards Cows and his Horse went away. N.B. The 5th and 6th Neighbor Clark and his Son ploughed (with my Mare and Mr. Wards Horse) my Stubble, and the 8^th and 9th Neighbor Clark with my Boy went on (as aforesaid) in ploughing and sowing of Wheat and Rye and Barley.

1726 April 10 (Sunday). This Day was our sacrament. I preach’d upon Lamt. and 2 Cor. 1.12. I have great Reason to express all gratitude to God for his presence with me, inasmuch as I trust I had much of the presence and spirit of God with me.

1726 April 11 (Monday). Robert Henry came to live with me. Neighbor Clark Sow’d My Oats, and Some Peas. William Clark Harrow’d till Eleven o’Clock and then Robert took the Work.

1726 April 12 (Tuesday). I rode down to Association at Marlborough. Present, Mr. Swift,54 Mr. Breck, Mr. Prentice,55 Mr. Loring,56 Mr. McKinstry,57 Mr. Cushing,58 Mr. Gardner,59 Mr. Cook,60 Mr. Barrett, Mr. Burr61 and myself. Mr. Swift opened the Association with prayer, and Mr. Thomas McKinstry62 proposed a Matter between himself and one of his parish, in which he requested our Sentiments and advice concerning the best Manner of Managing it. He had preach’d a Sermon from these words in Eph. 5.20: “Giving Thanks alwayes for all things unto God and the Father in the name of our Lord Jesus Christ.” In which Sermon he maintained that we ought to give Thanks to God not only for Prosperous but Even Adverse Dispensations. One Putnam (and Sundry others Combining) had been Set Against, and Still manifested uneasiness at Such Doctrine and this man was Resolute to make a stir about it. He had alwayes been Discontented with Mr. McKinstry but now Charges him as inorthodox. We therefore wrote a brief Declaration according to Mr. McKinstrys Request in This Wise.

Application being made to us the Subscribers, conven’d at Marlborough April 12, 1726, by the Reverend Mr. John McKinstry, Setting forth that he had delivered certain Doctrine as follows, viz., that the Children of God ought to give thanks to God at all Times for all his Providence to us, Whether they be prosperous or Afflictive, and the Doctrine was Dissatisfactory to some of his Brethren. Our Opinion hereupon being Desired we freely Declare that we judge said Doctrine to be agreeable to the Sacred Scriptures and Sentiments of the most Judicious Expositions of Orthodox Divines. Sign’d by Ebenezer Parkman, John Swift, Robert Breck, John Prentice, Israel Loring, Job Cushing, John Gardner, William Cook. Having din’d, Mr. Axtil63 of Marlborough Desir’d advice of the Association in his Case, who for irregular Behaviour and Discourse with respect to one Tabitha Rice64 (who had laid a Child to his son), and the Church, likewise in Managing the Affair, was suspended. But his Infirmity of understanding rendered him incapable of the plainest Counsell and Direction which from Everyone given him. Mr. Cook also Proposed a Cause between Two of his Parish who were uneasy with one another in a Bargain they had made about some Land. But some other Business Engaging me I took little notice of it, Seeing it was not in my Power to advantage it any manner of way.

Association Breaking up, I rode with Mr. Barrett as far as Mr. Eagers65 of the Town where my Horse broke, but Lighting upon Mr. McCollisters66 Son upon a Horse I rode home. My Beast was Safe at my own Barn. Brothers Champney67 and Hicks68 were to see us.

1726 April 13 (Wednesday). Our Brethren went to Hopkinton and so home. Neighbor Green Bought part of the South Side of my Land. In the Evening we gave writings.

1726 April 14 (Thursday). Mr. Barrett came to see us.

1726 April 15, 16 (Friday, Saturday). Gloomy Weather for the Season. We had Cold Storms for most of the week.

1726 April 17 (Sunday). I preach’d upon 2 Cor. 1.12 and Ps. 25.15. I was Extreamly Tired in my Body so that I could not only not keep off the Bed but Scarce lye on it.

1726 April 18 (Monday). Neighbor Clark had my Beast to plough for him.

1726 April 19 (Tuesday). Neighbor Clark’s last Cows went home.

1726 April 20 (Wednesday). I heard of Severall more Creatures Dead.

1726 April 21 (Thursday). Neighbor Green paid me forty pounds upon first bonds. Planted Apple Trees.

1726 April 22 (Friday). Bright, warm, after long Cold Rainy Weather.

1726 April 23 (Saturday). We were in a sad Commotion by the Hills being fir’d. Robert was Exceeding unfortunate to burn the Brush after long uneasiness through my fears of his persuasions. I gave him leave to set fire to the most Distant Heap and the last in the wind, but the Leaves were drie and the wind fresh so that it put us to great Labour to carry it. It burnt about 20 Rod of my fence and would have Consum’d without a period if I had not receiv’d Neighbor David Maynards Help, and been very Diligent my Self. But before Neighbor Maynard came, it raged to such a Degree that we grew so hot and faint as Severall times to give up and Robert69 Lay’d himself down in an Expiring posture, till quickened by a New Resolution. It got Lead upon the Fence before Help came. Through Divine favour we put a stop to it to our great Joy att about noon. It continued to burn indeed, but not to run and Spread. We were oblig’d to have an Eye over it continually, and I was not, many times, without fear of its catching again because Towards night there were great Gusts of Wind, Thunder and Lightning and very little if any Rain. This was the more terrible as happening in the middst of my Preparation for the Sabbath. But God was very Gracious.

1726 April 24 (Sunday). I preach’d upon James 1.21, both a. and p.m. I baptiz’d Josiah Newton’s70 Daughter Mary.71

1726 April 25 (Monday). I Catechized the Children at the Meetinghouse. Number above Twenty.

1726 April 26 (Tuesday). Mr. Ward came with his Cart and We Carted out 20 Load of Muck. I made up accounts with Mr. Ward.

1726 April 27 (Wednesday). Again Carted 12 Load of Muck.

1726 April 28 (Thursday). I rode down to Marlborough and preach’d the Lecture from Acts 16.24. After Lecture I paid Colonel How72 £3.10 for Beef I had of him and Mr. Wood 20£, which (with 10£ at one time and 20£ at another before) made up the 50£ which I borrowed of him last Year. I paid him the Interest also which was 1£ 25 Shillings. I made up with him also for Sundrys had in his Shop. Here was Mr. Thomas. Mr. Wood presented Me a Dozen of long Pipes, and Mr. Amsden presented Me a pair of Tobacco Tongs. It was between 10 and 11 when I got home. Bass and Shadd sent to us.

1726 April 29 (Friday). Rob was Employed about Setting up New Fence. But I was taken up with my Preparations for the Sabbath.

1726 April 30 (Saturday). Went on with my Compositions. Robert plough’d for Planting.

1726 May 1 (Sunday). I preach’d on James 1.21 a. and p.m. I receiv’d Asher Rice73 into our Communion. N.B. Captain Fay offer’d to Say Something concerning the Congregations tarrying to Such admissions, but having given Sufficient Notice in my Conversations of my whole Purpose and practice in these Regards I put a stop to him immediately and said no More.

1726 May 2 (Monday). I read Miscellaneously. Robert Plough’d part of the Day. Put up some Fence in 1st part.

1726 May 3 (Tuesday). Mr. Breck came to see me. Robert plough’d again till towards night, when (after I had been with Mr. Breck to Mr. S. Maynards) I rode with Mr. Breck to Shrewsbury where we lodg’d.

1726 May 4 (Wednesday). We walk’d to Mr. Cushing’s house and thence to Mr. Smith’s74 (who kept our Horses last night) where we [were] decently Entertained. We returned to Mr. Wards75 to Dinner after which Both Mr. Breck and Mr. Cushing rode with Me to My house at Westborough. They parted a little before night. Robert did somewhat more at ploughing this afternoon.

1726 May 5 (Thursday). Finished his Ploughing.

1726 May 6, 7 (Friday, Saturday). He planted Indian Corn, But I confined myself, and for want of Some inspection it was so furrow’d I could have been Glad to have had it to have done again.

1726 May 8 (Sunday). I preach’d upon James 1.21, a.m., and on Phil. 3.13, p.m. I baptized Neighbor Prat76 Junior his Daughter Betty.77

1726 May 9 (Monday). I rode (with my Wife) to See Mr. Thomas Newton78 for whom (and for the widow Record Ward79) Prayers were Yesterday publickly Desir’d. We were in also at John Pratt Juniors and p.m. at Neighbor Josiah Newtons. This Last gave Me a pair of Shooes for my Self and a pair for My Lad.

1726 May 10, 11 (Tuesday, Wednesday). Robert got Rails. I began my Sermon.

1726 May 12 (Thursday). Captain Fay came to our house. I fell upon a Discourse about his Speaking in the church as above mentioned, without Notice given Me concerning it, etc., etc. Mr. Cushing came to see Me.

1726 May 13, 14 (Friday, Saturday). I was Strictly Engag’d upon My Subject.

1726 May 15 (Sunday). We were Entertain’d upon Phil. 3.13.14, a. and p.m. The widow Ward died.

1726 May 16 (Monday). Robert Went to Work at Mr. Oliver Wards, whose Mother, Record Ward was this Day Buried. I was at the funerall all 4[?] p.m., and then My Wife and Child I carried with me to Mr. Brecks Who we found was not Well, and did not go to Meeting yesterday in the Afternoon. We lodged here.

1726 May 17 (Tuesday). We rode to Cambridge. Call’d at my wives Uncles about 3 p.m. Convers’d and refresh’d and went to her Father’s.80 Here we lodg’d. I was not well after Evening prayer in the Family.

1726 May 18 (Wednesday). I rode to Boston. My Mother not well. My Brother John Tyley81 return’d from Honduras, having been taken by Ned Low the Pirate. Towards Evening I went back to Charlston for my Horse at Boylstons,82 where I met Mr. Cotton83 of Newton and a Company of his Neighbours, Mr. Ephraim Williams,84 etc., who had all been out afishing. I rode with them to Cambridge and then parted to go to Father Champneys where I lodged.

1726 May 19 (Thursday). In the Morning I got on my Journey home. I lit of one [blank] of Lancaster who behaved himself very handsomely and bore my Expenses of Eating and Drinking and oats at the Tavern. I stop’d at Mr. Swifts whose Family (Severall of them being very ill and the rest not well) was much afflicted. I got home seasonably but much fatigued.

1726 May 20, 21 (Friday, Saturday). Strictly Employ’d in My Preparations. My Lip broke out and was very troublesome. Captain Ward here about Robert. Robert came from Mr. Oliver Wards.

1726 May 22 (Sunday). I preach’d all Day upon Prov. 3.6. Mr. Willard85 of Hassenimisco’s Child Hannah86 was baptized.

1726 May 23 (Monday). In the morning about 7 or 8 I set out for Cambridge. I call’d at Neighbor Thurstons,87 he being agoing out waited for his Horse. I tarried an hour and half and then went away without him, as far as Mr. William Johnsons,88 where he came up with me. We rode to Mr. Swifts but did not ‘Light. Mr. Swift very ill, Hence we went to Natick but Mr. Peabody89 not at home. Madame persuaded us to tarry for him Since he would not be at the Election, and Seeing Mr. Hale was with him. They came in the Beginning of the Evening, and we had a very pleasant time till Two o’Clock in the Morning, when we forc’d our Conversation to break up. (N.B. The Family had Liberty to repose about 10 in the Evening and Neighbor Thurston then retir’d from us.) I had the afflicting account of poor Mr. Osgood90 our Classmate, his Recess from Topsfield. In the Morning we Sung a Psalm and I was call’d upon (for I refu’sd it last night and Mr. Hale was desir’d thereupon) to perform the address to Heaven. Then we Walk’d about Mr. Peabodys Farm. We convers’d, we smoak’d, and we (hardly) parted. Mr. Hale with us we proceeded as far as Mr. Ephraim Williams of Newton, but he was not at home. From this Place we Urg’d our way to Father Champneys (Mr. Hale dropping us at the verge of Waterton) and thence to Boston, My Wife being carried thither by her Brother this Morning. I sent back my Horse to Cambridge.

1726 May 25 (Wednesday). Mr. Thatcher91 preach’d an Excellent Sermon from those words Psalm 77.20 “Thou leddest thy People like a Flock by the Hand of Moses and Aaron.” But I was much interrupted by a Lip full of anguish that put me to great Trouble. I was not at the publick Dinner for this Reason, that our Family were gathered together at my Fathers and I was Obliged to dine with them. And this, and my Lip detained me from the Convention.

1726 May 26 (Thursday). I was at the Convention (at Mr. Sewalls92). Mr. William Williams93 of Hatfield preach’d. After it we din’d at Holmes’s. Much Discourse of a true Representation of the affair of the Synod Concerted last year. Dr. Mather94 acquainted us he had Sent some letters hereabouts, but I had no perfect account being absent yesterday, as aforesaid. I sent for my Horse but it was late and then I was Easily prevailed with to tarry till the Morning.

1726 May 27 (Friday). Mr. Coffin and Mr. Lee came in just before we Left Home. The Last walked with me to the Ferry. My wife was very Timerous. I waited for one Boat after another before we ventur’d. It was near 10 o’clock ere we mounted. We rode to Cambridge to Hick’s and Fathers. Bundled up, Din’d a little after 12 and (with our Brother Champney) Set out. Call’d at My Wive’s uncle Champney’s95 and Every now and then Stopt in the Road to fix the Child. We parted at Livermores,96 where Mr. Breck,97 Mr. Woods98 and Rasto call’d us, and we rode (after Severall Hesitations for Mr. Breck and on account of the Child) to David Hows99 where we tarry’d Several Hours. Notwithstanding (coming by the Farms in Marlborough) we reach’d home before Day Light in.

1726 May 28 (Saturday). We Rested. Brother returned home.

1726 May 29 (Sunday). Early in the morning I rode to Hopkinton, met Mr. Barrett a little on this Side his house. I preach’d all Day from Acts 24.16. Mrs. Barrett did not make a Dining. I waited for Mr. and Mrs. Barrett (for Drugs for my Child) till it was too late to return home. Mr. Barrett Baptized Jedidiah100 the Son of Peres and Lydia Rice.

1726 May 30 (Monday). I returned home. Robert began to weed the Corn. He had Mr. Oliver Wards Rocket and Horse to assist him. I read Bradleys General Treatise on Husbandry and Gardening and Extracted Observations.

1726 May 31 (Tuesday). I read Dr. Cotton Mathers Ratio Discipline Fratrum Nov. Anglorum,101 a Book which I have long wish’d for, or something of this Kind. I apprehend there was great need of the Publication here of [it] and I have a great value for it. Before it I knew not where there was anything fixt and stated for our Regulation in the Lesser Circumstances; or what to do about Severall Modalities in our Ministrations. For My own Part, I hitherto had governed My Self Chiefly by what the Assembly at Westminster had given me; but for more minute Articles I consulted what was customary with the best men among us and as far as they agreed with my Sense I followed them in My Management. I have Likewise Laid before me our own Platform and Confession of Faith, and various other Books I have Consulted for the Formation of my Directory. Where there was Honey to be Extracted I have not refused to Suck even the Common Prayer Book of the Church of England. But the Book above mentioned has proved the most illuminating and Instructing Especially in Circumstantialls. Silence Bartlet not well.102 She went to the Doctors.

1726 June 1 (Wednesday). Robert came between 1 and 2 p.m. to Hoe for me.

1726 June 2 (Thursday). Robert still at Howing. Perhaps there may be many more Tedious and Chafing things in Hirelings than ever Mention has been made of. Silence Bartlett being much indispos’d went to Marlborough to take advice of the Phicician.

1726 June 3 (Friday). Robert at the Same Business still with William Clark to assist him. I was at my Preparations. In all my Wayes, outward on Secular Wayes as well as Spirituall I acknowledge God.

1726 June 4 (Saturday). It was very hot all Day. We have had a very fierce Sun and but little Rain for Some time. In the Evening I went down into my Cellar thin clad as I had been in the Day and got a bad Cold.

1726 June 5 (Sunday). I rose much indispos’d. I went to public Worship which my wife urged very much against. I was very faint when I Entered the house, but (with much difficulty) I went through the Exercises of the forenoon. In the Intermission I was still worse. I tarry’d at home, and sent Mr. Symms’s103 Sermon to delaying Sinners to be Read. Neighbor Thurston and Mr. Tomlin,104 I was told, pray’d. I grew very ill, having pains through my Limbs, oppression and sharp pains at my Stomach that caused much faintness. Just the way of Divine Providence I would acknowledge God.

1726 June 6 (Monday). My illness increased. My Wife was not well nor any Child. I sent John Storey to Marlborough for Silence Bartlett. Robert wrought for Neighbor Clark.

1726 June 7 (Tuesday). I sent for Mr. Barrett.

1726 June 8 (Wednesday). Robert had not finish’d Howing till 11 o’clock. And then I order’d him to get up my Mare and carry Silence Bartlet to Brookfield. After they were gone Mr. Barrett came to see Me.

1726 June 9 (Thursday). Mr. Ward105 Sent his Daughter Dinah to us. Robert returned just within Night.

1726 June 10, 11 (Friday, Saturday). This week was a weary time. What I could read chiefly was the Arch Bishop of Cambrays Telemathus, by Boyer. Dinah Ward went home.

1726 June 12 (Sunday). I could not go to Meeting. I would humble myself before God for my former Negligence and unfaithfullness on this Blessed Day which justly Deserves the Divine Frowns. I Beseech God to assist me by his Grace to greater Diligence and Zeal and Constancy in his Service, especially in my Great work on this Day for the Future.

I Sent a sermon to the meeting house but there being but 3 or 4 Men there they returned to my house. Most of the people were gone to Meeting in neighbouring Towns. There were Worcester people here for Mr. Burr106 was ill. It was doubtfull whether there would be any Meeting at Shrewsbury for Mr. Cushing107 Broke his Arm some Time since and has not been able to preach for 2 Sabbaths. The Time look’d very Melancholly. It show’d in a Lively Light the great Priviledge of Comfortable free Enjoyment of the Lords Day.

1726 June 13 (Monday). I read Drydens Virgil from the 7th Aneid.

1726 June 14 (Tuesday). Training Day. The Officers sent importunate Addresses to me to have me dine with them. I rode as far as Mr. Maynards108 (the next house) and it made me more chearfull. It was Town meeting also, in the Afternoon upon account of our Sutton neighbours that would be Set off to us.109 Robert was at Moulding up my Indian Corn. He did not make that Heavy Business of the First part that he did before. I prosecuted some preparation for Next Sabbath.

1726 June 15 (Wednesday). I read in Sir Matthew Hales Contemplations.110 Rebecca Paddison came to Live with us.

1726 June 16 (Thursday). N.B. We kill’d our Calf. The inability and negligence of Robert! An Exceeding Dry time.

1726 June 17 (Friday). Most of us were ill with Colds, and many roundabout us also.

1726 June 18 (Saturday). I finished my Preparations. I had Sundry Reflections upon my past unserviceableness that might Righteously detain me from Gods house not only a Day or Two, but forever.

1726 June 19 (Sunday). I preach’d on Prov. 3.6; p.m. on Eph. 5.16. Captain Willard111 din’d with me and Mrs. Holloway.112 Concluding Exercises in the Afternoon, I was very much Spent. I was very Faint and my knees trembled very Sensibly and so I continued till I had rested my Self some time at home. I had in the Evening a good Season of Serious Enquirys unto my Self. God grant me more such and bless them to me.

1726 June 20 (Monday). I rode as far as Mr. Tainters113 to raising his Barn. It was a pleasant time, but not altogether without Trouble and Toil.

1726 June 21 (Tuesday). I grew Weary of Robert Henry; having set me up Some Lengths (perhaps a Score) after his Manner, I made up accounts with him and gave him his Liberty.

1726 June 22 (Wednesday). Robert Henry went away. I reckon’d with Neighbor Clark. N.B. After a long time of Drought God in Mercy remembered us, and Last night and this morning (with not a little Thunder and Lightening) Sent us plentifull Showers of Rain. I remain faint through pains in my Stomach which often Oblige me to desist Studying. Yesterday Rebecca Paddison, apprehending Some Dangerous Tumour in her Breast, returned to her Mother. Brother Champney114 came up to See us.

1726 June 23 (Thursday). Brother returned home. I felt much pain in My Stomach, which made any work very Heavy.

1726 June 24 (Friday). I Employ’d the Chief of this Week in My preparations for the Sabbath, for my Indispositions allow’d me but very little Liberty without a Respit and avocation.

1726 June 25 (Saturday). Mr. Tainter and Bowman of Sutton mow’d for me.

1726 June 26 (Sunday). I preach’d all Day and Administer’d the Sacrament, But I Scarce went through the Business.

1726 June 27 (Monday). This Day, for want of all other Help than my little Boy, I rak’d and turn’d my Hay till just before Night. Neighbor Clark sent his Son to assist in making it up.

1726 June 28 (Tuesday). This Morning we had many refreshing Showers, which I look upon as a great Mercy notwithstanding I had near two Load of Hay Expos’d in it. Hannah Paddison came to live with us.

1726 June 29, 30 (Wednesday, Thursday). We pol’d in our Hay. Neighbor Green and William Clark, My Self and Boy. My Self and Neighbor Green.115 Notwithstanding such Exercise last mentioned was my Diversion and Choice, yet I found it sometime tir’d me very much. It set me into Reflections upon the unhappy times we are fallen into and the Ingratitude of most of the people of the Country to their Ministers, very few besides the Boston ministers being able to Support themselves with what they Receive from their People. Certainly they are straighthanded and if they Reap Sparingly no wonder since they Sow very Sparingly. He that would be just will attribute hereto and not to the want of Either sufficient parts of Eager Inclination if there are not so great men among us as were famous in New England in the Dayes of Fathers. Most ministers do groan under their pressures and it is an addition to the weight that Sinks them that the Generality of People are of the Sort and Spirit that it Scarce ever can prove to the Advantage of men to complain, but it is best to Suffer patiently, to obtain relief. They Desire to be left to their own Generosity, the Extent of which is Enough Demonstrated. This Reflection is the more melancholly when it is Evident Such Evil conceits are daily propated [propagated?] to the Dishonour of God with the Disparagement of his Ministry. For, trifling as the following observation is, it is true: That their [blot] inward Respect is much proportion’d to our Externall appearance; when therefore it becomes mean through their neglect it will be in Danger of becoming worse through their Contempt. But (Christo gratias) I have had little Experience, as yet.

1726 July 1, 2 (Friday, Saturday). Whatsoever I have done in the former part of the Week in Reading Either Commentarys or sermons upon my Subject, or collecting observations thereon, yet these Days I would spend in strictest Engagement in writing and reviewing my preparations for the Public.

1726 July 3 (Sunday). I preach’d a.m. on Eph. 5.16, p.m., on Jer. 4.14.

1726 July 4 (Monday). I rode away to Mr. Brecks,116 who acquainted me with what was done last association. Especially referring to Mr. McKinstrys117 Cause, and Mr. Barretts118 with Mr. How. Thence I rode to Mr. Woods. Thence to Mr. Cooks where I din’d on fry’d Pigeons. Thence to Livermores, from whence to Father Champney’s.119 My Journey hither was very Tedious but I proceeded to Boston. Through my illness I was very much tired. Brother John,120 I was informed was ready to sail for Dublin in a vessel belonging to the Family. Brother Alexanders121 wife Last week was Delivered of a Daughter.122

1726 July 5 (Tuesday). I was about various Concerns but I was very faint and incapable of Business. I was at Mather Byles’s123 and he show’d me (at my Request) his Poem to Mr. Dowding on his Verses of Eternity, Sent in a Letter to Sir Byles. This Poem was published in the Courant No. _____.124 He repeated his own and Mr. Adams’s125 Poems on Captain Winslow126 deceas’d with all which I was very well pleas’d. I was at various places but I was not well in Either. I was very much afflicted with the Oppressions at my Stomach. I was with Dr. [Louis] Dalhonde.

1726 July 6 (Wednesday). Commencement. I was much of a stranger at College, but my indispositions much prevented my making my Observations. The Batchelours had their Degrees in the Meeting house in the Morning. But there was so much rain at noon that the masters Disputations were in College-Hall and their Degrees given them in the Afternoon. I was at Sir Bridghams127 Chamber at Dinner but I was not fit for any Conversation through my Lifelessness. I was desir’d by Mr. Barrett to Meet here with our Association upon Mr. McKinstrys Cause, But no body came. Mr. Breck led me to Sir Saltonstalls128 Chamber where there being little Company I had most Quiet. It was a very rainy Time which kept the Town full of People, full of Jollitys and no one knows what. At Night having borrowed a Large Sturdy Coat I ventured over to Father Champney’s but it was very wet, uncomfortable. Here was Cousin Dorcas Bows129 and Susan Champney.130 We lodg’d Comfortably. But a little after midnight Mrs. Jerusha Fairweather and Mrs. Mary Gain Came over. I was awoke but they concluded I was asleep, and therefore I was never Troubled.

1726 July 7 (Thursday). In the Morn I found that Two Young Gentlemen had waited upon the forementioned Ladies but Despairing of Room in the House, never Enquir’d and roll’d into the Barn. Yet one was Sir Clark131 one of the Orators; the other Mr. Woodbridge,132 son of Governor Woodbridge133 of the Asiento Company in the West Indies. It was Dark weather but pleasant Company particularly Mrs. Gains, with whom I chiefly confin’d my Conversation. About Ten I return’d over to the Town. I met Mrs. Porter who had just before had a turn of Illness and was coming out of Colledge to take the Air. She Desir’d me to walk with her. I embraced the opportunity, and (with her Sister, Two Miss Charnocks134 and their Gentlemen Mr. Baxter135 and Mr. Baker136) we walk’d round the Common, a long walk for an ill Man and a woman but half reviv’d. We lodged Safe at Sir Balch’s137 and I bid them Adieu for I was Oblig’d to hasten to Boston, to finish the Rest of my Business. I did so and Returned back to Cambridge. I waited on Sir Clark, and gave up the Cause. I retir’d to Father Champneys again and was much Diverted by the Facetious Company of Mrs. Gain.

1726 July 8 (Friday). About Ten (as I remember) I took horse for home, Mother Champney138 being with me. I was become much better and my Journey was Much Easier than I (fearfully) Expected it would be. We came home very Safely. (Deo Optimo Salvatori Gratas quam plurimas.) Asher Rice had been here at work (Mowing). When I had been at home sometime and had Contented my Self with my appointment with Mr. Cushing to Change. I was Surpriz’d to hear that his Arm was very bad and he gone or going to Narragansett, upon which I was driven to Compose Discourses for Sabbath Day. But I was in a flutter and could write but four lines. I Examined myself concerning my Negligence. I considered my Journey as Necessary to seek advice touching my Health; that I had no Opportunity or Strength; and the Divine Providence intervening and removing the means of my assistance I had the more Solid grounds to proceed to Entreat the Divine Help.

1726 July 9 (Saturday). Anyone will suppose me most strictly Engaged in My Study to Day. My first Sermon I finished and Some part of my Second before I Slept. I made addition both in the morning and at noon.

1726 July 10 (Sunday). I preach’d all Day upon Jer. 4.14. My Wife was Taken with a shivering and Trembling while in the afternoon Exercise, but Showed nothing to me till I was come out of meeting, when She walked very Slow and look’d more pale and sunk than I had ever seen heron any occasion that I remember. But she made a shift to get home and then grew somewhat better. I concluded it to be issue proceeding from the Procidantia Uteri which she had been Troubled with. This accident put us upon Weaning the Child which this Night began.

1726 July 11 (Monday). I went out to see my Hay; Mr. Rice139 came to see me and he with my own people (Two of them) got it into Cock. The Boy, first with me and then the men, poled it in, there being appearance of foul Weather nigh, and the cocks standing round the Barn, very Easy at hand. Now and in the next Morning together we carry’d in above Thirty.

1726 July 12 (Tuesday). My Wife Rode with me to Mr. Cushings whose arm Continues very Stiff and Troublesome. Yet Patient Job was good Company. What a favour of heaven to have the mind Stock’d with wise, with Divine Principles whereby it is fortify’d and kept Even. My Wife Seem’d to have a comfortable Time, and I made my Observations upon the Pleasure she seem’d to take in this Ride. Yet I understood afterwards that while at Mr. Cushings She was not very well.

1726 July 13 (Wednesday). I read Sundry Poeticall Pieces as the Temple of Death essay on the Spleen[?]. I pursued my Preparations.

1726 July 14 (Thursday). I was much taken up with Looking out for Labour about my Barley Harvest. Isaac and Hezekiah Pratt140 mow’d it in the first of the afternoon. I was some time in Conversation at Neighbor Clarks with him and Mr. Rice. [Blot] Molly141 not well.

1726 July 15 (Friday). My Wife Complaining of weakness. Neighbor Maynard came to make up my Barley and get it in. My Studys minded.

1726 July 16 (Saturday). My Barley Secur’d by Neighbor Maynard and his son. Molly was much indispos’d and I sent Yesterday to Marlborough for Mrs. Williams but she was not there. To Day I sent Hannah Peterson to her house, but she sent me Reasons she thought Sufficient for her not coming. We were very low at the news my wife being oppress’d with Every illness: The Procidentia, etc., the turning of her Milk, Her Mouth Obstructed, pain in her Breast, and great pain and weakness in Every part.

1726 July 17 (Sunday). My Wife rose out of Bed but exceeding ill, bound together with her Excessive pains; came down; I’m afraid took Some Air at the Door; grew much worse. I got her up Stairs in order to go to Bed again, but she almost swoon’d away. Recovering a little from her faintings, She demonstrated to us that she was in grievous agonies. She undress’d and with the Tenderest Help [of] her Mother and myself She was assisted to Bed. But Every maladie was Enraged, by Every weakness and discouragement left almost Lifeless. I walked a little in the Room, her mother holding in one hand her hand, her other laid upon her Head. I cast my Eyes now and then upon her and Concluded she was drowsing, but I went to her to look upon her, and Spoke to her. Receiving no kind of Return Her Mother put her hand to her mouth. I urg’d Some Testification or sign, but none being given; but she lay in a profound stillness when as though had hitherto been vigorously strugling Her Teeth were set, her Limbs Cold, her Eyes Distorted, and very Little Life any where perceptible, when her Mother gave me the word that She was Dying. How I felt outgoes Description. I hastened the Maid to Mrs. Forbush. My Wife Lay for the space of 3 quarters of or altogether an hour I suppose in such a Condition. O Dismal Hour, wherein the Struggle with my heart for her Division was like the Rending the Soul from the Body! It was truly a most gloomy Time! Mrs. Forbush came just when She spoke, a Galbunum Plaister was taken off which was too strong for her. Something was given her and She Revid’d a little but Continued in the Last Extremitys. It was a Reprieve but it Seem’d a Short one. We Expected we must be Rent asunder this Day! It grew more and more Intollerable! I was full of prayers and anon I had Some Hope. I grew more Confirmed in Hope. It brought fresh to my Mind all the Bitter Sufferings of her Dark friday, Ever long, about nine Months before, wherein I had the Same prospects. The Salvations of God then, strengthened my Trust in him. She became more sensible. We Encouraged ourselves in the Lord and He show’d us his Mercy. While We have any being let us praise the Lord! It grew very Late, but Leaving her under the Divine Protection, and to the care of Mrs. Forbush and Madame Maynard I repair’d to the House of God. Our Devotions, if they were fervent, they were short. Mrs. Peterson came and by various Applications she grew more Easy. I was full of Thankfullness and went again to the public worship, Mrs. Bayles tarrying with her. Our Text a.m. and p.m. was Jer. 4.14. She continued extream bad. I sent Daniel Hardy142 to Mr. Barrett. Mrs. Peterson watch’d. I have almost utterly forgot what became of me that night. (Now I recollect.) Mr. Barrett came. He said and did very little. He gave us an account of what Mrs. Whitcomb had sent. He gave us better Balsom of Fennel for her violent Fever, gave her some Tent wine.143 He pray’d with us. We lodg’d together.

1726 July 18 (Monday). Molly was further revived, and though she was very weak, yet she was all Day much more comfortable. Mr. Barrett went away about 8 o’Clock. Mrs. Maynard watch’d.

1726 July 19 (Tuesday). Molly grew worse by a vomiting flux; the Morning very grievous. I sent Phinehas Hardy144 to Mr. Barrett who sent us Some plaisters and more Tent. She was somewhat better in the Afternoon; by various Applications the Flux Stay’d till night. Mrs. Thurston145 watch’d. These Dayes I could do little besides reading Mr. Shepherds Sincere Convert146 and Dr. Edward’s Exercitations Critic. Philosoph. Historic Theog. on Some S.S. Martha Becom an Indian came.147

1726 July 20 (Wednesday). And this morning Joshua Misco148 and his Squa howed my Corn. I went in the Afternoon to seek Labourers. At Peres Rice’s149 was one Stearns150 of Sutton, who was full of inconsistance about the Affairs of Mr. McKinstry and the Doctrines he had delivered. When I came home my wife had been (tho’ without any the least Reason) very much affrighted with the Indians, and full fear of what they might do. And yet there was no greater peace and good Temper than they Demonstrated and went away soberly to their Lodging in the neighborhood. She was not well pleas’d with her Mother; and left with me Notwithstanding Necessity call’d me forth; and I took a Season when Company was with her. But the Weakness of her Body brought strange apprehensions in the mind.

1726 July 21 (Thursday). Asher Rice mow’d a part of the day. Fitting weather. The Indians finished my Corn and went off.

1726 July 23 (Saturday). Father Champney came up.

1726 July 24 (Sunday). I preach’d in the morn on Jer. 4.14. Afternoon upon Prov. 29.1. My wife recovering.

1726 July 25 (Monday). It was Father Champneys Design to have carryed Mother Home, yet She could not Safely leave her Daughter. My Father made up my Hay. I rak’d myself I suppose an hour. And before noon he went away for home. Whitcomb here all night.

1726 July 26 (Tuesday). Mr. Bowman151 came again to Mow for me. Mr. Cushing here. Bowman pol’d what Remained of my Hay. Mr. Cushing returned home.

1726 July 27 (Wednesday). I read Occasionall papers, Vol. 2.

1726 July 28 (Thursday). I preach’d a Lecture at Shrewsbury. My Text was 1 Cor. 16.22. I was with Captain Keyes152 at his Sons who treated us with Brandy and Brandy punch. I returned in the Evening. Neighbor Clark reaping my maslin.153

1726 July 29 (Friday). William Clark reap’d half the Day and this finish’d my maslin. Nothing obstructed my Diligent application to my Preparations.

1726 July 30 (Saturday). The frequent showers so Engaged Everyone about his Corn and Hay that it was no Easy matter to Obtain Help. It was with great Difficulty I got Neighbor Clark and his son to Shock my grain, which having layn long in the Field in all weathers and a threatening storm nigh, I was Restless till the Grain my Chief Dependance was upon [was] Secur’d. Shall I note here the Answers given by Two persons that my wife remark’d when she sent to Neighbor Clarks for assistance. Neighbor Clarks grain was upon Spoil and he was reaping it. He had Many (I think Ten) load of Hay that had been very long in cock in the Meadows and must be Tho’t to be rotting. Himself lame in his hand, besides his common lameness in his Leggs. His Son, who was all his Help, had hurt his ancle, and therefore he directed the messinger to ask Neighbor Maynard who had his own, his sons David, Jesse, Josham, Jonathan and Ebenezer’s Help, though one or Two of the last were not like the others. His Business in Good forwardness. He [Maynard] Replys when my Grass and Corn will move into my Barn without hands I’ll leave it to Help Mr. Parkman—not before. The Messenger returns to Neighbor Clark. He answers what shall I do? My own is really Suffering and Everything is backward for want of a Team, for I have none and can get none, But he is Labouring for our Souls and why Shall I refuse? and came away.

1726 July 31 (Sunday). I preach’d a.m. and p.m. on Prov. 29.1. I was very weary at noon, and I had the Toothach. Neighbor Grove din’d with me. At Night I was much more weary. Our Repetitions were omitted.

26 August 1 (Monday). I stir’d myself pritty much about my Hay, raking etc. Just before Even I walk’d down to See Neighbor John Maynard who lay ill. I pray’d with him.

1726 August 2 (Tuesday). Our Mother Champney with my Child rode to Cambridge, stopping only at Livermores.154 Got down about 5 p.m. though we set out at almost 10 a.m. We had a comfortable Journey. But we found sister Ruth ill. Brother Samuel Parkman happened to come up here and return’d again. Sister Lydia155 and I walk’d over to Brother Hicks’.156 She went to the Docters and then we returned home.

1726 August 3 (Wednesday). I rode to Boston. Brother Samuel Parkman rode my Beast to Cambridge. I was at Mr. Bakers,157 Demings, Greens158 and Boyce’s.159

1726 August 4 (Thursday). I bought Mr. Willard on the Catechism,160 price 55 Shillings. My appointment was to go back to Cambridge this morning and to proceed as far on my Journey as the Time would permit. I sat tediously waiting for my Horse, but not coming I neither went to Lecture nor any whither else all Day. About Sun setting Brother came and then I came to Cambridge.

1726 August 5 (Friday). Leaving Sister Ruth161 very ill I rode as far as Captain Brintnalls162 where I waited for his Son some time, but not coming I hasted to Marlborough. I din’d at Mr. Woods.163 Was at Mr. Brecks164—for there was no little need of Resting, it was so exceeding hot. Thence (Gladly) home. But here the Evening was very disconsolate! My Wife was on the Bed lonely but sadly weeping, oppress’d and discourag’d with her own Pains and ills, and with the Sicknesses of many in the Town. Sarjeant Rice,165 and Son Eleazer,166 Neighbor Maynard, Asher Rice, and Jeduthan167 Fay all suddenly taken and very bad each with scorching fevers.

1726 August 6 (Saturday). My Wife was better. I rested myself, till Mr. Cushing came in the Afternoon. I rode to Shrewsbury. Very hot indeed all the last 3 dayes.

1726 August 7 (Sunday). I preach’d a.m. on Eccl. 11.8; p.m. on Rom. 1.20. The Heat to Day also was very Tedious. But after Exercises the Heavens grew Black and we had great Rains till Sunset when I rode Back home.

1726 August 8 (Monday). I went to see Mr. Maynard and then Mr. Rice and his Son with all which I pray’d.

1726 August 9 (Tuesday). I was Requested to Mr. Rice’s to assist him in settling his worldly Estate and Setting his house in order. Here was his Brother Joshua Rice.168 I pray’d with him and his son.

1726 August 10 (Wednesday). I was at Mr. Rices again to finish his Last will and testament. Here was Captain Brigham169 and Deacon Rice.170 I pray’d here again. I call’d in to see Neighbor Maynard as I went home, and I pray’d with him likewise. In the Afternoon I rode out to See the Sick in the other parts of Town—Peres Rice and Jeduthan Fay.

1726 August 11 (Thursday). Another, one Nathanael Child, taken ill.

1726 August 12 (Friday). Finished my Preparations. Very Sickly in Mendon and severall other Towns. Phinehas Hardy mow’d in my Lot for himself.

1726 August 13 (Saturday). Very Rainy. My wife not well.

1726 August 14 (Sunday). I preach’d all Day upon John 2.1. Edward Baker was propounded to the Church.

1726 August 15 (Monday). I was sent for to Mr. Rices. They apprehended him (according to his own phrase) near winding up. When I came to him the Springs of Life were very weak and Low. He could speak Yea or No but I had no answer from him to many Questions I asked him. I pray’d Earnestly for him; I discoursed to his Wife and Children and Friends about the Bed and then Solemnly bid him Farewell. He gave me fervent tokens and I Left him. He dy’d about an hour after. Captain Fay171 and Two Sons came to take care of Some Hay which Phinehas Hardy and Thomas Forbush, Junior172 mow’d to Day for me.

1726 August 16 (Tuesday). In the Morning Prescot173 a Young Scholar and my wife’s remote Kinsman came to See us, but tarried but an hour or Two. Mr. Edmund Rice’s Funerall, after which I visited Nathaniel Child and Asher Rice (sick).

1726 August 17 (Wednesday). I prepar’d for my Lecture. Phinehas and his Brother Daniel174 mow’d for me to Day. Captain Fay came and Two Sons (but one finding himself not well returned home) and with his Team and got in part of my Hay. He left his Team with me. My Wife rode away from us for Cambridge (the Lad John before her).

1726 August 18 (Thursday). Captain Fay came again and Lieutenant Forbush to get up the Rest of my Hay. Mr. Thomas Forbush175 lent them his hand after Meeting. I preach’d a Lecture from Rev. 22.20.

1726 August 19, 20 (Friday, Saturday). Having had Such avocations this week, no one can think me Idle these Two Dayes, seeing a Sacrament approaches.

1726 August 21 (Sunday). Sacrament Day. I preach’d a.m. on Heb. 10.22. Captain Willard,176 Dr. Matthews,177 Hezekiah Ward178 and Mrs. Grove of Greenland communicated with us. P.M. I preach’d upon 1 John 2.1. Many Marlborough people, Mr. Breck I concluded to be absent.

1726 August 22 (Monday). So many of my Friends absent I was very lonely. I walk’d down to Neighbour Greens.179 I read miscellaneously. I kill’d 8 Pidgeons (and how many more I know not) at a shot.

1726 August 23 (Tuesday). In my lowly State I wrote a Letter to my wife which I never Design’d to Send. I had great opportunity to Discourse with my Maid servant of things of an Everlasting Importance. I improv’d it in some measure, but found she had received but very barely in her Education, being very unacquainted with the Principles of Religion, and not able to so much as to return any Answer to the Catechism taught our Smallest Children. Alas! The Irreligion and Ignorance of many (professedly Christian) Families among us of this Country, notwithstanding the Care universally taken for their Instruction!

1726 August 24 (Wednesday). Phinehas Hardy went to Boston. I wrote diverse letters. Several: to my Father, Deacon Henchman. I was at Lieutenant Forbushes.180

1726 August 25 (Thursday). I read various things. Very Impatient Except when I was immers’d in Thought. I went down to Lieutenant’s again expecting the Young Man, but he came not. Neighbor Clark with me in my Return home.

1726 August 26 (Friday). I receiv’d from Boston. Mr. Willard on the Catechism brought up to me.

1726 August 27 (Saturday). I have been finely at Liberty this Week for my Preparations. Yet not finish’d till within Night sometime.

1726 August 28 (Sunday). I preach’d again upon 1 John 2.1, a. and p.m. I was much wearied at noon, and very unactive. Aged Mrs. Holloway181 was Suddenly taken ill this morning. At Midnight Mr. Holloway came to me and desir’d me to rise and ride to his Mother. I did so. When I came to her she could Scarce Speak, but her understanding was Strong. I pray’d after which She Reviv’d and spake a great deal to me alone of her former Desires and the Comforts She had lately received from Deacon Keys182 of Shrewsbury, etc.

1726 August 29 (Monday). About 4 o’Clock I went up and went to Bed. I return’d home about nine. I sent for Mr. Oliver Ward’s Horse and about 11 Rode away for Cambridge. It was past one when I left Mr. Amsden183 yet I got to my Father Champneys184 whilst the Day light was visible.

1726 August 30 (Tuesday). Brother Champney185 with us. We set out near Night, and without stopping at any Tavern we came to Westborough presently after sun-down.

1726 August 31 (Wednesday). My Corn Stalks were Cut (in part). My Child not well, she now breading her Eye Teeth. I have had very Sensible Perception of the Truth of the Apostles Saying 1 Cor. 7.31. The Fashion of this World passeth away. Truly a very Slender observation makes it Obvious. Everything in Nature being in incessant Motion; and we living by Changes The Age Wears off Time is at last to be small ow’d up in Eternity.

1726 September 1 (Thursday). Brother Champney went from us. I went over to Neighbor Pratts186 in the Eve, where was Neighbor Charles Rice, and Neighbor Baker187 both under great Difficulty for grinding (the Mills about us being dry), and fearing they must be Oblig’d to go as far as Providence. William Clark cutt Stalks till noon.

1726 September 2 (Friday). Neighbor Pratt kill’d a Calf for me. In the Afternoon He Cutt the remaining part of My Stalks. Sundry Persons taken Sick among us of a burning ague: Neighbor Isaac Pratt and his wife, Noah Rice,188 etc.; and Some of the Distemper (distinguishing from the former and) call’d the Fever and ague. My Contemplations were Governed by the Times and

1726 September 4 (Sunday). I preach’d upon Hosea 4.12. In the Eve as I had infinite Reason I reflected on my unusefullness and unprofitableness and my vile Ingratitude to God in Continuing in so [illegible] Commission of Sin and perfunctory Superficiall performance of Duty.

1726 September 5 (Monday). This Day being my Birth Day (when I enter’d into my 24th year) I had a great variety of Contemplations of the volubility of Time of the vast importance of making preparation for Eternity the great Business of Life. And I am urged to be the more Speedy and fervent by the Consideration of the Tenderness and infirmity of my naturall constitution through which I have long been much obstructed in my great work. But what have my Strongest Resolutions Many times come to? and what is my own sufficiency without assistance of Divine Grace? O that I may Live to Christ, and by the Faith only of the Son of God, that I may have the honour and Happiness of doing Some service to his interest, that I may be wise to win souls, and when I have preach’d to others may not be myself a Castaway.

1726 September 6 (Tuesday). Our Child was very ill, and especially at nights very unquiet.

1726 September 7 (Wednesday). We were in great Concern about the Child.

1726 September 8 (Thursday). We Sent to Dr. Matthews for Little Molly ill with a fever and violent flux. The cause was from her breading her Eye Teeth. We have Sometimes been up with her till after midnight. My wife has not had a Comfortable night’s Rest this week. I reflected upon Davids case when his Child was Sick.

1726 September 9 (Friday). My Babe I hope is better and in some method of Recovery.

1726 September 10 (Saturday). The Season of Strict Engagement. Mr. Baker, whose Desires I had before receiv’d and propounded openly, brought his Relation.

1726 September 11 (Sunday). I preach’d all Day upon John 3.19. Mr. Baker was admitted into our Church.

1726 September 12 (Monday). Dr. Matthews came in to see the Child, which was ill yet, but through the Divine Goodness in a more hopefull Condition than heretofore.

1726 September 13 (Tuesday). I rose very Early, sometime before Day, and more than 1/4 before sunrise was mounted on my horse and rode to Shrewsbury. With Mr. Cushing189 I went to Lancaster where Ministers were Associated. Severall persons were here besides the members: Mr. Andrew Gardner,190 Mr. Cook,191 Mr. Trowbridge,192 Mr. Frink,193 Brintnall,194 Samuel Willard,195 etc. What was of greatest moment that I remember was advice to Mr. McKinstry196 concerning the Management of his Cause.

1726 September 14 (Wednesday). Mr. Loring197 preach’d Excellently on the Text Ps. 119.18. It was very stormy, so that We did not return home.

1726 September 15 (Thursday). Most of us mov’d off in the morning but Mr. Cushing and I tarried till after Dinner, and then came away together as far as Deacon Keyes, Some little way on this Side [at] whose house I turned away for home. The Weather was not Settled yet, but I got to my house Comfortably.

1726 September 16, 17 (Friday, Saturday). I Employ’d myself only on my Preparations for the Sabbath approaching, When

1726 September 18 (Sunday). I preach’d again a.m. and p.m. on the Same, John 3.19, and baptiz’d Mr. Isaac Shattucks child Mary.198

1726 September 19 (Monday). Now I am Enter’d into a Busy time and active wherein my Heart has often Trembled with Me, that is of assisting the sick in their preparations for Eternity. Mr. Isaac Pratt and his wife, and Mr. Tainter199 and his wife ill. I visited and pray’d with them.

1726 September 22 (Thursday). Mr. Pratt dy’d, and

1726 September 24 (Saturday). was Buried.

1726 September 25 (Sunday). I preach’d a.m. on 1 Pet. 4.3 and p.m. likewise. In the Evening I formed Severall Designs (in my Secret Reflections) about my future more Extensive serviceableness and particularly in my Fathers Family when I go to Boston (from one time to another) to assist their Spiritual Welfare.

1726 September 26, 27, 28 (Monday, Tuesday, Wednesday). And this Week is full of Employments, my providing and preparing for my Lecture and Sacrament. And wonderfull is the Goodness and favour of God in carrying me so comfortably thro’ hitherto; though I have many times had more unavoidable Avocations than I hope others of my Brethren in the Ministry. On the 27, Mr. Maynard200 of Shrewsbury brought in my Colt which had rang’d the Woods the Summer past.

1726 September 29 (Thursday). I preach’d a Lecture on Acts 8.21, preparitory to the Holy Communion. When the Sacred Exercises were over I Stop’d the Brethren to propose to them a Method of Supporting the Elements at Sacrament by a Contribution every Sacrament. For in time past they had proceeded in a Way that being more agreeable to what they were brought up in, they were urgent with me to allow, but it had frustrated the purpose.

1726 September 30 (Friday). I was Diligent in my Great Work, but God forgive my unprofitableness and Negligence! (I have reason to say so though I have never so Diligent.) O that his Grace may Supply where I am insufficient.

1726 October 1 (Saturday). The Sacrament drawing nigh it was much my Care to provide not only for the ordinary Sabbath Exercises, but for the Solemnity of that speciall Ordinance of Christ.

1726 October 2 (Sunday). I preach’d a.m. on Heb. 10.22 and Administered the Sacrament of the Lords Supper. P.M. my Text was 1 Pet. 4.3. [Two illegible, blotted lines follow.]

1726 October 3 (Monday). Mr. Cushing was at our house before his Journey to Hingham. We began our Indian Corn Harvest, and I sent my Apples to the Cyder Mill at Mr. Forbush’s.201 I went down to Mr. Forbush’s myself before the Team (which was Mr. Warrens202) came along. Neighbor Green assisted in a Lesser Third part of what I planted of Corn.

1726 October 4 (Tuesday). We Husked Corn. I myself did little besides.

1726 October 5 (Wednesday). I finish’d the 2nd Volume of the Occasional Papers and Sent it by Neighbor Green to the owner Mr. Woods of Marlborough.

1726 October 6, 7 (Thursday, Friday). I made some preparation though I expected Mr. Cushing. Captain Keyes of Shrewsbury lodg’d with us last night.

1726 October 8 (Saturday). Mr. Cushing came to me according to our appointment on Monday Last, and I went to Shrewsbury.

1726 October 9 (Sunday). I preach’d at Shrewsbury on Phil. 3.13.14, a. and p.m. Mr. Cushing came up on my Mare.

1726 October 10 (Monday). We walk’d over to Mr. Gershom Keyes’. It rain’d all Day but I went down to Mr. Eagers203 and Sojourn’d. I read great part of Mr. Penhallows History of the Wars of New England with the Eastern Indians.204

1726 October 11 (Tuesday). Mr. Breck205 and Two of his Deacons (Rice206 and Keyes) came to our House. Mr. Breck lodg’d with us.

1726 October 12 (Wednesday). I rode with Mr. Breck to Sutton where was form’d an Ecclesiasticall Council by the Desire of Mr. McKinstry, the Pastor of the Church of Sutton and the aggriev’d Part of the Town and Church upon occasion of their Differences. The Council consisted of 7 Churches, viz., Framingham, Marlborough, Lancaster, West and East Sudbury, Weston and Shrewsbury, The Pastors and Delegates. The Reverend Mr. Swift207 of Framingham, Moderator; The Reverend Mr. Prentice208 of Lancaster, Clerk. The Public Hearing Lasted for this Day till nine at night. Ministers were Entertain’d and lodg’d at Mr. McKinstrys; the Delegates in the Town.

1726 October 13 (Thursday). We were again at the Meeting house and the former part of the Day was spent in further hearing. The Contending or opposing (I had rather than aggriev’d) party was very Resolute to use their Utmost to Carry their will, But very unhappily Expos’d themselves (especially Some few of them) very much. The Council had a great deal of Patience because they would guard against Every Exception that might render their Result invalid with any one. The Council Sat the Latter part of the Day and till 2 in the morning. I Spent Time with Mr. Campbell,209 Mr. McKinstry, My Sister (who was here at her Brothers) and in the Evening with Mr. Dike210 (a man of great understanding) and others of the Standing Party (as they Stil’d themselves), among whom I had many circumstances open’d much to my Content.

1726 October 14 (Friday). The Council Sat again this Forenoon. Afternoon the Result was publish’d, which advis’d them to methods of Pacification, when it had pass’d Censure upon the various allegations on both Sides. Mr. McKinstry manifested his acquiescence. Mr. Johnson,211 Mr. Putnam,212 etc. demonstrated dissatisfaction and Passion. The Council urg’d them to Consider and weigh what was done, but they were wholly intractable forward. And such was the Frame we left them in. I got home (safe) a little before night.

1726 October 15 (Saturday). Carry’d on my Preparations. Yesterday Mr. Brigham213 (having gather’s my Corn the Day before) brought five Fat Creatures to my Pasture. Yesterday (or the Day before I know not which) Mr. Forbush Sent my Cyder home, 5 1/2 Barrells. Neighbor Clark help’d me put it into the cellar.

1726 October 16 (Sunday). I preach’d a.m. on 1 Pet. 4.4; p.m., 1 Pet. 4.17.

1726 October 17 (Monday). I finish’d Mr. Penhallow’s History.

1726 October 18 (Tuesday). I was abroad in the Nei[gh]bourhood at Mr. Peres Rices214 where I discours’d with one Mr. Robins whose daughter my Wife would have to live with her. At old Mr. Rice’s,215 etc.

1726 October 19 (Wednesday). I was much indispos’d with a Cold, but went to Lieutenants.

1726 October 20 (Thursday). My Cold increas’d and I had much Trouble from a Sore Throat, so I was Oblig’d to keep Close. I study’d the blessings of [blot] and the Mischiefs of Divisions among People and this I continued the 21 and 22.

1726 October 23 (Sunday). I preach’d all Day upon Heb. 12.14. But I had much difficulty to go through the Exercises by Reason of my being Stuff’d with my Cold.

1726 October 24 (Monday). [No entry.]

1726 October 25 (Tuesday). I rode to Marlborough, it being Ministers Meeting. We were generally together. Mr. McKinstry ask’d what advice we could give him to direct his future Behaviour and Managements. Upon his Request the Eleven Ministers assisted him With Their Counsel. Mr. Swift (Mr. Cushing having pray’d) discours’d upon a Sower went forth to sow. I rode with Mr. Cook and Mr. Frink and Sister Hicks to Sudbury. I lodg’d at Mr. Cook’s.

1726 October 26 (Wednesday). I rose early, at day break, mounted my horse and rode away without disturbing anyone of the house (as I had premonish’d them). I came to Cambridge about Ten, and thence to Boston about 2 or 3 o’Clock p.m. I was with Mr. Samuel Mather216 this Evening. He read to Me a Letter of his Father to Lord Chancellor.

1726 October 27 (Thursday). Mr. Thatcher217 of Milton preach’d the Lecture, on Ps. 63.5. I was after Lecture with Mr. Byles,218 and very well Satisfy’d with his Improvements especially in Poetry. Deacon Coffin219 of Newbury was at My Father’s. My very Good Friend Mr. Isaac Greenwood220 returned from England about a Week or Ten Dayes Since and was now in Town; but all My Diligence and Eagerness could not bring me to a Light of him. It was Windy and Cold I declin’d returning back upon my Journey as I had proposed. I bought Dr. Mather’s Christian Philosopher,221 Sermons on Prayer with a Pamphlet or Two, of Mr. Gerrish.222

1726 October 28 (Friday). It continued very Cold yet in the Afternoon I ventur’d out upon my Journey to Cambridge.

1726 October 29 (Saturday). I returned home, Stopping only at Mr. Swifts and at Captain Goddards.223

1726 October 30 (Sunday). I preach’d Two Sermons I had about a Twelve Month or more before upon Eccl. 12.1, which I appriz’d My audience of in a Brief Sentence immediately after I read my Text. Old Mr. Rice din’d with me.

1726 October 31 (Monday). My Employment various.

1726 November 1 (Tuesday). In my Seclusion from most of those Objects which Engage the Busy and active part of the world I find not daily such a number Observations to be made upon what is roundabout me where I am not plac’d in the midst of the Crowds, Employments and accidents that must be always before hand with the mind; we cannot have so many rare accounts as in those places of Concourse and action, that we are in Retirement chiefly taken up about our Domestick affairs, and personal concerns. And it is very rare that we can have any matter of very great importance or weight to interest the world in, when under Confinement to so narrow a Sphere of motion. Here Likewise it might be added that much of the time revolving is consumed in much the Same manner, the Same Business or Amusements; and other parts of it may be Equally divided by so great a number of Engagements that it may be hard to say which took us up most, and it would be too great a Labour to insert all. Indeed sometimes there is a close Relation and Dependence one upon another, and then the giving one may give us all, an hint being Sufficient to bring the whole circle of actions or accidents into our minds and view again. And it is not alwayes an action that may be accounted of itself of the greatest importance, that is of the greatest moment and Necessity to be mention’d as an hint of the Rest that was done. For that which is but a Trifle above, may best Serve to direct us to the whole Series. The First 4 or 5 Dayes of this Month I do not remember anything worthy my Observation in this place. Except that on the 4 I rode out in the afternoon, a thing I hitherto have never done before.

1726 November 6 (Sunday). I preach upon Luke 5.32, a. and p.m.

1726 November 7, 8 (Monday, Tuesday). Very Busy in preparing for the Solemnity approaching. I was at Mr. Wards at Supper after the Raising his Mill. N.B. We sang Ps. 128th after Supper.

1726 November 9 (Wednesday). Mr. Ward sent his Man with a Load of Wood, and he carted another Load for me.

1726 November 10 (Thursday). Public Thanksgiving. I preach’d on Ps. 100.4.5. Many Private (as well as public) Mercies call forth all Expressions of Gratitude. Remember July 17, Last, with many other signall appearances of God for me.

1726 November 12 (Saturday). Mr. Wheeler224 brought Old Mrs. Holloway to Me. I hope God has had Compassion on this aged person, her Confessions, etc., appear very Cordial. The work of God appears manifestly in her. I would praise the Name of God if he has made me anyway instrumental for her Souls advantage.

1726 November 13 (Sunday). I preach’d a.m. on Heb. 10.22. Administer’d the Sacrament, but immediately before sacrament I admitted Mrs. Holloway into the Church. I preach’d p.m. on Luke 5.32. I hope this has been a Good Day. The Grace of God be magnify’d.

1726 November 14 (Monday). I rode to Marlborough. I met Mr. Cushing a little before we Came to Mr. Brecks. We were Disappointed in our Visit to Mr. Breck, He being gone to Boston. We went to Mr. Woods’,225 and to Mr. Thomas’s,226 the last having been very ill, and continuing under Confinement. Mr. Cushing went away for Lancaster when I went into Colonel Hows227 to clear off my Beef Score, and thence I returned immediately home.

1726 November 15, 16 (Tuesday, Wednesday). I gave my Self very much to my Subject, being persuaded I shall be Depriv’d of Opportunity to study in the Latter part of the Week.

1726 November 17 (Thursday). In the Morning I rode to Shrewsbury to Mr. Cushing. There was Captain Baker of Brookfield. Mr. Cushing rode with me to Lancaster. Mr. Prentice was come out to go to Meeting. He had Some Expectation of my Coming. He gave me his Bible and I preach on (a Text I had not Design’d to, but I was straitned for Time and Could not Look over the whole of any Sermon and I therefore chose one I had frequently and somewhat lately preach’d) Acts 16.24. We tarried all night at Mr. Prentice’s, and had good Entertainment.

1726 November 18 (Friday). After Dinner we returned home. Mr. Samuell Fay228 and his Son229 Cut and Carted me 1/2 Dozen Load of Wood.

1726 November 19 (Saturday). I was very Strictly Engaged.

1726 November 20 (Sunday). I preach’d all Day upon Mark 3.33.

1726 November 21, 22 (Monday, Tuesday). I read and wrote some remarks upon a Book entitled Reliquise Anti Baxteriance.

1726 November 23 (Wednesday). Captain Keyes of Shrewsbury was here to see Me.

1726 November 24, 25, 26 (Thursday, Friday, Saturday). I was very much afflicted with Toothach and an ague in My Face. Alas how Small a Matter will discompose and Obstruct those, who in the best plight have but just Sufficient powers to perform any Service at all! N.B. 24. I married Ebenezer Savage230 and Mary Hamilton of Rutland, Mr. Parsons,231 Mr. Burr,232 and Mr. Cushing being absent.

1726 November 27 (Sunday). I was grievously exercis’d all last night with pains in my Face. In the morning I was easier and went to Meeting. The Text a. and p.m. was Eph. 2.5. We were Inform’d that Mr. Breck Yesterday buried his Youngest Child.233 It dy’d very Suddenly. Mrs. Willard,234 Mrs. Maynard, Mr. Behman235 and his wife Din’d with us.

1726 November 28 (Monday). I read the Occasional Paper vol. 3.

1726 November 29 (Tuesday). Mr. Cushing came to see Us and lodg’d with us.

1726 November 30 (Wednesday). Mr. Cushing return’d home. Mr. Thomas Forbes, Junior was with me upon the Business of his Admission into our Church. He made some Hesitation about Making a Relation, But I satisfy’d him of the usefullness of the Practice if well observ’d and therefore the Expedience thereof. He was So well persuaded that he presented me one to be Read to the Church.

1726 December 1, 2, 3 (Thursday, Friday, Saturday). I Employ’d myself almost wholly upon the Subject I Design further to Entertain my people with.

1726 December 4 (Sunday). I preach’d a. and p.m. on Eph. 2.5. It was a very stormy Day and I had but few hearers. Mr. Jedediah How set the Tune and read the Line, p.m.

1726 December 5 (Monday). Mr. Thomas Forbush, Junior’s youngest Child236 dy’d very suddenly this morning, as I hear many Young Children in severall Towns round here. In the Eve my Little Daughter was ill, But

1726 December 6 (Tuesday). Through the Divine Favour She was this Morning well recovered. In the Afternoon I was at the funerall of Mr. Forbush’s Child.

1726 December 7 (Wednesday). I rode over to Mr. Eagers upon the Affair of my absent Heiffer, But he was gone to Marlborough. Hearing Mr. Thomas Ward237 was at Mr. Allens238 Mill I went Thither and met with him. Mr. Allen requested me to go in and see his Wife. I did and had an hour or Two’s Discourse with her. I both found and left her in a poor Melancholly, dejected, distressed Condition. From hence I rode to Marlborough. I went down to Mr. John How’s (who I heard had my Heiffer) first with Two Young Men, Nathaniel Oak239 and Joshua Goardin, and then with Mr. Ward (who had kept the Creature all Summer and winter Last) to prove it mine, if they were able to give Testimony. They said (upon Seeing her) that they were not only able but ready, if call’d thereto, to give oath it was mine. But these all not satisfying Mr. How we went over to Mr. Woods and Chose him and Mr. Jedediah Brigham240 to Determine between us. Upon hearing us it fell with full Consent to me and I gave Mr. How 10 Shillings for keeping her. After this (it being Somewhat after nine o’Clock) I went to Mr. Brecks where I Lodg’d.

1726 December 8 (Thursday). Mr. Breck walked with me to Mr. Woods’s. Here was Old Mr. How241 of Hopkinton who told over the Manner and Methods of Mr. Barretts242 coming into Hopkinton and Settling there. Mr. Woods went up with us to Mr. Brecks where we din’d upon a Turkey. When Near night I came away, but meeting Mr. Jacob Amsden243 I went in with him into his Father Behmans,244 and thence I came home with Mr. Amsden.

1726 December 9, 10 (Friday, Saturday). My Sermons took up the whole of my Time. I sent John and Nathaniel Oak to Marlborough, and in the morn they brought the Heiffer home.

1726 December 11 (Sunday). I preach’d again All Day upon Eph. 2.5. Old Mrs. Forbush,245 Mr. How246 of Hassinemisco, and his wife, Mrs. Newton,247 Mrs. Goodeno248 din’d with us. An Exceeding Cold Day.

1726 December 12 (Monday). Very Cold. Our schoolmaster, Mr. Townsend249 came into Town, and the School began.

1726 December 13 (Tuesday). I was at Captain Fay’s,250 Mr. Pratts,251 etc., to get hands to Cut wood and kill my Swine.

1726 December 14 (Wednesday). Neighbor Pratt and Maynard252 came and kill’d Two of my Swine. P.M. it was Stormy, Snow, etc. Mr. Ward Reckon’d with me.

1726 December 15 (Thursday). Very high Winds and Sharp Cold. Mr. John Pratt, Junior and his Brother Came and Cutt Several Load of wood for me. An High German Doctor was here.

1726 December 16 (Friday). I finish’d Mr. Addisons 3d volume containing His Dialogues upon Medals, The Present state of the War, 1707, and of the Christian Religion.

1726 December 17 (Saturday). Upon My preparations.

1726 December 18 (Sunday). I preach’d all Day upon Luk. 6.46. Mr. Simeon Howard din’d with us.

1726 December 19 (Monday). Very Stormy. High winds and Rain.

1726 December 20 (Tuesday). William Clark Thrash’d Oates for me. Mr. Barrett253 expected according to word sent us but Came not. Mr. Peres Rice here with Complaints against his uncle, Mr. Samuel Fay, etc. He told me Some in the Town were Examining whether my marrying the Rutland couple was according to Law. Mr. Breck sent home my Political State 12 volumes, and a Pamphlet, by his son Mr. Robert and young Rice of College.254

1726 December 21 (Wednesday). Very Cold and we but Short firewood.

1726 December 22 (Thursday). In the morning I sent for Neighbor Clarks cart for my Lad to bring home wood upon. But there Came some young Men that both Cut and Carted a good supply (of 7 Load). Captain Fay’s 2 sons and Team, Peres Rice’s Servant and Nathaniel Child255 were my men.

1726 December 23, 24 (Friday, Saturday). My whole time is taken up about my subject, and I Desire no other Employment on these Dayes.

1726 December 25 (Sunday). I preach’d upon Luk. 11.26 a. and p.m. Mrs. Holloway256 din’d with us.

1726 December 26 (Monday). A.M. I read Lowths Directions for Reading the Scriptures.257 P.M. I read the Clergyman’s Vade mecum.

1726 December 27 (Tuesday). I rode to Mr. Barretts. Here was Mrs. Ford258 and Mrs. Leasingby.259 O’bed I read Mr. Moodys260 Memoirs of Joseph Quasson and Just Sentiments on the protestant Religion. I likewise dip’d into Mr. Cooper’s261 Account of Mr. John Coney.

1726 December 28 (Wednesday). Very Stormy and Cold, but notwithstanding the women, out of their humourousness and gaiety Rode along with me to Mrs. Woods.262 I brought home my peacock, and got home well though it was a difficult Time, for the Riding, the Cold Storm, and it being in the Evening.

1726 December 29 (Thursday). The storm Continues very hard. I read in Mr. Coney’s Life and it very much affected me as I very well knew the man. I could not but have the Saddest Reflections upon my Self when I see what men of far inferiour advantages attain to; and under no such bonds as I am by my Solemn Consecration to God, in my holy ordination.

1726 December 30 (Friday). Mr. Barrett, Mr. Burnay and Wood came over with Mrs. Wood, Mrs. Fowl263 and Leasingby to our house, and they returned in the Evening.

1726 December 31 (Saturday). Very backward in my preparations but as the Year Concluded, the week and the Day my Sermons were brought to a Sufficient Length (if Every Discourse could be as good as it is Long).