Diary of Ebenezer Parkman, 1742

1742 January 1 (Friday). I may with the utmost reason admire and adore the infinite Patience and Long Suffering of God towards so ungrateful, vile unprofitable Worm! O may I with deep Unfeigned Repentance humble my self for the sins of my Life Past, and especially for the neglects and miscarriages of the year past; and might it please God to enable me to fix my Resolutions, touching my Conduct and future part of my Life; but in peculiar what I may be allowed of this Year! O that God might glorify himself by me; and that He would please to lay out all the Events of this year! All my Times are in his Hand; and, Lord, all my Springs are in Thee!

1742 January 2 (Saturday). Mr. Jenison1 very ill, yet rode over to the North side to preach there.

1742 January 3 (Sunday). I preached on 1 Thess. 1.10. Mrs. Thurston2 and Mrs. Lawrence3 dined with me.

1742 January 4 (Monday). Town Meeting. Great Disquietment in Town about Dividing the Town. William Pierce4 and Cornelius Biglo5 cutt wood for me part of the Day. Snow. Mr. Jenison was was [sic] very bad, much Stuffed and choaked up with his Cold.

1742 January 5 (Tuesday). Mr. Jenison went to Watertown.

1742 January 6 (Wednesday). Snowed a little. _ [No note with this mark.]

1742 January 7 (Thursday). Cold Day, but I rode over to the private meeting at Deacon Forb.6 and preached on Joh. 3.36. After which I had a brief Exercise of prayer and Exhortation to the society of young women. Tis agreeable to see how readily and gladly many receive the word.

1742 January 8 (Friday). [No entry.]

1742 January 9 (Saturday). Mr. Richard Pattershall7 came—dined with me. Cloudy, Snowy—but by his extra Importunity I consented to undertake the difficult ride to Marlborough, Mr. Smith8 gone to preach at Holden for Mr. Varney.9 Lodged at Dr. Gotts.10

1742 January 10 (Sunday). Preached at Indian Land at the House that was the late Mr. Ed. Rice’s,11 on 1 Thess. 1.10 a. and p.m. In the Eve I preached at the Meeting House on Ps. 63.8. Lodged with Mr. Varney at Mr. Smiths.

1742 January 11 (Monday). Mr. Varney to Worcester. I returned home, but Mr. Pattershall was gone first.

1742 January 12 (Tuesday). A fine Day. My wife12 rode with me to Mr. Belknaps13 at whose request I preached there to a considerable assembly on Isa. 55.7. Mr. T[ilbo?] lodged with us.

1742 January 13 (Wednesday). Snow. Mr. [Tatlo?] to Marlborough. The Snow Deep.

1742 January 14 (Thursday). Snowy morning—bright p.m.

1742 January 15 (Friday). Bright. N.B. How14 new leathered my Pump Box.

1742 January 16 (Saturday). [No entry.]

1742 January 17 (Sunday). On Matt. 11. Luk. 19.10. Cold. Mrs. Tainter15 and Sarah Stretton16 dined here.

1742 January 18 (Monday). Snow. Old Mr. Graves came from William Pierce praying me to go to See his Child17 which was Sick but by means of the Storm I could not go. At Eve the young Men came to sing.

1742 January 19 (Tuesday). At Ensigns (I suppose Mainards).

1742 January 20 (Wednesday). Very winter like. Deep Snow and Cold Air. Transcribed a M.S. sermon of Mr. Lorings18 on 1 Thess. 5.19.

1742 January 21 (Thursday). [No entry.]

1742 January 22 (Friday). [No entry.]

1742 January 23 (Saturday). [No entry.]

1742 January 24 (Sunday). Luk. 19.42. Luk. 19.10.

1742 January 25 (Monday). To Grafton.

1742 January 26 (Tuesday). Catechetical Exercise to Young Women. At Eve Singing.

1742 January 27 (Wednesday). Ephraim Whitney19 and Eleazer Williams20 came and cutt wood for me a.m. but p.m. Rain and they went home.

1742 January 28 (Thursday). There being at Leicester very considerable awakenings among some of the people, they Sat apart this Day for Fasting and prayer for the obtaining a plentifull Effusion of the holy Spirit upon them and they having Sent for me to assist on that occasion, I went up. Mr. Edwards21 of Northampton there, and preached a very awakening Sermon on Rom. 9.22—Vessels of wrath. I preached p.m. on Zech. 12.10. In the Evening Mr. Hall22 preached on Isa. 54.13. N.B. some stirrings. I lodged at Mr. Goddards23 with his Father.24

1742 January 29 (Friday). Mr. Edwards preached on Joh. 12.32. A peculiarly moving and Useful sermon. May God bless it to me to draw my Heart Effectually to Jesus Christ by his Love, by his bitter and ignominious Sufferings on the Cross for me! I prevailed with Mr. Edwards before we went out of the pulpit, to come by divine Leave next week to Westborough. I dined at old Mr. Southgates.25 I called at the Jayl to See the poor prisoner Green26 in my Return home. Found him penitent, diligently on enquiry, Reading, Waiting on Jesus, respectfull to Ministers, and very gratefull to me for my pains with him.

1742 January 30 (Saturday). Cold Winds.

1742 January 31 (Sunday). Probably on Luk. 16.23. (I Say probably for I wrote this Some while after.) I can’t help remarking what a wonderfull Time was now appearing. For there are great Movings upon the Hearts of the people of the Country, in one part thereof and another. O that I and mine might be stirred up earnestly and seasonably to put in for a Share! The Lord grant us His Mercy and let us not be left behind!

1742 February 1 (Monday). It was a rainy Day, but I rode to Grafton and Sutton. Mr. Prentice27 though his Child was very ill, yet was gone up to Sutton. In going from Deacon Halls28 in Sutton in order to find Brother Hicks’s29 I wandered fruitlessly; for though I found the House they had dwelt in yet they having removed to their own House lately (which I was not informed of) I missed of them and struck across the woods to the Road up to Town. Mr. Edwards was come from Leicester. Mr. Webb30 of Uxbridge and Mr. John Fairfield31 there. Mr. Edwards to a large Assembly on Ps. 18.35. At Eve in a very rainy, stormy Time I preached to a Considerable Assembly on Ps. 68.8. I lodged at Mr. Halls. Religion has been of late very much revived in Sutton, and a general Concern about their souls.

1742 February 2 (Tuesday). Rainy morning. Mr. Edwards utterly denyed going out in the Storm. I resigned and took Leave. Mr. Edwards coming to the Door and seeing it began to clear up he put on Resolution and came with me to Westborough. Here were Mr. Cushing,32 Mr. Stone,33 Mr. Smith, Capt. Williams,34 Dr. Gott and Mr. Daniel Barns,35 who dined with me. Mr. Edwards preached to a great Congregation on Joh. 12.32. And at Eve at my House on Gen. 19.17. N.B. Mr. James Fay36 was greatly wrought on by the sermon on Joh. 12.32. So were Samuel Allen37 and Ezekiel Dodge,38 who manifested it to me: and doubtless multitudes besides were so, Deo Opt. Max. Gloria.

1742 February 3 (Wednesday). Mr. Edwards returned upon his journey. My wife and I accompanyed him to Shrewsbury to Mr. Cushings, where we parted. I afterwards heard that he preached at Worcester. We dined at Mr. Cushings and at returning home we called at Bezaliel Eagers,39 with whose wife,40 mine was School mate. Fine Day.

1742 February 4 (Thursday). Rain.

1742 February 5 (Friday). High Winds and very Cold.

1742 February 6 (Saturday). Mr. James Fay (who thinks he Sees Things in a New Light and that he is now Converted) was here to see me, and discourse with me.

1742 February 7 (Sunday). On Luk. 19.10 a. and p.m. Hope there was Some good Effect. Deo Laudas! Mrs. Walker41 and Mrs. Joslin,42 Two gracious women dined here. Raw Cold.

1742 February 8 (Monday). A great Storm of Snow—Winds high and Cold, and we almost wholly out of wood. Ensign Mainard here very kindly Twice to look after us. Could not go to the Exercise publickly appointed to be at Mr. James Fays at 6 o’Clock this Evening.

1742 February 9 (Tuesday). Ensign Team and another Team partly mine partly Neighbour Chamberlains going to Day. Neighbour J. Rogers,43 Stephen Mainard,44 Ebenezer Mainard,45 Noah How,46 Samuel Bumpso,47 Thomas Winchester48 and Moses Pratt49 cutting and sledding wood. P.M. came Neighbour Jedidiah How and Seth Rice.50 N.B. Mr. James Fay came for me to go and see Isaiah Pratt51 who lay in a Strange Condition at his House—not having Spoke nor been sensible ever since nine o’Clock last night. I went to him and seeing him lye so insensible, and his pulse exceeding Slow I advised them to send for Dr. Gott to bleed him, but sitting by him and rousing him by Degrees he came to. Many were present and were astonished. When he regained his senses he Said he had not been to Sleep; had seen Hell and had seen Christ; and said Christ told him his name was in the Book of Life etc. When he had taken some Slender Food he yet further revived and Spake more freely. We gave Thanks and prayed and I gave some Exhortation. N.B. One of the Deacons of the Church was there who took me aside to lament to me his Dullness and backwardness in the Things of God. These Things are now (blessed be God) more frequent which heretofore were very rare. May God increase them and furnish me abundantly for His Work in every part of it!

1742 February 10 (Wednesday). By agreement with Mr. Cushing this Day was kept in a Religious Manner at my House (as a Time of Humilliation and Supplication) but as privately as we could: and I Sent Letters last week to the neighbouring ministers to Join with us in it that we might united implore Divine Direction in such an Extraordinary Day as this is, and that we might obtain the Out pouring of God’s Spirit upon us and our respective Charges—but none came but Mr. Cushing. Mr. Cushing prayed. I read a paper which I had drawn up on this Occasion and read Mr. Reynolds of Zeal52—and Mr. Lorings sermon on 1 Thess. 5.19.

1742 February 11 (Thursday). Brother Hicks and his son here, upon their Journey to Cambridge. Capt. Goddard53 also here. Mrs. Pratt with her son were here according to my appointment to acquaint me further with what he had Seen, or apprehended he saw, in the Time of his Trance, or reverie t’other Night. He having informed me of his Seeing (as he thought) the Devil who met him as he seemed to be in the way towards Heaven and told him that there was no room for him there; of his seeing Hell and hearing the most dreadful noise of roaring and crying; his seeing Heaven So wondrously happy a place as nobody could tell but those that were there; and Christ, who looked more pleasant than ever he had seen any man, and who had a great Book before him, and in turning over the Leaves of it told him that his name was there, and shewed it him; and that he had seen a great many more Things which were such Great Things that he could not Speak of them. I told him that these Things were not to be depended upon but that the Apostle Peter has cautioned us, saying that we have a more sure word of prophecy to which we should do well to take heed etc. I endeavoured further to instruct, direct and Comfort him and to lay the Charges of God upon him. P.M. I preached at Mr. James Fay’s on Luk. 19.9 to a great multitude—and it pleased God to give it some success. As soon as the Exercise was over Deacon Fay54 broke forth with a loud noise, with Tears of Joy and blessed God he saw this Day etc.: desiring that I would in due Time have an Exercise at his House—and bore a Message from his Brother, old Mr. Samuel Fay55 that I would have one at his also—which it was a chearful thing to hear, considering his Temper and Conduct for some years past. The rest of the people Seemed so inclined to religious Matters that they did not freely go away. Many tarried to discourse of the Affairs of their Souls and hear of the Experiences of one another. Ex. gr. Deacon Fays, Mr. James Fays, Mr. Merriams (of Grafton), Lieut. Tainters56 etc. At Eve several young men here to be instructed in singing.

1742 February 12 (Friday). At Eve Mr. Stephen Fay57 was here in great Distress concerning his Spiritual state fearing that all he had done in Religion was only to still Conscience. I directed him to read what was most awakening still and most Searching; and particularly Mr. Alliens Alarm58 and Meads Almost Christian.59 Mr. John Fairfield came from Smithfield and lodged here.

1742 February 13 (Saturday). Mr. Fairfield went on his Journey towards Wenham.

1742 February 14 (Sunday). Mat. 11.7 to 11. Eccl. 8.11. Mrs. Thurston and Mrs. Harrington dined here. Snowy Day. N.B. Mr. Jenison preaches again on the Northside.

1742 February 15 (Monday). A great Storm of Snow. Storm very great. Snow very Deep. Town Meeting to divide the Town fell through for want of the North Constables warrant. Mr. Jenison came to lodge again at my House.

1742 February 16 (Tuesday). Somewhat Clear—Some stirring with Horses and Racketts.60

1742 February 17 (Wednesday). School again at Mr. Chamberlains.

1742 February 18 (Thursday). Mr. Dickinsons five Discourses on the Decrees etc.

1742 February 19 (Friday). [No entry.]

1742 February 20 (Saturday). Took a grievous Cold in the Afternoon by Shaving my Head somewhat too high. I know of no other Method whereby I was exposed. Mr. Jenison was at great Pains to go over to the North side upon Racketts leaving the School for to Day wholly to my Ebenezer.61

1742 February 21 (Sunday). It Snowed last night pritty much, and to Day it continued. There came no more to meeting than could very well gather into my House, and chiefly into my Kitchin. I was also so indisposed with my cold, and the stirring in the Snow was so very difficult that I Should not have gone out. I repeated Sermon on Act. 3.19 from Mat. 18.3 and performed all the Exercises in my own House. Benjamin Warrin (who sat the Psalm) dined with me. N.B. Capt. Merrick of Boston and his Brother62 of Lambstown63 and Mr. Samuel Robinson64 of the same Place were here at Meeting, as they were upon their Journey to Lambstown.

1742 February 22 (Monday). Mr. Jennison returned—informed that they had no meeting on the North Side, nor did he preach. Jonathan Green65 here with a Message from Mr. McAllister66 who lay bad with the Rheumatism that I would go over and see him but my own illness was so great that I could but little more than go about House. The Snow is likewise so very deep that were I well it would be impracticable to get to him unless upon Racketts. No School to Day.

1742 February 23 (Tuesday). Brother Hicks and his son John,67 who had been gone almost a fortnight, returned from Cambridge. At Eve Capt. Fay68 and Two of his sons, and others were here—having rid over to break the way and make a Path.

1742 February 24 (Wednesday). Brother Hicks and his Son went home. Pleasant Weather but difficult stirring.

1742 February 25 (Thursday). Cold. Ensign Maynard69 to Boston with Several Affairs of mine committed to him because I am so confined my self: my Cold, sore Throat etc. being very bad yet; so that I cannot go to Boston. Particularly sent to Brother William Parkman etc.

1742 February 26 (Friday). Thomas Winchester thrashed Barley. My son Thomas70 went to Mr. Johnsons Mill and by his being belated he got no farther back than Mr. Amsdens and lodged there. We not knowing what had befallen him sent Mr. Smith (a Taylor) and Thomas Winchester for him: but they returned without him. We reposed in Gods Providence.

1742 February 27 (Saturday). Thomme returned and gave us account of his ill Success in returning, but Mr. Amsdens kindness in entertaining him. Thomas Winchester thrashed.

1742 February 28 (Sunday). I was Still So infirm and the Weather So cold that I preached again in my own House. Text Mat. 11.12 a. and p.m. Mr. Winchester71 dined here. Some Number of the Members of the Church requested that Considering that it was so Extraordinary a Time of Gods Grace, the Church would observe a Day of Fasting and Humilliation. I therefore laid it before the Brethren present and they universally came into it. N.B. not being able to visit Mr. McAllister yet, I prevailed with Mr. Jenison to go after the Exercises on the North side were finished.

1742 March 1 (Monday). I ventured out to pray with the Town at their Annual Meeting. A Sorrowful Striving in the Town for Some Time, till the North and the South overcame the Middle and carryed all before them. N.B. Settled with Deacon Newton.72 Thomas Winchester cleared up Nine Bushels Barley. N.B. Conversation with Lieutenant Holloway73 respecting Mr. Bliss’s74 preaching at his house.

1742 March 2 (Tuesday). Message from Shrewsbury concerning their Fast. Brother Hicks lodged here. N.B. Mr. James Fays wife75 and Cousen Winchester,76 distressed in Soul, request my Direction.

1742 March 3 (Wednesday). David Baverick began to make a Press for Goods.

1742 March 4 (Thursday). Mr. Jenison and my wife went with me to private Meeting at Deacon Newtons. I (at the Speciall Request of Two Deacons Forb. and Newton in the Name of Many others made known to me last Monday) repeated the Same sermon which I preached last Sabbath. David worked a.m. Letter from Mr. Oliver Ward77 of Coventry touching the work of God there and his hearty Concern for us at Westborough.

1742 March 5 (Friday). David at work till Evening. Letter from Mr. Bliss of Concord by Thomas Billings.78 Settled with the Constable.

1742 March 6 (Saturday). David finished and went off at 3 or 4 p.m. Mr. Jenison to the North side.

1742 March 7 (Sunday). On Phil. 3.8. Deacon Forb. and Mr. Bradish dined here. Mr. Jenison at Night. We both of us publickly notifyed our respective assemblys of the Fast and of the Communion.

1742 March 8 (Monday). Mr. Pattershal here. My wife to Marlborough. N.B. I was to have preached this Eve to young women but the Weather was So cold and I so infirm that I could not go, but Sent ‘em word by Ebenezer. Young Men Sing at Eve.

1742 March 9 (Tuesday). N.B. Mr. Pattershall informs me of Mr. Croswells79 irregular Zeal at Charlestown. Mr. Pattershall returned to Cambridge. P.M. Brother Samuel Breck80 here from Springfield. N.B. his Message from Brother Breck81 respecting Mr. Buel.82 He proceeded to Marlborough.

1742 March 10 (Wednesday). Fast at Shrewsbury. A.M. Mr. Hall on Luk. 13.24. P.M. Mr. Prentice83 of Lancaster prayed and I preached on Luk. 13.10. Mr. Jenison and I returned at Eve. Mr. James Fay in Company. We called at Mr. Eagers and to see the widow Hannah Rice84 sick at her son Seths.

1742 March 11 (Thursday). Fast in this place on account of the Extraordinary Dispensations of God’s Grace in the Land, that we might on the one Hand implore the Gift of the holy Spirit and Divine Direction that we be not carryed away by the many Snares, Temptations and Delusions to which we are greatly exposed. Mr. Stone preached a.m. on Jonah 1.6. Mr. Cushing prayed p.m. and Mr. Hall on Act. 13.40.41. O may we not go without a special Blessing! May God please to humble us and awaken and Sanctifie both us and our Children!

1742 March 12 (Friday). Mr. Hall returned. The House for the School the remaining two Days being denyed Mr. Jenison taught my Children at my House.

1742 March 13 (Saturday). Mr. Jenison left us to go over to the North side for the School as well as preaching.

1742 March 14 (Sunday). On 1 Cor. 11.29, 2 Cor. 6.2. Deacon Fay and Mrs. Mary Steward85 dined here.

1742 March 15 (Monday). Very Cold Day. Yet I rode to Mr. Charles Rice’s86 and preached to the Society of young women, on Ps. 119.59. N.B. Ebenezer went to Board at Lieutenant Holloways.

1742 March 16 (Tuesday). Read Mr. Callenders History of Rhode Island. P.M. Benjamin Warrin, in many Spiritual Conflicts, here with me and Spent Several Hours in agreeable Conference.

1742 March 17 (Wednesday). Mr. Joslin87 and Mr. Eliphalet Adams cutting wood for me. Neighbour Jeduthun Fay88 requests I would preach to his Father. Dr. Gott, in Concern about his Spiritual State and about the Kingdom of God, made me a Visit. N.B. Coll. Prescott came home lately from Jamaica.

1742 March 18 (Thursday). I rode over to the North Side. Visited Mr. McAllister in his Pains. Dined at Mr. Townsends. At Eve Brother Samuel Breck at my House. Neighbour James Fay.

1742 March 19 (Friday). Br. S. went off for Springfield. A Message by Thomas Winchester that Mr. Buel was to preach this afternoon at Grafton,89 but I could not attend it being Friday in which I was strictly Engaged.

1742 March 20 (Saturday). Rainy. Mr. Buel and Three young Men with him here. I found him willing to Submitt to any Examinations concerning his Doctrines, or Opinions, or Life; where upon I made several Enquirys to which he made ready Answers and told me he had made up with Mr. Noyes90 at New Haven above a month after Commencement and was Examined and licenced by the Ministers of that Association to preach. I urged him to preach, but he said he was under such obligations to preach at Concord that he must proceed thither. After Dinner they all sett off in the Rain and the Roads very bad. N.B. I had received an Excellent as long Letter from Mrs. Pierpoint,91 by which also I pleaded with him to stay, but in vain.

1742 March 21 (Sunday). On 2 Cor. 6.2. Mrs. Walker dined with us. I hope there was Some Good success of the word to Day through the Blessing of God. O may it prove an accepted Time and a Day of Salvation to us all!

1742 March 22 (Monday). Catechized Boys a.m. at the Meeting House. P.M. the Girls at my own House. Thomas Winchester trimming my Apple Trees.

1742 March 23 (Tuesday). Thomas Winchester Sledding Stones and trimming Trees. P.M. Catechetical Exercise with the young women. I preached on Joh. 13.17. At Ensign Maynards at Evening to remove his stumbling at my Slippers.

1742 March 24 (Wednesday). Fast at Southborough. Mr. Stone prayed and I preached on Mat. 11.12. P.M. Mr. Barrett92 prayed and Mr. Loring preached on Rev. 3.20. I returned at Eve though rainy.

1742 March 25 (Thursday). John Mayhew here. I preached at Old Mr. Samuel Fays93 on 1 Thess. 1.10. Visited Abner Newton.94 Capt. Eager95 here at Eve.

1742 March 26 (Friday). [No entry.]

1742 March 27 (Saturday). Received a Message from Lieutenant Holloways that last Eve Ebenezer Shooting off a little Musket at a Partridge was in utmost Danger by the Gun’s bursting. The praise to God for such a Deliverance. Let his Life be to God! N.B. Mr. James Fay and Mr. Francis Whipple96 here. P.M. a great Deal of Discourse concerning the Assurance of every new Convert.

1742 March 28 (Sunday). On 2 Cor. 6.2 and repeat Phil. 3.8 to 11.

1742 March 29 (Monday). I rode down with my Daughter Molly97 to Marlborough, dined and left her at Dr. Gotts. One Mr. Love my Company from the Red Horse. Mr. Prentice of Lancaster rode with us over the New Bridge. I went to Mr. Williams98 of Weston. At Waltham I called at Mr. Harringtons for Oats, and there Mr. Warham Williams99 was engaged in an Exercise. He preached on Joh. 5.42. Mr. Solomon Prentice was also present. N.B. We lodged at that Tavern. N.B. The world full of Mr. Buels preaching at Concord. In the Judgment of Some, Great success: In the Judgment of others great Confusion.

1742 March 30 (Tuesday). Broke fast at Mr. Warham Williams. N.B. Mr. Williams going (with Mr. Appleton100 and Mr. Peabody101) to a Fast to Morrow at Bedford on account of the Troubles there relating to Mr. Bows’s Conduct among them. I proceeded to Cambridge. Dined at F. Champneys.102 Visited Mr. Appleton. N.B. Various Accounts from Ipswich of the State of Religion there: the people greatly enlivened and awakened there. At Evening I was at Charlestown. Mr. Buel preached on Gen. 6.3. N.B. Mr. Croswell lyes Sick at Charlestown after Zealous preaching there for some time. At 10 o’Clock I went over (the Boats deeply loaded like Commencement) to Boston. At Kinsman Elias’s were Mr. Eleazer Williams’s (of Roxbury) wife and Two Daughters greatly enlivened in Religion.

1742 March 31 (Wednesday). Dined at Brother Alexanders.103 Mr. Walker104 (his Father in Law) very low and in a dangerous State. At Eve I went over to Charlestown again and heard Mr. Buel on Mat. 9.12. Returned in a loaded Boat and Lodged at Brother Parkman’s.

1742 April 1 (Thursday). Mr. Hooper105 at the public Lecture on 1 John 4.13. Dined at Brother Samuels.106 N.B. Great Disgust given by Mr. Barnards107 sermon last Thursday, and now continued among some by Mr. Hooper: as appeared to me at Evening at Mr. Coopers.108

1742 April 2 (Friday). Dined at Mr. Quincys. My Aged, honoured Mother Well to a wonder. May God preserve her a great and late Blessing still. At Eve heard part of Mr. Buels sermon at Charlestown as I was upon my Journey up. Spoke to Mr. Buel after his sermon upon his coming up to Westborough. He said it was uncertain, for he was not determined which Road he should ride Home. Mr. Foxcroft109 of Cambridge in riding to F. Champneys but it was late.

1742 April 3 (Saturday). Returned Home—calling in at Deacon Sparhawks,110 who was Sick. At Mr. Williams of Weston where I dined; at Mr. Brintnalls111—and at Dr. Gotts. My Family in safety. D.G.

1742 April 4 (Sunday). On Heb. 10.23112 and p.m. on Ps. 1.5,113 repeating some parts of sermon on Eccl. 11.9114 on Occasion of Mr. Bezaleel Smiths sons115 being killed in a sorrowful Manner by an Horse which he was going to water. The Child aged about 8 Years.

1742 April 5 (Monday). Mr. Smith of Marlborough here. Afterwards Mr. Prentice of Grafton. Both dined with me. N.B. Thomas Winchester came to live with me on the 1st Day of this Month—for 35£ 6 Months.

1742 April 6 (Tuesday). We began to wean Billy,116 by Bekky Hicks.117

1742 April 7 (Wednesday). A Number of hands digging Stones in the South side, viz. Thomas Winchester, Neighbour Chamberlain, Samuel Bumpso and Ben Furbush. Ebenezer returned from Lt. Holloways.

1742 April 8 (Thursday). Public Fast.118 On Isa. 21.11.12.

1742 April 9 (Friday). Thomas Splitting Hills and sowing Peas. Windy, Cold. Ebenezer and Tomme119 carry Barley to Mr. Terrys at Grafton to be malted. Neighbour Thurston120 here at Evening. N.B. His Experience of Extraordinary Grace the Months past. His Discourse very savoury and very free. Neighbour Beriah Rice121 here to join to the church.

1742 April 10 (Saturday). Thomas [blank]. Mr. Williams here p.m. to join to the Church.

1742 April 11 (Sunday). On Isa. 21.11.12. P.M. repeat the remainder of sermon on Heb. 10.23. N.B. began to Day to sing at Noon in the Family. At Eve old Mr. Eleazer Bellows122 of Preston here and Neighbour James Fay. Account of the State of Religion at Preston.

1742 April 12 (Monday). Thomas harrowing and sowing. Sowed wheat by the old House. High winds, the old Barn in Danger. Cracked and wrecked very much. Neighbour James Fay here. At Eve visited Neighbour How—serious Talk with her—and with her Daughter Abigail.

1742 April 13 (Tuesday). I carryed Bekky Hicks to Cambridge on my Mare and My Daughter Molly had Mr. Jeduthun Fays Horse and rode with us. Molly had a Fall from the Horse but through Divine Goodness received no hurt. We dined at Mr. Brintnalls in Framingham. Got to Cambridge in Comfort.

1742 April 14 (Wednesday). Rainy but yet Molly and I rode to Boston and were at the Ordination of the Rev. Mr. Andrew Eliot123 at the New North Church. Dr. Sewall124 prayed, Mr. Eliot preached 1 Cor. 4.2, Mr. Webb the Charge, Mr. Appleton the Right Hand. N.B. a vast Assembly, and a Glorious Time of Gods Grace. I dined at Mr. Webbs. There was entertainment also at Mr. Owens. At Eve at Mr. Richard Salters125 Chamber. Lodged with my Kinsman Elias.

1742 April 15 (Thursday). I returned to Cambridge leaving Molly to live at her Uncle Alex’s to go to School with his Daughter Esther. From Cambridge past 2 o’Clock p.m., with Sarah Sparhawk126 on the Horse Molly rode down, I rode up to Westborough and got up after 10.

1742 April 16 (Friday). [No entry.]

1742 April 17 (Saturday). [No entry.]

1742 April 18 (Sunday). On [blank] Eph. 5.18.

1742 April 19 (Monday). [No entry.]

1742 April 20 (Tuesday). Catechetical Exercise No. 5 at the Meeting House, above 30 young women (I Suppose) were present. N.B. Mary Bradish127 with me afterwards, being in some Spiritual Difficultys.

1742 April 21 (Wednesday). Mr. Samuel Williams128 here about his Spiritual State and desirous to join to the Church. I took pains in Examining him and hope God is doing a good work in him.

1742 April 22 (Thursday). I had sent to Mr. Stone and to Mr. Cushing fruitlessly, to assist me. I Sent a verbal Message to Mr. Burr129 and though it was a rainy Day he came and preached my Lecture: a good usefull Sermon on Rom. 10, part of the 14 and 15 verses and the 17th, against Exhorters among the people etc.: with a moving Application. Letter from Rutland read. See Church Records.

1742 April 23 (Friday). I kept my Self much confined to my preparations this week.

1742 April 24 (Saturday). Thomas Winchester and John Rogers with the Cattle broke up the lower part of the Field on the South side.

1742 April 25 (Sunday). Administered the Lords Supper. Repeated on 2 Cor. 11.27.29. P.M. on Eph. 5.14. I was in much fear and trembling but cast my Self on God. I chose to repeat in the forenoon that I might deliver the latter part of that Discourse; and likewise that I might deliver my Sermon in the afternoon more entirely by it self, it not admitting to be divided, but it being the Quantity of Two sermons. I was much above an hour. Some Number of Southborough people at Meeting and Some of Hopkinton. Deacon Fay, Mr. William Johnson. Madam Ward,130 and her son Lieutenant Hezekiah Ward131 dined with me. N.B. Very Weary at Night.

1742 April 26 (Monday). Could not go with the Delegates till I had Sent to Grafton for my Mare. When my sons were returned I rode to Shrewsbury. Overtook Mr. Frink132 riding up from Boston home. Overtook our Delegates in Holden. Reached Rutland at Night. No Minister besides, for some Time. At length Mr. Solomon Prentice. Lodged at Deacon Stevens’s.

1742 April 27 (Tuesday). Rutland Fast. Mr. Burr and Mr. David Goddard, came in the Morning and Mr. Hall in sermon Time. Mr. Prentice and I in the forenoon performed the Devotions of the Fast. I preached on 1 Pet. 5.6. P.M. Mr. Hall prayed and Mr. Burr preached on Rom. 10.14.15.17 verses. O might it be a Day of Atonement etc.! The Church was stayed, and directed to come to us in the Evening. The Council was formed, and matters and Papers were put into our Hands, divers of them for hearing. We read over 1/2 Dozen and referred the Rest till Tomorrow. N.B. John Kidney.133 Lodged to night at Ensign Moses Hows with Mr. Hall of Sutton, but our Residence was at Deacon Stevens’s.

1742 April 28 (Wednesday). Hard at it in the Council—reading the papers and hearing their Defence. Mr. Frink also very ready to wait on the Council, though he made a Distinction as he did not join with the Church in calling it. P.M. Mr. Hall preached at the request of the people. It interrupted the Business of the Council and carryed off the Members, So that we did not finish this Evening. N.B. John Kidney acquainted me at large with the Methods of Gods Spirit with him in awakening him and, as he hoped, converting him. Asked my pardon and my Familys—was ready to give it me under his Hand. Several Gentlemen told me that in acquainting them with the wondrous Methods of Gods Grace with him he had made respectful mention of what he had received from me in the Time he lived with me: And he expressed the Same to me himself. And among other Things when he was in Darkness and Distress from Day to Day and not able to find what method to take nor what to do, he was greatly relieved and directed by calling to mind those Lines he was wont to repeat with my Children, at the End of the morning and Evening Hymns, Praise God from whom all Blessings Flow etc. He expressed his abhorrence of the Romish Religion—told me he was baptized at East Hadley and admitted into the Church there by Mr. Parsons134—but notwithstanding the Joys he had experienced about those Times yet that now he was in Darkness again and in great Fear and Trouble. I directed and advised him as I thought his Case required.

1742 April 29 (Thursday). When the Result was read and the Council Dissolved, and we had also waited on Mr. Frink we left the Town with Hopes of Peace: for we had the happiness of Satisfying all partys that we were concerned with (But it is far the greatest to please and glorify God). They were full of their grateful Thanks, and even Mr. Frink also, notwithstanding he joined not with the Church in calling the Council. Mr. Buckminster,135 the probationer, accompanyed us down the Road. N.B. Several Distressed persons detained me on the Way in Rutland and in Holden, with their Spiritual Troubles—viz. Mr. Jonathan Stones wife, Mr. Caldwell,136 Mr. James Smith. Stopped by the Rain at Shrewsbury at Mr. Allens.137 He sett Two Shooes upon my Horse. N.B. his Son James nigh wasted to Death. I warned and directed and prayed with him and his Parents and the Company at the Shop. My wife went to Marlborough. At Home Thomas had ploughed etc.

1742 April 30 (Friday). Mr. Grow here in Spiritual Distress, and Mr. Jesse Brighams wife.

1742 May 1 (Saturday). Stephen Fay here upon Soul accounts. Fowl weather. Thomas gott out Corn.

1742 May 2 (Sunday). On Eph. 5.14. P.M. repeated on Heb. 13.17 to page 19, occasioned by the late Separation of Mr. Frink from his pastoral office. Mrs. Bathsheba Pratt here, being greatly distressed for the Hardness of her Heart notwithstanding that She had been a member in full Communion above 20 Years. N.B. Lieut. Holloway and Mr. Joseph Woods138 dined with us. I gave Account to the Church at Eve of our Transactions and success at Rutland.

1742 May 3 (Monday). Rainy still. Thomas about various Things, chiefly the Fences. Had a sow Pigg of Neighbour Chamberlain. One Mr. Green of Leicester here.

1742 May 4 (Tuesday). Catechized at the Meeting House a. and p.m. but had but a slender Number of either Boys or Girls. Little William carryed to Nurse at Ensign Mainards.

1742 May 5 (Wednesday). My Wife rode to Cambridge. I rode with her as far as Marlborough, but both of us soaked through with an heavy Shower in the woods between Westborough and Southborough back of Lieutenant Brighams Pond. I attended the fast Exercises at Old Capt. Brighams, which were occasioned by the dull, unactive and very insensible state he was fallen into and had been in for more than a Year: I preached on Mic. 7.7,139 Mr. Smith having prayed before sermon. In the latter Exercise I prayed and Mr. Prentice of Grafton preached upon Ezek. 36.37. I returned home at Eve.

1742 May 6 (Thursday). Thomas planted part of the upper Field. Mr. Paterson an Irishman from Stoddard Town here. N.B. He had been one of those that had fallen into a Strange Fit by the pressure of his Distress at hearing the word preached. P.M. I preached at Capt. Fays on Eph. 5.14,140 Sermon ii. Rainy. Mr. Benjamin Fay141 came home with me at Eve in the Rain. N.B. I repeated that sermon because of divers people being at a great Loss about the Doctrine held forth therein.

1742 May 7 (Friday). Thomas planting. Mary Bradish with me on account of her Spiritual Troubles. Cousen Winchester also. Fair pleasant a.m., lowery p.m. Ensign Maynard here—informed that little William was not well.

1742 May 8 (Saturday). Finished planting our Fields. Mr. Deming142 came; at my Request he stayed with us. Mr. Jenison came in the Eve designing to preach for me if I wanted Help. Providence cast in a fine parsel of Pond Fish, by Jonathan Rogers.

1742 May 9 (Sunday). Mr. Deming a. and p.m. on 2 Cor. 5.17. Both Mr. Deming and Mr. Jenison tarryed with me over the Sabbath. A Remarkable Forwardness of the Spring. Frequent Rains etc.

1742 May 10 (Monday). Mr. Deming went to Mr. Beemans. Mr. Jenison to keeping School on the North side of the Town. Mr. Williams with me, and Mr. Beriah Rice also.

1742 May 11 (Tuesday). Mr. Bliss here, in his Journey to Grafton and Sutton. I rode Mr. Benjamin Hows Horse to Shrewsbury and preached to the Society of Lads there, on 2 Cor. 6.2. At Eve rode home with Mr. Williams and Mr. Whipple.

1742 May 12 (Wednesday). Mr. Smith of Marlborough preached to the Young Men of the first Society on 1 Chr. 28.9, a good usefull sermon. Mr. Cushing and Mr. Jenison were also here. Mr. Smith rode away immediately after Exercise on occasion of his Neighbours setting him up a Barn Frame this afternoon. Hopes of my Wife this Evening blasted. Thomas getting Posts.

1742 May 13 (Thursday). I rode Neighbour Barns’s Horse to Marlborough and preached the Lecture on Eph. 5.14. Rain yet returned at Eve hoping to See my Wife but neither did she return this Night. The Night very rainy—Thunder, Lightning.

1742 May 14 (Friday). Rainy Morning. Clear p.m. Mrs. Williams here again—Sarah Bellows—Daniel Stone and his wife143—all of them Candidates for the Communion. At Eve my Wife returned, and in safety. Blessed be God! Mr. John Mead144 lodged here.

1742 May 15 (Saturday). Rainy Day. Little work done this week—so much letting weather etc. Coll. William Ward145 dined with us.

1742 May 16 (Sunday). A.M. on Eph. 5.14. P.M. on Ps. 16.2. Mr. Thomas Warrin and his wife dined with us.

1742 May 17 (Monday). I rode to Mr. Jesse Brighams. Phinehas Forbush146 with me upon his Souls Distresses. N.B. News from Grafton that Mr. Philemon Robbins147 preached there yesterday and Twenty or More persons fell down with Distress and Anguish. Mr. Smith, Taylor, at work here.

1742 May 18 (Tuesday). Exercise to young women on Ps. 73.24. Mrs. Brown of Leicester (Mother of Mrs. Chamberlain) here.148 Mrs. Edwards from Northampton and Searl149 a Freshman of N.H. College, here; and lodged here.

1742 May 19 (Wednesday). Very rainy Morning. Sweet Converse with Mrs. Edwards, a very eminent Christian. ½ after eleven I left home and rode to Sutton Fast. Preached there on Eph. 5.14. After Meeting an elderly Woman, one Mrs. White (whose Husband is a Baptist) So overcome that She was led into Mr. Halls. She Seemed to be in great Distress—but She had much Joy and Love. At Evening Dr. Morss and divers others came in and Sung.

1742 May 20 (Thursday). I had determined to go to Worcester to see the Prisoner, Green, whom I had lately writ to on occasion of his turning Quaker. But I could not go from Mr. Halls seasonably enough—Mr. Hall and his wife150 went with me to Brother Hicks’s, who has got his New place into a very good way. I dined at Grafton. Mrs. Prentice151 very full of Spiritual Things. I rode home and with my wife went over to Mr. Lulls. Preached there on 1 Thess. 1.10. And after that Exercise, I preached in half an Hour (at their Special Request) to the Young society on that side of the Town, on Ps. 119.59. At Evening Solemnized the Marriage of Jonas Child to Sibyl Shattuck and Jonathan Cutting to Sarah Ball. These Nuptial Solemnitys were at Capt. Eagers. N.B. Mr. Jenison made the last prayer. N.B. Thomas getting Fencing Stuff.

1742 May 21 (Friday). My wife rode with me to Stephen Fays where I preached on Mat. 3.10. The Assembly Somewhat Considerable being there was a Town Meeting at the Same Time to choose a Representative—Ensign Maynard chose but refused. Town then concluded not to send. I had a great Cold.

1742 May 22 (Saturday). Mr. Smith the Taylor has been here all this week to make me a Jackett and Thomme a Bannian.

1742 May 23 (Sunday). Mr. Jenison preached here on Joh. 13.13, Dan. 5.12. I preached on the North side on 2 Cor. 6.2 and baptized Josiah Bowkers Daughter Damaris. N.B. Dined at Capt. Eagers. At Eve Called at Ensign Maynards to visit Mrs. Wheeler152 of Concord (heretofore Rebecca Lee) who was under a grievous Melancholly and nigh Despair and Destraction. She was with me yesterday by the Endeavour of her sister Mrs. Jemima Miles.

1742 May 24 (Monday). Did not go down to Cambridge being under several Disappointments. Mrs. Wheeler of Concord here again. Exceeding Fine Weather. Thomas Clearing.

1742 May 25 (Tuesday). Rode away somewhat Early. Dined at Waltham. Rode to Cambridge and Charleston before night. At Boston My Brother Alexander sick of a Fever. As is Cousen John Parkman—and his sister Elizabeth also languishes in a Consumption. Cousen Benjamin lately come from Pensylvania Lame in one arm which is enfeebled and Bound up. Lodged with Cousen Elias.

1742 May 26 (Wednesday). At the sale of Capt. Samuel Greenwoods153 Books and bought several. Mr. Appleton preached Excellently to the Court from Ps. 72.1.2. I dined at Brother Alexander’s where was my Aged, venerable Mother. P.M. when I went to Dr. Sewals there was but a thin Appearance of Ministers upon which I heard Mr. John Caldwell at the French Meeting House. The Drift was against False Prophets; and not without Bitterness mixt with his Witt and Sense. I sat very uneasy—and went out as soon as it was done. Went up to Mr. Chaunceys,154 the Convention being adjourned. Some Number of ministers there, congratulating him upon his being made Doctor of Divinity by the University of Edinborough. Our Conversation was upon Assurance, the Ground of it, the Manner of Obtaining it, and the Special Operation of the Holy Spirit therein. A very usefull Conversation, Mr. Barnard and others having talked very judiciously and piously upon it. Sought Mrs. Edwards155 fruitlessly.

1742 May 27 (Thursday). Mr. Loring preached to the Ministers from 2 Cor. 2.16, last Clause. The Contribution (I understood) amounted to 230£. Dined at Mr. Hubbards, where were Coll. Lincoln and several other Gentlemen but no Ministers. P.M. I went to Dr. Chauncys where was a very Considerable Number of Ministers in Conversation upon the present State of Things with respect to Religion. At Mr. Fosters about my [Plush?] etc. etc.

1742 May 28 (Friday). I rode from Boston to Cambridge and thence home. N.B. Mr. James Thornton (uncle to Mr. Caldwell) in Company—Mr. Caleb Rice—and part of the way Mr. Cushing. N.B. Mr. Morehead and Mr. Caldwells Differences at Boston brought before Capt. F. Wells to be decided—but not issued.

1742 May 29 (Saturday). Thomas had done something of the Weeding. Mrs. Edwards and young Searl with her in her Journey to Northampton. N.B. Coll. Ward laid out 2 1/4 Acres on the East of my Land.

1742 May 30 (Sunday). On Song 2.16. N.B. Mrs. Edwards’s Conversation very wonderfull—her sense of Divine Things.

1742 May 31 (Monday). I rode with Mrs. Edwards up to Shrewsbury but could not proceed to Worcester as I had purposed, because my mare was lame without a foreshooe which could not be sett seasonably nor could I go to Marlborough to Proprietors Meeting because I grew much indisposed.

1742 June 1 (Tuesday). Rode to Worcester. Dined at Mr. Burrs. Mr. Campbell156 there. We all went to the Jayl to see poor Green the prisoner. I went in alone to him in the first place hoping for some free discourse with him. I perceived he was turned over to the principles of Quakerism. Mr. Campbell and Mr. Burr and a number of other persons came in—the prisoner grew very bold and Said he had the Spirit and that they that have the Spirit have the holy anointing and need not that any one should teach them for they know all Things. When he depreciated Ordinances as being of no Value, and upon Mr. Burrs asking him whether he would not go out to meeting if he might, had answered that he did not desire it, I insisted upon the Distinction between the Jewish Ordinances and the Institutions of Christ. He insulted me in an ungrateful manner with telling me I would Defend what got me a good living. Seeing him in such a Frame Mr. Campbell was urgent for us to go and would stay no longer with him. N.B. I fear his frett was in some Measure owing to this, that last Saturday Several Quakers came to see him but the sheriff denyed them Entrance to him—and although Mr. Burr knew nothing of it till last night yet perhaps it was laid to him as the Adviser to it; for which he might be offended both with him and with us as Soon as he Saw us. I returned home at Eve. Mr. Campbell accompanying as far as Mr. Barbers157 in Shrewsbury where Mr. Morrison158 (a Scotch Minister) lay sick.

1742 June 2 (Wednesday). Mr. Chamberlain had my Mare to go to Shrewsbury but went to Leicester.

1742 June 3 (Thursday). Mr. Cushing preached my Lecture on [blank]. Mr. Jenison here.

1742 June 4 (Friday). Rode over to See Mrs. Gamel159 who is Sick. Dr. Got rode part of the way back with me.

1742 June 5 (Saturday). Thomas howed for Mr. Chamberlain.

1742 June 6 (Sunday). Sacrament. On Jude v. 21 and on Eph. 5.14. N.B. Mr. Prentice of Grafton absent Some of his people were here. Deacon Fay and Capt. Willard dined here.

1742 June 7 (Monday). Thomas mowed the Garden walks a.m. and went p.m. to Boston with his Hoops.

1742 June 8 (Tuesday). Rain. Brother Hicks here. Mr. Wheeler160 at Evening opposing my late Doctrine from Eph. 5.14 That the Natural Man can do Nothing but what is sinfull.

1742 June 9 (Wednesday). I Spared Brother Hicks a Barrell of Cyder, but the Rain prevented his going home. He with the Help of Some Neibours rectifyed the Timber of my Barn, some of which had worked out of place.

1742 June 10 (Thursday). Brother Hicks went home. Mr. Chamberlain of Newtown and his wife, here. I Catechized at Lieutenant Holloways. N.B. Thunder Storm as soon as I got there. At Eve visited Mr. Billings where lay his Mother Fay very bad of a Rheumatism—and the widow Rice.

1742 June 11 (Friday). [No entry.]

1742 June 12 (Saturday). Thomas returned to work.

1742 June 13 (Sunday). Repeated on Jude v. 21. P.M. on Rom. 8.8.

1742 June 14 (Monday). [Blank]. Raising at Capt. Fays a Barn of 70 feet length.

1742 June 15 (Tuesday). Much interrupted in the Morning with Mr. Joseph Wheeler who takes Exception against the Doctrines I deliver one Sabbath after another. I rode to Mr. Lorings of Sudbury, where the Association met. There were Mr. J. Prentice, Mr. Cushing, Mr. N. Stone and Mr. Buckminster. Mr. Buckminster offered himself to be Examined. He was So: and he delivered a sermon on Luke 10.41.42. At Eve I asked advice respecting the Doctrines I had lately delivered from Eph. 5.14 and Rom. 8.8, and on that Question: Are there not some promises made to humble, fervent Strivers that they shall obtain the Grace of God. See Prov. 1.22, Isa. 1.10.17.18, Ch. 55.7, Mat. [blank], Corinth.[blank]. N.B. Council at Concord called by Ezekiel Miles and others, dissatisfyed with Mr. Bliss.

1742 June 16 (Wednesday). Very useful and profitable Conversations upon several Heads of Divinity, especially referring to the Great Article of Conversion, Comparing Several of Mr. Stoddards161 writings. I also read a large Paper of the Experiences of a Young woman, a Member of the Church in Westborough which I had from her in her own MSS.162 Mr. Buckminster preached the Public Lecture on Heb. 11.7, which was to tolerable acceptance; and seeing his Deportment, Humility, Serious Bent etc. he was the More endeared to us, and we drew up and signed a Certificat. Mr. Cushing and I came up into Marlborough. At Dr. Gotts we tarried while the shower went over and made it nigh night. But I came home comfortably. Betty Fay the Taylor woman at work here.

1742 June 17 (Thursday). Betty Fay.

1742 June 18 (Friday). [No entry.]

1742 June 19 (Saturday). I rode to Shrewsbury and Mr. Cushing to Westborough.

1742 June 20 (Sunday). I preached at Shrewsbury on Eph. 5.14 a. and p.m. N.B. Mrs. Robins (Mrs. Cushings sister) and Mrs. Abigail Smith163 (the Doctors sister) dined with us. I understand that Shrewsbury North End are set off by an Act of Court. At Eve Mr. Cushing returned.

1742 June 21 (Monday). Broke fast at Dr. Smiths.164 Came home by Mr. Snells165 by whom my wife sent Two Piggs to Boston. And I sent to the widow Greenwood by Neighbour Jedidiah How what I was indebted for Books lately bought of her—viz. £4.10.0.

1742 June 22 (Tuesday). Thomas Mowing Day after Day. My 6th Exposition of the Catechism to 38 young women. N.B. Elizabeth Chamberlain and Neighbour Joseph Green166 upon Soul Affairs.

1742 June 23 (Wednesday). Thomas Mowing. Wife to Marlborough. N.B. Mr. Smith had left his wife at Cape Ann for Some Time. N.B. Dr. Robys wife167 (Daughter of Rev. Mr. Swift)168 dead.

1742 June 24 (Thursday). I rode over to the North of Shrewsbury and preached to a Young Society there on 1 Thess. 1.10. Mr. Cushing returned home, but the Rain prevailed So that I was obliged to lodge with Mr. Morse169 at Mr. Bushs.170 N.B. The Request of the North Side of Shrewsbury to the General Court to be Sett off a New Township by them Selves I hear is granted.

1742 June 25 (Friday). Rain—but yet returned Home. Melancholly Time for Haying.

1742 June 26 (Saturday). So much hindred this week I could prepare but one Sermon.

1742 June 27 (Sunday). Matt. 11.13.14.15 and p.m. on Gen. 18.19. N.B. Mr. Jenison preaches Still on the North side. Mrs. Tainter and her Daughter Forbush dined with us. Received a Message from Isaac How of Hopkinton who was in a low Consumption, desiring a visit.

1742 June 28 (Monday). Very letting weather so that it is ill tending of Hay. I rode over to Hopkinton at the request of Isaac How who lay in a low Languishment. His state of mind feared to be very dreadful because of his Insensibility of the amazing wrath of God and being So Comfortable in the Apprehensions of Death notwithstanding his Impenitence. Many had expected me to preach but I received no hint of his Desiring any thing of that—besides that there was no intimations from Rev. Mr. Barrett especially of any Thing of it. Returned home at Eve; marrying Eleazer Williams at his Fathers in my way.

1742 June 29 (Tuesday). Ebenezer chooses to drop his Books and longs for a Scyth. I have now given way to his Mowing. Mrs. Snell171 to talk with me about her owning the Covenant as was also Mr. Jotham Brigham and his wife.172 At Eve Mr. Goddard of Leicester here and lodged here. Several Load of Hay out and wet—after bright hot Sunshine.

1742 June 30 (Wednesday). Mr. Goddard went away early. Mr. Breck, Mr. Ballantine173 and Mr. Gay,174 from Shrewsbury this morning came and breakfasted with us and went off for Marlborough. P.M. My wife and I rode to Mr. Wheelers and to Mr. James Balls175—visited the rest on the Hill. Marryed Joshua Johnson to Hannah Ball176 at her Fathers, where there was a good Entertainment and Considerable Company. A great Shower after fair and hot weather, So that our Hay was drenched again. We got home Comfortably at Eve. At Ensign Maynards (where we left Billy) was Mr. Gibbs177 of Hopkinton waiting to deliver me Mr. Barretts and Mr. Isaac Hows request that I would preach to said How on the Morrow if he shall be then alive. But Mr. Barrett is then to preach at Wrentham.

1742 July 1 (Thursday). A pleasant Day and no Rain. Thomas has ploughed among the Corn for Hilling—the Corn having grown wonderfully, and some Time agoe it was beginning to Spindle out. A most remarkably forward Season. I rode over to Hopkinton and Isaac How being yet alive and an assembly gathered (at the House of Mr. Josiah Rice). I preached there, on 1 Tim. 1.15, followed with a moving and awakening address to the poor dying man; who seemed to take it in Some Suitable Manner to outward appearance but I fear he has not really an apprehension of his astonishing Danger but is in a false Peace. The assembly were very attentive and Some Number affected. N.B. one Nutt a young woman with me after Exercise—Mr. Gibbs—and Several others of whom Mr. Benjamin Burnap178 was one and he rode with me some way back. My Folks have now had some success in getting in Hay that had been long out.

1742 July 2 (Friday). Mr. Cornelius Bigloe mowed for me—Thomas and Ebenezer getting in Hay.

1742 July 3 (Saturday). Mr. Biglo hoeing with Thomas.

1742 July 4 (Sunday). On Mat. XI.16 to 19. P.M. Gen. 18.19.

1742 July 5 (Monday). Mr. Biglo came to work—to mow with Thomas Winchester. I rode down to Watertown. In my Journey I was at Mr. David Hows and dined gratis. Received a Message from Mr. William Brintnall that Mr. Swift desired me (as Mr. Loring had before done) to preach to a Society made up of Several Familys in both Framingham and Sudbury. N.B. hindered and belated by showers. N.B. Mr. Seccomb179 and Mr. Goss180 upon the Road in Sudbury. I called to see my Friend Dr. Ebenezer Roby in his sorrowful bereaved State. We called also at Mr. Williams’s at Weston. At Watertown to shelter me from a sudden shower I run in to Capt. Homans, with whom I was utterly unacquainted but was treated with great Humanity. Went to Mr. Jenisons and lodged there.

1742 July 6 (Tuesday). Rode to F. Champneys where Molly has been for several Days, and is out of Health. Rode to Charlestown. Made a Visit to Mr. Davenport181 who kept at Major Jenners’s. Proceeded to Boston and waited on my honoured aged Mother who through God’s great Mercy is yet alive and in Some Comfort. But I first of all (at this Time) visited my Bereaved Brother William who lately buryed his dear Daughter Elizabeth of above 20 Years of Age—of any ingenuous Temper and of a pious Disposition. Dyed with a good hope through Grace. I bought Several more Small Books of Mrs. Greenwood. Returned to Cambridge at Night. N.B. Samme Breck182 much out of Health—wasted by a bad Cough etc.

1742 July 7 (Wednesday). Was at Commencement. Breck keeps about. Disputed and had his Degree but we are not without some Fears his illness may increase. I dined comfortably in the Hall. P.M. the presidents Century Oration. Lodged at F. Champneys. Mrs. Suse Champney there last Night from Beverly.

1742 July 8 (Thursday). I rode to Boston. Mr. Hooper’s public Lecture on 1 Joh. 5.3. Dined at Brother Alexanders. P.M. I was at Dr. Chauncys—where was Mr. Barnard of Marblehead and his Lady. Afterwards came Mr. Hooper and Mr. Malcolm183 (Episcopal Minister of Marblehead). The Conversation turned upon Mr. Davenport, who is the Subject every where. But few among the wise and worthy but that judge he is touched in his Brain. Mr. Malcolm and I walked down to the North End and up Snow Hill to hear him. There had been a Thunder Storm, and there were little Showers in Time of Exercise. His Sermon was from Rev. 22.17, a very fervent Exhortation and to unconverted Ministers in Special. Said he was then in the Experience of the Divine Spirits influences. Said he was then ready to drop down dead for the Salvation if but of one Soul etc. After Sermon a Considerable Number of Ministers went to Mr. Webbs, who gave us an account of the Disorders in that neighborhood last Night by people’s being So late at Mr. Proctors (where Mr. D________t lodges and which is right over against Mr. Webbs) and he also informed us of his Discourse with Mr. D________t this Morning, Concerning his Conduct and Actions (in running out into the Street among the Croud and crying out to them in an indecent voice, Gesture etc.) but to no purpose, he Supposing himself to be under the Immediate Impressions and Directions of the Divine Spirit. In a word Mr. Webb concludes him to be crazed. I rode to Cambridge after nine o’Clock.

1742 July 9 (Friday). I rode to Framingham, to Mr. Brintnalls, where I dined. I preached according to appointment at Mr. Darlings; Text Luk. 10.19. People very thankful and Courteous. Mr. Mansfield (Shooemaker at Marlborough) accompanyed me part of the way up. Got home safely, through the Great Goodness of God. Billy ill most of the week of Fever and Flux. N.B. Mr. Barrett and his sister Barrett, his wifes sister Everett and his son came to Mr. Wilsons while I was there.

1742 July 10 (Saturday). Mr. Biglo at work Still. Sent Thomme to Dr. Gott; but he came not. Child an ill night.

1742 July 11 (Sunday). Dr. Gott here. Old Mr. Rice and Two strangers, Rice and Nichols from Southborough dined. Repeated Sermons on Luk. 19.10.

1742 July 12 (Monday). [No entry.]

1742 July 13 (Tuesday). I went down to Mr. Joslins to See his Daughter Mary184 and his little son Timothy185 who were sick of the Throat Distemper.186 I visited also old Mrs. Forbush who had been ill. <Two lines crossed out.>

1742 July 14 (Wednesday). Mr. Bliss to preach at Hopkinton but by reason of the Childs illness and other Things I could not go over, as Mr. Barrett had requested. Mr. Breck came and lodged. Mr. Ebenezer Chamberlain187 here in the Evening with great Quantity of Sauce to present us.

1742 July 15 (Thursday). Rode with Mr. Breck to Shrewsbury—where I preached to Young people on Prov. 7.7.

1742 July 16 (Friday). Mr. Nathan Stone preached my Lecture on Isa. 45.19.

1742 July 17 (Saturday). Finished our Hay at Home (except a Small matter that lay So in the Water and was of little Value that we were forced to Omitt it).

1742 July 18 (Sunday). Cant. 1.4. 1 Thess. 5.19. Deacon Fay dined here. I was very faint at Eve.

1742 July 19 (Monday). Rode down to Capt. Warrins to see Miriam Fisk, their Maid, who was Sick and in much pain: to Mr. Joslins four of whose Children are sick of the Throat Distemper. N.B. Dr. Gott at Capt. Warrins. At my Return he was at our House to see Billy; and dined with us. Thomas at the Meadow. Timothy Joslin of 5 Years dyed of the Throat Distemper.

1742 July 20 (Tuesday). Timothy Joslyn buryed. Catechetical Exercise. Preached on Rev. 3.1. Mr. Dantforth of Cambridge, Capt. Jones of Hopkinton, and Mr. Bond of Watertown here, also Capt. William Ward, as they were going to Shrewsbury on the Affair of Malden Farm.

1742 July 21 (Wednesday). Ebenezer lyes under his Poison in his Feet—in great Pain and Soreness.

1742 July 22 (Thursday). Catechized the Boys a.m. (of which there was a great Number considering the season) and the Girls p.m., of whom there were few.

1742 July 23 (Friday). [No entry.]

1742 July 24 (Saturday). Silas Pratt188 worked for me with Thomas at the Meadow, yet got but one Load home, and Stacked Two at the Meadow.

1742 July 25 (Sunday). On 1 Thess. 5.19. 2 Cor. 2.15.16. N.B. Mr. Barretts son189 and his wifes sister (Mrs. Everett) and Lieutenant Whood and his wife at Meeting here and dined with us, Mr. Barrett being gone to Boston to his Mothers Funeral. N.B. Mr. Jacob Amsdens wife came to Meeting, who has never been at the public Worship till now ever since I was first in this Town.

1742 July 26 (Monday). I went with Thomas to the Meadow and got Mr. Forb. to help him with his Oxen and we got home 4 Load of Hay. P.M. I went to Mr. Josiah Rice’s.

1742 July 27 (Tuesday). Thomas got home one Load with Mr. Whipples help. Mary Joslin dyed yesterday and her Brother Isaac190 to Day of the Throat Distemper. They sent for me but I was not at home, neither would my Affairs permitt me to go when I did get home—my Rye and Wheat upon Spoil I was obliged to look up a Reaper.

1742 July 28 (Wednesday). Brother Hicks was here and dined with us. At the Funeral of Mary and Isaac Joslyn who were buryed in one Grave.

1742 July 29 (Thursday). Capt. Goddard called to acquaint me with the Sorrowful News of the Death of the Rev. and worthy Mr. James Stone191 of Holliston, who dyed yesterday and to be buryed to day. O that God would make this providence awakening to Me and to all, especially in the Ministry round about! O that we might take Heed to the Ministry which we have received of the Lord to fulfill it! for Blessed is that servant etc.!

1742 July 30 (Friday). Signs of Rain in a dry Time. Mr. Biglo and Pierce reaping my Rye and John Rogers192 at the Meadow with Thomas. They brought home one Load but got mired with the next, broke the Axle tree, and therefore left the Load and raked and Cocked the rest. A Terrible Storm of Thunder and Sharp Lightning, vehement wind and Rain at Evening but God was gracious and almighty to preserve us.

1742 July 31 (Saturday). Heard that a Barn of Mr. Gleson of Sudbury was burnt by the Lightning last Night in which was a good Quantity of English Hay and Grain: and that Four Cattle were killed at Framingham. Thomas brought home a Load of Hay from the Meadow and got in our Rye. N.B. The Hay (being the last) at the Meadow all Secured. N.B. Mr. Helyer193 from Boston here, on his Journey to preach at Grafton. N.B. a refreshing Shower to Day also. I rode to Southborough and Mr. Stone to Westborough at Eve.

1742 August 1 (Sunday). Preached at Southborough a.m. on 2 Cor. ii.15.16 on Occasion of the Death of Rev. Mr. Stone of Holliston. P.M. on 1 Thessal. 1.10. I would have returned home at Eve but my Mare could not be found in Mr. Stones Pasture. The servant Fears that She has got out, a pair of Barrs being flatt. Mr. Stone came home, and I lodged there.

1742 August 2 (Monday). My Mare not to be found. I rode home on Mr. Brighams Horse but she was not there. Mr. Helyer came last night and was waiting for me. Took Thomme with me (who rode upon Neighbour Maynards Horse) and rode to Southborough again—and to Marlborough but returned without hearing of her. Was at Dr. Gotts and Mr. Smiths. N.B. Mr. Frink at Mr. Smiths. Thomas Winchester got in the last of the Wheat and the last of the Hay in the Meadow Except Two Stacks which we cannot Conveniently Cast yet.

1742 August 3 (Tuesday). Read Sir Richard Bulstrode on Mary Magdalene. Thomas worked for Neighbour Rogers for his work for us. N.B. Thomas went at Evening to his Fathers to work for him the Ensuing Days—accordingly

1742 August 4 (Wednesday). Thomas at his Fathers. Ebenezer went to Framingham upon Ensign Maynards mare to enquire after mine. No Certain News.

1742 August 5 (Thursday). At the Funeral of Mr. Joslins eldest son Joseph,194 the last Surviving Son. A very heavy (yet holy) Stroke of Divine Providence. This is the Fourth in this Family in about a fortnight. It is very awfull and awakening! P.M. I preached at Mr. Grouts195 on Micah 7.7.

1742 August 6 (Friday). I walked down to Mr. Cooks at Evening to meet Neighbour Stephen Fay and I employed him to make diligent search after my Mare, and to send Mr. John Tainter196 of Watertown to Lexington after her.

1742 August 7 (Saturday). Mr. Thomas Brown of Newton and his son here.197 Lieutenant Stone198 of Shrewsbury here in his way from Holliston. He informs me they die in numbers there of the nervous Fever and that Mr. Stones widow199 is now Sick. Thomas came home at Evening from his Fathers.

1742 August 8 (Sunday). On 1 Thess. 5.19. Job 1.21.

1742 August 9 (Monday). Early at Mr. Fays. No clear News of my Mare, but Sorrowful News from my Mother, of her illness and danger. Capt. Fay offered to go to Framingham to look for my Mare; but Mr. Williams being more acquainted with those Roads, and being willing to go, I improved him. Capt. Fay also went with him to Southborough. N.B. Thomas carted home the Two Stacks of Hay at the Meadow, Mr. Chamberlain helping him load, and they got it done before dinner. P.M. Thomas Carted home a Load of Hay from Mr. James Fays Swamp, given freely by Mr. Fay. At Evening I was at Capt. Warrins to borrow an Horse to ride to Boston, and succeeded. Was also at Mr. Cooks.

1742 August 10 (Tuesday). Thomas went to work again at his Fathers. I dined at Capt. Warrins and rode his Horse down to Cambridge.

1742 August 11 (Wednesday). Visited my Venerable Parent who was Somewhat revived, but Still remained in a very weak and low state. Dined with Sister Elizabeth where was Cousen Dan. Needham and his Wife and Children going to live at Norwich.

1742 August 12 (Thursday). Doct. Colman200 preached on Luk. 16.25. I dined at Dr. Sewalls. P.M. at Dr. Chauncys, where were also Mr. Barnard of Marblehead, Mr. Turell201 and Mr. Nathaniel Gardner. Visited Brother Alexander. Molly came yesterday to Boston that She might go to School. Lodged at Brother Parkmans.

1742 August 13 (Friday). My honoured Mother worse again—but towards Evening revived. I dined at Capt. Allens. Waited on Madam Condy to prepare the way for Mollys going to School. Visited Mr. Mather.202 Bought Several more Books of Mrs. Greenwood. My Mother gave leave that I Should go home to keep Sabbath with my people, and then return to her. At Parting I received her Blessing, delivered in very Solemn and most tender Manner. I rode to Cambridge late at night but the people there were o’bed and I was greatly put to it for convenient reposing—

1742 August 14 (Saturday). but I remounted Early in the morning, broke fast at Mr. John Tainters—and took a Nap at Mr. David Hows and there dined. Called at Mr. Darlings and was very kindly entertained there. Got home in the middle of the afternoon, and found my Family in Comfort; except Billy, whose illness remains.

1742 August 15 (Sunday). On John 4.13.14. Old Mrs. Mors of Marlborough dined.

1742 August 16 (Monday). Mr. Jenison (who preached at Marlborough yesterday) began again to keep School and he keeps at Mr. Richard Barns’s.203 I rode to Cambridge again.

1742 August 17 (Tuesday). To Boston. My Honoured Mother yet alive, but very weak and low and at Times very disconsolate. I told her I was going to write to my wife and I prayed her to tell me what I Should Say. “Say I’m alive yet, as you see, and waiting but know not what a Day may bring forth.” I added and have a Good Hope through Grace? She Said, “Have Hope through Grace.” I answered that it was a Good Hope if it was accompanyed with a Loathing of sin and a Love to God, to the Things, the Law and People of God. She made this Return in a very Solemn manner, I’m Sure I Can Say that. This I Sent to my wife. At Eve at Mr. Eliots Lecture on Mark 8.38. Lodged with my Kinsman Elias. N.B. Governor Shirley came in from the Eastward Conference.

1742 August 18 (Wednesday). My Mother often in Darkness but hoping in God and Trusting to see the Goodness of the Lord. Wrote again to my wife. Dined with Mr. Gee204 and a Number of Gentlemen at Mr. George Rogers’s.205 P.M. at Mr. Mathers, and at Eve my Kinsman and I walked as far as to Mr. Byles’s.206 N.B. his little Son’s artfull repeating a Poem on Thunder and another on Goliath: though but 7 Year old. Returned [quite?] to North End, to my Mother, and to my Lodging. [Marginal notation: An high Training, to wait on the Governor.]

1742 August 19 (Thursday). Dr. Sewal on Gal. 3.13. Dined at Mr. Hubbards with Dr. Wigglesworth207 and Deacon Crocker of Ipswich. P.M. at Dr. Chauncys. N.B. The great Disturbance last night by Means of Mr. Davenports condemning the Ministers of Boston as unconverted: and Dr. Colman, Dr. Sewall and Dr. Chauncy by name. N.B. My Mother in much the same State.

1742 August 20 (Friday). My Mother in Darkness—weak and distressed [Still?] but yet humbly declaring her Integrity and Truth, though in every Thing imperfect, and coming short and Condemning her Self bitterly. A Letter from my wife that Billy is very ill, and nothing does him any good. Dined at Brother P________n’s and lodged there. I went into the Cold Bath at Mr. Jonathan Welch’s. Sent a Medicine to Billy by Mr. James Fay. N.B. Mr. Davenport condemned by name 9 more of the Ministers. Grand Jury I hear have sat and have found a Bill against him as a Disturber of the peace. I visited Madam Condy to prepare the way for Mollys going to Her School. Visited Mr. Gray208 and Mr. Cooper. Spent the Evening with my Mother. Frost to Night.

1742 August 21 (Saturday). Once More took a Solemn Farewell of my dear and honoured Mother whom I left in some Measure of Comfort both of Mind and Body compared with what she had been; but yet very weak and low still—looking, panting and full of Earnest Desires after God and the Manifestations of his Grace. Dined at Cambridge. Entertained kindly at Mr. Darlings on the Road. Found my Family more Comfortable than I feared. Mr. Jenison here. N.B. Cool Night.

1742 August 22 (Sunday). Mr. Jenison preached all Day. A.M. on 1 Thess. 4.6. P.M. on 2 Pet. 3.18. While I was resting thus, it looked almost like a Frown of Providence that I was So Much out of Business, having preached neither abroad nor at Home. Billy grows better by Means of the Medicine I sent him by Mr. Fay. Rhubarb and Callomell.

1742 August 23 (Monday). Clear Days: Cold Nights: and a dry Season.

1742 August 24 (Tuesday). The Association Met at my House. Mr. Loring, Mr. Cushing, Mr. Stone and Mr. Smith were all that came to Day. Mr. Prentice of Lancaster was to have given us a Concio; but not coming Mr. Loring was requested to deliver a Sermon he had with him, and which was upon Luk. 15.21. He also read some Collections which he had made from the Life of Mrs. Elizabeth Rowe (who was Mrs. Singer) and I read some Collections from Mr. I. Mather209 on the Types. N.B. Mr. Jenison our schoolmaster present p.m. N.B. Mr. Gamel210 building a Wall on the Lower Side of my Front Yard.

1742 August 25 (Wednesday). Mr. Cushing preached the Lecture on Rom. 3.29. Mr. Weld211 of Attlebury, Mr. Hemmingway212 of Townshend and Mr. Moss of the North part of Shrewsbury came. N.B. The Account Mr. Weld gave of the remarkable Work of God among them.

1742 August 26 (Thursday). Rain.

1742 August 27 (Friday). Rain.

1742 August 28 (Saturday). Brother Samuel Breck came from Springfield and brought a Melancholly Letter concerning himself from Brother Breck. The Lord grant us Grace suitably to humble our selves under the Frown of his Providence and grant the wisdom that may be profitable to direct in so difficult a Case! Brother went to Marlborough.

1742 August 29 (Sunday). Sacrament. Preached on Song 1.4. P.M. repeated on 1 Joh. 1.7. Deacon Fay, Old Mr. Fay and the widow Mary Rice dined with us.

1742 August 30 (Monday). Mr. Nathaniel Smith of Hopkinton here for advice respecting his Son Nathaniel213 who was So oppressed and overcome with Affairs of his Soul and another world that he would not attend to the Necessary Supports of Life. Brother Samuel Breck here, but towards Evening took Leave. Thomas finished Cutting Stalks.

1742 August 31 (Tuesday). My wife under much Indisposition.

1742 September 1 (Wednesday). Dined at Mr. Nathaniel Oakes. Visited Mr. John Caruth and Catechized at Lieut. Holloways. Visited Mrs. Laurence. At Eve Supped at Capt. Eagers after his raising the back Part of his House.

1742 September 2 (Thursday). Was to have preached at Mr. James Fays if Rain and my wife sickness had not prevented. I Read Mr. Stoddards Preaching of the Gospel to the poor.

1742 September 3 (Friday). My wife rode to Mr. Thurstons. My mind greatly impressed respecting the due manner of observing and improving my next Birth Day which approaches. The Lord alone can prepare me therefor!

1742 September 4 (Saturday). The Boys clearing the unfinished part of the House of Lumber etc. to fit it for the Masons. But O how my Life has fled—so teach me Lord etc.!

1742 September 5 (Sunday). O might this Birth Day be the Day of Gods Power with me and the Day of the Gladness of my Heart! Vide Natal. Preached a.m. on 1 Thess. 5.19, and p.m. Gal. 2.20, those words the Life which I live in the Flesh I live by the Faith of the Son of God. O that mine might be such I beg of God to make it so! I resolve by his Grace, to Endeavour to make it So. Mrs. Rachel Bowker of Marlborough dined with me. N.B. I appointed an Exercise to be at Mr. Matthias Rice’s214 next Tuesday. N.B. A great Frost.

1742 September 6 (Monday). The Masons came to build me a Stack of Chimnys in the East End of my House. They were Lieut. Brigham of Southborough, and Mr. Daniel Forb. of Westborough.

1742 September 7 (Tuesday). Rain a.m. No Masons. At noon Lieutenant came, but not being well he returned home again. I went to Mr. Matthias Rices according to appointment and preached there, on Luk. 19.9. Visited Mr. Beeman as I returned. N.B. Ebenezer rode to Grafton to look up some of our young Cattle which had Strayed from Sutton: found but Two out of Five.

1742 September 8 (Wednesday). Mr. Daniel Forbush215 worked at the Chimneys and Thomas Winchester tends him, as before. But no Lieutenant to Day, though very bright weather, a brisk wind. Mr. John Rogers upon my Mare rode after the remainder of young Cattle. Found them but did not bring them.

1742 September 9 (Thursday). Mr. Forb. and Thomas at the Chimney. John Hicks brought home my young Cattle from Grafton. N.B. Deacon Langdon of Boston and his Wife, and Dr. John Clark their Neighbour returning from Leicester, called to See me. I rode with them as far as Lt. Nathan Brighams of Southborough.

1742 September 10 (Friday). Mr. Forbush at the Chimny and Thomas tending him. Lieutenant Brigham came to See us but could not work. N.B. Mr. Davenport at Capt. Fay’s, going upward.

1742 September 11 (Saturday). Mr. Forb. at the Chimny and Lt. Brigham came to work. Sam Bumpso came and helped tend the Masons. But Lt. Brigham went with Ensign Maynard to Grindstone Hill to digg Stones, and with Mr. Nurses216 Team added to my oxen brought a Load of Excellent Jaum Stones from thence. But these Things proved a great Impediment to my Studys, and preparations for the Sabbath.

1742 September 12 (Sunday). On 1 Thess. 5.19. The Congregation much moved. At noon Molly Garfield217 of Shrewsbury greatly distressed—being awakened by the forenoon Sermon, earnestly desired prayers p.m. for her. P.M. on 2 Cor. 13.14.

1742 September 13 (Monday). Ebenezer with a Team to Grindstone Hill, and he and Lieut. Tainter brought each of them a Load of choice Stones. Mr. Forbush at the Chimnys. Lieutenant Brigham came a part of the Day to the Work. N.B. Mr. Daniel Rogers218 of Ipswich, Dr. Gott and Mr. Dodge came and dined with us. Mr. Rogers had preached three Times at Marlborough. Catechetical Exercise to young women at which I preached on Rev. 3.1.

1742 September 14 (Tuesday). Thomas went to Mr. Bowmans to Splice Rails for Me. Rode to Rutland in Company of Mr. Cushing and Lieutenant Stone, and Lieutenant Baker and Mr. Livermore. Mr. Swift ill and could not Come. Mr. Prentice of Lancaster gone to the Council at Concord.

1742 September 15 (Wednesday). The Churches that met were the Church in Weston, Shrewsbury, Grafton and Westborough. Mr. Williams Moderator of the Council which was formed. N.B. we were much impeded by Mr. Buckminster’s not having obtained his Dismission from the Church of Framingham. But Considering that it was owing to the providence of God (namely by the Sickness of Rev. Mr. Swift) that we were deprived of it, both the Council and the Church were of opinion it was more advisable to proceed without it than to put by the Ordination. Mr. Solomon Prentice prayed before sermon, Mr. Williams preached from 2 Cor. 5.20, and he gave the Charge. Mr. Cushing prayed after the Charge, and I gave the Right Hand. I was So faithful to my old Friendship that I went to see Mr. Frink but his treatment and Conduct was rugged and ungratefull. Mr. Brintnall desired me to preach this Evening but for Several Reasons I declined it.

1742 September 16 (Thursday). Mr. Cushing and Lieutenant Stone, Mr. Livermore and I rode to Worcester to see the prisoner Green; who upon the Keepers informing him that I was come said he did not want to see Me. I would not force my self upon him: so we came away without Seeing him. Eat at Mr. Cushings and got home in safety and Season. N.B. Mr. Miller, Mr. D. Forbush and Phinehas Forb. brought each of them a Load of Rails from Mr. Bowmans—in all 100. N.B. Mr. Benjamin How Carting away my old House which he bought of me.

1742 September 17 (Friday). Lieutenant Brigham came to the work of the Chimny but not Mr. Forb. Lieutenant Baker brought a Load of Stones. Mr. Boynes219 here—would fain finish the well. Old Mr. Joseph Green here to take Advice respecting his many Scruples. Mr. Jenison here, and Supped with me.

1742 September 18 (Saturday). Mr. Forbush at work but not Lieutenant Brigham. Rev. Mr. Parsons220 of Lyme made me a kind visit; and I perswaded him to Stay and keep Sabbath here, though I had sent to Mr. Smith of Marlborough to change with me, for I sent down Thomme to prevent his coming up. But he returned me a Note full of urgency to go down notwithstanding. I rode down therefore at Evening to Marlborough.

1742 September 19 (Sunday). I preached at Marlborough on 2 Cor. 6.2.221 N.B. Judge Dudley present. I was very dull and Lifeless p.m. Was too much under the Fear of Man. The Lord humble and pardon me for the Lord Jesus Sake! And O that the Blessing might Accompany the work both to the Hearers and to my own soul! I rode up home at Eve. Found Mr. Parsons preaching with great fervency to young people on the gathering Manna in the Morning.222 It made great Impression. But the most remarkable Signs were immediately after the Blessing was pronounced. Mr. Stephen Fays wife223 cryed out and Cousen Winchester presently upon it both of whom Strove what they could to contain themselves but they burst forth with great Agony of Soul. Sarah Shattuck224 and Betty Fay225 discovered also their inward Distress. But Sarah Sparhawk was unbounded and like one deprived of her Reason. A great Tumult ensued. Mr. Parsons advised me to compose them and either pray or sing a Psalm. I requested him to direct to a Psalm. After Singing I Spake Strongly to the people, advising and beseeching them to retire to private meditation and prayer. And it had Success and Sarah Sparhawk was brought away Home by some Young Men. A Number of the Distressed and others came to my House—but went home about Nine o’clock. Sarah Sparhawk was however often crying out, and Striving much in her Fitts for an Hour or Two—then went to Bed and slept well. Mr. James Fay earnestly Strove with me to have an Exercise in the Morning and pleaded with Mr. Parsons to preach, but he would not yield, having concluded it to be his Duty to prosecute his Journey. I could not give encouragement my Self because of other previous Engagements.

1742 September 20 (Monday). Mr. Parsons took leave, with his son Marshfield,226 to go to Springfield. Lieutenant Brigham and Mr. Ephraim Ward227 and Mr. Daniel Forbush at the work of the Chimneys and Noah How assisted Thomas in Tending. Capt. Warrin helps cut and hew the Mantletrees: and put in the New Boxes into my Cart. Neighbour Benjamin How put in an Axletree. Expected Mr. Boynes to go about the Well, but he did not come. Sarah Shattuck and Betty Chamberlain here to take advice upon their Spiritual Concerns, and Sarah Bellows was very helpfull in Family Business instead of Sarah Sparhawk who was Still feeble and pensive and could do little. At Eve Neighbour Eliezer Rice and Abner Newton—Brother Hicks came, and lodged. The weather Raw Cold, and this with the very different and multiplyed Cares upon my Mind, made me feel weak and feeble.

1742 September 21 (Tuesday). Brother Hicks who lodged here, confined by the Storm of Rain. P.M. I preached to a number that gathered together and requested it, but no public Notice had been given. I repeated (as I was desired) my last sermon on 1 Thess. 5.19. N.B. Sarah Sparhawk cryed out again and was in much Distress. N.B. Mr. Dickinsons Dialogue entitled the Display of Special Grace. N.B. Mr. Benjamin Warrin Taylor at Work yesterday and to Day in making Leather Breeches for Ebenezer and Thomme.

1742 September 22 (Wednesday). I preached Mr. Stones Lecture at Southborough on Luk. 19.10 and returned at Eve.

1742 September 23 (Thursday). Mr. Stone rode with me to the Trial of Jabez Green at Worcester Superior Court. His Confidence was very extraordinary. But the Evidences very strong against him. Mr. Campbell (who prayed at the Opening thereof) dined with the Court. Mr. Frink, Mr. Stone, Mr. Prentice, Mr. Webb dined at Mr. Burrs. I dined at Coll. Chandlers, where also dined Coll. Brattle228 (who was Kings Attorney this Court), Mr. Morse of Shrewsbury and divers others. P.M. the Jury were not agreed. At Eve the Rain detained us till the Court was adjourned. As soon as the weather permitted, Mr. Stone and I rode home, though it was Somewhat late.

1742 September 24 (Friday). [No entry.]

1742 September 25 (Saturday). Heard that Jabez Green was condemned yesterday.

1742 September 26 (Sunday). On Gal. 2.20 and Cant. 1.4.

1742 September 27 (Monday). Lieutenant Brigham and Mr. Forb. came to the Chimney work and Benjamin Forb. help Thomas tend. P.M. I rode to Mr. Samuel Fay junior,229 Mr. Eliezer Bellows and visited Mr. Knowltons230 Family several of their Children being sick of the Throat Distemper. I rode to Mr. Garfields231 and Mr. Edward Willsons232 and returned home by Mr. Snells.

1742 September 28 (Tuesday). Cold, Raw Weather for some Time.

1742 September 29 (Wednesday). Variety of Company here. Mrs. Whitney233 of Watertown, Mr. Noah Rices wife of Sutton and others. Mr. Jacob Green of Colchester. Mr. Jonas Morse234 of Marlborough bought a sow and 4 young Piggs of me. Thomas gathering apples. But my mind was much impressed with the Thoughts of Hopkinton Fast tomorrow. I beg I may in a True Manner rely on God and receive Direction and Help from Him.

1742 September 30 (Thursday). My wife rode with me to Hopkinton. Mr. Moody235 of York was to preach a.m. but at 11 o’Clock Mr. Barrett came with a Message and the Bible to Me that I must preach. Mr. Barrett prayed before sermon. I preached on Eph. 5.14. P.M. Mr. Stone prayed and Mr. Moody preached on Prov. 1.23. At Evening Mr. Barrett was requested to Suffer Mr. Bliss preach an Evening Lecture but he would not allow of its being publickly in the Meeting House; he gave way to its being at a private House. N.B. Mr. Stones opposing Mr. Bliss, on one Side and Peter How’s opposing Mr. Barrett on the other. I endeavoured to quiet and reconcile each, praying that the Excellent Fruit of the Spirit Peace, might appear. The Lord make it a good season! We returned in safety.

1742 October 1 (Friday). We have some Number of Cold frosty Nights, but the last was very Cold—the air Raw and looked snowy. This Morning very Cold. Corn gathering Yesterday and to Day.

1742 October 2 (Saturday). [No entry.]

1742 October 3 (Sunday). On Mat. 23.37.38.

1742 October 4 (Monday). Message from Boston that my Mother was grown worse. Stephen Fay here and in various religious Disquietments. His Brother James here at Evening and while some young women, Sarah Shattuck, Mary Graves and Sarah Bellows were receiving Instructions from me in singing Mr. Fay was in much Spiritual Commotion; but while we were singing the 63 Psalm, he was in a peculiar Manner rapt in Spiritual Delight and panted with the overbearing Joy and admiration of the Divine Greatness and Condescention to us and His Patience towards us; and his Expressions of these Things were very becoming and noticeable. About 16 or 18 Hands husked out my Corn.

1742 October 5 (Tuesday). I sent Ebenezer to Marlborough to Speak with Mr. Boynes concerning the finishing the Well which lyes too long Neglected; and the Waters are yet low.

1742 October 6 (Wednesday). My Mind and Heart much engaged in my Spiritual [work?] and on Account of my Ministerial Work.

1742 October 7 (Thursday). I expected Mr. Seccomb of Harvard but it was so rainy he came not. I preached my self on Ps. 65.4.

1742 October 8, 9 (Friday, Saturday). Thomas made the Cyder—only 4 1/2 Barrells. Noah How making a Cart Gate for the East End of my House both these Days.

1742 October 10 (Sunday). Sacrament. On Gal. 2.20. Some Number of Strangers—Hopkinton people especially. Mr. Thurston of Upton and his wife236 here, and Mrs. Lambson237 of Ipswich, Mrs. Whipple,238 and all dined here besides Deacon Fay. I hope it was a Time of Some Instruction and quickening among God’s people.

1742 October 11 (Monday). Noah How finished the Gate and hung it. School began again, at Ensign Forbushes. I rode down to Mr. Boynes—and visited Capt. Brigham. P.M. Catechetical Exercise—I preached on Eccl. 11.9, being utterly prevented preparing the Exposition.

1742 October 12 (Tuesday). I rode to Cambridge. In my Journey I had Mr. Samuel Jenisons Company and we called to see Elder Lyman who lyes Sick at Mr. Williams’s at Weston.

1742 October 13 (Wednesday). To Boston. My aged Mother in much the Same State as for some Time of Late. Sick and low and faint. Oft time so poor and weak that She Seems in immediate Danger of Death: and then revives again. In Spirituals Dark and distressed yet hoping and trusting in God. P.M. at Mr. Condys—where was Mr. Samuel Coollidge239 and afterwards came Dr. Chauncy and then my Kinsman Parkman. We all visited Mr. Eliot who was newly married to my Kinswoman, Mrs. Elizabeth Langdon, only Daughter of Deacon Josiah Langdon. At Eve at Brother Alexanders where Molly Still resides (dining at Cousen Procters) while She attends School at Madam Condys. Lodged at Brother Samuels.

1742 October 14 (Thursday). Mr. Lowel preached the public Lecture on Job. 7.17, an excellently well composed and well delivered Sermon; except that the Life part was too brief. Dined at Deacon Henchmans with Mr. Gee etc. Bought Dr. Twiss’s [Vindicice?] out of old Mr. Nortons Library; but was obliged to leave behind a great Collection of the School men—Aquinas, Scotus, Vasquez, Suarez, Durandus, Estius etc. At Eve Sorrowful Parting with my venerable, aged, tender Mother, whose Blessing she delivered in Solemn and affectionate Manner. Among other Things She prayed that I might have Stedfastness especially now in these Times. To Cambridge.

1742 October 15 (Friday). At Deacon Sparhawks to Discourse with them concerning Sarah, and apprized them of my unwillingness to keep her. I returned home. Family in Health. D.G.

1742 October 16 (Saturday). At Eve Neighbour Richard Barns was here requesting Baptism for his Twins born last Night or this Morning. I advised him to wave the Matter till I could make search into some Reports which I had heard of him.

1742 October 17 (Sunday). On Mark 3.35 and Philip. 4.5. Neighbour Barns came to Me after Evening Exercise—and told me he would See and get Me some Letters concerning his Conduct as referred to last Night.

1742 October 18 (Monday). I wrote to Mr. Woolson, inholder at Weston, concerning Neighbour Barns. I rode to Mr. Eliezer Bellows’s whose Child240 lies sick, and to Mr. Daniel Forbushs. Dined at Mr. Tainter’s.

1742 October 19 (Tuesday). Mr. Forb. came to Stone my Well, though not above 8 Inches of water in it (as we Judge). Mr. Hall came at Evening. We expected Mr. Champney241 of Beverly but he came not.

1742 October 20 (Wednesday). Mr. Hall preached a moving Sermon on Joh. 5.40. No crying out in the meeting House, but as I was going home from the Meeting House, Mrs. Ruth Fay,242 in anguish of Spirit, burst out and went into my House. I took her into my Study and gave her what Instructions I could. In the Mean Time Sarah Sparhawk was crying and Screaming upon her Bed in another part of the House. Many people were in the House below. Mr. Edwards of North hampton was come, and both he and Mr. Hall assisted me in Ministring to these distressed souls and others that needed. It was an Evening of great Engagement. Sent a Letter to Jabez Green.

1742 October 21 (Thursday). Mr. Hall and Mr. Edwards went, the one to Sutton and the other for Boston. Jabez Green was executed. Mr. Aldridge the Quaker having preached at the Jail and Mr. Burr at the Meeting House. No prayer at the Gallows—nor much Warning given, as I was informed (for I went not to Worcester) but by Mr. Aldridge some sort of Exhortation was given. The Prisoner dyed declaring he was not guilty of Murder, to the Surprize of the Spectators. An extraordinary Cold Night for the Season.

1742 October 22 (Friday). Mr. Forb. worked at the well. At Eve Mr. Barns, with his uncle Miller and Ensign Forb. here to consult what to do on Barns’s Affair. I insisted for the Testimonys of the persons who were with him at the Time when he was thought to be most Culpable: and these they agreed to procure. Mr. Barns brought the Testimony of Messrs. Joseph Stratton243 and John Weeks of Marlborough. I had received also a Letter from Mr. Woolson.

1742 October 23 (Saturday). Mr. Forb. broke off work at Noon. N.B. I have understood there are various Commotions on religious Accounts among Brethren on the South side of the Town.

1742 October 24 (Sunday). Mr. Jenison a.m. on Jer. 12.1. P.M. I preached on Heb. 6.7.8.

1742 October 25 (Monday). Mr. Forb. at the well. Thomas Winchesters Time out. Mr. Seccomb visited me and lodged here.

1742 October 26 (Tuesday). Mr. Seccomb went with me to the Association at Marlborough. A considerable Number of ministers and Candidates. The Conversation turned most of all upon the Times. Mr. Marsh244 of Wachusett very full of his storys to the discredit of those who were Zealous in promoting Convictions etc. Mr. Prentice of Lancaster delivered his Concio on 2 Tim. 1.2. Mr. Seccomb and I lodged at Dr. Gotts. N.B. My Mare led down by Winchester for Molly to come Home.

1742 October 27 (Wednesday). Mr. Joseph Davis245 of Holden preached the Lecture (having been first examined). Text Eph. 2.4.5. N.B. Mr. Lorings angry rebuke directed to Me at Dinner for opposing Mr. Marsh. Mr. Forb. finished the Well, at the Mouth.

1742 October 28 (Thursday). We have the utmost Reason to Celebrate the Divine Patience and Longsuffering inasmuch as He has not only waited Three Years upon this Church and upon Me their unworthy Pastor, seeking fruit upon us—nor only Three Times Three; but this Day it is no less Space than Twice Three times Three Years.246 O may we be humbled for our manifold Defects and unprofitableness! O might I in peculiar who have the greatest need! And may God of his infinite Mercy grant us grace, and to me in Special that henceforth we may bring Some Fruit to his Glory! Jejun. Priv.

1742 October 29 (Friday). Thomas carted Stones for the Well a.m. to throw in behind the Wall: but p.m. it rained.

1742 October 30 (Saturday). Mr. Jenison to Shrewsbury.

1742 October 31 (Sunday). On Hab. 6.7.8, in which I endeavoured to improve the Divine Admonitions and Instructions to our Quickening and awakening. See the 28th Day.

1742 November 1 (Monday). Town Meeting granted 140£ old Tenor as Support in addition to my 80£ Sallery. Mr. Wheeler and Mr. Williams were the Committee to acquaint me with it. But they could do nothing with respect to dividing the Town. Snowed great part of the Day. 3 wolve’s Heads. Many wolves in the Swamps.

1742 November 2 (Tuesday). Sent my Mare again for Molly by Mr. Tainter by whom I sent a Calf to Markett. Was at Mr. Cooks great part of the afternoon. N.B. one Levett and his wife from Albany were at Mr. Cooks. Pleasant Evening. A Number of young Men levelling the Banks about the well.

1742 November 3 (Wednesday). Fine pleasant Day—yet the Snow goes off but very little. Mr. Grow worked for me in closing up the back part of the House where a passage was made to Carry stones and Mortar in building the Chimney—and other Small Jobbs in fitting the House for winter. At Eve Brother Hicks here. N.B. a very considerable Company attended John Oake at his Marriage this Evening.

1742 November 4 (Thursday). Mr. Tainter returned with my Mare without Molly, She being not well. I preached at Mr. Tainters on Mic. 7.7. N.B. Many persons gone to Hunt Wolves.

1742 November 5 (Friday). Mr. Mead to see me. Mr. Jenison at Eve.

1742 November 6 (Saturday). Mr. Jenison here at Eve. Lodged here. Wolves heard as if as nigh as in my Hill.

1742 November 7 (Sunday). A.M. I expounded Mat. 11.20 to 24. P.M. Mr. Jenison on Eph. ult. ult. This Sabbath our Intermission was only an Hour according to the Vote of the Town last Munday [sic], made at my own Motion.

1742 November 8 (Monday). Neighbour Aaron Hardy here. Troubles in Grafton. Mr. Mead here making a Curb for my Well. At Eve Brother Hicks led an Hogg here which I bought of him at 10d per pound alive. Mr. Mead and Brother Hicks lodged here. Mr. Jenison finished School at Ensign Forb.

1742 November 9 (Tuesday). Snowed last night and to Day. Mr. Mead at work on the Curb. Weighed the Hogg brought yesterday. 164. N.B. No Catechetical Exercise by Reason of the Storm. Tracks of Several wolves but a little way from my Fence in the Hill.

1742 November 10 (Wednesday). Mr. Mead a.m. boarding the Curb. P.M. Mr. Samuel Harrington247 of Grafton and his Wife here, She being in Spiritual Troubles.

1742 November 11 (Thursday). Public Thanksgiving.248 On Rom. 2.4. Cold Day. Mr. Joseph Green and Mr. John Mead dined with me. At Eve read Mr. How on Rom. 6.13, Yield therefore unto God.

1742 November 12 (Friday). Mr. Mead came to work to prepare a Well Crotch and Sweep. N.B. I paid him for all his work of late, in Books—Mornay, Dr. Neville and St. Ambrose’s Christian Offices Chrystall Glass. William Warland from Cambridge, here and lodged here.

1742 November 13 (Saturday). William Warland returned.

1742 November 14 (Sunday). On Mat. XI. 20 to 24. Phil. 4.5. The forenoon Exercise was Somewhat moving, and I pray may not (especially) go without Divine Blessing.

1742 November 15 (Monday). Mr. David Mainard junior249 and his Brother Ebenezer with Neighbour Hezekiah Pratt came and killed a Cow for Me. N.B. Had a Calf within her, nigh ripe for Birth—The Cow weighed 18 Score and 11 Pound. Read Some part of Dr. Clarks Demonstration of the Being etc. of God.

1742 November 16 (Tuesday). Snow that fell last Night and this Morning—light yet of some Depth. Mr. Jonathan Burnap here. N.B. Mr. Pratt and Ebenezer Mainard cut out and Salted up my Beef for me. N.B. Mr. Stephen Fay here and tarryed, and dined with me; was with me all the Afternoon and Some part of the Evening. He revealed Several wonderfull Experiences which he had had both last Spring and lately. He told me he had a weighty, pressing Concern for Two Souls. I found he meant his own and mine. I asked him what he had discovered in me that gave him reason to Suspect me. He told me my preaching and Conversation. For that if I had a true sight of Eternal Things he thought I Should be more Zealous and fervent for, for his part, he felt as if he could cry out etc. I confessed my Dulness, yet made some appeal to my Sermons, especially of late deliver’d. I Spake of the different Tempers of Men; the Diversitys of Gifts but the Same Spirit. The different Frames which both Speakers and Hearers are in at different Times—professed however, my great Need of Divine Grace and the Supplys of the Spirit to revive and quicken and furnish and assist me; and of his prayers (and asked them) that I might obtain the presence and Spirit of God with me; and whatever God should afford, Should give in to me, I would endeavour to give out to them. We parted in great peace and Love. May the Lord sanctifie this admonition to me, and hereby Stir up in me a Spirit of Care, and Jealousy over my own soul; and enliven me with respect to the Souls committed to my Care! O might it please God to impress me deeply with the worth of Immortal souls, and my tremendous Account in the Day of Christ of those of this Flock, and all of my Charge!

1742 November 17 (Wednesday). Very Rainy. Should otherwise have expected Mr. Seccomb to preach my Lecture but he came not. Very few came to meeting, about 25. I preached to them from Joh. 14.21, latter part.

1742 November 18 (Thursday). Rain a.m. Mr. Cushing p.m. He came on the Business of Sarah Sparhawks living here, that he might write to her Grandfather about her. But she grows So untoward that we drew up determinations to put her away, unless she will reform. Rainy Night.

1742 November 19 (Friday). My Mind very heavy and my work goes on but Slowly. But my Hope is Still in God. I humbly wait for His salvation.

1742 November 20 (Saturday). Found I could not finish my Subject—So threw it by for the Present.

1742 November 21 (Sunday). Sacrament. On Rev. 14.3. Through Grace I was considerably enlarged and moved—hope it was not a lost Time. Glory to God. P.M. on Phil. 4.5. Was much hurryed to get done in season.

1742 November 22 (Monday). In the Morning rode to Ensign Daniel Bartletts, and Mr. Allens. In my ride was greatly oppressed in sorrowful Thoughts of my Spiritual State, and of my Ministerial work. When I returned found some Comfort in Mr. Shepherds Saints Jewel on 2 Cor. 7.1. And p.m. came Mr. Samuel Streeter250 of Hopkinton and gave me some account of himself and his Spiritual State for Some years past, but especially of his darkness and trouble till the Fast at Hopkinton last December 29, and (to God the Sole Glory) the Help he received by my sermon on Ps. 63.8. Mr. Wheeler here—nothing disquieting. Brother Hicks here and lodged.

1742 November 23 (Tuesday). Ensign Mainard and several other Hands raising up my New well Sweep. Brother Hicks rode my Mare down to Boston to bring up Molly. This is the Third Time I have sent down my Mare for her this Fall. Ebenezer has begun to learn to Cypher.

1742 November 24 (Wednesday). Mr. Samuel Fay junior had my Cattle to go to Boston.

1742 November 25 (Thursday). Storm of Rain.

1742 November 26 (Friday). Mr. Prentice of Grafton came to see me. I enquired whether he had sought Reconcilement with Mr. Loring of Sudbury, as he had engaged at Rutland? He could not say he had. He brought me his Church’s Desire and his own, to assist them in a Fast next Thursday come sennight. But I insisted upon his reconcilement with Mr. Loring. N.B. Mr. Hall had told him and his wife that at his late visit to me, I received him but Coldly. At Eve Brother Hicks returned from Cambridge but brought not Molly. She was still confined with illness at Sister Bettys at Boston. Brother Hicks lodged here.

1742 November 27 (Saturday). Snowy. One Ben Amos an Hatter from Hartford here, whom I sat to work to dress my Hatts. Stormy Night.

1742 November 28 (Sunday). Snowy and but few at Meeting. On Mat. XI.20 to 24 a. and p.m. Mr. Noah Rice and Mrs. Ruth Fay dined here. The Exercises were very moving—the Subject very awfull! Alas that I could manage it no better! But O that God would bless what has been offered though in great imperfect[ion] and brokenness!

1742 November 29 (Monday). Bright Day. But No wood but what we could pick up—and no Cattle came home from Mr. Fays till Eve. At Eve Mr. Fay, Mr. Williams and Ensign Mainard here.

1742 November 30 (Tuesday). Rose early and visited Thomas Goodeno’s Daughter which had the Iliac Passion, but through God’s Mercy grew better. I proceeded on my journey to Boston. Mr. Smith of Marlborough, justice Allen and his Daughter Lucy251 gone along. I overtook ‘em at Baldwins and there we all dined. Mother Champney (when I came to Cambridge) I found had been very ill—and was still confined. Was at College. Proceeded to Boston. My Mother wondrous well and Comfortable. D.G. Was at Mr. Owen, the Taylors. Lodged at Sister Bettys. Molly had been long laid up with a Severe ague and Still kept House.

1742 December 1 (Wednesday). Mr. Smith having bought a Chaise Molly had a fine [adv.?] to ride up with him. Several women accompanyed her to Charlestown. Dined at Brother Parkmans. Visited Cousen Langdon in her widowhood—and Cousen Angier in her sickness. At Eve sister Dorcas and I at Mrs. Bennets. Lodged at Brother Alexanders.

1742 December 2 (Thursday). Mr. Prince public Lecture on Amos 4.12. Dined at Dr. Chauncys—the Company Mr. Mather, Mr. Condy and Mr. Mayhew252 of College. Finished all my Accounts with Mr. Foster the Clothier. At Eve at Mr. Thomas Baxters and supped—the Company Mr. Andrew Eliot, Mr. Grout and his wife,253 my Kinsman and Mr. Harb. Dorr. At Brother Samuels afterwards with Brother Alexander and his wife.254 Lodged with Parkman.

1742 December 3 (Friday). First wore a Plush Coat of Homespun which I have been above a 12 Month preparing, and made Yesterday by Mr. Owen. Rode to Cambridge in the Eve and very wet by the Rain. Mother Champney in a poor state.

1742 December 4 (Saturday). Rode Mr. Smiths Mare to Marlborough. My Mare having brought up his Chaise, with Molly who was yet ill and so bad that I left her at Mr. Smiths. An Evening ride Home in [illegible] and Dark. Had much pain in the Night.

1742 December 5 (Sunday). Mr. Jenison preached for me, on 2 Sam. 23.5, but I could not go out. Mr. James Bradish and Mr. James Fay here at Eve after Meeting.

1742 December 6 (Monday). Felt Something easier. Went to the Door, but not out.

1742 December 7 (Tuesday). Rainy, could not Send for the Doctor, but was in great need of him. Much pained and feverish—full of fears of the Event.

1742 December 8 (Wednesday). Mr. Morse of North Shrewsbury here. As were also Messrs. John Stone255 of Rutland, and Mr. Howard256 of Holden with a Letter from thence respecting Mr. Davis’s ordination. Ebenezer went for the Doctor who also came to me under Symptoms of Rheumatism.

1742 December 9 (Thursday). A Fast at Grafton but I was confined and could not go. I took Physick (Rhubarb etc.) which worked gently and kindly. N.B. Sarah Sparhawk very intolerable in insisting to go to Grafton though there was no Body at home but She to take Care of the Business of the House—My wife waiting on me. Boys at School and Bekky at Mr. Hows.

1742 December 10 (Friday). The Doctor here.

1742 December 11 (Saturday). Took another Portion of Physick. Sam Bumpso and Stephen Mainard k[indly?] got wood, the latter only p.m.

1742 December 12 (Sunday). I engaged Mr. Jenison to preach again. He preached on Ps. 119 ult. and on [blank]. I could not have the Dinner near me. The Bridegroom Green257 and his Brother dined with my Family. At Eve I had a Turn wherein I was nigh Swooning but got to Bed and came to.

1742 December 13 (Monday). Rheumatick pains are gone off. D. Gr. Mr. Mainard killed a Shote for me, weight 108. Mr. Cushing here. Acquainted him with our uneasiness with Sarah. I expected the Doctor but he came not. Mr. Bradish prayed with me. I had a very bad, distressing Night. My Fever Strong and my Spirits much Exercised. But the Lord sustained me.

1742 December 14 (Tuesday). Ebenezer went for the Doctor. Brought up Molly from Marlborough but no Doctor. Five Shrewsbury Neighbours—Mr. William Nurse,258 Bezal. [illegible], Eleazer Pratt, Reuben Mainard and Jotham Mainard came and got wood. N.B. Mr. Harwood and Jonathan Roberts of Grafton here to see me. Not so bad a Night as last; yet feverish.

1742 December 15 (Wednesday). Comfortable morning through God’s Mercy. Doctor here. Fever came on p.m. Capt. Fay, and he prayed with me. Much Company at Eve. Mr. Jenison prayed. Had another distressing night. Much Fever, but God sustained my Spirits So that with Comfort in my Mind I bore through. To him be Glory!

1742 December 16 (Thursday). Comfortable Day. D.G. Ensign Forb. and others here. Mr. Daniel Stones wife259 continues low yet. I wrote to her by her Daughter Martha. Not quite so good a Night as Day. My mind is daily Exercised, especially concerning the Souls under my Care. The Lord enable me to acquit myself respecting them!

1742 December 17 (Friday). In fears of the return of my Fever, but it went off in the middst of the Day. Deacon Newton to see me. Mr. Jenison being engaged on the Northside, they talk of Sending to Mr. Minot of Concord. Ensign Mainard here. A good, comfortable night. D.G.

1742 December 18 (Saturday). I had sent a Letter to Mr. Joseph Sparhawk,260 but no return. The ways heavy but yet Sent Ebenezer with Sarah to said Mr. Sparhawk at Sutton. The Doctor here and his Young Man and dined here. Comfortable Day. D.G.

1742 December 19 (Sunday). Mr. Jenison preached on the North side, but no preaching at the Meeting House; they read Mr. Tennents Sermon on the Spiritual Match with Christ. Had turns of feverishness and faintness, both last night and to Day—but in general not very bad. Deacon Fay and others preached with me at Eve.

1742 December 20 (Monday). A.M. felt variously. P.M. Comfortable, and writ considerable. N.B. Mr. Jno. Bowker and Matthias Rice here, as they were going to a meeting of both sides of the Town at Capt. Fays concerning Dividing the [parish?] etc. Mr. Barrett here and prayed with me, Mr. Jenison, Lieutenant Baker, [and?] Seth Rice.

1742 December 21 (Tuesday). Very fine moderate Weather. Mrs. Eager and Mrs. Barns261 here, and Mr. Smith of Marlborough. He din’d with us and kindly tarried all the afternoon. Through Gods great Goodness I felt the best of any Day Since my Sickness. May God go on and perfect my Recovery!

1742 December 22 (Wednesday). Extraordinary pleasant Moderate Weather like Spring. ‘Twas Said it did not so much as freeze last night. I was not So well as yesterday, yet ventur’d down to the Kitchen so much as to look about. Young Mr. Caleb Prentice262 of Cambridge here. Told me of the Religious Commotions last Sabbath and last night at Grafton. Divers Neighbours to see me. Mrs. Dolly Rice, Mrs. Winchester,263 Mrs. Hephzibah Maynard,264 old Mr. Mainard.265 N.B. Life of Rev. Mr. George Trosse.266

1742 December 23 (Thursday). Very fine Weather Still. Several persons here. I went down below again and took the air of the Door by stepping into the for Yard.

1742 December 24 (Friday). Rainy Weather yet I was wondrous Comfortable and brisk. Read and Writ almost all Day and till nine at Night—Studying a Sermon on Isa. 33.14. Glory to God!

1742 December 25 (Saturday). Was too well yesterday to hold it. To Day I was dull and feeble and could not study. Mr. J. Mead a.m. and Mr. Jenison and Mr. James Fay p.m.

1742 December 26 (Sunday). A pleasant Day, but I felt feeble and weak; and therefore looked upon the work of the Day with Fear and Concern. The people met at my House. I undertook what I might with God’s Help to be able to do. I pray’d 20 Minutes and preach’d 30, on Ps. 90.1. At Noon lay down and refresh’d me and din’d also with Some, though deprav’d, Appetite. P.M. attempted another Exercise and held out 50 minutes in my sermon on the Same Text. Immediately after lay down and after a while was greatly reviv’d, and had a pleasant Eve, through the wondrous Goodness of God. Mr. Jenison, from the North Side here in the Evening. O might we all have due Reflections on our frail and dying State! Lord make me know etc.!

1742 December 27 (Monday). Sent by Mr. Tainter to Boston. Mr. Stone here, din’d and Spent the p.m. I was very lively a.m. Went into the Yard—though a Cold yet a Clear Day. P.M. and Eve not without feverishness and faintness. But Blessed be God I am so far recruited! O may I Spend my Strength to His Glory!

1742 December 28 (Tuesday). Was pritty Comfortable in the Day But was feverish at Eve. N.B. a remarkable meeting at Mr. Harwoods (upon the Borders) last night. Great awakenings there and several Children of Mr. William Nurse and one of Mr. James Fay much wrought on. N.B. An Indian Youth one [blank] Cole, greatly carry’d out at those Meetings. Some of Westborough people that were present greatly question’d their regularity and Soundness, particularly Mr. Eliezer Rice. May the Spirit of Truth lead us and guide us into all Truth for his Name’s Sake! Grant us by all Means the Blessing and preserve us from the Evil! Old Mr. Mainard settling his Estate. At Eve Mr. Edward Goddard267 here. Thomas Winchester thrashing Rye.

1742 December 29 (Wednesday). Thomas Winchester thrashing Rye. I rode out a little way about my Place. Could Study with Some Comfort.

1742 December 30 (Thursday). Thomas clear’d up the Rye. Brother Hicks having heard of my Sickness came to see me. Rain p.m. At Eve Mr. Whipple, Mr. James and Neighbour David Mainard and Mr. Abner Newton (all of them having been at the Meeting at Harwoods last Monday night) came to See me and discourse of those so uncommon Things.

1742 December 31 (Friday). Brother Hicks return’d to Sutton. Bright and pleasant. Through Divine Goodness and Mercy I felt very comfortably and was Chearfull. At Eve Captain Eager and Lieutenant Holloway here, who had not been to see me in all my sickness, and Scarcely any other North Side men, though many had rid by my Door. However I was glad to see ‘em at last. Receiv’d a Letter from Brother Breck dated the 27th. He writes that all New Light is almost Extinct—and God grant that all New Light may be, intirely that the Old the true Gospel Light may Shine forth the more gloriously and victoriously! Now I come to finish the Year, what Shame and Sorrow I had need to be fill’d with for my Ingratitude, unprofitableness and insensibility, when God has been so wondrous patient, So mercifull, So faithfull, So abundant in Goodness towards Me! How graciously he has conducted me through all the Changes of the Year! and in Special, let me never forget his Mercifull and Compassionate Beliefs in my Sickness, So that Neither my Rheumatism, nor my Fever prevail’d upon Me! O that I might know the mind and will of God concerning me! and what shall I render to him for all his Benefits towards Me! The Lord prepare my Heart to render as I ought. But O may my great Redeemer both wash me from my sins in his own Blood, and grant me the gracious and Sanctifying influences of his Blessed Spirit. Without these I can neither be acceptable in his sight, nor offer any Thing to His Glory.