Diary of Ebenezer Parkman, 1736

1736 January 8 (Thursday).1 . . . and Sanctifie his sickness to him, and to all our Youth; that both the Word and Providences of God may be very awakening to them—nay unto all!! Upon these Heads our publick Prayers were very fervent and importunate. It was full upon my mind, what a singular favour it would be from Heaven if we might be only threatned, and the End of God answered by the Youth being awakened and Reformed without Gods breaking forth to Destroy us: that is, if the Mighty Power and Goodness of God Should So Sanctifie the Extream Sickness of Stephen Maynard2 as that both he and others might have the Spiritual Benefit of his being Smitten, and yet his Life Spared.

1736 January 9 (Friday). Bright, Cold Morning. I visited Stephen Maynard, whom instead of finding a Corps, as was most generally Expected, I perceived was the most strangely altered for the better—his Swelling gone down, his breathing Easy, his Fever low, had Slept well, and the Doctor said he began to Mend while we were at Meeting yesterday in the Afternoon. Glory be to the Omnipotent and most Gracious God! Mr. Jonathan Forbush3 here in the Evening. Mr. Abner Newton and his wife4 here—the Latter to be Examined in order to joining to the Church. Mr. Hezekiah Maynard5 here also.

1736 January 10 (Saturday). Fine, bright, moderate Weather. Mr. Eliezer How6 of Marlborough here to take Counsel respecting his joining to the Church. Mr. Stephen Fay’s Wife7 also here upon a like account. At Eve Mr. Caleb Rice8 of Marlborough here.

1736 January 11 (Sunday). Mr. Rice preached a.m. on Ps. 19.11, p.m. on Heb. 2.3. Ebenezer9 not very well, but was at meeting p.m. At Eve he was somewhat aguish.

1736 January 12 (Monday). Ebenezer ill about Day-break. Continues much indisposed with a Fever and Cough. Mr. Thomas Brigham10 came to ask me to the Funeral of Mr. Jabez Rice’s infant Child.11 Mr. Caleb Rice rode down there with us. But I rode but little way with the people, I returned because of my son’s illness. I called at Mr. El: Beemans.12 Deborah13 and Sarah Ward rode up to their Fathers. The same 12th Day Ensign Maynard14 brought home a side of Pork, weight 109, from Mr. Hezekiah Maynard of Marlborough.

1736 January 13 (Tuesday). Ebenezer worse with his Fever and Cough: but it was a storm of Rain and I had great interruption by variety of Bus’ness—it being Town Meeting Day, and many persons here by which I was hindered until night.

1736 January 14 (Wednesday). I rode to Marlborough to Dr. Gott’s15 but he was gone to Sudbury. Dined at Coll. Woods.16 Mr. Rice and Mr. Richardson17 (preacher at Marlborough) came to the Colonel’s. They rode to Mr. Stone’s,18 I rode to Dr. Matthews19—but could not git him to go up. I returned finding Ebenezer coughing Still. I tended him all night. N.B. Mr. Daniel Maynard20 brought me an Hog, of 164 weight which I bargained for some time agoe. Ebenezer Coughs almost incessantly.

1736 January 15 (Thursday). I Sent David Bavrick21 to Dr. Gott, early in the morning But he could not come up to us: but sent some Remedys. P.M. Dr. Matthews came to see Ebenezer who was very bad with both Cough and Fever. N.B. Preces and Lacrymae—towards night he was much Easier and better. We began to conceive Hopes. Deborah tended him this Night. What a present Help is God in Time of Trouble! What an Hearer of Prayer! etc.

1736 January 16 (Friday). Ebenezer continues very ill—but his Fever is abated although his Cough is still continual. Fine pleasant Weather. Dr. Gott visited us—fills us with Hopes. Sister Hicks22 watched.

1736 January 17 (Saturday). Ebenezer took Physick and it worked kindly; but made him very Weak and faint. The weather very fine. Neighbour Hows youngest Son Sick.23 I Sat up till Twelve, and Deborah rose and Sat up the remainder of the Night.

1736 January 18 (Sunday). I preached on Act. 1.7.24 God grant us the Grace of Humility, Watchfulness and Diligence, of Fervency also and Prayerfullness, that we may be ready for our Lords Summons, since we know not when the Time will be! Mr. Joseph Green25 dined with us. Ebenezer better still.

1736 January 19 (Monday). Rainy—but not Cold. Almost all the Family indisposed—especially Lucy26—but Ebenezer So lively as to be about the Room currently—the Glory be to God our Healer! At Eve Mr. Bradish,27 Lieut. Baker,28 Brother Hicks29 and Mr. Townsend30 here, upon the Affair of their Dissatisfaction with Brother Samuel Hardy.31 Lucy was So ill that I got up Several Times in the Night.

1736 January 20 (Tuesday). I rose before Day on Account of little Lucy and rode to Marlborough but Dr. Gott not at home, nor to be seen till noon. I was at Mr. Hoveys32 (Schoolmaster) and at Mr. Brown’s33 (a White Smith) to get my Desk [illegible]ey mended. Dined with Master Hovey. Visited Madam Breck.34 P.M. returned toward Eve. The Child very ill; and my wife35 also much indisposed. Mr. Whipple,36 and Mr. Abraham Knowlton37 here in the Eve.

1736 January 21 (Wednesday). A sick House—Lucy very bad and my Wife taken very ill of a fever. Mr. N. Stone visited me. Dr. Gott here. My wife took a vomit. Jotham Maynard38 very kind, in taking Care of the Creatures, Errands etc. <Two words crossed out.>

1736 January 22 (Thursday). Capt. Eager39 with his Team and Neighbour Nathaniel Oake40 and his Team, Neighbour Ephraim Allen,41 Jacob Rice, Caruth,42 Russel,43 Jesse Brigham,44 Thomas Goodenow45 and Jonathan Flagg46 here and got me to the Door 19 Load of wood. It was a valuable Kindness nor is it any ways to be thought light of, but it was at such a Season of our Illness and Engagedness to tend the ill and sick, that it was a Considerable Trouble at this Juncture. I had sister Hicks to tend the Sick etc. a.m. and part p.m. and then Mrs. Hephzibah Maynard47 p.m. and Eve and she watched also. My wife very ill and keeps her Bed; but especially Lucy. Thomme48 did not get up to Day <word crossed out> his pains in his Ears but little abated—And he has no Stomach. At Evening David to Dr. Gott.

1736 January 23 (Friday). A Melancholly House! My Wife has a Strong burning—and particularly Pluretic Fever, and Lucy very low, in great Danger. Her pluretic Fever Strong, Cough Straining and in general exceeding weak and Distressed—but Thomme a little more Comfortable and got up to Day, though not yesterday. Dr. Gott here—my wife was Blooded. Brother Hicks’s Family ill also—Ruth49 especialy—Doctor Blooded her. Hands at work yesterday and to Day clearing the Road that goes South from my House. A bleak Cold Wind, especialy p.m. I was very much indisposed at Evening So as that I was not able to watch with my Wife and Child as I had designed but Mrs. Rogers50 coming in and offering kindly, my wife accepted her offer to watch—but when she was to have returned from her Daughter Townsends51 her Self, she sent Rebecca Ward52 in her stead, who, being Such a stranger to the Child, made her So exceedingly uneasy that my wife was obliged to take her, which, cooling and worrying her, it prov’d an unspeakable Dammage to her. But I was o’Bed, and knew it not at the time of it.

1736 January 24 (Saturday). My Wife very ill, by means of her being so exceedingly exposed last night with the Child—Fever upon her very bad—grows worse—p.m. sent David Baverick to Cambridge to inform our Relations <there?>, of my wife’s illness and of Brother Hicks’s Daughter Ruth’s, who was sick of the Same Fever: and to wait upon sister Ruth Champney53 hither. My Wife was in great Distresses in the Eve and night—is perswaded she Shall die of this Sickness. She was in many Terrors at the Apprehension of the wrath of God [especially?] in the same night She told me she heard fine singing of Psalm Tunes, and Supposed it to be heavenly Musick. About midnight she was So exceeding bad that I (having no body in the house but Deborah to assist us, and She taken up with the Young Child, I) ran to Ensign Maynards and requested him to go or Send to Marlborough forthwith to bring up Dr. Gott. He sent Jotham; and Mrs. Maynard came up <word crossed out> to my Wife. She fetched her Breath exceeding Short—and difficultly worried out the Night.

1736 January 25 (Sunday). In the Morning Dr. Gott came up to see my Wife. She was considerably easier, cooler and better. I could not go to Meeting, a.m. I sent Dr. Colmans Parable of the Ten Virgins,54 and directed to the Sermon on v. 6, which was read. P.M. I was more composed and I went to worship. Repeated a Sermon on Job 22.21.55 My wife in a more hopefull way. Mr. Jonathan Forbush’s wife56 staid with us. The Doctor does not know but that the Fever is at the height. We undertake to wean the Child.57

1736 January 26 (Monday). My Wife grows very restless again; Fever comes on. Ensign Maynard to Dr. Gott, and brought him up. She grew very bad. Sister Ruth came up. Mrs. Furbush went home. The Doctor staid all night. Sister Ruth and I sat up to Watch. My wife was much put to it to get over the Night, yet through Divine Favour she did, and we were much Comforted with having the Doctor in the House with us. The Doctor was of Opinion that the Fever had not Intermissions but Remissions only—thought that it was not at the height before, yet Surely it was at a Crisis now; nor would she, he believed have any more Such troublesome nights. The Child Suddenly takes to Deborah! I marked This!

1736 January 27 (Tuesday). The Doctor went home. My Wife a pritty comfortable Day. Hopes bloom that she will recover, by Divine Favour. Mr. Cushing58 visited us and prayed with us. Jemima Lee watched with my wife, and Deborah with the Child in the Cradle. Mrs. Parkman slept very sound and Seemingly very Comfortable—the Child also but a little Trouble, and I hope in a good way of Recovery.

1736 January 28 (Wednesday). I can’t but be of Opinion that my Wife’s Fever has regular Intermissions, for now it comes on again, and with considerable Force, but relying upon the Doctor’s Judgment I sent to him for Drugs and sent her Water;59 but did not Send for him to come up, tho’ I repented Afterwards that I did not; for her Fever increased extreamly as the Day got up. I Sent by Brother Hicks, whose Daughter Ruth lies also very ill yet. Capt. Forbush very neighbourly and kind, and his wife here p.m. The Doctor Sends word that he can’t but hope the worst is over, but it was far other wise—indeed whilst she Saw the Light of the Day, She Said it helped her to bear up under her Distresses; but O when the Dark of Night Should come—how terrible it would be! In Truth, She had reason to fear it, for her Fever increased yet more and more upon her. Jotham Maynard came to assist me <word crossed out>—and to go for Mrs. Forbush (Mr. Jonathan’s wife). No sooner did the Evening come on, but my Dear spouse grew worse and I ran down to Mrs. (Hephzibah) Maynard—though it was stormy—she came up with me and Mrs. Forb. was come—my wife very low indeed! Said she to me, My Dear, You Are bereaved! About 9 o’Clock we applyed a Young Fowl to her Feet—but about 1/2 after Ten were obliged to take it off—and Death seemed after a while to be making advances. She could not Swallow, but Spurted out whatever was given her. I asked her whether She was wholly free from those Terrors she had on Saturday Night? She answered not wholly free from them but She various ways expressed her Hopes—For upon my Saying that I trusted She was rejoicing in Hope of the Glory of God; She Replyed, she hoped So. And when Brother Hicks came to see her (about midnight) and her Mouth was ever now and then in a Sort of Convulsive Shaking and quivering, she said to him, I am in the Jaws of Death. I asked her whether she said the Joys of Death? She told me she hoped so likewise. At one Time, after great Stillness, she very solemnly said, Dust thou art—At another Time upon giving her Some Drops and Water to lay her parching Thirst, and my wishing that she might Drink of the River of the Water of Life; She answered presently, I long to be at it—She grew a little better again Sometime after midnight took her Medicines, Cordial etc. etc. Swallowed ‘em, and fell into a pleasant Nap, in which she slept for a Considerable Time. But when she awaked again her Fever rose exceedingly, insomuch as she burnt inexpressibly. (I had asked her whether she could give her Testimony to the Truth of the Christian Religion and to the Expediency and usefullness of waiting upon Ordinances. Her answer was, that we could do no better. And as I was at another time looking upon her in her dying Distresses and Saying “who would not be moved by this to improve Every Day and Every Hour”—She answered Every Moment. At another Time I asked her to pray for me and the Children with this dying Breath. She replyed I do—God be Mercifull to you, and to them, and to you all. Several Times She said earnestly—Come, Lord Jesus, Come quickly; Why So long a coming? Some of the last Things I heard her Say I think were—My Dear!—My Dear Lucy!)

1736 January 29 (Thursday). When the Fever came upon her so violently (as abovesaid) her Breath grew extreamly and extraordinary quick, and her heart beat wonderfully—at length one Breath (through extream quickness) was confounded into another, and that brought on her dying agonys; which were very bitter and dreadfull—in these she lay till about Six in the Morning; and then she departed!60 Even the wife of my Covenant—the wife of my Bosom,—the wife of my youth, and the Desire of my Eyes, was taken away by the stroke of Death! Mrs. Forbush and Mrs. Maynard layd her out. P.M. Capt. Eager here. Lieut. Holloway61 and Mr. Francis Whipple went to Cambridge and Boston. I Sent Letters to Lancaster, Sudbury, Shrewsbury, Hopkinton, and Southborough. Mr. Prentice62 of Grafton came in at Evening. A most Melancholly House of Mourning!

1736 January 30 (Friday). Capt. Warrin63 extraordinary kind and helpfull. Mr. Rogers64 and his wife here at Eve. Neighbours took Care of Wood—Barn—etc. Neighbour Maynard here.

1736 January 31 (Saturday). Capt. Warrin, Capt. Eager, etc. here. Mr. Abijah Bruce65 and his wife66 here. Being that Mr. Prentice67 of Lancaster sends word that he can’t preach tomorrow Neighbour Bruce offered to go over to Hopkinton, which he did to entreat Mr. Barretts68 help on the approaching Sabbath, but still it was ineffectuall. At Eve, Father and Mother Champney,69 Sister Lydia,70 Brother Elias,71 Samuel72 and Alexander Parkman,73 and Cousen Richard Champney74 came up—The four last lodged at Ensign Maynards.

But Alas! for me and my bereaved House! God be mercifull to me a Sinner! Lord! What wouldst thou have me to do? Show me I pray thee wherefore thou Contendest with Me! And turn from the Fierceness of thine Anger that we perish not!

1736 February 1 (Sunday). No body to preach to us upon this dark and Sorrowfull Day. I know not how to undertake any thing—but God called for it. Weeping must not hinder sowing. And I went forth with some old preparation and repeated my sermon on Heb. 12.5.75 It was observable how God tyed up my Affections and restrained my Tears, and carryed me through all, without those Confusions I feared and expected.76

1736 February 2 (Monday). In the Morning I very much dreaded the work of this Day. I feared I Should discover and publish my Infirmitys in open Indecencys. I endeavoured therefore to beware, and to set my Self beforehand. The Ministers I sent to, came; and of their Wives Madam Cushing77 and Madam Prentice78 of Grafton. Of Scholers, Mr. Diman,79 Mr. James Morris,80 and Mr. Hovey (of Marlborough) and a considerable Collection of my valuable Friends besides from the neighbouring Towns came to Condole. Brother Samuel Champney81 and Cousen Downing Champney82 also came up. The Solemnity was brought on with much Decency, through the Care and Diligence of my Friends. I Earnestly begged of God to teach me the Duty of holy Mourning; That His righteous Ends in this grievous Dispensation, might be answered in every Respect—And that God would be pleased to grant that Some Special Spiritual Advantage might be received (if it might be consistent with His Sovereign Will) before the Corps Should move out of the House—But now when I see my Dear Spouse is moved away—that the Eye that has Seen her Shall See her no more! [blot] the place that has known her shall know her no more!—<And?> she goes the way whence She shall not return; even unto the House appointed for all the Living. O my thrice Sorrowful State! She goes to her long home—and we the mourners, go along the Streets! And what is now my Duty as I pass along to her Grave? Lord, make me to know (to know in a practical, Spiritual Saving Manner) My End also—etc. If God has taken away one half, Shall not the t’other be warned and get ready also? But my Heart is extreamly unsteady. Let me form Some Suitable Resolutions, which (by the Grace of God) I will execute—and God be pleased to keep these Things in the Imagination of the Thought of my Heart Continually, and help me that I may do as I have Said! For I am very much afraid of my Self, and do greatly fear I shall loose the Good I ought to get by this visitation. The Resolutions I formed upon the way to the Grave were Such as these, First, That I would endeavour (by divine Grace) to become sensible of what God is doing; and to search out the Mind and Pleasure of God in this Visitation. That I will Humble my Self under His Holy and Mighty Hand and That I will particularly for those Sins which I may Judge may have, in a peculiar Manner, displeased and provoked an holy and Jealous God against me: That I will, with Some Close attention and personal Application, reflect upon my own frailty; for God having taken away one so very near to me, So much the t’other part of my Self, it Should awaken me to reallize it, that I must be in a little time wholly in the Same Condition. As those who are struck with the Numb Palsey (as it has been called) and are dead on one Side, are alarmed to Consider what will shortly become of the Other side also. In pursuance of this Resolution, I resolve further (by the Aids of Grace) That I will keep strictly my Wife’s dying Counsel, both respecting myself and my Family—To be, my Self, a serious, Steddy (or solid) Religious Man, And that we all, together, get and keep Ready together, all of us keep ready, always ready. Accordingly O that I might immediately see to it that I be indeed Converted and regenerate! That no time be lost; but that this may be thorowly seen to! And further, That So much the more particular, Strict Care must be taken of the Children, as they are bereaved of that wondrous Care which their Dear and Tender Mother took of them. That I will value and prize, and endeavour to improve, the Presence and Comfort and Advantage of Surviving Relatives—and That I will endeavour that this grievous Affliction serve for my great Quickening in my Ministerial work—And O that out of this Furnace I may come forth as Gold! At the Grave I endeavoured to Exercise Faith in Him who Said, “I am the Resurrection and the Life; he that believeth in me tho’ he be dead yet shall he live.”83 I desired to committ my Dead to the Earth in Hope of the Resurrection. And I viewed the 4th Space of Ground [marginal notation: The former 3 were Maro’s,84 Lydia’s,85 and now her mother’s.], as not knowing but that There I might Shortly be laid. The Condolence of many Friends at my House, and the Respect shewn to the Memory of my Deceased Spouse—was very relieving and Comforting—But unless God shall Comfort us, and take up his Dwelling with us, all Comfort is lifeless and my House will be not only Lonely, but Desolate! O that therefore God would be pleased to take up his peculiar Abode with us! And let not his Consolations be Small to us! Let God also, now their Mother, at his Commandment has forsaken them, take the Motherless Children up, and take ‘em under His more immediate Protection and Care and Favour! Particularly dear Little Lucy! Finally, As to all my Circumstances, I desire, and would in the strength of Christ Resolve, that I will put my Self and mine, under the Guidance and would in all my Conduct and Managements before me, follow the Direction, of the Word and Providence of God.

1736 February 3 (Tuesday). This Morning All my Relations (except Sister Ruth) left me, to return to their respective Homes—but I would humbly trust that the omnipresent and allsufficient God Stays with me. N.B. Ensign Maynard Singularly Friendly all along, and continues so. P.M. Mr. William Wait of Sutton here; he acquaints me with his Mothers86 Decease (at Deacon Tomlins87) last Sabbath Morn—asks me to the Funeral to morrow.

1736 February 4 (Wednesday). I was as far as old Mr. Wards a.m. P.M. at old Mrs. Waits Funeral. N.B. old Mr. Forbush’s and his Wife’s and Capt. Forbush’s Sympathy. Sent to Mr. Barrett, by [El:?] Ward, in vain.

1736 February 5 (Thursday). Silas Pratt (a Lad) came to be with me a few Days. Mr. Prentice of Grafton (very kindly and on purpose to Comfort me) made me a brotherly visit. In the Evening Mr. Noah Rice’s Wife88 here in order to joining with the Church.

1736 February 6 (Friday). Lieut. Baker (who had not been to See me in my sorrows till now) visited Me.

1736 February 7 (Saturday). Capt. Eager had done some Errands for me at Boston, and now brought the Return.

1736 February 8 (Sunday). I had no body to preach for me. I prepar’d what I could in the middst of the broken, heavy Thoughts of the Week—and I preached on Ezek. 24.16.89 My Daughter Molly90 had been much troubled with an Ague in her Face, her Teeth and Ear; but is better.

1736 February 9 (Monday). Silas Pratt went away, and Solomon Baker91 came. A Cold Day after a Season of Considerable moderate Weather.

1736 February 10 (Tuesday). Samuel Baker92 came instead of his Brother Solomon. Lieut. Holloway and Neighbour Dantforth93 here. A very Moderate pleasant Day.

1736 February 11 (Wednesday). Storm of Snow. Yet Samuel Bumso94 (Indian) being very ill of a Fever, I went to See him, at the house of Mr. James Fay. I was at Mr. Josiah Newtons95 in the Eve. Reckoned with him. N.B. he Considered how heavy it was at this Time upon his Pastor (to use his Phrase) and therefore have me back Twenty shillings of his own due <word crossed out>.

1736 February 12 (Thursday). Storm continues, but not violent.

1736 February 13 (Friday). [No entry.]

1736 February 14 (Saturday). Mr. Livermore96 came to desire me to visit Mr. James Ball’s little Daughter97 being very Sick—And though it was with great Difficulty and when my preparations for the Sabbath were very backward, yet I complyed and went—called to see old Mrs. Holloway98 as I went, and the widow Fay as I returned. Moderate Weather. I was very sorrowfull.

1736 February 15 (Sunday). On Ezek. 24.16.99 The Days and Nights pass in a very Melancholly, disconsolate Manner—but I would earnestly repair to God [roll?] my Way, and cast my Care upon Him. Snow storm—but it did not prevail to Such violence as it did in the Eve and Night.

1736 February 16 (Monday). Snow deep, and continues blowing and snowing still. Sent my Books to Mr. Livermore to be new vamped, (Sent ‘em) by Mr. James Ball, Constable, who was here this Evening. N.B. had Leather of Mr. Josiah Newton for Said Books.

1736 February 17 (Tuesday). Windy, Cold Weather—but the Sun shines upon us. Dennis Clamshire (a Pedlar) here. I was indisposed with Head ach etc.: Capt. Warrin sent for me but I could not go.

1736 February 18 (Wednesday). Very Cold, and Windy. I visited Capt. Warrins Family—his son Moses100 continuing very Sick and weak yet. Met Lieut. Holloway and Mr. Wheeler101 who had been to see Neighbour Samuel Hardy on account of his writing and Spreading Mary Bradishs102 Verses—But to no Purpose. Very Cold Night. Little Molly broke out since her Blister for her ague.

1736 February 19 (Thursday). The Cold not altogether so violent—but the Wind high. I had gone to Lancaster if the Weather, the Roads, the State of my Family, and my own Health had permitted, to Lecture there, Several affairs requiring the Ministers of this Vicinity to meet together. But it proves too Extream a season. Jesse Maynard103 here with the Petition of 25 persons, requesting (in form) that I would print my Last Fast Sermons.104 Another very Cold Night.

1736 February 20 (Friday). Clear and Shiny, but very Cold. Brother Hicks with his Sled to Boston. At Eve my Spirits very low and Dull—yet my Preparations for the Sabbath pritty forward.

1736 February 21 (Saturday). Pleasant, and Moderate Day. Old Mr. Maynard came up, kindly, to cut [up?] wood for us, and put it into Order for the Sabbath. N.B. Doggs howling very affrighting to the Children.

1736 February 22 (Sunday). On Mat. 24.44.105 Oh that I might not go without that Benefit my Self which I would fain promote in others! Several very sorrowful Evenings.

1736 February 23 (Monday). Mr. Hovey (Schoolm. Marlborough) visited me. Mr. Campbell106 also of Oxford and Several others. So good sledding, that Sleds go and are about to go, to Boston. Mr. Hovey lodged here. Lent Neighbour Rogers my Oxen for Logging to Mr. Forb. Mill.

1736 February 24 (Tuesday). Mr. Hall107 of Sutton visited me—dined with me. Mr. Jonathan Bellows and his wife108 here to be Examined etc. Moderate Weather. Mr. Whipple and Mr. Aaron Forb.109 brought Each of them a Load of Hay home from the Meadow.

1736 February 25 (Wednesday). A very Moderate, pleasant Day. Mr. Aaron Forb. brought home another Load of Hay from my Meadow. N.B. He agreed to bring home to me 2 Load and set me up another Stack in good Order Next Season, if I will let him have a stack which Still remains now in the Meadow.

1736 February 26 (Thursday). Lecture. Mr. Stone (of Southborough) preached on Numb. 23.10. I Stayed the Church after Sermon to read Mr. Frinks110 Proposals of a County Consociation of the Churches. A word also of Relations—of the Watch of the Church over the Children of the Covenant—and I acquainted the Church with Several Books which were presented to the Church, Scil: Mr. Whites Lamentations,111 Mr. Clark (of Salem Village) upon Infant Baptism.112

1736 February 27 (Friday). A Cold Morning, but a very Pleasant Day. Warm p.m. N.B. Brother Asher Rice113 here, I having Sent Several Times for him. He gave me Some Satisfaction.

1736 February 28 (Saturday). P.M. Mr. Ivory Hovey here, and lodged here. At Eve Some very uncomfortable Prospect respecting the Approach of Brother Samuel Hardy to the Communion. Several perplexing Difficultys likely to occur if he doth. I trust however that God Himself will graciously Order Matters in His Providence—that there may be escape from these Temptations and threatning Troubles! I may not interpose without Danger of the public peace; I must discharge my Self in my sermon as prudently as I can, and leave the rest to God.

1736 February 29 (Sunday). I preached on Job. 19.25.26.27.114 P.M. on Matth. 24.44. I Desire to Improve this Sacrament Day in the following manner, viz. 1. I would humbly Confess my Sins before God—Sins in General but especially Such as have provoked the Lord against me in Sending Sickness into my Family (Besides the Sickness of my Family in the Month past, Ebenezer is this Day sick of a Fever again) And Death into my Bosom. And Such Sins as have attended my Mourning—Either Defect,—or Excess. 2. I would committ my Self and my Family unto God, to His more immediate Care and Protection, now we are so much bereaved and deprived of the Care and faithfullness, Constancy and Dexterity of my late wife in Guiding the Family: and O that God would Conduct me in All Things! 3. I would enter into or Confirm Espousals Solemnly unto Christ now that God has taken away the wife of my Bosom from me by His stroke. And now my Dear Wife is deceased I would the more stir up my Faith in a Living Redeemer. O that this might be done truely—and that Christ would please to Accept of me!

4. I would Confirm the Purposes I formed at my Wife’s Funeral.

5. I would stir up my Faith in the Resurrection from the Dead—My own—My Wife’s—And Christs coming and standing upon the Earth in the Latter Day.

1736 March 1 (Monday). Mr. Ivory Hovey, who kept Sabbath with me, returned to Marlborough. Mr. Livermore brought home my Books new Vamped. Brother Asher Rice very much unsays what he Said to me on Saturday, by way of Satisfaction for having wickedly alienated the Money he had gathered, pretendedly for me, With this argument with people that now there was peculiar necessity and call for it because of the Singular Providences of God I was under. Yet he brought me no farthing, nor did let me See him for a month after. And to day (which was the first paying me any at all) brought me but 21 sh. and 6d. N.B. Samuel Hardy, and several others round him, were not at Communion Yesterday—by which means much Evil was prevented. It looks like the particular Hand of God—for I understood on Saturday Eve, that he was resolute to Come. William Stacey came from Mr. Langdon of Hopkinton, to glaize my Kitchin. Dr. Matthews here to See Ebenezer. N.B. I sent for him yesterday, by Neighbour Stephen Fay.115 Ebenezer better. At Eve a storm of Snow. William Stacey lodged here.

1736 March 2 (Tuesday). The Snow has turned to Rain. The Ground was much thawed and open before the Snow came, So that now it is exceeding heavy, Sloppy going. <Word crossed out.> William Stacey is glazing glazed my Kitchin. He continued at it all the [blot] Day—and lodged with us again.

1736 March 3 (Wednesday). Mr. Barrett of Hopkinton visited me.

1736 March 4 (Thursday). I rode to Southborough expecting to hear Mr. Loring116 at the Lecture there, but he did not come. Mr. Stone overcame <prevailed with> came prevailed with me to preach—which I did on Joh. 9, 4 v. I called at Capt. Warrins as I returned home. Mr. Wait of Sutton came from thence, home with me. Bright Light in the North for a great while in the Evening. One of my young sheep dyed whilst I was at Southborough.

1736 March 5 (Friday). The Adjournment of the Town Meeting. A warm, still, pleasant forenoon. Cloudy and somewhat Raw p.m. N.B. Brother Asher Rice very much [unravels?] what he did by way of acknowledgment of his Fault and presses in his own vindication.

1736 March 6 (Saturday). Very pleasant Weather. Old Mr. Maynard came and Cut wood for the Sabbath, as he has kindly done for several Saturdays.

1736 March 7 (Sunday). I preached upon Mat. 24.44. And O that the Effect of these Discourses might be (along with the awfull Providences of God) to quicken me, my Family and the People of God to get and keep alwayes ready for the Coming of the Lord, at Death and unto Judgment!

1736 March 8 (Monday). Sister Ruth rode with me to Cambridge. Set out from home about 1/2 after 10 a.m. Heavy Travelling, yet got down before Daylight down. Mrs. Susan. Champney117 at Fathers.

1736 March 9 (Tuesday). I rode to Charleston—Mr. Breck118 of Springfield with me. Dined with my Honoured Mother119 at Boston. Spent the Afternoon and Eve among my Relatives. N.B. Capt. Malachi Foot and his Wife from New York and other Company, at Brother Elias’s. N.B. Capt. Foots going home with Dr. Kennadys120 Daughters and tarrying late, to his wife’s, his Mothers, and the Companys Disquietment.

1736 March 10 (Wednesday). Variously taken up with Visits and Business. At Mr. Fennels (Bookseller) Shop—Dr. John Perkins121 there. He informs me that many in Town are sick of the Kingston Distemper,122 and that more dye of it than a while agoe—however (through Divine Mercy) no proportion to what have dyed at the Eastward. N.B. I was pritty much Diverted and Chearfull at Eve, at Cousin Clarks particularly. But yet I felt considerable of Sore Throat which was increased as I went through the Sloppy streets to my Brother Elias’s; and it prevailed as the Night grew old. But with a [illegible], emollient application I Slept well, through the Goodness of God.

1736 March 11 (Thursday). Rose Comfortable (Grat. D.). Mr. Cooper123 Lecture on Deut. 32.29. Dined at Brother Alexanders. At Eve went over the Ferry with one Mr. Bradshaw124 of Medford, whom I found at Brother William’s.125 When I came to Father Champneys I found it a Melancholly Family on Account that our Dear Sister Ruth had continued from Tuesday in great Extremity, vomiting up every Thing almost that could be Administred to her. She had taken a vomit of Dr. S. Wheat,126 which though it worked many Times yet had not the Desired Effect to remove her Disorders. We were all in great Distress, and could hardly comply to go to Bed.

1736 March 12 (Friday). Sister Ruth very bad indeed—casting127—Fainting etc. Brother rode to the Doctor. I rode to Town for some New supply. A stormy Raw, Snowy Day. The Doctor visited and tarried till almost night. Mrs. Gay and her sister Mrs. Elizabeth Nutting there all Day, and watched also at Night. Mr. Appleton128 at about 11 at night. Sister Exceeding low—Scarce any success visible yet—Her straining to vomit Spends her extreamly, and wears her out; and her extream Pain, from her having nothing to pass through her for Such a very long Space, has brought her very Nigh Deaths Gates.

1736 March 13 (Saturday). Sister in less Pain, and less Casting, more inclined to Doze and Drouze—otherwise no alteration with her. But although she is detained from her intended Journey [back to Westborough?] and seems to be going to her long home—yet I am necessitated to take my sorrowfull Leave. About or a little after 11 a.m. I Set out—a Melancholly Journey. Latter part of the Road Mr. Joseph Gardner129 came up with me, as he was riding to Marlborough to preach there. What a Solitary and Lonesome Habitation I entered when I got home! O that God most Compassionate would vouchsafe to look upon my State! But my Family were Comfortable, except Ebenezer who was Somewhat indisposed and faintish.

1736 March 14 (Sunday). I repeated (to the 14th Page) my sermon on 2 Thess. 1.8.9.130 Cousin Winchester131 went out ill, p.m. Very lonely at Eve.

1736 March 15 (Monday). The Town met again and chose all their Town Officers anew, and in Peace. N.B. Brother Hicks rode to Cambridge. In the Eve it was so cloudy during great part of the Eclipse that we could see but little of it.

1736 March 16 (Tuesday). [No entry.]

1736 March 17 (Wednesday). I Catechized at the Meeting House a.m., at my own House p.m. N.B. Mr. Thomas Ward132 here.

1736 March 18 (Thursday). I rode up to Grafton to visit Mr. Prentice, who with his wife had expressed (by Letter) a most tender Sympathy under my bereaved Circumstances. When I returned in the Eve, Brother Hicks being come back from Cambridge informed (to my Joy) that Sister Ruth Champney had had relief and was sitting up. I desire to look upon it as a Singular Favour in Divine Providence to me and my Family considering the great Comfort and Assistance from that tender and kind Friend Received by me and mine.

1736 March 19 (Friday). There came Two Teams, namely Neighbour Hezekiah Pratt and Eliezer Rice, and the following Hands to Cutt wood for me to Day, Scil.: Neighbour John Pratt, James Maynard, Whipple, Eliezer Ward, Increase Ward,133 William and Jonathan Rogers, Jesse Maynard, Joseph Green junior and Two Lads from William and Ebenezer Nurse; And they brought 31 Turns of Wood.

1736 March 20 (Saturday). [No entry.]

1736 March 21 (Sunday). I repeated to page 18 of Sermon on 2 Thess. 1.8.9 a.m. On Job 19.25.26.27 p.m.

1736 March 22 (Monday). I rode to Mr. Daniel Maynards of Marlborough, to the Widow Bents, Madam Brecks and to see Mr. Joseph Gardner (See the 13th Day). We dined at Coll. Woods’s. P.M. we visited Mr. Hovey, keeping his School at Mr. Gershom Brighams. Home at Eve.

1736 March 23 (Tuesday). I went over to the North side of the Town to prevent or Change the Design of that Corner, to come and get Wood for me—for I had purposed to go to Boston that Day they had laid out to come upon; and having had 31 Load of Wood of Late, in all 75 Load this Winter, and my Fences much rather needing repair; on these Accounts I esteemed it a greater kindness to come and get Fencing Stuff for me than Fire Wood. At Lieutenant Holloways, at Mr. Sim. Haywards. N.B. I visited Mr. Thomas Ward. At Eve I rode over to Mr. Tainters.134 At Neighbour Asher Rice’s. N.B. The Grievous Feuds between that man and his Wife. Returning home I had most painfull Toothach. Blistered at Midnight. Deborah Ward very tender and helpfull. I record it as a <word crossed out> Favour and Blessing that in my bereavement God has vouchsafed me such a Singularly faithfull House keeper. I pray God to reward her not only with outward but with Spiritual and Eternal Blessings!

1736 March 24 (Wednesday). Sharp Toothach in the Morning. Easier when my Blister began to draw well. Lieutenant Holloway, Mr. Wheeler, Livermore, Neighbour Ball, Billings, Cwees, Silas and Timothy Fay, ________ Cutting, Phinehas Ball (sent my [sic] Mr. James Ball) and John Oake came and gott me Fencing stuff, Posts and Rails, in the Ministerial Lot. Mr. Cushing made me a visit. My Daughter Molly very grievously exercised still, with her Hands breaking out and remaining exceeding Sore.

1736 March 25 (Thursday). Mrs. Ruth Fay135 (wife of Neighbour Stephen Fay) here to be Examined.

1736 March 26 (Friday). Snow and Rain. David Bavrick came to work with me. My agreement is (by Divine Leave) for six Months, for 24£ and he is to take and do one sort of Business as well as another, whether Husbandry or Carpenters, or whatever I have to be done, that he is able to do; and to be as handy and helpfull as he can in the Family also; which if he Shall be, his Mending shall be done.

1736 March 27 (Saturday). Very much Afflicted with the Tooth Ach or Ague in my Face.

1736 March 28 (Sunday). Detained from the public Service by the Ague. I have drawn one Blister after another: and by them at length came relief. Dr. Colmans Sermon on Mat. 25, (I think) v. 8, was read a.m. and his Excellent Sermon on the Fast which God hath Chosen,136 p.m., and the Proclamation for the Fast next Thursday was read.137

1736 March 29 (Monday). It was remarkable how Compassionate and assisting Deborah was to me during my Pains and anguishes by the Tooth ach. Mr. Livermore brought up from Boston Monsieur Saurins Dissertation138 (which I lately bought at Mr. Cor’s (of London) shop).

1736 March 30 (Tuesday). A great Multiplicity of Business before me, particularly in the Preparations for the Fast. As for David, he has been Casing the Kitchin windows etc., various Jobbs of Housework.

1736 March 31 (Wednesday). [No entry.]

1736 April 1 (Thursday). General Fast, on Account of the Sickness as well as the Season. On Jonah 3.5 to 9.

1736 April 2 (Friday). I felt my Yesterday Service so much as that I could do but little in my study to Day.

1736 April 3 (Saturday). I did not pretend to forward my preparations because of an Appointment I had made with Mr. Cushing to Change with him. P.M. I rode to Shrewsbury, and Mr. Cushing rode to Westborough. N.B. I had been at Lieutenant Bakers—for it was the Season to appoint the Communion but there was no effectual Care taken about the Difference with Samuel Hardy. I had been also at Mr. Treasurer Newtons (Josiah’s) to prepare for my Journey Next week.

1736 April 4 (Sunday). I preached at Shrewsbury on Mat. 24.44. Rainy till into Eve.

1736 April 5 (Monday). I returned to Westborough as early as I could—my Journey being before me, and the weather very agreeable. Lieut. Baker had been at my House before I got home, but hastily went back home, and So left matters respecting Hardys Case in some perplexed posture. Mr. Cushing went home. After waiting for Lieut. Holloway some while, he came to be my Company in my Journey. I carried my Daughter Molly with me to Cambridge. Mr. Cook139 of Sudbury has lost Two Children by the Mortal sickness and divers others of his Children are sick,140 but in an hopefull way. At Mr. Baldwins I found Mr. Charles Coffin141 of Boston who had been a Journey to Simsbury. Coll. Quincy142 came in, and some others with him. We hear that Judge Davenport143 is Deceased. Lieut. Holloway lodged with me at F. Champneys.

1736 April 6 (Tuesday). Lieutenant and I went to Boston. Many <word crossed out> in the Town have the Sickness, but through the Mercy of God it is not So Mortal there as it was and Still is at the Eastward, yet some that have dyed in this Town have been far more putrifyed and Corrupted than they were there awhile agoe. Sister Lydia at Brother Samuels. Eve at Mr. Mountforts.144

1736 April 7 (Wednesday). Saw Mr. McGregore145 of Nutfield, by my Mothers Gate—appointed to Meet with him at Mr. Fennels Shop at 11 o’Clock; but he came not. I dined at Brother Samuels. Very rainy afternoon: confined at Brother Samuels. Eve at Monsieur LeMercier’s146 and I supped there. Lodged at Brother Alexanders. Judge Davenport was to have been buryed but it was prevented by the Rain.

1736 April 8 (Thursday). Mr. Prince147 on Ezek. 36.26. I expected a Funeral Sermon, but we had no word of it. I dined at Mr. Foxcrofts,148 as did Mr. Thatcher149 and Mr. Mather.150 P.M. at Mr. James Pierpont’s151 [marginal notation: and at Mr. Charles Coffins—N.B. String Beans there eat as well as New gathered, prepared in salt. Soaked all night and parboiled before they were broke for the Pot: A very great and very agreeable Rarity] etc. At Eve sister Lydia rode up to Cambridge with me. N.B. My Horse had been kept a Day or Two at Mr. Charles Coffins stable, by means of my Brother Samuel. Lit of Mr. Ivory Hovey on the Road to Cambridge.

1736 April 9 (Friday). At College. Met my neighbour Whipple who was coming to me at Cambridge. Mr. Caleb Rice Some way before us upon the Road. Neighbour Whipples Horse failed at Harringtons. I pursued Mr. Rice to Mr. Baldwins. He was there and Mrs. Pegge Dammon of Stow (Daughter in Law of Justice Whitman) with him. We dined together and rode up by Mr. Lorings and accompanyed Mrs. Pegge home. Then I rode with Mr. Rice to <word crossed out> Mr. Fishs in Marlborough to See Mr. Withington152 (a Young Preacher at Marlborough and who had been up at Westborough along with Mr. Ivory Hovey when I was gone to Boston). Thence I proceeded to Deacon Rice’s153 (with his son) and Lodged there.

1736 April 10 (Saturday). I rode down to Mr. Smith’s (the Ax-Smiths) and thence home. David had cleared somewhat, drawed stones etc. Nothing done about Hardy.

1736 April 11 (Sunday). On Job. 19.25.154 2 Thess. 1.7.8.9. N.B. Read all we sung, and gave Observations.

1736 April 12 (Monday). [No entry.]

1736 April 13 (Tuesday). Mr. Prentice of Grafton and then Mr. Cushing, came; and we all proceeded to Southborough to Ministers Meeting. Left David Ploughing in order to sowing Some Rie. Mr. Josiah Swan155 Examined, and gave an Exercise on Mat. 5.14. He was approved and we gave him a Certificate. Four of us Lodged at Ensign Timothy Brighams.

1736 April 14 (Wednesday). Mr. Prentice of Grafton at the public Lecture on Hos. 4.7. N.B. After Dinner our Discourse with Coll. William Ward about Ruling Elders—he approves of Such as may be like the Select Men of a town—etc. Mr. Cushing and Mr. Solomon Prentice rode home with me. The latter lodged here.

1736 April 15 (Thursday). Rainy. Mr. Solomon Prentice at our Public Lecture, on [blank]. The Church stopped after Lecture—see Church Records.156 Though Rainy yet Mr. Prentice would go home.

1736 April 16 (Friday). Mr. Tainter and Mr. Daniel Forbush gave me a Days work in Digging stones down in the New Ground on the south side, and I Set David to Digging with them. I was obliged to send my Desire to Brother Samuel Hardy, to Brother Baker etc. to request that unless they Should make up their Difference they would wave their approach to the Communion till some further Care can be taken about the matter.

1736 April 17 (Saturday). David and the oxen at work for Neighbour Rogers.

1736 April 18 (Sunday). Sacrament. A.M. on Cant. 2.16. P.M. 1 Thess. 5.4. Neighbour Thurston and Deacon Fay157 and his wife158 dined with me.

1736 April 19 (Monday). David with Neighbour Rogers’s Cattle joined to mine and Jonathan for Driver ploughed up part of the stubble Ground. Gardening.

1736 April 20 (Tuesday). David with my own Cattle and Horse and Noah How for Driver, ploughed up the remainder of the Stubble Ground. Fine Weather—which has been Somewhat rare this Spring—a Backward Spring, and hay Scarce with many.

1736 April 21 (Wednesday). David fetched home our Malt (7 Bushels and half a peck) from Mr. Daniel Matthews. P.M. he mended Fence. I rode into the South part of the Town.

1736 April 22 (Thursday). Sent for to Mr. Ithamar Bellows’s wife.159 She was very Low; had lately lain in,160 and had a great Degree of Fever: very self Judging; but not without Earnest Longing after the Divine Favour. I was at Capt. Warrins little Moses lyes in a Languishing Condition yet. John Rogers161 helped David to Day in Carting Muck. Our own Cattle and Horse; Ensign Maynards Cart. I Catechized on North side. N.B. Neighbour Josiah Rice cut his Leg and bled in so great Degree that they were in very great Fears what would be the Event.

1736 April 23 (Friday). David Sowed and ploughed in some more Rie; we could get no Barley.

1736 April 24 (Saturday). Mr. Tucker (Pump-maker) came up from Marlborough to see whether I was now got ready for him to come to work. Deborah went to Dr. Gott’s.

1736 April 25 (Sunday). On 1 Thess. 5.4 a. and p.m. Rainy—Storm greatly increased—the wind very high in the Eve and in the Night—A very Tempestuous Night.

1736 April 26 (Monday). In Expectation of Mr. Tucker (See the 24th Day) but he came not. Deborah took Physick. David ploughed the lower part of the south Side, a.m., sledding stones, burning Brush etc. p.m.

1736 April 27 (Tuesday). David about various Chores—picking up stones, sledding stones etc. I was at Capt. Eagers a.m. Garden p.m. Deborah rode to her Fathers, and returned at Night. A Cold season.

1736 April 28 (Wednesday). [No entry.]

1736 April 29 (Thursday). Received from Brother Samuel Parkman a Mournfull Letter of the Death of his Dear Daughter Dorcas162 taken with Sore Throat the 18th. Expired the 24. Buryed 28.

1736 April 30 (Friday). Mr. Jonah Warrin and Mr. Noah Rice came (upon hire) to get me Posts. Mr. Warrin went away p.m. It is an unusually Cold and Melancholly Season. Grass very backward and Hay very short. I hear it has gone hard with many Cattle in the Towns above us. Through Divine Smiles I have Hay, Some Sufficiency, And have entertained Mr. Ebenezer Locks Cow most of the winter, and Brother Hicks’s 2 Steers the Spring.

1736 May 1 (Saturday). David Bathrick went with my Team to the Ministerial Lot and brought up a Load of the Posts and Rails got by Lieutenant Holloway etc. P.M. Mr. Ivory Hovey came up to see me and Returned to Marlborough. He informed me of the Death of Mr. Mather Withington, late preacher and in Nomination at Marlborough. David ploughed part of the Afternoon.

1736 May 2 (Sunday). Rainy. Mat. 6.11. 1 Cor. 3.7.

1736 May 3 (Monday). I rode over to Mr. Fergusons. Discoursed with Mr. Caruth of his Difference with his wife. Visited Ensign Forbushwho is very bad of a pluretic Fever. And at Eve Mr. Aaron Hardy who is also Sick of a Fever. David to Day some Muck, some ploughing. Cold Season yet.

1736 May 4 (Tuesday). David finished our ploughing over for planting. Ebenezer drove the Oxen at ploughing. P.M. I rode to Beriah Rice’s to have my Horse shod. N.B. at nigh one o’Clock I was called out of my Bed by Lieut. Baker, who was accompanyed by Capt. Forbush, Neighbour Bradish, Josiah Newton, Abijah Bruce, John Hicks and Samuel Hardy, to deliver me a Confession to be read to the Church Signed by the last of these persons, on account of his writing and uttering certain defaming verses of which Mary Bradish was the Authoress—See [blank].163

1736 May 5 (Wednesday). A very pleasant, Warm Air—almost the first and the only Springlike Day—so Cold and melancholly has the Spring been. Late p.m. Mr. John Tucker of Boston, pump Maker, came with his Tools to go to work for me; but he did not go to work this Eve. Mr. Jonah Warrin came and wrought upon the Posts (See April 30) and with Davids Help half the Day or thereabouts, finished ‘em—above 60. Ensign Maynard rode my Horse to Boston.

1736 May 6 (Thursday). Mr. Tucker began to work upon my Pump. Neighbour Aaron Forbush came and gave me the forenoon in Boring: And Benjamin How—Rain p.m., beat off all my Hands from work—except that David Employed himself about making a Bench for the outside of the Kitchin, Eastward. Rev. Mr. Hall of Sutton came towards Night, in the Rain, and lodged with us. Mr. Tucker not well at Eve.

1736 May 7 (Friday). A good Day for our Pump Business, and an Excellent warm Day for the Earth. David Bathrick and Jotham Maynard boring. P.M. Benjamin How at work here. Mr. Hall went home. I visited Deborah Brigham who is Sick of a Fever. Ensign Maynard who rode down my Horse to Boston to wait upon my honoured and aged Mother up hither, came up without her. The Reason Sarah Tiley Sick of the Distemper.

1736 May 8 (Saturday). Mr. Tucker, David Bathrick and Jotham Maynard at the Pump. Jotham gave to Day.

1736 May 9 (Sunday). On 1 Cor. 3.7. Mr. Tucker would not come in to Meeting but Stood at the Door a. and p.m.

1736 May 10 (Monday). Mr. Tucker at the Pump a.m. David furrowing. P.M. Rainy. Mr. Tucker to the Smiths and to the Tavern. David fitting a Bench for the Outside of the Kitchin, Shelves in the Kitchin etc. Sold Brother Hicks my Young Mare for 11 pounds to be paid next 1736 October.

1736 May 11 (Tuesday). Mr. Tucker fitting Pump Boxes, Spire etc. My Red Heifer drove up into the Woods beyond Brookfield Town; the Care of Driving etc. taken by Capt. Warrin. We began to Plant. Very good weather for our Business; p.m. especially. I rode to Mr. Josi. Newtons for Pump Leather. Simon Tainter junior164 here in the Eve with Message from the Private Meeting requesting me to preach to them.

1736 May 12 (Wednesday). Very fine warm Day. Hands together to put down the Pump. Settled the Pump in good Order. Mr. Tucker was paid off and he went to Marlborough. Cousen Elizabeth Winchester Visited me. One of the finest, warmest Dayes. David planted a little more p.m.

1736 May 13 (Thursday). Fine weather still. David planted again. Finished Planting. And put up the Bench at the East side of the Kitchin. Mended Fence south side.

1736 May 14 (Friday). David Mending Fence a.m. Sowed Hemp and Flax seed p.m. John Ferguson (Taylor) came to work. Warm a.m. Cloudy and somewhat raw p.m.

1736 May 15 (Saturday). Rain. John Ferguson at work. Yesterday and to Day about a Jacket for me; Cutting out Two Coats for my Two sons.

1736 May 16 (Sunday). A. and p.m. on Mat. VI. v. 3.

1736 May 17 (Monday). The Town met partly to Consider my late Charges, and voted 30£.

1736 May 18 (Tuesday). Mr. Peres Rice was here and I read to him the Letter which the Church had <word crossed out> desired me to write to him. I visited a Sick Child of Ithamar Bellows, and Mindwell King Sick at his House of Sore Throat and Fever. Visited that Corner of the Town. Reconciled [S. or I] Belknap and Jonathan Bellows. Ithamar Bellows’s Child dyed before I returned.165

1736 May 19 (Wednesday). We are favoured with pleasant Spring Weather one Day after another insomuch that the Trees are now in their Bloom. <Several words crossed out.>

1736 May 20 (Thursday). Funeral of Ithamars Child. N.B. I had been at Cousen Winchesters and dined with them. At Eve at Neighbour Asher Rice’s. N.B. he was very Stout and sharp respecting my blaming him for not bringing me the Money he had gathered in February last, upon the Plea of my Extraordinary Troubles, at that Time. At Neighbour Josiah Newtons. Things are almost every way very heavy and Burthensome.

1736 May 21 (Friday). Mr. Tucker came and took away his Tools and moved wholly off. David Sheared some of the sheep. Mr. Tainter Cut my Calf and 5 Lambs. At Eve Ensign Maynard here. Warm, lowery growing Weather.

1736 May 22 (Saturday). Fine Weather. The Trees Still in their high Flourish and Whiteness. David finished shearing by noon: 7 Yesterday and 11 to Day. P.M. mended Fence lower part of the South Fence of the South side: and put up a little shelf by the east Window in the Kitchin etc. My Life extreamly solitary!

1736 May 23 (Sunday). On Mat. vi.13. Many Southborough people here—Mr. Stone gone to Harwich. Mr. Johnson din’d with me and Mr. Ithamar Bellows. I had but an uneasy Night last night, much broke of my Rest—to which I attribute my dullness I found in my Spirits to Day—yet p.m. more Chearfull. A very warm Day.

1736 May 24 (Monday). Cousen Winchester had brought Calliminco etc. from Boston to make me a pair of Breeches, but no Ferguson this morning (as was agreed) to do the work. Pritty hot. David, with my Oxen, dragging stones down on the south Side. Benjamin Garfield, a Lad, Son of Benjamin Garfield of this Town dyed to day of Sore Throat and Fever, having been taken but the Day before yesterday.166

1736 May 25 (Tuesday). I rode to Southborough to the Funeral of old Mr. Moses Newton—aged ninety one or Two.167 About 12 o’Clock I proceeded on my Journey to Cambridge. At Mr. Baldwins I found Mr. Cushing of Shrewsbury and Coll. Chandler168 of Worcester, Major Pomroy and divers other Representatives. We rode in Company till my parting to go to F. Champneys. F. Champney very much disordered and has been ever since his Dear Daughters Decease. My Daughter Mary not well yet of her breaking out. Lodged at F. Champney’s.

1736 May 26 (Wednesday). I rode to Boston. Capt. Durant of Newton overtook me. My Honored Mother (whom I purposed to have waited upon to Westborough [this?] week) had been very bad of the Gout, and continues in great Pain, and is very much confined with her Lameness. Mr. Holyoke,169 of Marblehead preached from Neh. 7.2.170 Both the Sermon and the Oratorial Delivery much applauded. I Din’d at Brother Alexander’s with the Family. In the middst of this Days Joys my Heart is sorrowfull. The Circle of Brothers and Wives through Divine Goodness and forbearance unbroken from the Time of Setting up these Dinners, <word crossed out> till the Awfull breach where I stand. We now sing of Mercy and Judgment.171 I was at the Convention a little while. Mr. Cotton172 and Mr. Torrey173 (of Providence and South Kingston) the Subject of the Discourse. At Mr. Fennels shop—went over to Charleston in the Eve to Mrs. Gibbs’s, with Mr. Prentice of Grafton. Mr. Bows, Mr. Solomon Prentice and I lodged at Brother Samuel Parkman’s. Mr. Prentice with me. Hot weather.

1736 May 27 (Thursday). At the Convention Dr. Colman preached on 1 Chron. 29.14, in the Old south Meeting House, previous to a Collection for Mr. Cotton and Torrey—gathered about 93£ for ‘em both. <Word crossed out.> I dined at Dr. Sewals174—exceeding well entertain’d. Visited [Madam?] Lowel175 of Newbury at Mr. [Ben Garden’s?]. Rode to Cambridge at Eve.

1736 May 28 (Friday). Mr. Stanton Prentice176 of Lancaster my Company from F. Champneys. We rode to Capt. John Jackson’s at Newton—dined there. Called at old Mr. Abraham Jacksons. N.B. Mrs. [Burrydell?] Jackson177 there. Called at Mr. Williams178 of Weston. N.B. Mr. Convers and Seccomb179 there. I think it was 5 o’Clock when we set out thence. N.B. Abraham Nutt my Company up to Westborough. Got up by about 10 o’Clock.

1736 May 29 (Saturday). David, in my Absence had dug Stones down upon the South Side the first and last Days. Cleared down behind the Field another Day. P.M. Mr. Solomon Prentice and Mr. Josiah Swan came here. The latter on his Journey to Shrewsbury to preach for Mr. Cushing: the former came to change with me; and accordingly I rode to Grafton. David began Weeding p.m.

1736 May 30 (Sunday). I preached at Grafton on Phil. 4.5. Pritty hot Day. I baptized Benjamin, son of Joseph Kidder180 of Grafton. Mr. Prentice returned at Eve.

1736 May 31 (Monday). I returned to Westborough. N.B. on the Way I met Abraham Temple and had discourse with him concerning the Difference between Rev. Mr. Prentice and him. David Weeding. Brother Hicks’s son Samuel181 broke his Arm. Dr. Gott up to set it. The Doctor Informs that the Sore Throat distresses Mr. Britons Family at Southborough. One Child Dead, Mrs. Briton Dangerous and one or Two Children more sick.182

1736 June 1 (Tuesday). Neighbour Hezekiah Pratt lent me his Mare to ride to the Association at Lancaster. In my way I visited Lieut. Holloway’s Family, Mr. Wheelers and Mr. Livermore’s. N.B. Mr. Livermore languishing. Mr. James Ball rode with me over as far as one Larkins on the Edge of Lancaster. A great and mercifull Shower of Rain when I got within about 1/2 a mile of the meeting House—but I was Seasonably Sheltered. Thin meeting of ministers. Mr. Loring and Mr. Cushing and Mr. Trowbridge183 of Groton there. No body else being furnished (with Notes) it fell upon me to read Something for to Days Exercise, and tomorrow Lecture upon Mr. Loring. My Exercise was upon Act. 1.7 to which I added my Discourse on 1 Thess. 5.4.

1736 June 2 (Wednesday). Mr. Loring Public Lecture on Act. 15.36. Mr. Seccomb184 of Harvard came. Mr. Ward (Gershom) came in the Name of a Committee from Marlborough to desire us to give Testimony what Mr. Kent185 appeared to us to be, upon his Examination at Framingham in Oct. [blank] 173[blank].186 Which Desire we answered. I returned from Lancaster with Mr. Cushing and Mr. Peter Smith So far as Shrewsbury, and I lodged there.

1736 June 3 (Thursday). I returned home. David weeding whilst I was gone, and to day. Mr. Cushing preached my Lecture on [blank]. After Lecture the Church Stopped and I proposed it to the Brethren that because we were hindered last Lords Day admitting the Several persons that had been propounded, and their number was So increased that it would be too much Bus’ness to be left to Communion Time, therefore if there was no Objection I should proceed to admitt them now, though the practice was Somewhat unusual. No body objected wherefore I proceeded. See Church Records.187 Brother Samuel Hardy had not been with us before meeting, for which Reason I did now proceed with his Affair.

1736 June 4 (Friday). Wrote to Brother Peres and Brother Asher Rice respecting their Communicating. David weeding Still.

1736 June 5 (Saturday). David finished weeding by noon. Neighbour John Pratt brought me Two Planks as Lieut. Holloway had brought me one, gratis—so that this afternoon David was able to make a Platform over the Well and Scribe it to the Pump. I was So happy as to have my Preparations for the Sabbath Seasonably finished. Mrs. Billing188 here.

1736 June 6 (Sunday). Brother Samuel Hardy Restor’d to the Churches Charity. I preached on Song 2.16 and p.m. on Mat. 6.13, middle clause.

1736 June 7 (Monday). Rain. Very stormy. Mr. Peabody189 and one of his Deacons190 here upon their Journey to Brimfield, to Mr. Bridghams191 Ordination there. David preparing, digging and finishing a Trough for the west side of my Kitchin.

1736 June 8 (Tuesday). Venerable Mr. Baxter192 called as he was upon his Journey to Brimfield to his Son in Laws Ordination but it was noon and therefore he was Straitned for Time, and therefore did not Come in. John and William Ferguson, Taylors, at work here, making Ebenezers and Thomme’s Coats (of Grey Druggott). P.M. I visited little Moses Warrin (Captain’s Son) in a Languishing Condition; and of late a Sore broke near his Navel, at which (within these few Days) a Small hole has appeared, at which Somewhat of Excrements makes its way through. It rained exceedingly this afternoon. When I came home Mr. Thomas Billing came with me. At my House Mr. Thomas Frink of Rutland; and he lodged with us. N.B. Rutland Troubles. David at a Cheese Press.

1736 June 9 (Wednesday). John and William Ferguson Still at work here. David at the Cheese Press. Mr. Eleazer How193 of Marlborough here, in order to his joining with our Church. Heard of Madam Brecks194 Death. Mr. Jonathan Forbush here new laying my Hearth. Fair Weather.

1736 June 10 (Thursday). Instead of a Catechizing I preached a Sermon to Young People and Children, in plain Language from 1 King 18.12, last Clause. Pritty full Assembly. I thank God for the Hope there is that this Exercise was not in Vain. David finished his Cheese Press and after Lecture mowed Bushes.

1736 June 11 (Friday). David mowing Bushes in the Young Orchard. I was at Madam Brecks Funeral. As I was going came in Mr. Baxter, of Medfield, Mr. Peabody, and Capt. Buckminster195 from the Ordination of Mr. Bridgham of Brimfield. I dined at Coll. Woods’s with Mr. Prentice, Mr. Loring, Mr. Gardner, Mr. Cook, Barrett, Stone and Frink. Pall-Bearers were Messrs. Swift,196 Prentice, Loring, Cushing, Gardner, Cook, who were the Six Eldest Ministers; Corps Bearers were Deacons and Principal Persons of the Church. All the ministers had Gloves and were invited back to the House after Burying. I return’d at Eve. N.B. Mr. Breck and his wife197 and Company Sat out upon their Journey to Springfield this Eve.

1736 June 12 (Saturday). David at the Bushes yet. I rode to Hopkinton. Mr. Barrett to Westborough. Madam Barrett198 of Boston and Mrs. Susan199 (Mr. Barretts Mother and Sister) there, as also Mr. Charles Morris.

1736 June 13 (Sunday). I preached a. and p.m., on Joh. 9.4. At Eve Mr. Barrett returned.

1736 June 14 (Monday). I returned home. Young Society, to whom I preached last Week, Sent me a token of their Respects, per David Bavrick, one of their number, Scil. £1.10.10, gathered after Sermon among them Selves. I bless God for their kind acceptance of my Labours among them. David bushes—Trough for N.E. part of the [Meeting?] House.

1736 June 15 (Tuesday). Training of the Foot Companys in Westborough, of the Horse at Shrewsbury. I prayed both at noon and at night with the Companys—and dined with them. N.B. Maj. Keyes with us. Fine weather. Ensign Maynard has been putting up a good Stone wall on the South Side of the Road before the Meeting House.

1736 June 16 (Wednesday). Warm growing Season. David Batherick and Noah Forbush ploughing Half-hilling. Mr. Simon Goddard here and dined with me. Mr. Peter Smith to Lecture.

1736 June 17 (Thursday). David half hilling. Deborah rode (upon my Horse) up to her Brother [Jesse’s?], and to her Fathers—And did not return at night. Rebecca Hicks200 with us in her stead.

1736 June 18 (Friday). Deborah returned home. David finished ploughing in the Corn. Dry, hot Season. Sense of my bereaved, broken, lonely, disconsolate State, fills me with Grief and Sorrow. Brother Hicks returned from Cambridge whither he went last Monday morning. A little before sunsetting I rode to Marlborough. I called at the Desolate House of my late worthy, and Eminent Friend, Mr. Breck. Mrs. Hannah Breck201 there. Thence I went to Dr. Gotts and Spent the rest of the Evening there—and lodged there.

1736 June 19 (Saturday). At Coll. Woods’s a little while in the Morning. At the Widow Bents and brought from thence 118 Skeins of worstead spun by her out of 6 1/2 pound of Carded Worsted. Paid at 4d. per skein—and paid her £1.10s in part for her Work. Hastened home before noon to finish my preparations for the Sabbath but I had written one Exercise wholly and a good part of another and studied the Chief of the matter of it before I went from home. Hot, parching weather. Divers persons have been with me this week to be Examined—Eliezer Rice,202 Hezekiah Pratt,203 and Rachel wife of Hezekiah Pratt.204 Mr. Bowmans wife205 also came yesterday just when I was mounting my Horse, so I could not finish Examination of her. N.B. Brother Josiah Newton brought the Petition of 11 Brethren for a Church Meeting on Mr. Peres Rice’s Affair. Ensign Maynard Stone walling Still. David finished his Half-hilling and is at work upon the Trough for the N. [W. Corner?] of my [Large?] part of my [House?].

1736 June 20 (Sunday). On Mat. 5.13.14.15. P.M. on 1 Cor. 14.15. Deborah ill p.m. and [illegible]ing.

1736 June 21 (Monday). My House very much like a Boat adrift—by means of my sore Bereavement and the Circumstances of my Friends and Relations below, which keep them at a Distance from me; and by means of Deborahs indispositions and heartlessness. Hot, drie Season. David with the Team [drawing?] stones upon the South side.

1736 June 22 (Tuesday). David Carting Rails from Ministerial Swamp which Lieut. Holloway etc. got for me in the Spring. He found many both Posts and Rails were burnt and utterly marred by the Fires in the Spring. N.B. <word crossed out> By Information Capt. Forbush Set the fires there. It proves a great Damage to me.

1736 June 23 (Wednesday). Mr. Breck of Springfield here, dined with me. I changed a Number of Books with him. A Dry, hot time.

1736 June 24 (Thursday). David made a Swift to wind worstead from, a.m. P.M. he began to Mow. [Neighbour?] Josiah Rice’s son Joseph206 very bad with the Distemper in the Throat.

1736 June 25 (Friday). This day God mercifully Sent Rain.

1736 June 26 (Saturday). Mr. Thomas Prentice207 of Lancaster made me a visit to keep sabbath with me. I was in great Expectation of his Brother Swan with him but he did not come.

1736 June 27 (Sunday). 1 Cor. 14.15 a.m. Isa. 58.13.14 p.m. and from this Latter Text I repeated my first Sermon of the Discourse on Lev. 19.30. N.B. A great Number of Persons have been with me of late, and to day 8 were propounded, and Six more in preparitory State to propounding; and these are besides the 6 that were admitted on June 3208 and 6,209 and besides the 3 propounded on June 20. In all there have been 23 that have been admitted, propounded and that have made offers in this month, to come. Glory and Honor and Praise unto God the Great Author of this Favour.

1736 June 28 (Monday). I rode into the South Part of the Town. Bought Quarter of Veal of Neighbour James Fay, thinking that Some Ministers would call to Morrow in their Journey to Leicester to Ordination.

1736 June 29 (Tuesday). No ministers came. An hot Day. Church Meeting—see church Records.210 Got through our Bus[i]ness in great Peace and Satisfaction. Besides the Affairs that are upon Record, I made Enquiry of the Church Committee of their Doings with Brother Samuel Fay211 and his Daughter Tabitha, and reinjoined them to look after that Matter and bring it to Some issue. Brother Townsend212 was confirmed a Member, Some having doubted as was pretended, whether he was a Member, being he was not formally declar’d So at his admission. Discoursed also of Contrabutions for Bapt. Bason etc.

1736 June 30 (Wednesday). I was favoured with Ensign Maynards Mare to ride up to Leicester. Called at Mr. Cushing’s—at Coll. Chandler’s—Colonel at Court. Only Mr. Cushing, Mr. Bridgham and I, of ordained Ministers besides the Council. We waited long for Refreshment for our Selves and Horses, but yet in vain. We rode up to Mr. Parsons’s, and had our Horses put out there. Meeting began after Two. Mr. Webb213 of Uxbridge prayed. Mr. Barrett preached on 1 Pet. 4.11. Mr. Prince gave the Charge to Mr. Goddard214 and he gave a Charge to the Church likewise. Mr. Gee215 the Right hand. There was but a small assembly. Mr. Cushing and I were invited Nominatim and in the Assembly, to the Entertainment; Mr. Bridgham was there, but he was invited to Mr. Larkin’s. N.B. stiff Congregationalism by Capt. Goddard at Deacon Southgate’s216 at Supper, against Mr. Campbell of Oxford, and against all the Ministers. When we rode to Wor’ster and to Shrewsbury Mr. John Smith, merchant in Boston, in Company. He had been lately with Dr. Watts,217 in England—at Oxford, etc. I purposed to have lodged at Mr. Cushings, but the Rain parted us from him at Wor’ster; and when we came to his house afterwards, late in the Eve they were very fast—upon which I came home and Mr. Bridgham with me—far beyond all my Expectation to have Performed this Journey, out and back, in the Same Day.

1736 July 1 (Thursday). Old Mr. Rice came to me and brought me 30/ for himself and sons, Charles and Beriah and Noah: and 10/ anonymous.

1736 July 2 (Friday). [No entry.]

1736 July 3 (Saturday). Mr. Stone, of Southborough came Suddenly upon me and desired me to Change. I was loth to leave my Family so long as I must if I proceed from Southborough in the Beginning of the week, upon my Journey. At Eve I rode to Southborough.

1736 July 4 (Sunday). I preached at Southborough on Act. 1.7 and 1 Thess. 5.4. Mr. Stone at Eve came home. N.B. Their little Son ill.218

1736 July 5 (Monday). I rode up to Mrs. Hannah Brecks, and bought Two well fleshed Piggs, at 16/ per. David Batherick according to my Order came down with Panniers to transport the Piggs in. Mr. Caleb Rice and Mr. Diman were my Company in my Journey as far as Weston; as was likewise Mr. Joseph Rice219 Representative for the Town of Marlborough. I turned from the Company to Mr. William Williams and dined There. N.B. Our Discourse of his Denyal to go to Rutland. Mr. Seccomb of Harvard there. I had his Company to Waterton. To F. Champneys. Mrs. Susan Champney came at Evening from Boston.

1736 July 6 (Tuesday). I rode to Boston. My Honored and dear Parent [mother] in Excellent Health and Comfort through the Great Goodness of God. But Brother Samuels Son and Daughter (both of them) very much out of Health and removed to Cambridge to Mr. More’s. I Supped and lodged at Brother Elias’s. My Horse at Mr. Larkins at Charleston.

1736 July 7 (Wednesday). Commencement. I rode up to Cambridge in the Morning. I traded with Mr. Lambson at Neck of Land, for Two pair Grave Stones. Divers young Ladies and Gentlemen at F. Champneys. Mrs. Sarah Mountfort with her Brother—Mrs. Betty Ellis and Mr. Thomas Goldthwait—and some others. I walked over with them. N.B. At Noon in the Hall, the President220 would have room Made for the Representatives, and directed many up into the Library, where there was no room for them. But I kept my Scituation in the Hall. P.M. N.B. The unusual Opposition, and Contest between the Corporation and Overseers respecting Mr. Hartshorne’s221 having his Degree. I lodged at F. Champneys. A very Public Commencement and a great deal of Company. But Hartshorne, and the Governours222 hasty withdraw from the middst of the Public Exercise, the Grand Subject of all Talk.

1736 July 8 (Thursday). Commencement Entertainments and Company hold Strong to Day. Very many People from Boston to Day. I din’d with my old Friend Mrs. Winslow at her sons Chamber—Sir Winslow223—Mr. John Winslow from Plymouth there. But the Colonel was confined by great Indispositions. P.M. I Set out from F. Champneys. Overtook <word crossed out> Mr. Stone of Southborough and Mr. C. Rice in Waterton. It was about 5 o’Clock. Mr. Rice and I proceeded up to Marlborough this Evening and I lodged with him. N.B. we got to Marlborough at about 11 at night.

1736 July 9 (Friday). Mr. Rice walked with me to Mrs. Hannah Brecks. N.B. N.B. N.B. About noon I took leave and hastened home. See a Poem I wrote Part of, upon Barns’s, or Bent’s Hill.

1736 July 10 (Saturday). Plying my Books Diligently.

1736 July 11 (Sunday). On 1 Cor. 14.15.

1736 July 12 (Monday). I had tackled my Horse and was ready to Mount to go to Marlborough when Mr. Baxter and Deacon Barber,224 of Medfield came to my House. I laid aside my Intentions and waited upon my Company. They dined with me. P.M. Mr. Stone and Coll. Ward Came—all upon the Journey to Rutland. I Sent to Lieut. Bakers and to Mr. Tainters for an Horse, but in Vain. At last I set out with them and rode to Shrewsbury where I tarried to get my Horse shod but the Company proceeded to Rutland. I lodged at Mr. Cushings.

1736 July 13 (Tuesday). Mr. Wheeler (appointed to be the Delegate of our Church) and Lieutenant Holloway came to Mr. Cushings and we proceeded on our Journey to Rutland and got up some little while before Noon. When Mr. Hall of Sutton and that Churchs delegates were come we chose Mr. Baxter Moderator of this Council: And they were pleased to choose me Clerk, but I requested that <word crossed out> Mr. Hall might be elected Clerk also to assist me. Which was done. And then we proceeded to the Meeting House. See the Minutes of the Council.

1736 July 14 (Wednesday). Various Hearings of Mr. Frinks Grievances and Peoples Answers. But most of all the Affair of Capt. Wright225 etc. took up our Time to Day, in public and private. We were So happy as to See the Great Bone of this Snarling Contention removed Scil: The Quarrel between Capt. Wright and his wife and Capt. Stevens and his Wife.226 The Two former gave Confessions, and the last, but Capt. Stevens was cleared by a vote of the Church. But the great Trouble of Mr. F’s remove remained.

1736 July 15 (Thursday). Various hearings of [these?] Complaints of Mr. Frink, and the Peoples Defence. [Finish?] Brethrens Affair [Fentons?] Case issued in the Church, with the Assistance of Rev. Mr. Hall and Coll. William Ward—but the Council was adjourned to Mr. F______’s House and there kept upon Business. <Word crossed out.> The Council in great Perplexity and Distress in the Evening at the Prospect of the Desperate State of this Flock. We dealt plainly and freely with Mr. F________ when we were favoured with opportunity. When the Brethren came to us to have the hearing of the particulars under the Sixth Article of Mr. F_____s Complaint, they were exceedingly [illegible]d and impatient with Mr. F. Were heartily willing to throw all the matter into the Arms of the Council; for it became evident that Mr. F. made a most lame, trifling Defence—and more and more exposed himself the more he undertook to Defend or prove any Thing. Divers of the Church resolved not to hear Mr. F. again. Matters at a Dreadful Extremity. The Brethren would by no means hear of our Dissolving—and we could not adjourn without we provided other preaching for them until we should meet again etc. 11 or 12 o’Clock when the Church was adjourned. We were not able to [illegible]—adjourned the Council (in great Distress of Heart) to tomorrow Morning Six o’Clock.

1736 July 16 (Friday). Mr. Stone and I had some brotherly, friendly Discourse with Mr. F. When Mr. F. had left us a while and we went in to the Council—there was an hint as if Mr. F. began to see Things in another Light. Presently we understood he was humbling himself before the Brethren up in the Chamber, and that they were [smitten?] with it and were in Tears with him. It was presently proved to be so by his and their coming in Voluntarily before the Council and on both sides they were very free and full in their mutual Submissions and forgiveness. The Council were put to it to know how to behave upon this Surprizing Occasion. Our Bus[i]ness was to draw up Confessions for them both to sign, and to prepare our Result, as affairs now were, through the wondrous power and Goodness of God turned—We went to the House of God with great Joy and rejoicing. Read the Confessions and Our Result. Prayed and gave Glory to God and Sang Ps. 51.17—to the End. Mr. Frink made a brief Speech of Thanks etc. as did the Brethren. The Moderator with a Short Speech closed all and Dissolved the Council.

Not to us, O Lord, Not to us, but unto Thy Name be the Glory. And let thy Saints be Confirmed in their Faith and Trust in God who fulfills his Gracious Promise to his Church and to his Ministers. Lo I am with you alwayes unto the End of the World!227 We dined and received the personal gratefull acknowledgments of Some considerable number of the Brethren, who behaved with great Decency, even remarkably—upon this we all took leave, praising God who had succeeded us, and wishing them his Grace that they might be confirmed in Love, be established in Holiness and abound therein more and more. It proved a rainy afternoon, but we kept along. Stopped a little at Mr. Cushings. Mr. Stone and Coll. Ward stopped but a little while at my House but Mr. Baxter and Deacon Barber tarried all night.

1736 July 17 (Saturday). Mr. Baxter and Deacon Barber took leave, though the Rain was not over. However it cleared up anon and I hope they had an happy Journey home. I composed one Sermon, but could not another having divers Interruptions by persons with me.

1736 July 18 (Sunday). Sacrament. A.M. on Song 2.16. P.M. Repeated Sermon 623 (on Lev. 19.30) from Isa. 58.13.14. With the whole Service (there having been several admitted into the Church to Day, besides the usual Exercises)228 I was much fatigued and Spent at Night. Samuel Allen Sick of the Distemper, and he was prayed for.

1736 July 19 (Monday). [No entry.]

1736 July 20 (Tuesday). Mehetabel Coddington waited upon Mrs. Molly Potter to see Me this Afternoon.

1736 July 21 (Wednesday). I visited Jesse Brigham and wife229—and Mr. Allens Family. N.B. not only his son [Samuel?]230 but his Daughters Abiel231 and Susan232 were also sick but neither of them very bad. P.M. I was hurried about for Hay because of a great Thunder Storm which began to come up when I was over at Mr. Allens. After the Storm I rode down to Mr. Chamberlains233 (where Mrs. Molly Cotton234 was, and whom I had purposed to wait on, with Mrs. Hammond from Newton). A very Decent Entertainment for me. Every Thing very flourishing with them. N.B. David Bathrick began at my Meadow. While I was gone from home Mr. Burr235 of Wor’ster came, as he was upon his Journey to Boston, and threw his Dependence upon me to preach his Lecture tomorrow. I have been so much from home of Late that I Should have very much declined it if I could have seen him.

1736 July 22 (Thursday). I rode to Mr. Cushings and perswaded him to afford me his Company to Wor’ster. I preached on Mat. 24.44. N.B. No Cusheon. After Lecture we were refreshed at Mr. [blank] Ward’s and Coll. Chandler very handsomely invited us to his House. We waited upon him there till the Edge of Evening and took Leave. I lodged at Mr. Cushings.

1736 July 23 (Friday). David at the Meadow Yesterday and to Day.

1736 July 24 (Saturday). Deborah So ill that she did not get out of Bed all Day. Sister Hicks came up. Sweated her. Sarah Ward came up from Mr. Maynards and tended her Sister. David and Brother Hicks at my Meadow.

1736 July 25 (Sunday). Isa. 58.13.14. Deborah Somewhat (and but Somewhat) better. Sarah Ward with us.

1736 July 26 (Monday). Sarah went to Mr. Maynards again this Morning, for Deborah was about house again, though weak and feeble and discouraged. David at Meadow. Mrs. Maynard here at Eve. Rainy in the Night. N.B. Mr. John Swift junior,236 Hill237 (a young Scholer) and Capt. Flagg of Wor’ster here.

1736 July 27 (Tuesday). Rainy most of the Day. David mowing at home. N.B. My Hay at the Meadow was got into Stack last Saturday and Yesterday, except 7 or 8 Cocks of it [place?] [illegible] Rains.

1736 July 28 (Wednesday). Deborah’s Indispositions continuing, I rode down to Mr. Chamberlains to get ‘Hittey Coddington to come and keep my House in Case Deborah Shall go away to the Doctors. I visited Divers Neighbours in that Corner. N.B. Mr. Joslin238 went with me to the Hunters Cave in a Great Rock about a mile North of his House; and which one might imagine resembles the Cave which Paul the Hermit dwelt in for XCIII Years, as St. Hierom, who writes his Life, informs us. Vid. Hiron. Epist. Famil. I visited also Mr. Isaac Johnson the least of whose Children was very ill of a Fever and Flux.239 Cloudy, Heavy weather but not much Rain. David Mowing at home.

1736 July 29 (Thursday). I had borrowed Neighbour Seth Rice’s240 old Horse for Deborah, and this mare with Capt. Warrin she rode up to Dr. Green241 at Leicester to take his Advice about her Health. Lowery weather and some times [shining?] a little. I was at Ensign Maynards at Eve. N.B. Mrs. Maynard concerning Deborah.

1736 July 30 (Friday). Cloudy, Dark weather yet, and so rainy as to take David very much off from his Mowing. He made a step at the Front Door. Bekky Hicks does our work in Deborahs Absence. At Eve Capt. Warrin and Deborah Ward returned from Dr. Greens.

1736 July 31 (Saturday). Clear after a great deal of Heavy weather. Mr. Lawton242 of Leicester here in his Chaise drawn by 3 Horses—a young Lady with him.

1736 August 1 (Sunday). Called up early in the Morning to Visit Ensign Forbush’s youngest Child. It dyed before noon.243 On Mat. 6.16 and Song. 2.16, former part. Storm of Thunder and Rain at Night. Deborah in Extremity of Pain most the Night.

1736 August 2 (Monday). Cloudy—[shine?]—changing Weather. At the Funeral of Ensign Thomas Forbush’s Child. At Mr. Josiah Newtons after the burying, to receive the Ballance of Constable Rice’s Rate. When I came home Mr. Thomas Weld244 of Upton here.

1736 August 3 (Tuesday). I had determined to have gone to Boston in Case I could get an Horse and the Weather favoured. Mr. Dowsing245 lent me his Horse, but the weather was very Discouraging—it rained considerably. Mr. Weld after Dinner went [blot] away. I went to Neighbour Hezekiah Pratts his wife246 being under Some Spiritual Doubts and [Distresses?]. A Melancholly Time as to English Corn whether [reap’d], or standing, and as to Hay. My whole Field of Rie Standing or rather lying down by the Several Storms upon it, which has given great Advantage to the [illegible] which together very much pull and keep it down. And I have a Load or Two of Hay abroad—some in Swarth and some in Cock. Mr. Increase Wards wife247 here. Very rainy towards Eve and in the Eve. Mrs. Ward tarried all night.

1736 August 4 (Wednesday). Heavy, rainy Weather yet. David rails for kitchin chamber at the [Toup?] of the Stairs, yesterday—and window shutters for Study Window yesterday and to Day. After I had dined I Sat out upon my Journey to Cambridge on Mr. Dowsings Horse. I rode down by Mr. Chamberlains and by Mr. Swifts. One L[ock?] in Company from Framingham to Waterton. I got to F. Champneys while it was yet early in the Eve. F. Champney still in a very Piteous State—often abroad, rarely o’bed.

1736 August 5 (Thursday). I rode to Boston. Mr. Sargeant248 and a Considerable Number of Housatunnoc and River Indians were in Boston. Mr. Sargeant preached on Act. 17.28. Both Mr. Foxcroft and Dr. Sewal asked me to dine, but I had determined to dine with my Brother Alexander and I did So. Late in the afternoon I went to Mr. James Pierponts where Mrs. Hannah Breck has for Some time dwelt249—and I spent the Eve till nine o’Clock (in promiscuous Company) and then took my Leave. N.B. great noise of my Courting Mrs. H_____h. Lodged at Brother Elias’s. N.B. Sister250 confined to Chamber by great Indisposition—Cold etc. Sister Willard251 had been ill, but now about again.

1736 August 6 (Friday). Mr. Sergeant and the Indians with the Governor to Castle William. P.M. I was at Mr. Pierponts and having tarryed Some time and finding that there was no likelihood of answering my End without some formality and Resolution I acquainted Mr. Pierpont I wanted Some opportunity of Conversation with him in Private—he immediately led me up into his great Chamber where I discovered to him my inclinations and asked his Friendship and Countenance. He very Courteously bid me welcome to his House and to [that?] [illegible] in particular. He called to Mrs. H____h and prayed her to bring him a Glass of wine—having drank he kindly withdrew—by which means my Desires were gratifyed as to Mrs. H_____h’s company till [illegible] to [illegible]; at which Time I withdrew. Lodged at Brother Elias’s. N.B. Mrs. H_____h’s decent, obliging yet prudent Behavior and Conduct towards Me very much recommended her, and the whole of which I met withal was far from Discouraging me. But it brought my mind into a great deal of Agitation. How weighty the [Business?] which is now before me—I heartily desire in all my prayers to acknowledge God and would especially in the important Matter now upon my Thoughts; and I would earnestly entreat that He would be pleased to direct my Paths!

1736 August 7 (Saturday). This morning proved very lowery—about 11 or 12 I took leave of my Friends and went over to Charleston to prosecute my Journey home in Case that the Rain should not increase—but it increased greatly and detained me till about one o’Clock at Mr. Larkins. Then I gave up the Matter of my Journey and I returned to Boston. P.M. I was dull and indisposed—Head ach etc. Lodged at Brother Elias’s—for my Mothers house was in the Confusion of White washing.

1736 August 8 (Sunday). I went to Meeting at the Old North. Mr. Mather invited me to his Pew and to dine with him. He preached a.m. on Rom. 2.5. Mr. Gee Sent his son252 to me at Mr. Mathers. I chose rather to go to him than Send any direct Answer for it was beyond my Expectation to preach in Town to Day. But he prevailed and I endeavoured to preach on Joh. 9.4, and God be pleased to bless my Endeavours to both the Congregation and my own Soul, that we may be sensible of our great Errand and be diligent, Seasonably, upon it! At Mr. Gee’s after Divine Service. N.B. very Raw and bleak wind. At Brother Elias’s at Evening Devotions. When it grew Dark I walked up to Mr. Pierpont’s. They were very handsome and Courteous and would fain have me lodge there, and especially because of the Raw, Stormy Air. However I thought it not so prudent to act according to their kind invitation but having Spent an hour or Two with Mrs. H_____h, I retired to Brother Elias’s.

1736 August 9 (Monday). Broke fast at Brother Samuel’s. Was at Mr. Fennels, Mr. Spooners253 etc.: but not at Mr. Pierponts. Mr. Thatcher visited Sister Elizabeth p.m. I rode to Cambridge.

1736 August 10 (Tuesday). Sister Lydia was o’ mind to go up with me and I waited Several Hours for her. I rode to Mr. Cottons254 (at Newton) and discoursed with Madam about Hittey Coddingtons living at my House a while—but in vain. When Brother Champney255 and sister Lydia met me it was so late in the Day and the Horse so dull that we had gone but a little way before we determined to go back and we did so—But towards Night I rode with Sister Lydia to Capt. Sharps256—left her there and I proceeded to Mr. Allens—In my Return I waited upon sister Lydia home to F. Champneys.

1736 August 11 (Wednesday). Weather Somewhat dull, but we undertook our Journey (Sister Lydia being with me) and without any great matter of Rain all the way we got to Mr. Swifts and dined there. While we were there it rained Somewhat hard. N.B. Old Mr. Swift at Boston. When the rain ceased we Set out again and reached Mr. Chamberlains (of Westborough) and while we were handsomely entertained and refreshed there it rained very hard. Near night it was mitigated (though it did not cease) and we got up to my House. The Family Comfortable—Glory to God!

1736 August 12 (Thursday). Deborah more indisposed—I rode over to the Widow (Mary) Rice257 (at Mr. Oakes) and prevailed with her to come to take care of my House when Deborah should go away.

1736 August 13 (Friday). Anna Rice258 here upon her Examination in order to joining with the Church. N.B. David in my absence had cut and carryed in my Crop of Rie—and mowed and got up the remainder of the Hay. Mr. Ithamar Bellows helped him one Day—So that now Haying was over both at home and at the Meadow—unless a few bottoms to be raked or Such like. David had also pulled my Hemp and bound it up.

1736 August 14 (Saturday). Mr. Dantforth here upon his preparation for joining with the Church. David mowing Brakes and Bushes.

1736 August 15 (Sunday). On Mat. 6.16.17.18 and Luk. 19.42. Mr. Dartforth, [Dantforth?] Mr. Chamberlain and Hitty Coddington dined with us. N.B. Isle of Wight Tune Sung p.m. Mr. Samuel Fay went out before the last Singing.259

1736 August 16 (Monday). Sister Lydia and I at Supper at Brother Hicks’s. David mowing Bushes.

1736 August 17 (Tuesday). Deborah Ward (after 10 Months Service wanting about a Week, this Second Turn with us) went home; being obliged to give her Self more intirely to wait upon her Physician for the Cure of her grievous Disorders. Brother Hicks to bring back my Horse from Mr. Wards. David mowing Bushes.

1736 August 18 (Wednesday). An Exceeding Hot Day. Expected Mrs. Rice to come in Deborah’s stead but in vain. However She Sent her Cloths etc. by her Neighbour Flagg. David mowing Bushes and finished. P.M. Thunder.

1736 August 19 (Thursday). David rode to Charleston to visit his Parents. Mrs. Rice came to take Care of my Family. An Exceeding Hot Day. Maj. Keys here. Hittey Coddington here with presents from Mr. Chamberlain. At Evening I rode over to Mr. Whipples to visit the Young Man and his Children260 sick of Sore Throat and Fever. N.B. Jejun. priv. See Memoirs.

1736 August 20 (Friday). A Still hotter Day than yesterday.

1736 August 21 (Saturday). Hot yet, but rather Moderater p.m.

1736 August 22 (Sunday). Mat. 6.19.20.21. Luk. 19.42. At Eve I was very weary and dispirited. N.B. Mr. Whipples Son Jonathan ill of Fever and Sore Throat; and Mr. Aaron Forbush’s 3d Daughter.261

1736 August 23 (Monday). I rode to Marlborough. Din’d with Mr. Haven262 at Madam Fisks. N.B. Lieut. Wit there. Discourse very much of Thomas Wards Disgust and withdraw from Meeting. P.M. at Coll. Woods. Mr. N. Stone came. At Dr. Gotts. Doctor not at home. Discourse with Mrs. Gott263 concerning her Sister and the many Reports etc. At Eve at Mr. Butlers who new stuffed and chambered my saddle. At Mr. Zechariah Maynards to get him to make me a pair of Calliminco Breeches. At Mr. Jonathan Hows to enquire for Mr. John Tucker, Pump Maker, but unsuccessfully. Returned home between nine and Ten at Night. David returned home.

1736 August 24 (Tuesday). Very great Trouble with My pump. Neighbour How to assist. We lost both our Pump Hook and His also in endeavouring to draw up the 2d Pump Box. Sent David toward Eve to Lieut. Holloways and Shrewsbury to enquire after and engage Mr. Tucker to come and rectifie our Pump. He returned from Lieut. Holloway without hearing any Thing of Mr. Tucker. Mr. Whipples son Jonathan very dangerously ill. I went to see him. Mr. Aaron Forbush 2 more Children taken. N.B. The Distemper mortal at Hopkinton. Esq. Jones lost Several Children.264

1736 August 25 (Wednesday). David drew up my Pump Hook out of the Pump, which I So Secured to a Pole that it held, but in his Endeavouring to draw up the Pump Box with it, he drew out the Staple from the Box, which put an End to all further Tryal. P.M. I rode to Shrewsbury in Quest of Mr. Tucker but in Vain for he was not to be heard of. Returned at Eve. Water from the Old Well.

1736 August 26 (Thursday). Lent Mr. Rogers my Oxen to fetch his Hay home. Just after Dinner Mr. Cushing came. He preached on Ps. 41.4. Jonathan Whipple who had been at the point of Death, grows better. Sister Lydia (who went yesterday with Sister Hicks to Cousen Winchesters, and doubtless took Cold) very much indisposed. Feverish, great pain in her Head and Sore Throat—informed that She did not go to Lecture.

1736 August 27 (Friday). Dav. Bav. and John Rogers went with a Team made up of their and my Oxen and Neighbour Bruce’s Cart, to the Ministerial Meadow and brought home Two Load of my Hay from thence. Obliged to bring up Water in Barrells from the old well.

1736 August 28 (Saturday). David getting Stuff for a Cart Gate upon the West Fence.

1736 August 29 (Sunday). Mat. VI.20 and Luk. 19.42. Sacrament. Mrs. Joslin265 dined with us. An exceeding Hot Day.

1736 August 30 (Monday). David Baverick cut his Leg, by which he is taken off from my Bus’ness. Sister Lydia and I rode to Cambridge. Father Champney remains in a most Sorrowful Condition—almost continually from Home etc.—to the great Distress of his Afflicted Family. My Daughter Molly had begun to learn her Accidence. Sister Lydia very much tired with the Journey—more than usual. I lodged there.

1736 August 31 (Tuesday). I rode to Boston. On the Road met Mr. Foxcroft. Discourse Rutland-Marlborough. I rode to Brother Alexanders. John Tyley266 sick of Fever and sore Throat. Dined there—and prayed with them on Occasion of their Affliction by the Sickness in their Family. At the North End our Relations well except sister Elizabeth who had languished for some time, and I left Sick when I went from Town last. Tea p.m. with Sister Dorcas,267 Mrs. Kennady and Mrs. Molly Bennett. Eve at Mr. Pierponts. Mrs. Hannah under great Discouragement at the Thought of 4 Children to have the Care and Government of. Person—Country Life—Westborough—Ministerial Life—no objection—but the first mentioned Article insuperable as yet—but [She?] had rather the matter may Still lye under Consideration. It grew too late to return to my Brothers. Mr. P____ts and Madams268 Invitations had been so strong and so repeated to Lodge there, that I made free with them at this Time and lodged there. N.B. I prayed with Mr. P____ts Family before we retired.

1736 September 1 (Wednesday). Broke fast and Spent most of the Forenoon at Mr. P____ts. Dined with my Mother. At Eve I was again at Mr. P____ts. N.B. Mrs. Elizabeth Pierce and Mr. Earl there—but I retired with what Decency I could, to the Chamber. Mrs. Hannah the Same as last Night—Not backward to discover Regard and Affection, but yet not much more Light, as to the Article of the Children. Her behaviour very prudent and Cautious, yet very respectfull. About 11 I returned to Brother Elias’s to my Lodging.

1736 September 2 (Thursday). Rainy. Mr. Gee Lecture on 2 Cor. 6.18. Dined at Brother Samuels. N.B. Brother William’s Second Daughter269 married this Eve to Mr. Samuel Bradshaw of Medford. In the Company was Mr. Hooper,270 a Scotch Gentleman who had lately begun to preach in Boston, and greatly cryed up. It was not So pleasant and agreeable a Time to me, as I might have hop’d and desired it to have been; but on account of the great Suspence the Affair at Mr. P____ts is left in; and on Account of the distressing illness of sister Elizabeth who grows much worse, and that Parkman is brought from College this Eve in a Chaise Sick of the Distemper. God be graciously pleased to visit, direct and Support that afflicted Family, and vouchsafe salvation! Mr. Webb went from the Wedding to Brother Elias’s. I lodged at Brother Samuel’s.

1736 September 3 (Friday). Breakfast with the Bridegroom and Bride. Dined at Brother Elias’s. The sick no better. Mr. Foxcrofts Lecture at Dr. Colmans on Lev. 10.3. Instead of going up with the Ministers I turned down with Mr. Sherbourn (in whose Pew I Sat) and went directly to my Brother Samuel’s and into Mr. Pierponts. After Tea Mrs. Hannah and I retir’d to our Chamber. Her Conduct very admirable for a discreet, respectfull Reserve. The old Article is the grand and only obstacle—greatly fears how she shall be able to get over it; yet will use her Endeavour that she may, and assures me that it will be no small trouble to her if she can’t: In the mean time must let me know that it is very Dark with her, nor knows she what will be the issue. I left her between 11 and 12 and returned to lodge at Brother Elias’s. Mrs. Storer watched with the Sick, who were still very bad. Little Dolly271 also complaining much of her Throat.

1736 September 4 (Saturday). A very Melancholly, distressed House. Elias272 much worse. I perceived his Mouth and Throat to be exceeding bad—a great Bladder or Tumor upon his Swallow. Fever very Strong. His Mother very low. The little Girl (his sister) confined also by her sore Throat. Before I left the Town Brother Elias appeared in great Distress by his sons growing still worse—light-headed and confused. Our Mother was very ill also at his House. We parted with heavy hearts, yet confiding in the tender Compassion of our Merciful heavenly Father. I rode to Cambridge and then to Capt. Samuel Jacksons where I found young Mr. Smith, Mr. Swan and Mr. Wakefield upon their Journey upward. Mr. Swift rode as far as his Brother Robys.273 The rest of us dined at Mr. Baldwins. Mr. Swan and Mr. Wakefield accompanyed me home and kept sabbath with me.

1736 September 5 (Sunday). Mr. Swan a.m. on Ps. 25.14. P.M. on Act. 17.31. The Company I had to day was in a very great Measure Unavoidable—and what I could by no Means choose at this Time. For although Mr. Swan’s help was very acceptable yet Mr. Wakefield was wholly unexpected. It proved a great interruption to the Desired Exercises of my Birth Day. But my Soul cannot but bless the Lord and magnifie his holy Name for the wondrous Preservation granted me this remarkable Year when there has been not only so much Sickness and Death in the Country, but when there has been such an observable Hand of God upon my own Family. See Sept. 7.

1736 September 6 (Monday). Mr. Swan and Mr. Wakefield took leave. N.B. greatly pestered and fatigued last night and to Day by Brothers Hogs, as my family was all last week, every Day. Brother Hicks goes to Cambridge and leaves His Hog Unyoked—whilst David has been and continues all this while confined by his Lameness. What he did last week was one half Day in throwing Dirt out of the Cellar.

1736 September 7 (Tuesday). I endeavoured to Spend retir’d since I could not the 5th Day—See Memoirs. David took off the Old and put on a New Leaf upon the Kitchin Table. Mr. Caleb Rice here at Eve—Letter to the Church to assist at his Ordination—requests me to prepare Ordination sermon.

1736 September 8 (Wednesday). David erects the Old Table Leaf into a [Tray?] Table, makes it his forenoon work. P.M. he cut Stalks, but it was with pain and trouble and therefore hindrance. The Eclipse of the Moon at Night was an entertaining work of God to behold. N.B. Some white Frost last night and great likelihood to Night by the great Cold of this Eve.

1736 September 9 (Thursday). Frost this Morning again. Lecture to the Young people and to Children instead of Catechizing, on 1 King 18.12. The Exercise considerably well attended but I think not so many of our own people, or So many from other Towns. David at Business again, cutting Stalks, but with Some Complaint of his Leg. Old Mr. Maynard here at Eve—here late. Obliged to leave him [to Brothers?] Rice and retire to Bed. Neighbour Cornelius Cook’s274 youngest Child dangerously bad with the Distemper. N.B. a Third, and a very great Frost.

1736 September 10 (Friday). Morning David finished cutting Stalks, and went to thrashing.

1736 September 11 (Saturday). D. Thrashing and clearing up Rie.

1736 September 12 (Sunday). A.M. Mat. 6.21. P.M. Luk. 19.42.

1736 September 13 (Monday). Being in great Concern about Brother Elias’s Family, his wife and only son especially, whom I left dangerously ill (See Sept. 4) and hearing nothing but by Jesse Maynard which was that Elias was not Dead, but that he was nigh or altogether as bad as ever, I took my Horse and rode to Marlborough to see if there was any Letter at the Colonel’s for me, or any News from College or Boston by Mr. Caleb Rice or by Marlborough preacher; but hearing nothing of them to relieve my oppressed Mind (except what I met with from Deacon [Feveryear?275] and Cous. Langdon276 whom I met at Sudbury) I proceeded to Cambridge (not without some Desire also (I confess) to see somebody else). From Cambridge I proceeded still, to Boston where my Brother received Me with great Joy and Thanks for my tender Sympathy and Concern for them in their Distressing Troubles. Through the Wondrous Goodness of God My Mother was about again—Sister was much revived, her Cough abated etc. And Elias not only alive, but relieved and able to set up, though very weak and feeble yet: John Tyley far recovered. Glory to our Almighty Healer! O that this might prove especially to my Nephew devoted to public service an happy Seasoning etc. And then what a vast and incomparable Benefit shall both He and we reap by this Dispensation. God grant it may be so! I Spent the latter part of the Evening with Mrs. H.B. till about 11, and then returned and lodged at Brother Elias’s. N.B. both the state of my mind as I was riding this Journey, and what befell me upon it. And First, whilst upon my Journey; when I Could, I employed my Mind not only upon the Troubles of my Brother, but upon my own, and upon that weighty Affair which I was left in the greatest Suspence about, when I left Mrs. H.B. last: And I very earnestly and importunately besought God, the Great Ruler of the World, and Disposer of all our Circumstances And in whose Hands are the Hearts of all Persons whosoever, that it would please Him to vouchsafe me Guidance and Direction, and would succeed and prosper me, as He did Jacob277 when he went forth from Home upon such an Errand as this; that it might please God to behold the Desolate Condition I am in, and the broken State of My Family; and that if it might be his Will to grant Me another Partner, he would be pleased to furnish Such an one for me, conduct me to Her, and grant me Success—and that if the Person I was designing to visit Should be such an one as might be a Blessing to me and to my bereaved Family, and to the Flock of God in Westborough and Should prove a Fellow-Helper and my Companion in the Kingdom and Patience of Jesus Christ, that then it might please God to remove the Difficultys <and discouragements> in my Way and give me prosperity; and incline her to Me, and enable her to overcome her Discouragements. And if God Should please, whether with this person or with whomsoever, to make my Life Comfortable again So as that I may again attend to my Ministerial Duty with some freeness and Delight—Then I would humbly, but solemnly engage that, by his Grace assisting me, all that Comfort and pleasure, all that Delight and Satisfaction, and all the Advantages I may reap by such Success granted Me by God, shall be improved to His Glory, and to the Benefit of his people to the Spiritual and Eternal Welfare of my own soul, and to the highest Good of my Family—In short, that, as Jacobs Vow ran, Then the Lord shall be my God278—that is, I shall look upon my self as under a New and peculiar Obligation to acknowledge Him as Such. Now after this I remark Secondly, What befell me upon This. 1.) That Evening I was much puzzled and perplexed by what means I Should keep from endangering my whole Design this Evening which would be likely to be lost if I Should meet with Company at Mr. P__ t’s and be obliged to engage with them I Should be disappointed in my Design of improving my few Minutes left me—for fatigued with my Journey I could not sit up late after they were gone—But God favoured me in bringing Mrs. H________ her Self to the Door, who immediately conducted me up into our Chamber. Several Circumstances of this Event, made it appear to me a Special Favour of Divine Providence. 2.) Although I had no greater Encouragement this Evening if so much, as when I left Mrs. H________ the last Journey—And I was almost ready to resolve that these retired and Special visits and Addresses must be concluded. Yet the Next Day,

1736 September 14th (Tuesday). (and by the way a most rainy Time), After I had drank a Dish of Tea <together> with Madam P____t and had Spent a Secret Minute with Mr. P_____t upon the Affair, So difficult and utterly discouraging as it now seemed to be, I Say after these Things, when I was with Mrs. H________ in the foresaid Chamber, I found a great deal of Reason to quiet my Self and patiently wait upon Divine Providence Still. She made such prudent Discoverys of her mind and Inclinations—that for the present it gives me much Satisfaction. And I would not fail to take notice of the Good Hand of God upon me thus far. About 11 is commonly the time of my returning. Lodged again at Brother Elias’s.

1736 September 15 (Wednesday). Mr. John Tucker having proved utterly unfaithfull to his promise to come up to me to set my Pump to rights, I went to him this Morning and he renewed his Engagement to me that he would not fail to be with me in a Day or Two. I rode to Cambridge and dined there; and thence to Marlborough to Dr. Gott’s and lodged There. N.B. Mr. Billings, of Westborough my Company from Baldwin’s; for he had been at the General Meeting of Petitioners at Concord, who waited upon the General Courts Committee for granting and laying out Townships. He brings but a very discouraging account of their proceedings.

1736 September 16 (Thursday). Breakfast at the Doctors. N.B. A Poem as [illegible]ento the Stone Ring I presented Mrs. H.B. was composed this Morning at Dr. Gotts. N.B. Discourse with Coll. Woods of Mrs. H____’s Circumstances etc. Dined at the Colonel’s with the Doctor. P.M. I returned Home. David gone to grind Apples. Whilst I was gone he picked Apples and mowed rowing one Day—Another Day (the foul Day) threw Dirt out of the Cellar to prepare for the rebuilding the North side of the Cellar wall and to lay the foundation of another stack of Chimneys—and another Day Set up Rail Fence upon the New Ground [on?] the South side of the Road.

1736 September 17 (Friday). Mr. Caleb Rice, going up to Meet New Medfield people who would conduct him up home, called here as he went up along. Both to Day and likewise on the

1736 September 18th (Saturday). Very uneasy fluctuation of mind—reflecting Sorrowfully upon my Circumstances and upon Mrs. H. B______’s, and her want of Health etc.—greatly disquieting to me and Sadly discouraging and distracting from my Studys. But God be gracious to Me!

1736 September 19 (Sunday). Through my Discomposures yesterday and the Day before I was prevented finishing (or near it) one of my Exercises, and therefore was obliged to repeat Sermon on 1 Pet. 2.11 a.m. but preached on Luk. 19.42 p.m. O that God would accompany these awakening Things with his Almighty Blessing, that we may not add to the wretched Number who Neglect and despise their Day and the Things of their Peace, and provoke God to hide them from their Eyes!

1736 September 20 (Monday). Rain, as yesterday also. Mr. Cushing Visited me—dined with me. Mr. Chamberlain at Eve. David various Chores.

1736 September 21 (Tuesday). I rode to Cousen Winchesters. Thomas Sick of the Distemper. Returned by Mr. Walkers and was in at Mr. Tainters—Peaches here but a great Rarity with us.

1736 September 22 (Wednesday). Mr. Joseph Stretton came from Marlborough with Mr. Ephraim Brighams Request to visit and pray with them at the Funeral of their Only Child279—and I went with him. N.B. As I went to Marlborough I visited Aaron and Samuel Hardys Familys, whose Children, especially the Latter’s, were sick of the Distemper. Called at Coll. Wards and Mr. Amsdens as I returned in the Evening. Very Cool Evening. N.B. David and [Ebenezer?] Maynard digging stones.

1736 September 23 (Thursday). A great Frost last night. Mr. Beriah Rice’s Wife280 and Ruth Bradish281 (the latter but 14 Years of age last May) both here to Joyn with the Church. David Gate Stuff—p.m. winter Apples.

1736 September 24 (Friday). David a.m. about the Standard and Crook for the west Gate—fruitlessly. Then pulled some Seed Hemp—and drawed stones. P.M. Levels the Gravel Bank that came out of the Cellar and at Eve went to Grafton to bring down Deborah Ward.

1736 September 25 (Saturday). Deborah came last Night. David Stable Floor. Rainy all Day. Brother Hicks came up from Cambridge.

1736 September 26 (Sunday). On 1 Pet. 2.11 and p.m. on Mat. 6.22.23. Very Rainy all Day. Few at Meeting and especially few Women. N.B. Capt. Forbush Dined with me.

1736 September 27 (Monday). Mr. Tainter here. Mr. Jonathan Forb. mend Cellar Window—Studdy Chimney. Mr. Haven here.

1736 September 28 (Tuesday). Mr. Haven and I set out for New Medfield though in the Rain. Deacon Rice and his son Josiah282 overtook us upon the Road. Mr. Haven because the Rain continued, went to Mr. Goddards of Leicester, but we (with Mr. Cushing) to Richardsons and thence up to New Medfield—got there Comfortably in the Evening about 7 or 8 o’Clock, and had very Comfortable Lodging in that New Place.

1736 September 29 (Wednesday). We went from our Lodging up to Mr. Fisk’s, where the Council was to meet. Here we formed into an Ecclesiastical Council. Mr. Campbel Moderator and Mr. Bridgham scribe. N.B. Mr. Baxter of Medfield could not come by Reason of the Distemper in that Town: nor did Mr. Cheney283 of Brookfield come till it was very late. Mr. Rice was Examined by the Moderator and his Qualifyedness voted. The Church was gathered and signed their Covenant. They as a Church voted Mr. Rice their Pastor. When we went to the Meeting House, I was offended with the Indecency of a wrestling Ring and I went to ‘em and expressed my Dissatisfaction. Rev. Mr. Cheney joined me and we dispersed ‘em. We also went up resolutely into the Chamber at the Tavern where was a violin and Dancing and stilled and scattered ‘em, declaring loudly against such Indecencys—and then we repaired to the public worship. Mr. Bridgham prayed. I preached from Heb. 13.17. Mr. Campbell prayed and gave the Charge, Mr. Cheney prayed after the Charge. Mr. Breck gave the Right Hand—and Part of Ps. 132 was sung (read by Mr. How of Dudley284 the other pastor in the Council). <illegible gave the Blessing?> N.B. Mr. Brigham,285 Mr. Breck, Devotion,286 Allis,287 Avery,288 Whittlesey,289 and several others (with Madam Throop290 and Mrs. Morris, whose Husband also came afterwards into the Company) were at a New House near by the House of Entertainment and spent the Evening there, with no little Cheerfullness. Mr. Breck and Deacon Rice and I lodged at Mr. Rice’s Lodgings; But it was very late before we got to Bed.

[From the New-England Weekly Journal, Oct. 5, 1736, p. [2]: “New-Medfield in the County of Worcester, Sept. 29. This Day the Rev. Mr. Caleb Rice, was ordain’d Pastor of the Church in this Place. The Rev. Mr. Bridgham of Brimfield, began with Prayer; the Rev. Mr. Parkman of Westborough, preach’d on Heb. 13.17. The Rev. Mr. Campbell of Oxford gave the Charge, the Rev. Mr. Cheney of Brookfield making the latter Prayer during the Imposition of Hands. And the Rev. Mr. Breck of Springfield gave the Right Hand of Fellowship.”]

1736 September 30 (Thursday). Broke fast at Mr. Fisks. Took leave before Dinner. As when we went up so when we came back, we Eat at Mr. Richardsons. Rain came on harder while we were there yet we set out from thence in the Rain, and rode down to Mr. Burrs. Mr. Breck and I lodged there, but Mr. Cushing went home. A very wet journey hither.

1736 October 1 (Friday). Mr. Breck and I from Worcester. Called a while at Mr. Cushings. Mr. Breck on his Journey to Boston, but I went home, somewhat after Two p.m. Clearer Weather to Day. It has been a very Melancholly long Time of Rainy Weather; In so much that the Corn is almost in Danger of Moulding in the Field. But David had watched his Opportunity for gathering the Little piece in the Lower Southside.

1736 October 2 (Saturday). [No entry.]

1736 October 3 (Sunday). Mat. 6.24 and 1 Pet. 2.11.

1736 October 4 (Monday). The Town met upon the Business of my Support, and in Answer to my Memorial to them they voted 60£ Addition this Year besides the 140 which had been the usual Vote for divers of the Last Years—in all 200£ and with very observable Unanimity. God reward them here for and grant me Grace Suitably to improve the Advantage provided me hereby to the Divine Glory!

1736 October 5 (Tuesday). <Line crossed out.>

1736 October 6 (Wednesday). Benjamin Thurston came to build Stone Wall for me. He began upon the Fence upon the South West of my House, at the South Barrs.

1736 October 7 (Thursday). I had great Dependence upon Mr. Stone to preach my Lecture but he failed me. I repeated Sermon on Act. 26.28. Mr. Hemingway291 (School Master at Southborough) here. After Lecture we rode over to See Mr. Seth Rice’s little son,292 who was very ill. When we returned we rode together as far as Coll. Wards, where he lodged but I proceeded (by Moon Light, but Cold) to Marlborough to Dr. Gotts, in Expectation of Mr. Breck of Springfield and his Sister. N.B. Dr. Mead (who had heretofore lived with Dr. Gott) here. E’re Long Mr. Breck and Mrs. H________ Came—But it was Some time before I Saw Mrs. H________ because of the Company (Neighbours that had occasionally Stepped in) that were with her and with Mrs. Gott. She was very weary and went to Bed early. Mr. Breck, the Doctors and I sat up very Late. N.B. Madam Belcher293 dyed last night.

1736 October 8 (Friday). Broke fast and Dined at the Doctors. Mr. Breck took leave before Dinner. Coll. Woods and Dr. Meads dined with us—a <very> decent Entertainment. N.B. Mrs. H________ under almost utter Discouragement respecting my proposals to her, and Several Times about to put an entire Period to all our Conversation upon those Articles. Nevertheless I prevailed with her to let matter lye still for more Mature Consideration. I parted late p.m. Rode up to Mr. Zechary Maynards and thence Home. David about my Cyder one Day after another.

1736 October 9 (Saturday). Unaccountable Distractions and perturbations in my studys—nay, in my very Devotions—too many—by means of the Sad Suspense I am kept in about Such a weighty Article as has employed me of Late. My unpreparedness for the Communion and the Desultoriness of my mind greatly troubles me.

1736 October 10 (Sunday). Too much of Diverting amusements about Temporal Matters. Am exceedingly put to’t to keep my Self to my Spiritual and Ministerial Duty. O that God would pity, forgive and Assist me! I preached on Phil. 4.19 a. and p.m. I admitted Mary (wife of Beriah) Rice, and Patience294 Daughter of Jonathan Forbush and Administered the Sacrament. I bless God that I have been in any Measure assisted and restrained in my Thoughts, being encompassed as I am with So many Temptations and Vain Amusements. O that God would Still be Gracious to Me, and pardon the Extream brokenness and imperfectness of my Devotions before Him!

1736 October 11 (Monday). As Early in the Morning as I could I rode to Marlborough: leaving David and Benjamin at the Stone Wall Pointing down the South Road. Conversation but short with Mrs. H________ at the Doctors, She being in preparation for her Journey,—and how amiable my Dear Amazon when Compleat in her Riding Habit! Had it not been for my work men at Home, Expectation of Mr. Tucker from Boston to mend my Pump, Expectation of Huskers at my Barn at Night, and four sick Children to visit on the North part of the Town I Should have fondly waited upon her in her Journey—But I found it impossible to break through all these. I broke fast at Coll. Woods’s when I had seen her mounted, and had Committed her (under God) to the Care of Mr. Skinner295 (preacher Yesterday at Marlborough) who was upon his Journey also. N.B. They Sat out just at 12 o’Clock. In my riding up my Road to the North part of Westborough I was Stopped by a Messinger out of Mr. Benjamin Rice’s and requested to visit Mr. Rice’s wife296 who lay at the point of Death. I Conversed and prayed with her. Dined there about 2 or 3 ho. p.m. and thence to Mr. Joseph Rice’s to visit Madam (who was heretofore Madam [Cornay?] of Boston)—Thence up to Mr. Thomas Warrins297 of Westborough and further up to Mr. Lawrence’s,298 to Mr. Balls and Mr. Wheelers and thence home. N.B. No Huskers but David and Benjamin.

1736 October 12 (Tuesday). David and Benjamin at the Stone Wall yet. I visited Neighbour Seth Rice, whose son is much Easier and we conceive hopes of his Recovery. School kept at Mr. Jedidiah How’s.299 P.M. Dr. Gott here—and just at Eve sheriff Gookin300 and his wife—but 3 or 4 hands at Husking.

1736 October 13 (Wednesday). I rode to Southborough to the Lecture to the Judges of the County of Worcester. Mr. Stone preached from Deut. 25.1. Mr. Prentice of Lancaster, Mr. Cushing and Mr. Burr present also. Entertainment at Coll. William Ward’s. Return’d at Eve.

1736 October 14 (Thursday). Lecture to Children and Young People on 1 K. 18.12. Young Society Sent me their Acknowledgments with £1.9.0. Ten or Eleven young persons came at Night and Husked out the Remainder of my Corn. N.B. Benjamin Thurston finished my stone wall at the upper End of my South side. 18 Rods and 1/2 which with 8 1/2 on the South west side of my house was 27 Rod which he had built for Me. And he left me to Day. David Bathericks Time out also to Day.

1736 October 15 (Friday). A Surprizing Letter from Brother Stone of Southborough of his Disgusts as to our Changing and Lectures—which gave me unspeakable Trouble.

1736 October 16 (Saturday). My uneasiness Still exceeding great by means of the mentioned Letter. It <utterly?> Disturbed my studys to the Degree that could not prepare. I sent Jonathan Maynard301 to Mr. Cushing to request we might Change. I rode up to Shrewsbury at Evening and Mr. Cushing to Westborough.

1736 October 17 (Sunday). I preached at Shrewsbury on Job. 19.25.26.27 a. and p.m. At Night Mr. Cushing came home and brought word that Ebenezer was taken Sick in the morning—was taken with vomiting and a Fever followed.

1736 October 18 (Monday). Had not been for my son Ebenezer’s Sickness Mr. Cushing and I had visited Mr. Prentice of Grafton after his Sickness. But David Batherick came up this Morning to Shrewsbury to inform that Ebenezer was grown still worse. I hastened home and found he had a Strong Fever and a Sore Throat. I Desire to Humble my Self under the mighty Hand of God as for the Sins of the Land in General that have brought Divine Judgments upon us So for my own Family’s Sins, and my own personal Offences. And God be Mercifull to us for His Name’s Sake! David Watched the fore part of the Night and I the latter part. The Child in great Confusion in his understanding and Talk.

1736 October 19 (Tuesday). We hope Ebenezer is a little better. Trooping and Training, but a rainy Day. Prayed in the Meeting House with the Companys. Dined with the Officers. Dr. Gott came up to Mr. Seth Rice’s Son, by which I had advantage for a Visit from him to Ebenezer. The Canker rose very visibly upon the inside of his Throat but not Swelled a great Deal nor very troublesome to him—<but?> his Fever not so high. Mrs. Whipple302 kindly visited us. Sarah Ward and Deborah watched. N.B. Sent an Answer to Mr. Stone. See Oct. 15.

1736 October 20 (Wednesday). David Batherick went away to Mr. Rogers’s. Rainy—yet Brother Hicks, and his wife and son, John, rode to Cambridge. His son rode my Horse. Ebenezer composed and Easier, and the Fever much lower. Deborah Sat up the former part of the night and I the latter. N.B. John Tainter303 (of Marlborough) was here in behalf of other Young Men of that Town to confer with me about my preaching to the private Society there.

1736 October 21 (Thursday). We hope Ebenezer recovers. Rainy.

1736 October 22 (Friday). [Faint?] We got Ebenezer down into the dining-Room. Dr. Gott visited us as he returned from Mr. Thomlins Child, with a Gentleman of the Faculty who was born at Vienna: his Name Alexander Maximilian Thyery; Practitioner at Plainfield. Dr. Gott Shewed me Mr. James Pierponts Letter of the 21, giving the Melancholly News of the Sudden Death of Mr. Nathaniel Breck304 (Madam Pierponts Father) who was drowned the Night before, as he was attempting to pass over the Swing Bridge in Boston. A very sorrowful accident!

1736 October 23 (Saturday). Rainy Weather—but moderate at Noon and p.m. I rode to Marlborough to the Funeral of Mr. Benjamin Rice’s wife.305 Capt. Forbushs Company in my Return from thence.

1736 October 24 (Sunday). Mat. 6.25. 1 King 18.12. Mr. Wheeler and his Wife306 etc. dined with us. Cousen Winchester and his wife came in after Meeting.

1736 October 25 (Monday). Sister Ruth Champney rode up on my Horse, with John Hicks junior307 before her, and sister Hicks in Company. David dugg Part of our Potatoes.

1736 October 26 (Tuesday). I rode to Southborough in the Morning to Lieut. Nathan Brighams308 to get him to come to rebuild a piece of my Cellar Wall and to lay a Foundation for another Stack of Chimneys at the Same time with it. Very raw Cold. Snow’d a while. I sent an Answer to a Letter I received last night from Worcester, which contained an Invitation to be present at the Ordination of Mr. William Johnson309 there among the Presbyterians.

1736 October 27 (Wednesday). The Day appointed for the Ordination of Mr. William Johnson among the Irish at Worcester. At Eve Mr. Caleb Rice of New Medfield here.

1736 October 28 (Thursday). I rode to Grafton Lecture. I preached on Joh. 14.21. N.B. Exceeding few people attended. Our 12th year finishes since the founding our Church and my Ordination. God grant a suitable Frame of Soul at the Observation hereof! N.B. Madam Prentice at Groton. N.B. Lieut. Drury310 had been up in to Connecticut and cast Mr. Oliver Ward311 into Windham Goal. I returned at Evening. Deborah rode up to her Mothers this afternoon.

1736 October 29 (Friday). Thomas a sore Throat. Swelled outwardly on both Sides. David is laying a Floor for the Cows. Very Cold and Raw. P.M. and Eve Snowed hard—a very Considerable Snow storm through the Night. Deborah did not Come.

1736 October 30 (Saturday). Bright day after the Storm. Thomas no better, but no Fever rises, and the swelling is most outwardly. Mr. Whitney312 and Mr. Collar here. Deborah not Come.

1736 October 31 (Sunday). Thomas remains in Much the Same State; but the Swelling on Each side very hard. We were greatly Concerned yesterday, and much more so to Day that Deborah is not Come yet. But still the more so because the mare she rode upon returned home to Brother Hicks’s alone, and without her Tackling. I preached on Rev. 3.1, last Clause, a. and p.m. on Consideration of the Divine Lenity, and the Reason for our Self Reflection. Now 4 times 3 Years are concluded since we were planted in Gods Vineyard. O that we might duely Consider how Christ knows our Works, our Good and our Bad—under all our Pretences and Professions, our Advantages and obligations—And marks our Conduct whilst we have Space and opportunity vouchsafed us, through the Divine Forbearance towards us! At Evening Eleazer Ward313 took their Horse and rode up to Grafton to see what had befallen Deborah.

1736 November 1 (Monday). Deborah came home with Eleazer Ward. David got down the Great Stones into the Cellar for the foundation of the Cellar Wall and the 2d stack of Chimneys. Moderate pleasant Day and the Snow greatly diminished. I visited Mr. Tomlins314 sick Child.315 David p.m. preparing for putting up Stanchills for the Cattle.

1736 November 2 (Tuesday). Lieut. Nathan Brigham came to rebuild part of my Cellar Wall, Scil.: the North side of the East part of my Cellar, being that which is against the Foundation of the Chimneys. Training Day: I prayed with the Companys and then proceeded (in Company with Mr. Stone) to the Association at Shrewsbury. N.B. Discourse of the late Disquietments which still Subsisted between us. N.B. A Young Bear in Mr. Cushings Pasture and crossed the Road but a little behind Mr. Stone and me as we rode up. He was pursued and shot. Mr. Prentice of Grafton was to have delivered a Concio, but was not prepared and was under Bodily Indispositions. Mr. Prentice of Lancaster delivered an Exercise on Act. 24.25. Mr. Cushing proposed one Case after another to be advised upon. N.B. Mr. Stone and I walked out and after some Discourse we were so happy as to accomplish a Reconcilement, mutually forgave, and promised to burn our Letters that there might nothing remain of the Papers of that Difference. Grates Deo plurimae! Maj. Keyes and Deacon Keyes316 came in, in the Evening.

1736 November 3 (Wednesday). Mr. Stone preached in public on Ps. 27, ult. Next association to be at West Sudbury 2d Tuesday of next April. Mr. Stone rode home with me; and after that we rode together to Neighbour Hezekiah Pratts and down by Neighbour Increase Wards and (as far as) <several words crossed out> to Capt. Warrins. N.B. his free Talk of me—My Behavior—Language—the Parkmans—the Stones—etc. I visited Capt. Warrins Family, and returned. David gone to work at Mr. Lawrence’s.

1736 November 4 (Thursday). Ensign Maynard came a.m. and sledded more stones for my Cellar Wall.

1736 November 5 (Friday). Lieut. Brigham at Work again upon the Wall and foundation of the Chimney.

1736 November 6 (Saturday). I had a Letter from Mother Parkman—in which she certifyed me that Mrs. H______ B______ (who had been ill) was better. David came at night from Mr. Lawrence.

1736 November 7 (Sunday). A.M. on Mat. 6.25 and onward. At noon Mr. Solomon Page317 came and offered to assist me and he accordingly preached for me p.m. on Ps. 119.59. Ebenezer at meeting again. My little Lucy taken ill of a Fever in the Eve.

1736 November 8 (Monday). Mr. Page went to Sutton. Lucy Continues ill, but at times is better. Lieut. Brigham finished his work at my Cellar. He asked me about 11 or 12 shillings.

1736 November 9 (Tuesday). Training. N.B. Mr. Hazzletine of Upton. Lucy much better.

1736 November 10 (Wednesday). Mr. John Barrett318 of Cambridge (who is published (as I hear) to Sister Ruth) came up. Lucy considerably recover’d. Received a Letter from Brother Samuel per Mr. Josiah Rice informing that Mrs. H______ B______ had been better, but took a Vomit last Friday, and since that time was not better. This was Sad News at the Preparation for the Thanksgiving. David wrought at Mr. A. Hardy’s.

1736 November 11 (Thursday). Thanksgiving. Rev. 14.3. Mr. Barrett (aforesaid) with us. O that we might be redeemed from the Earth and that we might be taught by the Holy Spirit of God the New Song of the 144000!319 But the Duty of the Day Difficulter than usual—We must Sing of Judgment as well as Mercy, through the Land indeed, but particularly in my Family! Oh! What alterations and Changes since the last Solemnity of this kind! What an intermixture of Frowns and Smiles—the observablest in the Course of this Year of any through the whole Course of my Life! God sets one over against another that we may find nothing after Him.

1736 November 12 (Friday). Very early in the Morning I sent David to Mr. Wheelers to bring from thence a Fat Cow. Mr. Tainter and David my Butchers. Mr. Barrett and sister Ruth rode to Cousen Winchesters.

1736 November 13 (Saturday). Mr. Tainter came and Cut out and salted up my Beef. Mr. Barrett went to Hopkinton but returned at Eve. Dr. Gott at the Barrs informed me that Mrs. Hannah Brecks illness arose from her taking Cold that Journey from Marlborough. See Oct. 11.

1736 November 14 (Sunday). Mat. VI.25 and onward. Rev. 3.1, last Clause. Mr. Tainter and his wife320 dined with us. Pleasant though somewhat Cold a.m. Cloudy, Raw p.m. Yet winter holds off. At night there came up a flurry of Snow.

1736 November 15 (Monday). A Clear, Cold Morning. We undertook our journey to Cambridge and we ventured to carry down my Little Daughter Lucy. Mrs. Hephzibah Maynard and Mrs. Jemima Lee upon the Road also. The Latter overtook us at Mr. Baldwins; and they proceeded with us to Father Champneys and (except Mr. Barrett) we all lodged there. N.B. The Child had a Comfortable Journey.

1736 November 16 (Tuesday). Mrs. Maynard, Mrs. Jemima and I rode to Boston. As Soon as I had Waited upon my Mother <words crossed out> I visited Mrs. Hannah Breck whom I found confined to her Chamber, and had been So ever Since the awfull Death of her Uncle. I dined with Mr. Pierpont and Madam. N.B. Mr. Pierpont and Madam give me their hearty wishes and encouragements but Madam in Some Doubt whether I shall Succeed. Mr. Pierpont undertook a difficult Journey to Providence, Narragansett etc.: but Madam and I took a Dish of Tea with Mrs. H______h. At Eve at Brother Elias’s who was confined by indisposition. My Daughter Molly had been in Town for 3 Weeks and chiefly resided there. Mrs. Maynard and Mrs. Jemima Lee there in the Eve and Supped with us. After Supper I went with them to Mr. John Lee’s where they lodged. N.B. The Town is every where full of Mr. Hooper, the Scotch Preacher.

1736 November 17 (Wednesday). Attended to various Business a.m. and made divers Visits. N.B. Talk of Sister Willards marrying one Mr. Reas of Philadelphia. I dined at Brother Samuels. After Dinner I went in to Mr. Pierponts. <Several words crossed out.> I determined to Say Nothing to Mrs. H______ of the weighty Matter under Consideration whilst She remains in So ill a state of Health, but She entered upon it her Self and discover’d to me that She had the most maturely considered things, and they were Still darker to her. She thanked me for the respect I had Shewed her and their Family, but was now settled and determined etc. Upon my requesting She would wave a final determination, she replyed that she had done so already; that she thought it was now high time to put an End to the whole affair, and therefore prayed me to withdraw my offers to her and Spare my Visits upon such Head, for that she was Sure it would be utterly in Vain: That this proceeded from no influence of any Body else: That She had no Eye to any Future Prospects; and if it Should so happen that She Should be less happy in any other match, yet She Should not have so clear a Conscience if She accepted of my Proposals, whilst things appeared to her mind as they do. I went down to drink a Dish of Tea with Madam Pierpont and Mrs. Elizabeth Pierce and after Tea I had a private Minute with Madam who told me She was heartily Sorry to find her Kinswoman so resolutely determined to refuse me etc.: gave me her hearty wishes that I might have other and better Success otherwhere, prayed it might not break my Friendship at the House etc.: Upon which I returned to Mrs. H______ who continued the above mentioned strain—would return me (how much soever against my inclination) a little present I had made her, and which (she said) no Eye besides had Seen. I was much put to’t to conduct my self with Decency, but I was obliged to undergo my Affliction, and thus with my best regards to her I took my final Leave. Returned to Brother Elias’s and Supped and lodged there. Thus have I been labouring and toiling at the Corn fields for divers Months, have ploughed with one Heifer after another, and watched all opportunitys and improved all advantages to benefit my Cause, having Spared nor Cost nor Pains, but now when the Time is Come when I might expect a joyful Harvest, <word crossed out> I have no Crop; instead thereof I find nothing by a Sign. Mr. Pierpont kept the Sign of the Corn-Fields.

1736 November 18 (Thursday). Hindered from the public Lecture by preparing to ride to Cambridge with sister Willard and my Daughter Molly in a Chaise; but by Sister Lydia’s coming down with Brother Champney the Scheme was overthrown, for he carryed up Molly and I sent for my own Horse and rode to Cambridge at Eve.

1736 November 19 (Friday). Though it was very cold and raw yet I undertook to carry my Daughter Molly to Westborough and through Divine Goodness she bore the Journey very well. N.B. We called at Mr. George Cuttings321 at Waterton to speak with his Daughter Lydia322 to come and keep my House, but she was at Mr. Amos Waits at Framingham, where I Spoke with her. N.B. Snow from Mr. Swifts to Mr. Stone’s but a clear Evening. N.B. A Boy of about 14 killed yesterday at Watertown, by a Timber falling upon his Head and mashing it against another Timber. My Family in my absence had been well and Comfortable. Deo Gr.!

1736 November 20 (Saturday). Preparing Diligently for the Sabbath. David and John Rogers put up stanchells for my Cattle.

1736 November 21 (Sunday). Very Rainy. Rev. 3.1, last Clause. Sacrament. Repeated p.m. on Judg. 11.35. N.B. my Mind in much inquietude—being full of Reflections upon the late Providence and Disappointment and my own Conduct throughout the last Months.

1736 November 22 (Monday). Very fine, warm Day. Capt. Forb. came up to ask me for Some of my old Clabboards to mend his Barn. He comes into much more Sociableness of Late. I visited old Mrs. Pratt323 She being much disordered and Distressed by Pain etc.

1736 November 23 (Tuesday). David carted out Muck. P.M. Neighbour Hezekiah How324 with him. At Eve at a very handsome Supper at Mr. Townsends, and handsomely invited to it; Neighbour Rogers and his wife there also.

1736 November 24 (Wednesday). Rode to Mr. Jonathan Forbush’s etc. Mr. Ivory Hovey at Evening. David at work at Mr. Lawrence’s.

1736 November 25 (Thursday). To Marlborough with Mr. Hovey—and preached to the Society of young Men there on 1 King 18.12, latter Clause. They Sent me 32s.6 <word crossed out> with their Gratitude. At Dr. Gotts at Eve. N.B. Dr. Alexander Maximilian Thyery there. At Coll. Woods’s. Returned home. Mr. John Pratt framed my great Barn Doors.

1736 November 26 (Friday). Warm Storm of Rain.

1736 November 27 (Saturday). We put up the Milch Cows into the Barn this Evening.

1736 November 28 (Sunday). Mat. VI.32.33.34. Mrs. Townsend325 (wife of Benjamin) dined with us. Received from Mr. Hezekiah Ward326 (of New Medfield) Mr. Rob. Camell’s Three Sermons327 and read ‘em this Evening.

1736 November 29 (Monday). Storm of Snow. This Evening was the first of our housing all the Cattle. Young Mens singing meeting here.

1736 November 30 (Tuesday). Fowl Weather again to Day. P.M. David by a Fall of His Horse last Thursday, hurt his Legg to such a Degree that it remains Swelled Still and renders him unfit for Business. Catechized at Lieut. Holloways and visited in the North West Corner of the Town.

1736 December 1 (Wednesday). [No entry.]

1736 December 2 (Thursday). [No entry.]

1736 December 3 (Friday). David Lame yet, but goes about better than he did.

1736 December 4 (Saturday). Ensign Maynard returned from Boston and brought a Fall from Brother Elias to hoist up my Pump—despairing of Mr. Tucker.

1736 December 5 (Sunday). Cold Day. Phil. 1.21. Mr. Garfield Dined with me.

1736 December 6 (Monday). Pleasant morning. I undertook a Journey to Cambridge. On the way I called at Mr. Joslins—and at Mr. Belknaps, whose wife had long laboured under great Disorders, by Fits, etc.: There I marryed Eleazer Ward to Tabitha Newton, and then proceeded upon my Journey to Framingham where I stopped to have a Couple of Shooes made and put on my Horse’s hind feet and then, at Dark, continued my Journey to Waterton. Stopped at Mr. George Cuttings—Thence to F. Champneys before they went to Bed. N.B. Mrs. Suse Champney here.

1736 December 7 (Tuesday). A very rainy and Stormy Day—confined me at F. C.’s all Day. N.B. had Opportunity of Conversation with Mrs. Suse—but guarded and without making any proposals to her.

1736 December 8 (Wednesday). Rose early and Set out with Design to go to Salem to the Ordination of Mr. John Sparhawk,328 but I found it so exceeding Cold, and so rough, hard riding that I diverted to Charleston Ferry. N.B. Capt. Clark329 of Framingham I carryed in to Brother Elias’s to Breakfast with us. Visited Mr. Pierpont late p.m. Mrs. Hannah Breck got down below. The Ladies tarried in the room but a little while, but left Mr. P______t and I to Smoke our Pipes together. I took leave of him without making further trouble about them. He asked me to dine with him next Day, but I declined engaging my Self, and repaired to Mr. Coopers and thence to Brother Elias’s where I Supped and had Mr. Charles Coffin and his wife. Lodged there.

1736 December 9 (Thursday). Last night Exceeding Cold—and to Day. Mr. Byles330 Lecture on Ps. 42.2. I dined at Mr. Chauncy’s,331 as did Mr. Benjamin Gerrish.332 Visited Brother Alexander. At Eve to Cambridge. N.B. Mrs. Suse and Sister Lydia to Boston to Day notwithstanding the Cold.

1736 December 10 (Friday). Rode home. Called at Mr. Cuttings—Mr. Swift’s—Mr. Stone’s. A fine Moderate Day. Found my Family well. Thanks to God. N.B. Fast of the General Court in the Council Chamber.

1736 December 11 (Saturday). David (who had been at that Bus[i]ness all the Week) finished Thrashing Rie.

1736 December 12 (Sunday). On Act. 26.28 and Phil. 1.21. Fowl w. Snow etc. Mr. Joseph Thurston dined with me. At Eve Dr. Joshua Wheat333 here.

1736 December 13 (Monday). Mr. Joslin with a Team, Neighbour Chamberlain, Neighbour Jonathan Bellows, Jonas Warrin,334 Silas Brigham335 with a Team, and Levi Brigham336 came and got to the Door 23 or 24 Turns of Wood.

1736 December 14 (Tuesday). Rainy.

1736 December 15 (Wednesday). Very rainy Day. The Ground exceeding full of Water. Mr. S. Harrington337 brought the Blocks of the Takle from John Ferguson which he had brought from my Brother Elias of Boston, in order to hoise my Pump.

1736 December 16 (Thursday). Good Weather. It has been So great a Thaw that the Earth is very open again. David finished a new Box for my Books. P.M. he wrought for Neighbour William Rogers junior.338 At Evening Jotham Maynard, David Batherick and Deborah Ward in a Contest. N.B. Sent my Horse by Mr. Tainter to Waterton for Lydia Cutting. At Night it grew very Cold.

1736 December 17 (Friday). Very Cold, windy Day. Mr. Joseph Crosby of Worcester and Mr. Bullard of Needham here. David works for him Self.

1736 December 18 (Saturday). Exceeding Cold. Turned my Thoughts upon the Season. Read (or rather run through) Dr. C. Mathers Winter Meditations.339 Windy and Sharp Cold still. David himself.

1736 December 19 (Sunday). Pleasant Day, and although Cold yet, through the Goodness of God more Moderate. On Ps. 74.17. Phil. 1.21. Mr. Asher Rice’s wife340 dined with me.

1736 December 20 (Monday). Stormy—Rain, which froze and made it very slippery. Capt. Fay341 here. No expectation of Lydia Cutting to Day. David himself.

1736 December 21 (Tuesday). Fine Day, though somewhat windy. Hoised the upper part of the Pump out of the Well. The Hands were old Mr. Maynard, Mr. Joseph Green, Mr. Whipple, Brother Hicks, Ebenezer Maynard,342 Benjamin How, with David. The Hands were so few that it rose Slow and it hung So long upon a strain that no sooner was it out of the well than Someone Discovered the lower hook to Straiten, and as Soon as they got away from under it, the Pierce fell; a Singular Mercy of God that it was so Seasonably discovered that they were Delivered from Hurt by its falling. Mr. Tainter and Lydia Cutting came.

1736 December 22 (Wednesday). Lydia Cutting began the Care and Work of my Family. Fine Morning, but afterwards inclement, Squawlly, Snow, [rainy?] etc. Visited Mr. Thomlins Sick Child, and another at Mr. Jedidiah How’s. Benjamin How, in trying to draw up the Box out of the lower piece of the Pump, which yet remained in the Well, drew out the Staple out of that Box also.

1736 December 23 (Thursday). Pleasant Morning—but Cold and Somewhat windy p.m. David made Rack for the Stable.

1736 December 24 (Friday). Cold clear Day. Old Mr. Maynard and David Baverick winnowed out my Rie.

1736 December 25 (Saturday). M [blank] Potter of Leicester (a Quaker) here. I delivered him the works of Mr. William Dell343 which I had borrowed some time since of Lieutenant Baker. And I lent him five Discourses by the Author of the snake in the Grass.344

1736 December 26 (Sunday). Continues very Cold. I preached on Phil. 1.21 and God be Pleased to add His special Blessing thereto, both with Preacher and hearers also. N.B. Mrs. Harrington of Framingham dined with me.

1736 December 27 (Monday). Benjamin How having been to Mr. Cook’s and got the Pump Boxes refitted a Number of Hands came together to help me raise the Pump again and let it down anew into the Well. Mr. Green our Chief Hand at the Ropes, and Benjamin How at the Pump—but we were so unhappy that just when the Pump was pointed down into the Well, a [Becket?] of one of the Blocks broke and the Pump fell down by the lower Piece, broke a Chain in the Fall (which went to the Bottom) but very happily it did not so jamm against the other Piece as to fasten there. This mis-hap broke us off for this Day—but my Neighbours appointed to come at 12 the Next Day and raise it out again and try further. Visited Stephen Fay (who was very ill) at Evening. Fine morn. Cold p.m.

1736 December 28 (Tuesday). I rode over to Mr. Russells a.m. about some Pork. Fine morn. Cold p.m. P.M. the Neighbours came together again to hoise out my Pump. We hoised it out and found that the hoop at the Bottom was beat off and gone; and the Bottom so bruised and split that it would need considerable work to fitt it again; but especially the former Hoop being gone to the Bottom of the Well and a New one to be made, no more could be done to Day. They therefore adjourned once More. N.B. Jemima Lee here upon a Controversie with Deborah. Cold Season yet.

1736 December 29 (Wednesday). Has not been any Snow for a great while, yet very Cold, Windy. Hands together again p.m.: and now through Divine Favour, succeeded and to my great Joy Set the Pump agoing, and went much better than <word crossed out> before. At Night a Surprizing, bloody appearance in the Heavens. Exceeding Cold night.

1736 December 30 (Thursday). The Morning very Exceeding cold. The Pump froze up so that we had no good of it. This morning dyed old Mrs. Hannah Holloway, aged about 93 or 4 Years.

1736 December 31 (Friday). A light Snow, but soon went away, turning to Rain. All our Endeavours in vain, to Thaw the Pump. Through the Great Goodness and Longsuffering of God we are brought to the Conclusion of this Remarkable Year. <Two words in margin crossed out.> <It is worthy of my Notice.>